Oi kiddo's, IM BACK!(:
N i got a new song for ya
I found this song that is super chill n the music video really shows how I imagined Lucy when she was off with Sting. It's called Stay High(Habits remix) by Tove Lo ft Hippie Sabotage such a great song
Ooh and I just wanna thank all of my readers, reviewers and followers, I'm so glad to have made so many friends because of this one story, so stay wonderful(:
hmm, now I don't really have any plans for this chapter, I have a general idea for what I want but idk if it'll play out the way I want soooo
enjoy(;
Salamander POV
It's been nice and quiet in my gang for the past couple of days. Ever since we got the blonde whore back, everyone's taken care of the gang for me while Wendy and I sat around my apartment. I took a small vacation so I could get my head together, since I had to deal with so much drama.
Drama that she created.
Mira and Lisanna have stopped by a few times to come 'check up on Wendy," even though I know they really wanted to be in the middle of the drama. Mira was very persistent in questioning me about hoe bags rescue. She asked me who was there, what happened, how I made it away alive, all kinds of things. Such a nosy chick.
Now Wendy and I were watching cartoons while eating hot dogs and mac n' cheese. I told her I'd make whatever she wanted after I took a shower and when I got out she had a meal already made. It's quite obvious this girl has had to care for herself for a while.
"So, how's school going? Make any friends?"
Wendy shrugged her shoulders and continued to stare down the brand new TV I bought specifically for her. I renovated my entire apartment for her and Romeo, they're kids after all. They need something to do when they come over. Now they had a new TV, a cable box, a DVD player, and a new Xbox360.
Might as well spoil them, they're like the kids I couldn't have. Because my 'kid' was selfishly taken from me, or so says the mom of that unborn child.
I watched her as she took another bite off of her hot dog and I tried to stop myself from laughing when I noticed she had a small amount of ketchup on her cheek. I tried and failed. Somehow I let out a choking sound that made her snap her eyes in my direction.
She gave me a hard look and questioned, "What're you lookin' at?"
I tried to turn my laughing smile to a frown and I felt my eyes go wide. Such an angry kid.
She whipped her face with her sleeve, staining the new long sleeve shirt I indirectly bought for her, and continued to glare at me. I watched her watch me and I felt the room go cold. Wendy had this thing about her that when she got upset, you could almost feel the air in the room move. Like a giant wind storm or something. It was almost scary, even though she was so small.
"What's wrong?" I asked her after a few tense moments of us staring each other down.
I didn't expect the answer I got, I jumped when I heard Wendy's howl, "I want to see Lucy! Stop keeping me from her just because you're not happy with her!"
I stood from the couch we both sat on and I heard the clatter or my bowl of Mac n' Cheese hit the coffee stand then the floor. But I don't care about my mess, I needed to clear a few things up for Wendy. "I'm 'keeping you from her'," I used my fingers to make dramatic quotation marks in the air between us, "for your own good. She's just gonna leave again-"
"That's not true!" Wendy shrieked back, interrupting me. We both fell silent and I watched her as her head fell and her blue hair fell around her hidden face. She whimpered in a voice so quiet it resembled a mouses squeak, "But even if she does leave...she always comes back." Wendy looked back up to me, her brown eyes swimming with held back tears. She asked, "Are you keeping me from her to hurt her? Because you're not just hurting her... you're... hurting me too."
I was taken back by that accusation and confession. I opened my mouth to respond to the preteen before me but no words passed my lips. How do I respond? What do I say to assure this broken girl that I am not the bad guy here, Lucy is. She's the one that ran off and turned all of our lives upside down.
"Just let me go there today... please? I promise I won't stay too long. Just long enough to catch up with her."
I fell back down onto the couch, my arm falling on the arm rest, my hand up and my forehead pressed against my palm. Why was she suddenly opening up to me like this? She's usually so reserved and... ignorant about everything going on.
I could feel the couch cushion move, Wendy must be moving closer to me. "Well?" She asked in a small voice. Now she sounded like the kid I knew her to be. Atleast that's not changing yet.
I let out a deep sigh and rolled my eyes, though she couldn't see it. Maybe kid's are harder to deal with than I thought... "Just... let me think about it..."
There, the conversation was done, over with. I'll give her time to think about it and she'll realize she doesn't want to go there and then when I tell her no she won't even mind.
"That always means no!" Wendy sobbed from next to me.
I lifted my head at the sound, when did she start crying? When I looked over at her, I found her next to me curled up in fetal position, her eyes resting on her knees. Her pants were already soaked with tears, how did this happen? We were just watching TV a minute ago... now I'm beyond angry and frustrated and she's crying on the couch. And it's all her fault. It's always her fault. Always.
Fuckin' lying whore of a junkie. She has to ruin everything. She's so selfish, so self absorbed. I wonder if she realizes how warped Wendy's mind is because of her? No preteen should be this well educated on drugs and prostitution and how to survive on the streets.
I catch Wendy teaching Romeo things that life in a gang couldn't even teach him. And she's younger than him! How did this happen to her?
"Wendy, look. I'm... sorry, okay? You can go see her, so stop crying," I forced the words out.
Wendy's round eyes lifted from her knees and she looked at me with hope. She asked, "Really?" in such a happy voice that I almost felt sick. She's setting herself up for more heart break, and one of these days it'll be too much for her young mind.
I nodded my head slowly and ran my hand through my hair. I lost.. in a battle of wills I fuckin' lost to a kid. Was Gray right? Am I really softening up?
Wendy smirked and squealed with delight. She jumped up from the couch and screamed over her shoulder, "I'm gonna go change, be right back!"
I raised my hands to my face and rubbed my eyes for a few minutes. I did it while I contemplated everything. I was in a sticky ass situation, I'm being forced to go see the girl that I've been avoiding for the past couple of days. The girl that I thought about constantly when she was gone but now that she's back even her name is taboo to me. I can't even mutter up the courage to call Erza and see if she's okay. So what am I suppose to do now?
I don't think I'll act nice if I see her today. Maybe I'll just go to the hospital but not the room. Wait down in the lobby for Wendy to see her. Or I can have Erza come here and pick Wendy up, that'd save me the head ache of having to deal with the hospital staff and patients.
Yeah that's what I'll do.
"Yo, I'm not gonna go with you." I screamed to Wendy who was still in my room-now her room-changing. "I'll have Erza come here to get you."
Before she could answer, I already had my phone out of my pocket and into my hand, my fingers were moving expertly as I dialed Erza's number. Before I pushed the call button, I heard a loud knock come from the front door.
Since the gang stopped coming here to work I've been burdened with all of their regular tasks. Like cooking, cleaning, answering the door and other nonsense I never really thought about. So I had to force myself up and I stumbled over to the door.
"For the love of god, who the hell is it?" I called through the door. It couldn't have been any of my gang members, they all know they have to leave me alone at the moment.
The voice that called back surprised me, "It's me and Ever, boss. We need to talk to you."
"Freed?" I called, pressing my face closer to the cool metal of the door. "Is that really you?"
Oi, I got another request for my readers out there,
I watch this show called beelzebub and I'm almost done watching it sooooo I need new shows to watch
But something funny but like supernatural, or fantasy like Fairy tail.
I've watched a lot of different shows, like black butler and blue exorcist and many many more that are on my page but still i need MORE xDDD
so if you have anything good in mind please please PLEASE review and tell me about it, pretty please? :P
oh and sorry this was so short but ya know, I didn't really know what to do. But now somethings set up for next chapter soooo YAY
oh and don't forget to tell me whatcha thought about the song and chapter ^.^
so anywho, take it easy yada yada see ya soon loves
xoxo
-bean
