Hi all! Omg I know, it's been so long :(
But I'm back babyyyy
My life has been nothing short of a shit show for the past couple years. But I won't bore you with the details, let's get to the story!
I figured it was appropriate to do a minor time jump in the story because, well I went MIA for so long LMFAO so yeah here's the new chapter
Lucy POV
"You heard me, Luce. I just realized this myself, but... well, I love you."
And so things stayed about the same after Salamanders profession. It's been 3 months of him crawling in my bed every night, whispers of sweet promises, smirks from Wendy as she 'accidentally' overheard Salamander say he loves me, stollen kisses, and sitting at his side as he ran his empire.
And it all still feels weird as all hell. I mean, I did so much fucked up stuff, I even hate me. And although his whole gang, save a few of the closer people, hated me; he doesn't seem to care. Wendy doesn't seem to care.
And some would argue their opinions were more important than even my own on the matter.
So this is what it feels like to be unconditionally loved. Not the abusive love my father held for myself and my mother. Not the pathetic protective love my mother felt for me. Just unconditional, undying love.
I looked over to the couch where Salamander, Wendy and Romeo sat. They were playing some stupid shooting game, yelling as one killed the others, laughing together when they finished the match and saw who had more streaks than the others.
I never understood video games, but I've also never understood the fun they're having together either.
I never got a chance at the childhood Salamander is giving these two. And it warms my heart to see the toothy grin on both of their faces as he kicks their asses.
"Did you see that kill streak, Luce!" Salamander screams to me after thier most recent match.
I chuckle and finally pull my eyes from the tv screen that has held me captive for the past 20 minutes. "Yes Salama-"
"I've told you to call me Natsu from now on, Luce! C'mon." His brow furrows as he reminds me again.
But I can't do that. Not when I still feel so bad about everything I've done to him. Not so casually at least. There were times I felt comfortable saying it, and now is not one of them.
"Well fine, babe," I laugh my response. His eyes shine at the pet name and his smile returns. The peace is kept once again.
As they start up their next game my phone buzzed in my hand. That's odd, I rarely get texts from anyone who isn't in this room currently, save Hibiki . But now that he was 'serious' with his girlfriend, he's rarely had the time for me or Wendy. Or she finally caught on to our past together and she didn't want him near me anymore.
My heart involuntarily started pounding in my chest. I don't know if it was the phone vibrating, or the heat in Salamanders eyes as he stared at me in questioning, or the random, terrifying flashbacks that came to mind when I imagined who this could be; but I was on the verge of a panic attack again.
It couldn't be him though, I haven't heard from him in literal months.
I steal a glance.
Sting: hey babe
It vibrates again:
Sting: I'll be quick, he doesn't need to know I messaged you. I finally found a way to destroy him and steal you back
Sting: if you wanna know, meet me me at our spot ;*
Sting: don't tell anyone or I'll kill you, loverboy and your pretend "daughter"
I hadn't realized I was holding my breath.
All four messages came in one after the other. Each buzz was a painful beat of my heart, rushing into my ear drums. Painfully loud. Loud enough that I know he was looking. Can he hear it too?
BUZZ
I let go of the breath finally and read.
Sting: god I miss those sweet lips of yours. You're mine, you'll always be mine
With every vibrate my phone gave, my heart shrank even smaller. What the hell is he even going on about?
Destroy Salamander? How? Over me? Why?
"C'mon, Natsu! You weren't even trying!" Yelled Wendy from between Salamander and I. Romeo, on his other side nodded in agreement. He wasn't paying attention to the game at all. Just me and my nonstop vibrating phone.
I should tell him. I'm going to tell him. He could fix this.
Or he could get angry and physically take it out on you. And Sting just mentioned hurting Wendy. She did nothing to deserve this.
Besides love you.
There's the guilt again. The guilt of bringing this pour soul into the fuckery that I created. Atleast life is starting to seem more normal again. Or wasbefore this.
I quickly clicked on the conversation on my phone and deleted it. Better to ignore the problem currently.
My eyes traveled back up to the questioning gaze of my somewhat lover and i had to fight back the urge to look away, out of guilt. Instead, I let a small smile form on my lips. It was a smile that said everything was okay. That we were okay, and I was okay, and he was okay, and we together would always be okay.
His shoulders relaxed and he let himself get back into the fun mood he was in. He ruffled Romeos hair and simply stated, "Alright guys, I'm pooped! Why don't y'all go out and find something to do. Luce and I need to chill for a bit."
They both audibly groaned but wordlessly got to their feet to leave his apartment. Wendy turned back as she put on her second shoe and gave me a small smile. "Love ya, Lucy. I'll see you later."
Rogue POV
"Bro, what did you just do," I questioned as I looked over my best friend, Sting's shoulder.
Destroy the Salamander? Steal her back? Hurt their daughter? What the fuck is he going on about?
I hated that I didn't know what his plan was for once. This isn't good, he's already threatening hers and her daughters life.
If it weren't for me, that poor girl would have already died at his hands. If I can help it, he won't ever get that opportunity again.
I just need to make one phone call. One call, and Lucy will be stuck in her house at the hands of my two new friends. Freed and Evergreen; once captives I helped abduct and abuse, now worked closely with me to keep the peace. Fairy Tail and Sabertooth have always had an issue with one another, I mean shit, both are run by hotheaded idiots. But then Lucy happened.
This blonde haired beauty seemed to catch the infatuation of everyone she met. The wonderful soul who stole my heart in a platonic sense, the beauty who made everyone love and envy her in the same breath.
She had women like Minerva (who had disappeared a while back) and Yuki jealous. She had men like Orga and Rufus addicted to just speaking to her. Men like me who craved her safety and well-being.
And men like Sting and Salamander who wanted nothing more than to control and conquer her.
"I told her I'm going to get her back. Because she's mine! Because she's always been mine, Rogue," Sting looked up at me from the chair he sat at, me behind him standing. "You know she's mine, right?"
I rolled my eyes at him and sighed. "Man, I don't think anyone owns anyone. In a relationship or not, that's not a healthy mentality"
Sting turned his attention back down to his phone. He sent another message, god I miss those sweet lips of yours...
Ew I can't read another word of this.
I held down a gag and turned my attention from my psycho best friend and his phone to the others in the room. Orga and Rufus sat at two of the three other chairs at Stings dining room table. It was our dining room table at one point but I moved out after I had helped Lucy run away. And knocked Sting out.
I didn't really want to be his friend any more, but I felt the need to be close to him still so I had an upper hand at whatever he had planned. I could smell the darkness that overcast our city recently. It smelled of jealousy, war, and something else wicked.
And it's all going to be in the name of Lucy. I feel it down to my very core.
"Boss, I have more information on Fairy Tail, whenever you're ready!" Purred our newest recruit, former informant.
She strode in, swaying her hips more than she normally would if Sting weren't in the room. There was something about 'being the boss' that made the girls in this game act a fool. Attractive or not, the women would throw themselves at anyone with power like this. I learned that as i watched my best friend slowly decay. I couldn't imagine anyone was attracted to him now, with how he looked as the days passed and his addiction got worse.
After the bender he and Lucy went on, Lucy had found sobriety while he continued down this path. His cheeks were sunken in, eyes baggy, hair thin and greasy, nose crusty, lips chapped.
"I can go talk to her if you want, boss." I spoke before I even realized. I honestly wanted to just go text my friends and join their side and help fight against him. For his sake and my Saber friends sake. But I need to know what she knows.
Sting barely looked up from his phone and mumbled, "Just speak, this is my inner circle here." His eyes quickly dart between me, Orga, Rufus, and the informant.
She huffs a little and looks over to me.
Shit, why is she looking at me.
"Well, it's actually about your inner circle." She hissed the last words, eyes still on me.
Oh fuck, what does she know.
"Out with it, Mira!" Sting yelled and slammed his fist on the table hard enough to make everyone in the room, save Orga and myself, jump.
MiraJane, the white haired demon from Fairy Tail, sighed once more as she collected herself. She didn't like doing what she was doing, you could see it in these small passing moments like these. Her biting her lip and holding back tears, her forcing an air of confidence that she didn't even believe in.
I felt bad for her in moments like this. To not even believe in one's self but continue to push on. It was sad. And admirable. If not for the fact that she was still looking atme.
She was the eldest sister of 3. Two who were so deep in Fairy Tail they were suffering. The youngest suffering the most. I don't know details except for what Lucy told me. And none of it was good. I understand why she would want to take fairy tail down.
"My brother told me his girlfriend had been talking to someone close to you. That through pillow talk he was able to determine that you also have a mole in your midst."
Sting looked up at the sound of that. "Who?!" He demanded, his eyes first on Mira, then passing through to Orga and Rufus.
Salamander POV
This fucking woman had so much power over me. She didn't even realize how bad I had it for her, yet she continued to play with fire, play with my emotions.
Everytime her phone vibrated, her body went rigid and she took another small inhale, not once letting the air out.
BUZZ
BUZZ
BUZZ
Okay even Hibiki isn't that annoying! Three texts in a row.
BUZZ
She held her breath through it all until the last one came in a minute after.
Then the kids started complaining... But my eyes never left her. She glanced quickly up to meet my gaze, then back down to her phone. A few clicks later and she locked her phone and looked back up at us.
Then she flashed that beautiful smile at me and all of my doubts vanished.
God she had a way about her that just did that to me no matter what.
I smiled back and gave Romeo a small pat on the head. "Alright guys, I'm pooped! Why don't y'all go out and find something to do. Luce and I need to chill for a bit."
They seemed unhappy but still complied. As they got up and went to leave, my eyes stayed on Lucy.
As soon as I heard the click of the door finally closing, leaving us alone, I allowed myself to finally speak.
"Lucy," I started. My eyes still intently gazing at her. She maintained eyecontact but I could still feel that it was somehow forced. That she was hiding something again. "What's going on?"
Lucy's innocent, shy smile turned into one with a twisted, seductive look. She stood from the chair and sauntered toward me. Her eyes sparked and she slowly lowered herself in front of where I sat on the couch.
Her hands were quick to find the button to my pants. "Lucy, I'm serious!" I sighed when I felt her fingers lightly brush over my head as she lightly pulled down my jeans. I bucked my hips up and let her yank them down.
"Nothing's going on," her hand was now on my memberthrough my boxers. Her body was still positioned between my legs and I leaned into her. She brought her lips up to my ear and breathed the one word I could never get sick of hearing her say. "Natsu."
She waits to say my name when we get intimate. In front of others, even my closest friends and her family, she refuses to say it. Maybe she likes to use my name as a weapon, because holy hell I'd go to war just to hear her say it again.
I let her stroke me a few more times, the only sound in the room was the sound of my light sighs as I allow myself to get lost in my pleasure.
But my body betrayed me, or maybe my brain betrayed my body. Whatever it was, my hand shot out and I grabbed her wrist, ultimately stopping the pleasure she was giving me. "Lucy, i want to trust you. So I'll only ask you once."
Our eyes connected and Lucy pulled her second trick. The pout.
"Who was texting you, Lucy?"
Her bottom lip stuck out more and her eyes glistened as she looked up to me."It was no one, Natsu. I promise if it was something important I would tell you in a heartbeat." She lightly brought her lips to mine. "I love you, Natsu."
I sighed against her lips before I yanked her onto me in a crushing kiss. She allowed me to pull her body up so she was now straddling me, my dick once again in her perfect hand, being painstakingly rubbed. "God," I said between kisses. "I love you too, Luce."
She bit her bottom lip and ground her hips against me. She had so little on that I could feel the heat of her core near my exposed member. "Show me then," she pleaded as she opened her eyes again and looked up to me.
I let a growl escape my throat and picked her up. Lucy let out a small laugh as I stood, grabbing her ass, and walked her to the bedroom. I would take her right here but unlike her apartment I had zero privacy. And she deserves more respect than to be seen naked by my boys.
I dumped her onto the bed and smiled as I stood over her. Her body trembled under my gaze. A blush rising to her face as she watched me watch her wiggle around and rub her thighs together. A subtle hint that she wanted me, that she needed me.
God, I needed her too.
I smirked as I hovered over her, my eyes traveling from her beautiful face down to her well-endowed chest. Her breasts were so fucking perfect.
"Shirt off, now." I ordered, my voice coming out rougher than I had originally intended.
Lucy slightly sat up and removed her top, a small nervous smile pulling at her lips. "Yes, sir," She breathed.
I knelt down in front of her and yanked her shorts down, leaving her clad in her pink undies. She wasn't wearing a bra today, I'm surprised I didn't notice before. If I had, I wouldn't have been able to keep my hands off of her.
I brought my face to the sweet spot between her legs, lazily dragging my lips along the inside of her thigh in the process. I could smell her arousal, the scent automatically making the dragon in my pants stand at attention.
"God, Lucy." I breathed as I kissed her core through the thin fabric she still wore.
Her body shivered as my lips made contact, her legs instantly closing and pinning me to the spot she wants me to continue to tease.
I continued to kiss along her slit, the wetness now coming through her panties, giving me a small sample of my favorite taste.
My hands slid up her stomach, finding her round breasts and teasing her nipples. I could feel her chest rise and fall as she whimpered, "Natsu, please."
That was it for me. I brought my hands back down and pushed her underwear to the side, my tongue darting to her sweet spot.
I smiled again as I took her clit into my mouth, giving it a small nip that sent shivers through her body. She bucked against me but I held her stomach down so she couldn't wiggle away.
I continued my torture, quickly bringing her to climax as I ran my tongue up and down her slit, occasionally circling around her button.
"I'm so close," Lucy cried out.
I brought one of my hands back down to where my tongue did it's dance, my fingers pressing past her folds and into her. I curved the two fingers and started to pet her walls, ultimately making them clench as she rode out her orgasm.
I felt her juices flow onto my tongue and around my lips, her moans now turning into profanities, "Oh fuck, Natsu! Don't stop!" Her hand was now on my head pulling at my hair as she wiggled her body against my mouth and hand.
I continued my attack until I knew she was done, lapping up all of her orgasm like it was my last meal. Once I knew the feeling had passed for her I pulled my fingers out and looked up, smiling as our eyes made contact.
I stood up and quickly pushed my boxers down, not bothering to remove my shirt or her underwear-that was still pushed to the side. I aligned myself with her warm center and started to push in, hissing as I felt her tightness pull me in.
I brought my head down to the crook of her neck and inhaled as I filled her. I nipped at her neck, causing her to yell out.
Just as I was about to pull back and slam into her again, her phone buzzed again.
I stilled over her, leaving only the tip inside of her. I lifted my head from her neck and looked into her eyes. "Do you need to get that?" I asked, praying she would shake her head and let me fall back into my rhythm.
Lucy bit her lip and her eyes darted away from me. "It could be important, I should atleast look."
I growled and pushed into her again, not willing to give up my favorite place to be.
She chuckled and brought her hands up to my chest and pushed me lightly. "Seriously, love. It could be the kids."
At the mention of my other two favorite people I complied and pulled out. I stormed over to where she had discarded her phone previously and looked down to it as it continued to vibrate.
She was getting a phone call from a number that wasn't saved into her phone. I grabbed the phone from the arm of the chair she was sitting at earlier and slid my finger across the screen to answer the phone, I prayed it was just a telemarketer so I could bitch them out and get back to what I was doing.
"Hello, Lucy?" The unknown voice breathlessly asked. "It's Rogue, look I don't have much time..."
What. The. Fuck.
Okie guys, I hope this wasn't horrible. I'm sorry if it was, it's been so long since I've written anything :(
I know I said I wasn't gonna get all into my time that I was away but since this is the end of the chapter I feel it's okay to tell y'all a little bit.
I disappeared because I got into an abusive relationship and i ended up having a child with said abusive partner. Thankfully we're not together anymore but my son is so wonderful 3 I also unfortunately dealt with a cocaine and alcohol addiction of my own. I've been sober for a little over a year. I still have a few beers here and there socially, but if you saw how bad I was before you'd agree this is an improvement.
But yeah I reread this story and honestly there's so much I wish I did different, but it also was relatively accurate to the highs and lows of addiction.
I really hope this was worth it, please don't comment any hate (I'm a very fragile person at this point in my life lol)
Oh also I'm doing this all on my phone, if it looks funky that's why and I'm sorry!!
I've always looked at this story and this community as something dear to me. I love y'all, thank you for being so wonderful for all these years.
Xoxo
-bean
