Chapter 222: Wolf Sam and I

I walked out of the door. I looked around, but it was pretty dark outside, so I couldn't see. I heard deep rumble toward the edge of the forest. I followed it fully knowing it was Sam calling me. Once I got to the entrance of the forest, there was a low rumble that I could see, so I kept on following it.

I almost tripped multiple times from random branches, roots of the tree. The ground was a bit mushy, so I groaned internally. Now, my boot is going to be covered in dirt. Sigh. I think I was like about couple hundred yards away from the diner when I saw wolf Sam's eyes piercing through the night. It helped me to have a better sense of where I was heading than simply listening to his growls. His gold, beady eyes were staring directly at me. I got close to him until I was few feet from me. He growled lowly, so I got a little closer to him.

He was so tall that I barely reached to his chin. Sam dipped his huge wolf head and I felt his wet nose on my neck. He took a huge whiff of me, and he snarled. I almost flinched, but I didn't. Oh, I think he smelt Alice on me. He immediately rubbing himself on me. I felt his fur, surprisingly soft on my neck and the side of my neck. he was sniffing my hair, and he gave a long lick on my neck. I yelped in surprise when I felt his long, huge, rough, and wet tongue on my neck.

Okay. Calm down. Don't freaked out. Don't freaked out. This is just a normal animalistic thing he is doing. This is normal. He is trying to take of the vampire smell on me, and claiming me as his property as a wolf..Is he going to claim me? My heart was racing at this point, but I really was trying to calm myself down. He started licking toward the other side of neck, and I tilted my head to give him more room. He took pleasure in that when he let an obvious purr. He licked all over my shoulder, arms even my back. My back was soaking wet, and I took the chance to wrap my arms around his huge wolf head.

He froze, and he moved closer to me, so I took it as an okay. He purred even more, then he stopped. He pulled himself away and he lowered himself closer to the ground. It seems like Sam wanted me to get on him, so I attempted to climb on and he his nose to give me a little push since I can't use my leg with the boot for support.

He buckled slightly, and I hid my face deeply in his fur as he started to lightly jog. At times, I would feel pricks, pokes, and jabs from leaves and branches, but it wasn't painful. It was just slightly uncomfortable. Eventually he came to a slow stop, and then he buckles down. I took it as a sign to slid down. I winced because my leg got tilted on an angle when I slid down on the opposite side of my broken leg. I let out a soft whimper because the side effects of the Tylenol were wearing off, some of the pain was coming back. I crumbled to the ground on my knees. I heard an anxious whine coming from Sam, and he licked me on my cheek. I sat down on the ground, and I noticed that we are at the backyard of our place.

I started getting up then he growled, and I sat back down, laying against a tree. I looked at him, so I whispered, "you don't want me to go?"

He growled, so I said, "okay, I can stay here."

He grunted and he loudly sat down next to me. Well, this is odd. He is stuck in his wolf form. Is it because he is pissed at me? It would makes sense from how he was sorta intimidating me. I can't really talk to him, and he seemed pissed, so might as well talk to him to calm him down.

I said, "I don't know what Kim said exactly, but I guess you wanted to know ..why I went to Forks, right?"

He didn't say anything, but he was trembling, so I kept talking. I said, "I guess….I need to explain first what I know. ..There is a lot more to it , so this is the summary. After you guys killed Laurent in the meadow, Jacob he was still obsessively pursuing Bella, and you guys still couldn't capture Victoria. One day you guys left Bella alone, and with her addiction to seeing a hallucination of Edward, she jumped off a cliff. Victoria was very close to the reservation, and she jumped off to the ocean. Victoria saw Bella in the water, and she tried to get to her. Thankfully, Jacob was around, so he dragged Bella out of the water, and Victoria disappeared. Because Victoria was so close to the reservation, Seth phased..but..so much things were going on and Harry still hadn't seen a doctor that Harry got a heart attack and died. Alice saw a vision of Bella jumping off a cliff and she assumes the worst. Alice rushes to Charlie's place to check. Once Alice saw Bella, it was fine until Edward called on the phone. Jacob picked up the phone, and Edward had a misunderstanding. He assumed Bella was dead, so he flew to Italy to ask the Volturi to end him. Alice convinces Bella to go chase after Edward. Bella saves Edward, but the Volturi only lets them go if the Cullens make Bella into an vampire. Since Victoria was still around, the Cullens came back. It led to Quil phasing. However, when Victoria saw that the Cullens returned. She got intimidated and during her time in the south, she came up an idea to create a newborn army. The pack and the Cullens got together to stop Victoria and her newborn army. It led Collin and Brady to phase…so, when I see signs or things that is going back to what I know, that is when I tell you and prevent it from happening."

I added, "that is why I came up an idea for taking down Victoria to prevent so much things to happen and to keep a closer eye on Bella…However..I didn't anticipate for Jared to get injured, Kim to go into labor and Bella disappearing on the same day…I spoke roughly with Bella earlier today and when she disappeared, I knew that she went off to cliff diving…However, you were busy trying to keep Jared alive and Seth to calm down, so time was at its essence. Alice Cullen would start heading toward Charlie's place, and I prevent them to go to Italy or else so much drama would happen afterwards. With Kim blessing as well, I took the chance to go toward Forks to talk to Alice before Bella gets to meet her.

I talked to her, let her know what was happening. She left shortly to prevent another factor that contributes to Edward calling to see if Bella dies, so I was able to prevent the Cullens coming..However.."

I said brokenly with tears building up in my eyes, "… I noticed that when I prevent things from happening, it would just get postponed and be manifested in a different way later on. Like Bella's cliff diving. She originally left because she couldn't wait for Jacob to take her, and she needed another 'adrenaline fix' to see the hallucination of Edward. This time, she went to confirm whether Edward loves her by seeing him in a hallucination again…I wanted to prevent Collin and Brady to phase and the situation with Victoria from escalating, but what if all this that I am doing…is all in vain because it still gonna happen either way?"

I sighed, and I didn't notice that I started weeping silently. I wiped my tears away. I heard Sam phasing back, and Sam knelt down next to me. He was fully nude, but I didn't care. It was dark, and I was emotionally and physically tired. He pulled me on his lap as I wrapped around my warms around his waist.

I took a deep sigh as I relaxed myself under his arms. He was rubbing on my back for awhile until he finally spoke, "..I almost lost my mind when I couldn't find you at home. Kim..said you went to Forks and to not worry about you because you were doing what you needed to do as Alpha Female..but..when I phased, Seth reported me that they found Bella..but she already jumped the cliff, so Paul took Bella to Billy's place to rest. He went personally to Forks to see if Alice left..He smelt you there, and he reported to me. When he showed me what you told him…I immediately went after you to Forks. I commanded Paul to return to protect the reservation.."

He said trembling, "my wolf and I were so enraged that..you were willing to meet a vampire when you meant so much to me..no matter it was a Cullen or not, but the fact that you were alone, unprotected with a vampire is making my blood boil in enrage..and I haven't claimed you yet, so I really had no idea where you were at."

I stayed silent. I knew…running off the Forks would bring consequences. I couldn't wait for Sam to let me go, because I knew he wouldn't let me go that easily. Maybe he would have to come with me but by the time that happens, it could've been too late.

His grips on me got tighter, and I said, "I'm sorry.."

I didn't know what else to say because if I explained myself more then it would look like I am trying to save my own skin and it would like I did it knowing that Sam would eventually forgive me as his imprint…I..didn't want to be manipulative and take advantage of Sam like that. I am willing to take on Sam's rage, and I don't expect him to forgive so easily. With Kim's blessing, I took that chance.

I said lastly, "you can be angry as much as you want Sam, and I understand. Don't force yourself to forgive me..but is there..anything that I can do to ..fix this?"

It seemed like he wasn't as angry, so he was able to think things more calmly. He said, "..I know..it was a struggle for you to decide to leave..it was a little encouragement from Kim that you decided to go, so I know..you hesitated for me, but you did it because it was a right thing to do.. so I'm more proud of you than angry with you, honey."

I pulled away from him, and I looked at him frowning. Is he saying what I think I am saying? He was looking deeply into my eyes, and his wolf wasn't really in the front. I was

He added, "it pisses me off that you went on your own to meet a vampire, but you also knew your brothers or I would be coming for you. I know its me and my wolf's ego..but because I was busy with Jared and Seth, you did what you can to protect us all. Hon, you even saved Kim's baby. The baby was born dead, but you revived her. Spirits gave you wisdom on what to do, and you were able to save her and help Kim deliver. Jared and I are so proud of you. What could've been a tragedy, you prevented it from happening. You did more good than bad today..so I am not pissed with you. A bit irritated, but..I am no longer upset with you."

I said incredibly, "really?"

I am amazed. Sam really has better control of his emotions, and he can think more logically than the rest of the pack. I guess…it was awful on my part that I think he wouldn't from how possessive he has been with me lately. I am surprised, he hasn't suggested for me to get claimed, but I know..its a topic that we are going to discuss sooner than later. I hope not today though. I don't know if I can handle even more drama.

He nodded and gave me passionate kiss on the lips, and I responded back to his kiss. We continued to kiss until I felt Sam grinding him on me. Letting me feel his need for me, and I couldn't help but blush. He bit my lip as I playfully bit his in return. He chuckled lightly in between kisses, but then he sighed and pulled out.

He said, "I would love to continue, but I am terribly tired, and I think you are too. We can talk more in the morning."

I nodded as he easily picked me up, and we got inside of his house from the back. He made me take my medications as he was helping me clean my dirty boot. We bathe together, and we just simply soak in each other presence. It felt very comforting, and I actually..felt at home with him in arms..

All this time that I have been here, I felt like I was living in a dream that I would be snapped back into reality soon. Is it maybe because I really made effort today to make my new life better? Maybe, I don't know, but I can safely say that..I'm slowly getting along with Sam and closer to adapting better to this life.

Author's Note:

This chapter was pretty short and simple. I thought it is needed from all the drama that happened. This isn't the last time we are going to see Alice, and we will see her and the cullens in the next few chapters.

See you guys later this week!

Enjoy!