Chapter 12

Never in His Wildest Dreams


Levi

Levi just opened the door from the room where Connie and Eren slept. He has no choice but to tell them to get the hell out of here because he hated roommates. . they can still share a room with Armin and Jean in the other room.

he preferred to be alone in his bedroom than suffer listening to their snores.

If Historia just allowed him to sleep at the study, then he should be snoring up until now. But it made him look less serious in front of the kid, she was not that comfortable knowing that Levi will be sleeping next to her quarters.

And he felt her hesitation. Probably he should stay with the others and not too close to Her Majesty's location.

Last night. He doesn't know if he screwed up. By the time when he confirmed that there was a connection between him and Historia through awakening, he don't know how to react. Questions flooded in his mind, by what was the real history between Ackermans and Reiss. Are they blood-related by any chance?

He was flabbergasted when she described what she felt. It was all the same with Levi. They both had the exact experience. So it means that they felt the awakening at the same time, and because he was an Ackerman, he reached his limit by not hearing what Historia described as voices.

Tch. It means that he has a lot to dig up about this matter. historia might not be just a stranger to him. She might be somebody, and that might explain their unexplained attachment.

She was strange to him. She started to change him in a very little way, and Four-eyes was not too blind to let it skip her eyes.

Right now, when he stepped outside of his room, he flung the towel around his neck because he's heading to the bath.

Then when he started to walk towards the stairs, his feet suddenly felt like it was pinned on the floor from where he was standing. His eyes pry on the small creature that sat just at the tip of the stairs.

"Oh Shit. ." He murmured to himself.

A baby was sitting on the floor across him, he was still so small like he's still a year or less. His brown eyes were round with long eyelashes, puffy cheeks, and black freckles of hair. He's wearing a white long sleeve shirt and brown pajamas with white socks. Those legs were fat, and still too weak to stand, and he bet that he crawled out from somewhere.

He's so small that Levi could imagine that an adult should cradle him and not leave him on the floor...

But Levi's brows lifted when he noticed that the baby was dangerously squatting at the edge of the stairs. With that tipsy body gesture, the child might fall off to the stairs and worst, die.

He glanced at the door next to his room and it was half-open. he bet it was the orphan's room, and just next to the orphan's room was another door to another bedroom.

Levi now wondered why the hell no one noticed this brat was here lurking outside.

The sneaky little creature did crawl out from his cave huh. But one thing is for sure now, Levi has to get the baby away from the stairs.

And he never imagines himself tending a brat like this. He doesn't hate them but he doesn't want to deal with them. He never has. It will be uncomfortable.

His mind wanted to ask where did Mikasa and Brause go? Because he won't get his hands on this tiny little one.

"Oi." Levi just said while the tiny brat glanced at him, clearly startled with his dark thick voice.

With that innocent motion, he's still learning to balance his head when he turned to him, and Levi felt a little uncomfortable minding that the baby was close to the tip of the stairs.

Levi froze and didn't know what to do. What should he do?

He never encountered a moment like this before. He only slew titans and was often not around with normal citizens. Especially with tiny brats. he wondered if four eyes and Erwin would know how to tame a child like this? How he wishes they were here.

"Why the hell are you sitting there, crawl away from the stairs."

Was he trying to warn an infant?

The baby just glanced away and cast his eyes on the ceiling innocently. His arms were short and round, well he's a little fat baby.

And. . .

The baby didn't hear him and he was in another world. Oh, Levi, what do you expect? He scolded himself.

But again, the baby still can't balance his body and Levi was now afraid that he might fall on the stairs. Good thing if the baby will lie on the left side and crawl away, but what if he will go to the stair's edge and fall?

Concern struck him so hard right now but his feet won't budge.

Get the brat, asshole!

He snarled inside his mind.

And for fuck sake, it still can't understand anything if he will order it to crawl wy from the stairs, so he better makes a fucking move before he regrets it.

So Levi just rolled his eyes and quickly went to the baby who was eating his filthy hands.

His heart was pounding right now as he bends over and quickly puts his hands on the brat's underarm and lifted him.

He's light as a puppy and hell what was he going to do with this brat. He's not sure about this. He just imagined that he was holding a tiny cow.

He fucking swears to the gods, he never lifted a brat before.

"You better not move so much. Or you'll be dead." He just said it to the baby's face.

They stared at each other and Levi can imagine how opposite they two looked.

The kid's innocent little individual compared to him. Levi is a soldier who killed so many titans and people. His identity is tainted.

While this brat still has to mold his future, learn to read and write, and of course, he needs to work as soon as he's an adult and leave this orphanage.

But damn Levi never imagined himself holding a brat like this. He was nervous while keeping the baby in his hands.

He already entrusted the kids to Mikasa and Sasha but how come they're not around right now?

Levi glared at the baby as it spits out a liquid from his mouth, made a murmuring sound, and made his eyes twinkle at the sight of him. And for once in Levi's shitting point of view never felt so warm before when he heard that little innocent squeak.

Tch.

But he should wipe that drool on the child's chin.

He locked his eyes on the brat and lifted the baby slightly away in front of him so he could see him whole and clearly.

This brat is so small in Levi's awareness like he was holding a tiny fox, a newborn puppy, and a cheap doll. He's so light and he now sees how the baby lifts his short fat body like a fat worm.

This child is fragile and delicate to the bones. So he must be gentle to him.

"Come on brat."

he cradled the tiny brat to his chest as his large hand rest on the baby's back, his palm can cover his whole back.

Geez. Can someone come snd help him? Because he finds it uncomfortable than hilding his knives. . .

But he has to endure this, Just like how he sees other people do on their babies, then his other hand supported the baby's bottom.

Yeah sure, it looks so easy on other people but Levi struggled to get a good hold on the kid so it won't slip while he's carrying it.

After a couple of seconds, trying to bring the baby comfortably on Levi's lift, it rested its head on his chin and felt his tiny arms wrapped along his neck.

Levi paused for a moment.

Is he holding him right? Or was he not a good child lifter?

Tch, he looked like an idiot carrying this kid... He will give this brat to Sasha and Mikasa because he can't risk carrying this around the place.

"There, there. Let's find who loose you this time okay?"

When he braised himself and tightened his grip around the baby, the door behind them flew open and Levi paused for a moment. why does it sound like they were using force to open a crappy door?

Well, it looks like someone just realized that they lost a baby.

"Levi, Give him back to me!"

Levi froze.

The voice was desperate and it sounds like it was crying.

Levi turned around and found a woman standing at the other door. A short woman with hazelnut hair, brown eyes, fair complexion. she wore a green cloak and there's blood all over her cheeks and to her head.

Levi's blood rushed to his face. it felt like his brain has stopped functioning when he saw her stood at the door. His jaw dropped and at the same time, his heart just stopped beating by seeing her again.

There was no way she could still be here.

He exhaled in disbelief.

"Petra?"

His voice suddenly won't come out as he saw the ghost who has the spitting image of the only woman he made love with behind the walls.

The only person he wished he could bring back to life. The wound was still there in his heart. He swallowed hard as he tightened his embrace on the baby while he stared at her beautiful face.

"Petra. Y-you're alive." The woman he missed all this time, the woman he wished could live again was here.

He felt happy to see her again despite all the odds. But at the same time, just by looking at her pained bloody face, it made him feel all the pain that he went through all this time. It took him back from the time when they're still running in the middle of the tall trees.

He can't stop the tear that was building up in his eyes.

"Y-you know this kid?" He asked.

"Give him to me!" She cried out, her face was sad and desperate, just like the last time they argue. There's hatred in her eyes, she's gritting her teeth, and for a moment, Levi noticed that she's holding their ODM blade, and suddenly, she cried out and launched to them, pointing out the sharp blade to him.

"I'll kill you for what you've done!!" she ran to them with that oversized knife it looked so huge in these four-cornered walls, and Levi never felt so helpless before when being attacked like this.

"Petra no!" He also cried as he secured the baby, but it was too late.

She tumbled with them and he loose grip of the baby, his legs went off the stairs, his back was falling in the mid-air and the baby flew out in the air. Then he felt like flying, his feet tickled in fear and it ran up to his knees and abdomen.

Petra charged, stabbing the knife right above his chest, and all he cared about was the child that hs slipped from his arms.

"Petra, the chi--" he yelled as well.

But then it all went dark.

he felt some sharp material stabbed on his heart and then he heard a cry of the baby.

"My baby!!!!!" she screamed.

He heard a hard fall and knew that it was the baby's body, It echoed in his ears with a pain in his heart.

Levi never felt so much pain in his chest while imagining where would the child hit his head.

Damn it!

Levi screamed at the top of his lungs until he felt his body hit on solid ground, resulting in his eyes to snapped wide open and stare at the dark flat surface across him.

His body was pinned flat from where he is lying and now he wondered where did the stairs go.

His head hurt and he was cold; he was still catching his breath as if his chest was out of air. He was shaking like a wimp right now as he realized he was in a different room.

he felt the soft pillow on his head and the bedsheets. His chest continued to rise and fall as he desperately ran his hand across it, checking to see if the blade had ever made a hole in his heart, he couldn't stop his shoulders from shaking, and he was swimming in sweat.

His heart pounded once more as he noticed someone was sitting by the side of his bed. He flinched and was about to get hysterical, afraid that the dream was not yet done.

"Captain Levi!"

The person with a soft voice tried to reach for him as he tried to roll on the other side of the bed.

"No. Go away!!" He desperately begged the dark figure.

Everything was dark, and the only thing he could see was a person in a black firm figure in the dark. It crawled onto his bed and sat on his thigh, pinning his back against the headboard with the figure's hand. he resisted but found himself well trapped against this figure. and it was there that he realized the figure was a female. She was now sitting on top of his thigh.

Shit

It's still dark outside. He couldn't see clearly and be worried that this person would stab him again.

Levi was about to make a fist to lounge it to the figure when the girl smacked both of her hands on either side of his cheeks like a slap, forcing him to stop resisting. His heart was still pounding in disbelief as he tried to focus on the person.

"How dare you," he growled under her.

"Captain! It's me!"

Worst happened and now the girl hugged him.

Levi's eyes widened in disbelief as she wrapped her arms around him until he felt as if he was about to be suffocated, he was drawn to the scent of her shampoo and the warmth of her body.

As she pushed him back against the headboard, he could feel her ass on top of his thighs.

"Petra? "He tried to resist so that he could awaken from his dream. He shook his head and attempted to remove her arm from his shoulders, but he began to believe it was real because he could feel her delicate thin arms.

"No! You're dreaming! Petra's not real, You're having a nightmare! It's me, Historia!"

Oh, bloody! He's having a dream about Historia now.

"You're fuckin kidding me!" He snarled as he resisted her embrace, she's too strong! She even pressed her bottom against his crouch.

Levi felt he was perspiring excessively. His back was drenched, as was his neck. He tried to push her from embracing him, but she was so firm. What the heck?

And fuck, his dick was pulsing just thinking about the Queen's ass pressing on his lap. He was still hanging up about the Child and Petra.

Compared to the scene in the stairs, He wants to get out of her embrace because it felt so fucking real. Just like how she hugged him when they were t the muddy land. It was the same embrace that Levi felt so strange about it.

His feelings for her were strengthening when she put her hands on him. But He has already sworn to himself that he'll never cross the line in his wildest dreams. He even wanted to stop this dream because he can never imagine that Historia will be crouching to him like this in the dark.

What the hell is going on? Is this a dream or not?

"Captain," she said, sounding exactly like Historia.

Levi can smell her scent, and it appears like this was not a dream. If she won't get off of him, he should probably throw her out of the bed.

However, Shit. Her breath smelled so nice. he felt sweat dripping from his temples and trickling down to his ears where her arms brush.

She smelled tea and mint, he wondered if Historia even smell like that in reality. "You're having a nightmare. It's okay. I'm here. Calm down now." She reassured him with a warm tone. She even runs her hands on his hair and Levi paused to swallow a lump.

Not in his wildest dreams. He should not build any affection with this kid.

He felt this before, the comfort and coziness of the situation seemed so familiar. no one had ever told him like that words except his mother.

But hell she sounded like Historia. "Captain." the air that she breathes slam on Levi's warming cheeks. And he felt the strong sensation coming from his heart.

And he started to hate himself in this dream.

"H-Historia. For fucksake, get off me." He whispered against her face while catching his breath. His heart was still throbbing although she's not here to hurt him. Great, now he's dreaming about women.

He's still confused if this was still a dream or was he awake. He felt trap while having her sit on his lap, he can't move away.

This is fucking unbelievable. Maybe he was still dreaming about Historia.

"you still thought about her?. " she said. She sounded disappointed and pained this time, and for once Levi wanted to ask her if she was affected by his past relationship with Petra. Because he can feel her. Like he already know what it made her feel.

"About who?" He asked while trying to relax beneath her. It was like reality like he can get used to this with Historia. She was so close to him that her breast was aligned to his chest. Of course, he can feel it, and shit, their position was making his manhood throbbed.

"Petra?" She replied in a shy tone. And now he can't help himself but bring his hands on the side of her body, tracing every curve of her hip to her back and her breast. Then she moved so that their forehead pressed and their lips were about to touch.

He sighed in disbelief like he was drawn to heaven. Who would fucking believe that he dreamed of the fucking Queen and got a chance to feel under her?

"Tch. You're still a dream." He whispered in a calm husky tone. He doesn't want to wake up. If anybody will wake him up from this dream, he will cut their shit off.

"I'm your nightmare." she snorted snaking her hands around his neck as she slides her ass on top of his crouch and his nerves trembled under his trousers. Lile everything in him was reacting.

Shit.

"Fucking no. I always thought of this but. . " he paused as his hands rested on her thick thighs. If only there were lights in this place, he could enjoy cradling with her Highness while flirting. He can't see her face but he knew it was her. . her voice, her shape. He recognized them already just imagining about her almost every dawn of the day.

Are they flirting in his dream?

"You don't believed me.." she gushed and brought her both palms to either side of his cheeks and again, she slapped her but lightly.

He smiled.

Her palms were warm, soft, and small. She even smelled nice that he leaned his cheeks on it. Feeling every touch of her flesh to his flesh. Sniffing her entire scent as he can. His both hands involuntary went to her back. Feeling the two bumps below her waist.

And he felt her reaction. She gasped while feeling his big hands under her. She leaned to him as if he's lending herself to his care. Her head inches to his chin just like how he used to be with Petra.

fuck, his arousal went into full force against her bottom and he starts to breathe some warm air coming from his lungs to his chest then to his nose.

It feels so real as he wants to grind his crouch below her.

"Because you're too good to be true." His voice starts to shaken up until her arms went under his underarms. Pulling him toward her.

And there. His mind was already clouded by her presence.

Then he felt her face pressed to his neck, he started to move his hands on her ass. Kneading his palms softly on the two bulges. The warmth that her mouth breathed against his chest brought arousal to his nerves and he wanted to bring this to the fucking edge with lights out.

This is a dream and he will take it as an opportunity to express how he desired her.

Screw his beliefs, his pride, and his pain. Before this dream cut everything and bring him back to the real world where the real historia was nothing like this girl above him.

She can feel his arousal and he pressed her back down to his crouch. She sighed when she felt it and Levi wanted to continue.

He moved his other hand upward to her front. It crossed her ribcage until it stopped just right under her breast.

"If I'm real what would you do?" she whispered, He felt one of her hands crumpled the edge of his shirt. He felt cold trailed on his spine when he felt that. Levi always felt that gesture. Girls do that when they hesitate to say something.

Crumpling his fabrics always made him hate women a little. His well-ironed clothes, being crumpled like he didn't spend all his day-offs ironing his clothes.

Tch... So what. He's not ironing his clothes in this fucking dimension. It's a dream.

"If you're real, I'll be throwing you outside from my fucking room. But screw it later. I want you."

. "Oh. Later works for me." She replied with a smirk and seized his lips with a warm kiss, banging his head on the headboard and it made the bed creak.

His hand moved on their own and now he reached for her breast. Giving it a massage just like how he always desired when he saw her in her nightdress.

Fuck she will never look like a kid in his eyes. Not bad. She's not flat and not made of foam. She's firm and he bet, she's soft and braless under this garment.

Her nipples are swollen and he wanted to bite that. Lick it before he wakes up.

What if he tore this dress? It's just a dream anyway.

Then Historia moved her hands and started taking off his shirt.

"Oh ." He whispered as the fabric left his skin and exposed him to the coldness of the night.

Great, this dream seemed so real, and he doesn't want to wake up and face the real world where he deals with so many shits. His life fucked up there, and he didn't even know how to fix his problems.

He wants to forget that he's a lost soul in the real world, where he used all his strength to survive and watch everyone die before his eyes without shedding his tears.

He thought that he would rather be like this with the Human's most beautiful living goddess than be humanity's strongest in his struggling hours.

He wanted to give up himself to this woman. Sweet and sometimes hardheaded. He wanted to ask himself when is he through watching out for this beautiful kid.

Then he felt her tongue, her saliva pushing through his mouth. She was pure and sweet. He finally lured his tongue inside her mouth and tasted her. Gave her the warmest kiss she could ever have that will make her come back to his dreams. They pulled each other closer, killing the distance between them. She even rolled her ass on Levi's lap which made him swore against her small face.

He took her dress off with one swift and immediately caressed the hems of her underwear.

He wondered if it even has colors in this dream.

But hell, he's going crazy when he touched her underwear. Fucking Thin, laced underwear. He can tell by brushing his hands on the fabric.

He felt his whole body twitched against her almost naked body. She's a goddess and fuck! He wants her now.

It was like fucking a girl while being blindfolded. It's dark and she only guided him.

He will never be doomed in this wild dream, he even rather want to stay like this with her and melt in her arms. forget about his responsibilities and stay here.

Kissing Historia Reiss in her dreams.

An act that he can never do in real life.

Never in his wildest dreams.

He respects her as his Queen and lets it dry that way until he dies. He will bring this amazing dream to his grave and no one will know that he took the opportunity to dream of Historia Reiss.

If only she knew how ashamed Levi was when Historia met the Rals at the farm.

The Rals met the third woman that Levi admired the most. The only living woman he swore his life for. Big time.

Levi thought about Historia as someone he adored and as someone, he desired within the close surface bone of his skull.

He desired her but only in his mind. He had no plans in pursuing her. He is too young. Younger than Petra. What would make him?

Ever since Petra was gone, he was grieving and drowned with regret. And how he prayed that if only he can change the past and change his decisions.

His kid would have live. The true desire that will make him truly happy and contented.

To start a family.

To Propose to Petra and tell everyone that he wants to build his own family outside the Regiment. And meet Petra's parents.

But it never happened. Things went on an opposite way and he's not a god who can turn things around. He's in a living hell.

While Petra was depressed behind the walls.

Because of him.

And Levi will never forgive himself.

And that was what brought him to his current feelings for the Queen.

While his thoughts traveled, things with Historia in this room went too far now. He was eaten by the excitement and damn he was so horny under her.

He took off his trousers and brief, Historia threw her panties and went back on top of him.

He kissed her again as they bathed in their sweat. Levi's getting wild as he pulled her by her ass closer to him. He licked her entire face down her neck, while she traveled her hands on his back up and down. she's making a lewd sound.

Oh, fuck this dream is awesome! Hope he wouldn't wake up.

But his going crazy as he felt their genitals rubbed. A wave of heat ran to Levi's face and body.

Well, he's okay if he's gonna get laid in his dreams.

Historia wildly kissed him again and both of them started to rub each other again. Levi didn't bother to hold his breath as he traveled his hands around the Queen's body parts.

Her breast, her back, her ass.

Who cares.

With a deep breath against her mouth, his body tensed and felt a hand was caressing his hardened shaft. Like a lightning, his nerves went alive, and finally, he felt that again after a long time.

Someone was stroking his manhood and he threw his head back to the headboard.

She kissed his neck and the next thing he noticed, she was inserting his dick into her hole.

Levi tensed! She's sure about this. He's entering her hole.

As he felt he's going into her, he felt the tightness and the heat inside her. It brought light waves to his brain that made him lost his senses.

He heard her moaned above him as he went deeper and deeper until he inserted his whole manhood to her entrance, sucking him more.

"Sh-shit!" his soul went crazy. He growled while tightening his embrace on the woman's body. It felt so real!

"Fuck me, Captain. now or never.." She was shaking above him like in deep pain. Her legs were trembling and Levi find it weird. But fuck he cares. He deserves to enjoy his dream just for while.

Levi wanted to start the real ritual.

"My pleasure, Your Majesty." He growled and held her ass.

Calling her title just made him even more active. By one stroke, he began to lift her up and down roughly as the bed creaked. His eyes rolled up as pangs of pleasure and ecstasy flooded through his body.

She's even moaning above him, sticking her face to his neck while he drives her insane.

He's insane now that he's inside her, fucking her so hard that she bit his shoulder.

This is a dream that he won't regret! He'll wake up later and found everything back to normal.

Back to his fucked up self.

"Ohh!" Historia moaned as her streaks flew on levis face. They are kissing and bouncing in their wildest dreams, and Levi couñdnt thank the heavens for granting his most lewd wish.

To fuck and to hold, to never let go and drown with her.

If she's real, Levi would tell that she will not walk for a day because he ignored the fact that her hymen was still intact. And she looked like she's in pain with the sudden intrusion in her pelvic.

Well, Levi was still in heaven while grinding his dick inside her, and she's so warm!

"You're fucking amazing to be in my dream, Your Majesty. I just deflowered you.."

"Screw it, I'm all yours." she fiercely replied as he danced with the rhythm of his thrust. Fuck she's good at sitting position. The bed might collapse.

Then she grunts in pleasure, digging her nails at his back. Yeah, it hurts like real. But hell he's high right now. He's fucking a woman in his dreams and he can't stop inserting his manhood in her entrance.

Until they both reach their climax.

They both moaned as he embraced her so tight while releasing his seed inside.

By and by, a pounce of reality hit him.

She's still warm above him and not fading. He leaned at the headboard while waiting for her to disappear.

But it didn't.

His eyes carefully widened with the realization that this is not a dream.

Not a fucking dream and every detail of it was real.

He fucked Historia for real.

Damn!!!!

The heat of their fluids was still there between them and Levi never felt so frightened in his entire life.

"Y-you. . . " he asked the figure above him. Her arms still surrounded his neck and her face was still leaning on his cheeks.

"I told you. " Historia was panting above him while his dick was still inside her.

How can she do this?

She sneaked on him and Levi wondered how the hell did he let it slide like that.

He's doomed. Everything that he swore while they were making out was true.

"I'm your nightmare,"

she whispered. And everything from Levi's point of view suddenly went weak. And he fell asleep again. He's fighting not to rest his consciousness, he is very tired.

"Shit"

All he could say before losing his consciousness.