Hello! Just as promised. for the early readers, I just want to apologize about the mixed up of chapters. I was in a hurry because I need to charge my gadgets. Thanks for the patience and enjoy the update. I will work on the next chapter and hope I I'm update as soon as possible. once again, later babies!

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"It was never a Dream"

Levi

Finally, he's here in front of the gate. He can see the queen's quarter just right across from where he stood, the guards at the lobby were all seemed in a rush, as whispers flew in the air to his ears like an arrow.

"I couldn't believe my eyes, it was the Queen in disguise. I never knew she does look that cute." Murmured one of the soldiers who happened to pass by the gate.

Levi who is still on his mare just stayed outside the gates, he's observing the people inside the premises hoping to grasp some other information for a go signal.

"Captain Levi? Is that you?" A woman called out to him from the gate.

He glanced at the person who recognized him and found a familiar person standing in her green-brown uniform.

"A pleasant morning, kid." He greeted flatly.

Hitch looked at him with a sudden expression on her face, and Levi wants to scowl at her for that strange gesture of her. They never really talked that much, but for the little help she gave to them before, he would always keep their faces inside his memories for a kind thank you.

"If you are looking for the Queen, she just arrived a minute ago." She opened the gate without hesitation, Levi went in.

"Did she come here safely?"

"Yes. But I can't help but worry because she came without a bodyguard or something." Hitch replied with a tough tone.

"Yeah. I guess I will stand for that error.," Levi glanced at the Queen's window on the third floor of the building. The sun had reached the entire surface of the building, and all he can see in historia's window was her white curtains.

He wondered if she's inside there.

Hitch looked at him seriously, and Levi discovered that she was not just like other girls in the military with a fancy taste or gesture, he can sense the toughness in her presence.

"You can walk right next to her quarters without meeting MPs in the way. Just take the west wing to the third floor and enter the room after the red wall clock. I hope that helps you, Captain." She said without making eye contact, keeping her brows furrowed with a thin line on her lips.

"Wouldn't you report me this time?" He asked.

"No. The time range of your arrival wouldn't raise any suspicion anyway." She closed the gate again. "You better move now, Captain. MPs still have an hour to eat their breakfast, and the maids are busy as of now."

Levi glanced around and he can only see a few people in here. Guess she's right.

"Thanks." He stated and rushed towards the stables.

Historia

She just walked out of her bathroom with only a towel around her thin body. Her hair was wet as she approached her mirror.

Her eyes go down on the center of her body, which was wrapped up with a piece of fabric. Her Thoughts went back from the time when she was at the lap of the Captain. She still can't believe that it happened.

Lately, it's been such a fuzz between her and the Captain. They keep arguing about something, and once they settled, another issue would come.

from all the things that could have taken place, why does a scene have to occur knowing that it will break their good companionship. for sure their future activities will be affected by that, and Historia felt afraid that the Captain will stop supporting her in the Monarchy. for sure, he will distance himself from her just to avoid the tension.

She ran down her fingers between her blonde strands. She peered at her image.

Then the captain's face flashed up in her mind.

He was helpless, sweating and naked in front of her. Like he was never the strongest and toughest man who stood with her and fight for her projects. but Like he was there that time as a different guy, praising how beautiful she was when she's naked. Historia's nerves tingled as she can still feel his calloused fingers brush her neck and down to her hips and thigh. She breathed like it was bringing her to the edge of the world like she was enjoying every minute of his caress.

the gossips about Historia and Levi being together had made everyone's eyes seem observant whenever the two of them see each other, and it was the strangest gossip she can ever take.

the Queen's having an affair with the Captain of the Survey Corps because of their closeness. but it was never like that whenever Historia is with the Captain. she looked up to him like an older brother. and sometimes, assuring her safety before they part from each other was the best part for historia's memories.

but then, that night again was different.

His husky moans while his tongue licks the small part of her neck's skin, which sends her hair follicles to stand on its end. The way both of them were blown away when she felt something solid went inside her. And it was him...

Captain Levi took her all that night like he really mean it. she desired for her, and they became one that night.

Historia felt sudden desire as she cannot picture out how desirable the Captain was. It was a whole new thing for Historia, how can she ever desire about what's unthinkable?

Then she sighed.

That was absurd and crazy. The man may have taken her virginity, but she believed that it was a big mistake. And no one will know about it ever. She was still unsure about how will she face the Captain again?

What will they do if they see each other again,? knowing that they have done something together.

that dream...

She shook her head trying to wear out the thought and without wasting time, she went to her closet until someone knocked on the other door.

She froze when she's about to pick a dress and glanced to the door. It doesn't seem like it came from the front door.

Then she heard another knock.

This time she turned to the other door that was connected to the other room. Her living quarters.

Historia sighed with curiosity, as to who might be knocking on the quarters. It wouldn't be Frigoz or Farrah, because they can only knock on her door that was in the hallway.

Then another knock rang the room again. And Historia can see how the wooden door move as the person from the other side keeps on hitting his knuckles on the door.

Historia felt suddenly weird. the living room's door was locked. so no one should have access to this door in front of her if the person cnnot have access to her royal living room.

She hold her breath and courage splayed on her mind as she was not certain about the person on the other side. She reached on the doorknob.

But before she could reach it, the knob turn itself and it opened the door. Historia was too late as she can't move from where she was standing, her eyes just moved to the center of the door waiting to see the person from the other side.

It opened up and

"We need to talk.."

Historia let out an air from her guts when she saw the Captain in front of her. He's wearing a blank expression but his tone of voice never failed to make her knees weak. As if she wants to run away again.

that dream was not a dream.

"C--Captain Levi. . " she murmured as she gripped on her towel. Her heart bits so fast like she can't stand staring at him any longer. She exhaled but never wanted to move her chest while staring at the man in front of him.

She remembered that she talked to Armin, she wondered if the Captain heard it from Arlelt or not. But judging by his expression, it seemed like they already knew and rejected her last message. Armin failed to stop Captain Levi from coming here.

printed on his face was that same annoyance that she had caused him all this time. She understood that she had made a mistake. He was just a friend and she tainted that relationship on a whole another level!

Their eyes met and all that happened from that night flashed up to Historia's mind. He's a man who was supposed to become a father and a son-in-law of the Rals. Well, but that thought was set aside when she remembered how she neared his sleeping body last night.

Crap. . .

And as quick as she can move, she reaches for the edge of the door and pushes it back to close. Hoping to unsee the person who just came to confront her for what she's done.

She slammed the door but it didn't completely closed.

There's no way that he can get in here. How did he come so soon to find her?

Her brows creased as to what got in between the door and the door frame until she saw the Captain's finger at the small crack of the doorway.

She gasped.

"Close it and I will tear this door open." His voice was low and it sounded dangerous.

Historia's spirit was shaken as she doesn't want to open the door and kept on pushing it. It will hurt his fingers if he doesn't pull back.

"M-move your hand." She nervously declared. The captain was pushing the door as well, and historia blocked the door with her shoulders.

Good thing the Captain really didn't used a strong effort to war with her door.

" I said we need to talk." He pushed the door with a slight force, widening the gap between the door.

Historia panicked. soon, the Captin will completely make an opening.

"I- I need to dress up." She expected for him to withdraw his hand once she say that but nothing change as the Captain's arm already entered and blocked the door from closing.

Historia glanced at the floor and saw the Captain's shoes were already entering her side. If she doesn't do anything to stop him, he will overpower her and enter her quarters while she's wearing just a towel around her body.

"Does it look like I care after what we've done?" He calmly said.

Historia winced. As if the truth cut her skin open as she remembered it.

No. . she can't face him right now.

Then she remembered how the two of them moaned like they were in pure ecstasy. like they truly liked how they fucked each other.

"We can talk some other time." She desperately replied

"Then what's wrong about today? While everything is still fresh." He replied and pushed again.

She pushed the door to the opposite side as his body slowly merged from the door. His hair and cheeks and one eye are visible.

"I can't. . " she cried.

"Face me right now. Or I do it by force." He calmly asked.

Historia listened carefully and thought about it.

What if he truly does it? What if he's desperate and tries to break the door open?

Historia gave up. her muscles came to relax and stopped from pushing the door shut. She sighed for the thought that there's no reason for avoiding him like this. She knew that they need to talk before anyone else and that the thing between them was a critical problem for their reputation.

She stepped back allowing to give way for him. Allowing him to push that door and step on her quarters.

The door opened up wide and now she can see him from the other side. Face looking at her with a subtle and tired expression. He blinked and looked at her from head to toes, brows creased as if he was wondering.

She gripped her towel and confronted his grey steely eyes.