Hey Tatoes back again ready to give you chapter 4 of Subaru's Isekai dream, It's more of a bittersweet dream at the moment but that's just part of the fun. Emilia fans will get their time soon but for now let me enjoy rem. Hope you all enjoy it.

[Subaru] "AAAHHA IT HURTS, AHH, huh?"

Subaru woke up screaming and grabbing his arm only to find it was still there, "Ram would actually kill me if she found out about me and rem? I knew she was overprotective but this is too much" subaru runs back his previous encounter with death at the hands of Ram...It had been a while since he used return by death and each time it doesn't get any easier, speaking of which, his current save point was when he woke up that morning.

Reality hit subaru, he didn't have time to think, he didn't know when Ram found out about rem's hickey he could already be too late...No Ram would most likely come for him the moment she found out, that means he has about 20 minutes to find rem and figure out a plan to hide this from Ram. Trying to lose no time, Subaru instantly jumped up and ran out his door bumping into Emilia on his way out.

[Subaru] "Ah, emilia-tan are you alright? Sorry i didn't see you there"

[Emilia] "Im fine, i just came to see if you wanted to-Ah subaru why don't you have any clothes on!" Emilia with a bright red face turns away shielding her face as a now embarrassed Subaru covers his privates and runs back inside his room.

[Subaru] "Um sorry you had to see that, I would love to talk right now but i need to run and find Rem but after that we can!" Subaru now emerges from his room wearing his signature outfit without the jacket.

[Emilia] "oh….i see, you have to find rem…..san"

[Suabru] "oy are you okay? I can't leave emilia-tan looking sad like that"

Subaru, trying to be as charming as possible, grabs Emilia's hand and looks her in the eye.

[Subaru] "I just have to take care of something with Ram and then we will have our talk, so please rest assured, I would never leave you upset!"

With those words subaru ran down the hall leaving emilia standing there speechless and her heart beating like crazy, She puts the hand subaru was just holding to her chest wondering why she is feeling this way...Subaru runs down the halls of this never ending mansion and its expansive corridors until finally reaching rem's room, Catching his breath subaru waits outside her door for a second before knocking and opening the door slightly.

When Subaru peaked and saw Rem asleep on her bed, she looked so peaceful like a real life painting...Now's not the time, Subaru then steps in the room closing the door behind him.

[Subaru] "Rem-Rem wake up, we need to cover the mark i left on your neck"

[Rem] "Su-Subaru-kun? *yawn* what are you doing here, and the unpleasant smell on you has grown stronger..

[Subaru] "hmm, nevermind that now, last night i left a mark on your neck and if your sister sees it she is going to kill me!"

[Rem] "Nee-sama wouldn't kill you but she would be very upset"

[Subaru] "i beg to differ, put on some clothes and don't let your sister see you! I'm going now to see your sister and tell her we went to the town to buy supplies"

[Rem] "Hai!"

Subaru told Rem his plan and started to make his way out of the room only to meet Emilia at the door.

[Subaru] "Ah emilia what are you doing here?"

[Emilia] "i um, we usually walk around together..so..i followed you.."

Suabru's stomach twisted into a knot along with his heart, Recently he had been treating emilia horribly, he need to make amends and soon, Subaru doesn't think very highly of himself so he doesn't realize the effect he has on emilia, he was the first person to ever show her true compassion and love, along with being basically her only friend, the week they spent apart hurt emilia more than he could imagine.

[Emilia] "Rem-san what happened to your neck? I could heal it if you want"

[Subaru] "It's nothing really rem just slept weir- You can heal that? Ah of course, could you please, then we can go have our talk!"

[Emilia] "oh Hai, rem-san let me see"

All the anxiety Subaru had just a second ago magically melted, it messed with his mind that just 20 minutes ago he died for something so stupid, he really needs to think more before he acts.

[Emilia] "and it's all done, so subaru….We can have our talk?"

[Subaru] "ah of course..but can i shower first? I was sweating a lot last night…"

Emilia couldn't see it but both Rem and Subaru were blushing madly, with a small nod from Emilia. Subaru left the room and went to the bath leaving Rem and Emilia alone.

[Emilia] "Rem-san, do you love subaru?"

[Rem] "Hai, subaru is rem's hero and i love him very much!"

[Emilia] "I see…" and with that emilia left rem's room

"Jeez, that was stressful, I need to be more careful of Ram. I didn't actually think she would go to the extremes of killing me...Actually I just hoped she wouldn't." Subaru was in deep thought trying to melt into the hot bath, after everything he just went through he needed to relax a little, he closed his eyes and dozed off for a little bit….A small splash, something entered the water…

[Emilia] "Subaru? Are you asleep? You know it's not safe to sleep in the water, you could drown"

[Suabru] "E-Emilia-tan, what are you doing here?"

[Emilia] "I thought we could talk here since it's so relaxing"

Right now Subaru was the opposite of relaxed as he and Emilia were naked inside the bath, "Why does she not seem bothered by this at all? Is she this bold? No it has to be something else." Unbeknownst to subaru emilia didn't have the mental capacity of feeling ashamed in this situation (A\N): Small spoiler coming up sorry. Emilia had the mental age of a 15 year old with a few gaps in between, despite looking young Emilia was over 100 years old with the body of a 19 year old with the mental age of a 15 year old.

When Emilia was younger she lived alone in the forest and had to be taught slight modesty by puck when the two were together, although puck tried to teach her, the conversation of boys and the birds and the bee's never came up until recently, and even then he skipped over a large part of it. When puck found emilia upset over the discovery of rem and subaru he did his best to keep the conversation kid friendly despite the adult nature of it in an attempt to preserve Emilia's innocence.

[Subaru] "Don't you feel embarrassed by this?..."

[Emilia] "a little..but i want to talk to you now and it's nice in here, and the water feels Reeeeally good" She said this will sinking into the water having a silly smile on her face

[Subaru] "Yeah true..but a boy and a girl shouldn't be in the bath together…"

[Emilia] "that's not true i saw Ram-san and Roswaal taking a bath together once! And i saw Rem in your room without her clothes so you don't mind it do you?"

[Subaru] "Ah it's not like i don't want to see emilia-tan's perfect skin its just-"

[Emilia] "Stop lying! You hate me don't you subaru! You never came to see me this week! You were doing adult things with Rem-san! And now you keep trying to avoid this talk!"

Her words hit him like a truck, How could he be so cruel to the one woman he always wanted to protect, the one he promised to save...in all honesty he couldn't keep completely serious because during emilia berating she stood up revealing her breasts, Subaru was in a mental struggle of trying to understand her feelings, fight off his boner, and come up with the right words to say.

[Subaru] "That's not true, I love you Emilia!"

[Emilia] "Stop lying!" She covers her ears turning around And squats down

[Subaru] "Please Emilia, I'm not lying to you! When I came by to see you one day, puck told me off and I figured you didn't want to see me...I know I should have tried harder to apologize and I'm really sorry. I promise you Emilia, I love you!"

[Emilia] "A promise? You promise you love me?"

[Subaru] "Of course, there is no one i love more than emilia-tan" he gave her the flashiest grin he could

[Emilia] "What about Rem? I heard you two making weird noises together, so i got worried and checked on you but you guys were kissing...Does this mean Rem-san is pregnant now?

[Subaru] "Ah no we didn't go that far…"

[Emilia] "But you two kissed right? That means she is going to have a baby...Subaru you should know this before going around kissing people" Emilia stuck her chest out matter of factly.

"Does she not know? Damn you puck" Subaru now had to find a way to explain to emilia how babies are made..while both of them….are...naked...Nah i'll leave it to Ram or Rem.

[Subaru] "Emilia that isn't how babies are made, i can't tell you the exact way but trust me…"

[Emilia] "oh, i see i'll ask Ram about it later…Do you really promise you love me? Promises mean a lot to a spirit user and you have broken your promises in the past, how do i know you won't do it again!?"

[Subaru] "Like this, give me your pinky, if we cross pinky's like this it means the promise will never be broken, now repeat after me"

[Both] "Cross my heart, hope to die, stick a thousand needles in my eye"

Subaru felt a sense of relief when he saw a large smile form on Emilia's face, Emilia was happy again after questioning whether Subaru did love her, not after she caught him kissing Rem. She wanted some way to show that she was happy to be loved by him, but with her life of prejudice she wouldn't know where to begin, "oh i know" She has seen the kids do this before. Subaru looking up at the bare chested emilia still bothered him to a degree but he didn't want to ruin the moment so he stayed there hunched over as to hide his ever so present "situation".

The next moment Emilia opened her arms and wrapped them around Subaru pushing his head into her bosom, it felt so soft like Rem's but these were bigger…

[Subaru] "AH, um emilia, wh-what are you doing?"

[Emilia] "Since i don't know how to respond to your feelings i figured i could do this to show you i'm really happy, it's what the kids do to show their friends right?"

[Subaru] "Well yes b-but as much as i love to embrace emilia-tan right now when we are...naked, it doesn't look good"

[Emilia] "See, you said you love me and rem-san the same and I saw you two do this, yet you won't do it with me!"

[Subaru] "You want to do the things that me and rem did?"

[Emilia] "...well, if rem-san says she loves you then….maybe doing those things….will help me return your feelings…"

Without words subaru wrapped his hands around emilia further pushing his face in her chest, He stayed hunched over but he figured this would be enough to convince emilia. Her heart began to thump weirdly when he hugged her back, she didn't understand why but it felt nice, she looked down at subaru whose head was nestled in her valley, it tickled when he breathed and it made her feel hot, deep down she felt that she shouldn't be doing this but she didn't want to lose subaru in any sort of capacity. If subaru spent more time with rem he would love her more, from what she heard, subaru and rem went through alot together and rem did a lot for him, emilia had never done anything for subaru even though he still claims she saved him. Emilia reaches under Subaru's chin and lifts his face up to look at her, her breathing was ragged and her heartbeat increased, her hands felt cold, why did she suddenly start feeling so nervous…

Subaru now looking up at Emilia's face noticed she began to close her eyes, is she shaking? Why is she leaning down to me?..."Is this really about to happen? Right now? It feels morally wrong to do this to her innocence. It's just a kiss to subaru it would mean so much more but he was unsure if it would mean anything to emilia since she is probably just trying to mimic Rem" Or so he thought, the truth was that emilia's mind was starting to awaken, her hormones where starting to pump and her heart began to open up until finally...Their lips touched, Emilia felt as if a bolt of electricity ran through her body, "is this how the baby is transferred? No Subaru said that wasn't how they were made so i trust him, then what is this? I feel so hot suddenly, his lips feel soooo nice on mine. Why do i suddenly feel so….embarrassed? I didn't mind a second ago on having no...clothes...on…."

Suddenly Emilia broke the kiss jumping backwards startling Subaru, she seemed to be in a panic, looking around while crossing her arms around her chest seemingly hiding them but with little result with them being quite sizable.

[Subaru] "Are you alright? You seem all agitated now?"

[Emilia] "eh-i-can you pass me that towel please!?"

[Subaru] " ah yes of course" Still hunched over and trying not to let his lower half leave the water Subaru reaches for the water throwing it to Emilia who instantly put it on, grabbed her clothes and booked it out the door back to her room.

Suabaru stayed in the tub for a few more minutes to try and collect his thoughts, he figured at one point or another he would kiss Emilia but like this? It wasn't exaggerating to say this goes beyond anything he ever would have expected, the whole experience left him with a fluttering heart but it's what happened at the end that is giving him some trouble. Out of nowhere emilia seemed to have become embarrassed, "well of course she would, it might have just hit her that kissing a boy naked is trouble" but then again her new found innocence and purity hurt subaru for multiple reasons, It would be wrong to take advantage of her, anything he does or plans to do with her get held back by her purity. He would have to come up with some certain test to determine where innocence starts and ends, although he already had an idea, he needed to confirm it for her sake.

Stepping out of the bath and drying off some subaru put on the shirt and pants he had on earlier while making his way to the door, He had no clue what his next step was but it seemed for now he was in the clear, this just might work out after all. Subaru turned the knob to the door and was greeted with a room lined with books,it was a quite sizable room with books stacked at every corner of it and in the middle was a little girl wearing an extravagant dress and had two pigtails in the shape of drills.

[Beatrice] "It seems you once again broke through Betty's door crossing I suppose."

[Subaru] "Ah beako! This time it wasn't on purpose, this is kind of your fault for switching to the door i wanted to go in"

[Beatrice] "You are very annoying, as a matter of fact Betty wanted you to come here to discuss something I suppose."

[Subaru] "And what would that be, im busy right now so make it quick or for every minute im here for longer than i want i get to play with your hair drills."

[Beatrice] "Betty was right, you are a lustful pig going after every lady in the house I suppose."

[Subaru] "Huh? Wh-what do you mean? Me lustful? Never. My heart belongs to Emilia and I would never force anything on her until she accepts me!"

[Beatrice] "Betty see's everything that goes on in this house I suppose, most times Betty chooses to ignore it but recently you have been doing some very questionable things."

[Subaru] "Let me stop you right there, i've read too much doujinshi to know where this is going, for the record i'm no lolicon, not like this one guy i used to know who died of a heart attack….Anyways, when you say you can see everything does that mean everything?"

[Beatrice] "I have no idea what two of those words mean, especially the one you keep using to describe Betty, as a matter of fact, stop using it. Betty has no desire for anything relating to carnal pleasure I suppose, and even if she did she wouldn't be interested in you!"

[Subaru] " alright i get it, then what do you need me here for? It's embarrassing enough for me to think about it, let alone someone watching."

[Beatrice] "Stop doing it, if you feel it's uncomfortable to be seen imagine how betty feels watching i suppose"

[Subaru] "You said you have no desire for that right? And if you ignored everything in the past why can't you ignore it now?"

[Beatrice] "Because betty doesn't see that every day and it catches betty eye i suppose, stop it at once and let betty read in peace"

[Subaru] "hehe, well get used to it, *strikes pose* I am Natsuki Subaru and i'm finally starting to live the isekai dream i always wanted" With a sudden burst of confidence Subaru declares this to Beatrice who sat there with a shocked look on her face, Subaru satisfied with the response he got, turns around and walks out. Stepping out of the forbidden library, Subaru found himself in what appeared to be a closet? The problem was he had never been in this room before, it smelled nice and the clothes in there were neatly arranged, they were clearly a female's clothes...After looking around for a second he could tell they were emilia's clothes, the only thing now is to hope emilia and puck weren't in the room because it would be a colorful conversation to have about why he is in the closet.

Making his way through the surprisingly large closet, Subaru could hear two voices going back and forth, upon closer inspection he could hear that it was Emilia and puck….

[Puck] "YOU DID WHAT?"

[Emilia] "I kissed subaru…."

[Puck] "AFTER EVERYTHING HE DID TO YOU?"

[Emilia] "In the time i've known subaru he has done a lot more good than bad, and in that time i haven't done anything for him…"

[Puck] "Lia, ugh i understand what you are trying to say but, even after subaru and rem did things together?"

[Emilia] "When we were in the bath subaru promised me he loved me…"

[Puck] "wait a minute...you were in the bath with subaru? Was he wearing a towel at least while you were there away from him by the door of course, right?"

Subaru didn't like the way this conversation was going, Emilia is about to reveal she was naked with Subaru and by the sound of it he might end up repeating the day again…

[Emilia] "No i was in the bath with him...at the time it didn't really matter to me but after we kissed i felt embarrassed and ran away, he probably thinks i hated it…Im reaaally unfair to him..."

Puck upon hearing these words took a few deep breaths before putting on an empty face, Subaru couldn't see him but he could hear the disappointment in those breaths. Puck looked at emilia and shook his head down low in disappointment before disappearing in a small flash of light into the crystal that hung on emilia's neck, She understood what that meant and decided it would be best not to pursue him. Normally she would go hang out with Subaru whenever she felt alone like this but at the moment she felt that would be a bad idea, not only that but she doesn't know if she could face Subaru after running out on him.

Subaru wonders if he should wait for her to leave the room or to go out there and explain himself, choosing the latter Subaru bracing himself for the worst walks out immediately locking eyes with emilia.

[Emilia] "Subaru…"

[Subaru] "ah i know this looks bad but i was in the forbidden library and when i exited i was in your closet, i would have come out earlier but i was scared of puck…"

[Emilia] "oh...I-i'm sorry for running away from you…."

[Subaru] "Eh don't worry about it, i told you, you could take your time and slowly fall in love with me, run away as much as you want but i know in the end you'll fall for me!"

[Emilia] "heh, i'm so unfair to you...Subaru, do you want to lay down with me?"

[Subaru] "Whoa, eh of course I would love to but isn't this moving too fast? I mean we just kissed and now we are moving on to-"

[Emilia] "Subaru what are you rambling about? I do this with puck all the time it's very relaxing"

[Subaru] "oh, you shouldn't say things that can be misinterpreted"

[Emilia] "How can that be misinterpreted?"

[Subaru] "Ah emilia-tan is so innocent and pure it makes me want to cry!"

[Emilia] "I don't understand, but do you want to? I promise i won't do anything sudden this time."

[Subaru] "If emilia-tan were to do anything suddenly I would welcome it with open arms anytime!"

[Emilia] "al-alright, i'll take your word for it"

Emilia then lays down onto the bed and patting the spot next to her signaling Subaru to come to her which he happily obliges, Now laying on the bed there was an awkward silence between the two, neither wanting to do anything in fear of what the other might think.

[Emilia] "Subaru can you stretch out your arm?"

[Subaru] "Huh? Like this?"

Subaru laid his arm over the pillow Emilia was laying on, the moment he did Emilia layed back down on top of his arm while turning her body away from him.

[Emilia] "I always wanted to try this, I've read about it in stories and it seems reeeally relaxing. Can you wrap your other arm over me?"

Currently they were in a spooning position which at first shocked Subaru but he soon came to find it as relaxing as emilia said, Subaru's thoughts of anxiety melted away as it was only him and the girl he loved laying down together. Nothing dirty came to suabru's mind as emilia pushed up against him only the thought of always wanting to protect her and cherish her to his fullest ability. Despite only waking up nearly 2 hours ago subaru felt so calm and relaxed he started to doze off, his eyes could see emilia next to him facing away but breathing calmly and deeply, his nose filled with her sweet scent.

[Subaru] "I could get used to this."

Emilia is getting her time now, as always I hope you enjoyed this little series so far. I hope to take it far. Leave a comment if you liked and I will see you in the next chapter!