Ch 24, Don't worry i'm alive. I don't want to promise any kind of schedule, but i am going to try and get more chapters out. It's been a while, I gotta say thanks for the support and hello to my new followers.
Nobody knows what this strange black haired boy had to go through to get to this point. The pain, the suffering...all for this moment…
[Emilia] "Look Subaru, those squirrels are dancing!"
Currently Emilia and Subaru were walking back after they shared a steamy moment by the pond. Emilia seemed to be glowing with happiness while Subaru watched on, satisfied and content with what happened.
[Subaru] "oh yeah it does look like that."
[Emilia] "hehe, ne Subaru, are you sure I did fine earlier...I reaaaally wanted to do my best and please you but-"
Subaru lifted his finger up and placed it on Emilia's lips.
[Subaru] "I couldn't have asked for anything better...I don't want to make it sound dirty but I've been waiting to do something like that with you for a long time."
She could feel her cheeks heat up as he stared at her with a soft expression. She hated that she wanted to keep asking if she did good, but the constant reassurance from Subaru always made her feel good.
[Emilia] "I don't think you can say that without it sounding dirty….but I am glad that you feel this way.."
[Subaru] "I swear Emilia-tan could never get any cuter but you do anyways!"
Emilia giggled at his constant appraisal. She truly felt beyond blessed to have someone that loves her so much.
[Subaru] "Anyways, Ram and Priscilla are probably gonna get worried if we don't show back up soon...plus I want to get out of this place, it gives me the creeps…"
[Emilia] "Hmm, I had felt the same way too but usually when I'm with you I feel a lot safer…"
A small tear came to Subaru's eye as he dramatically clenched his hand near his chest
[Subaru] "My efforts are really paying off now! But sadly I'm not the strongest, if anything were to happen I would probably have to come to you for protection."
[Emilia] "Don't worry, I will always protect Subaru no matter what!"
She raised her fist up and put on a determined face as she declared that. Even though she tried to look tough, she only looked even cuter to Subaru.
'heh, what did I ever do to become so loved and blessed…'
The two continued on through the Forest and back toward Priscilla's manner. They walked and talked to their heart's content without a care in the world...but no matter what Subaru couldn't shake this feeling of unease.
He kept looking around him as if searching for something. Emilia called him out a few times to which he would give her a smile and say "it's nothing"...still he can't help but feel a dangerous presence somewhere close to him; you could call it his sixth sense from his many encounters with death.
Something was following them…
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Finally out of the forest and with the mansion in sight, Subaru and Emilia were trying to prepare themselves for the flaming ball of wrath that is Priscilla. Right before they left she seemed to be on the verge of rage and with Ram staying with her there was a 50/50 chance that she either calmed her down or they spent the whole time hating Subaru.
[Emilia] "Ne Subaru, before we go in there, there is something I reaaaally need to say…"
Subaru feared the worst, his whole body froze in fear that she would say something crazy.
[Emilia] "I have to leave the mansion in the morning…"
Though what he heard hurt his heart, it was way better compared to the alternative he had inside his mind.
[Subaru] "Eh?! But you just got here!?"
[Emilia] "Yes and I'm reaaaally sorry but I don't want to leave Rem-chan alone for so long...she gets very lonely and I know what that feels like.."
[Subaru] "Hmm, I see your point...EMT! That's just like you to always look out for others!"
[Emilia] "T-thank you...I figured by this point it would stop being embarrassing to hear that but it still is…"
The sense of danger Subaru felt earlier seemed to have died down quite a bit but, it was still somewhat present.
[Subaru] "That's fine, you only get cuter when you're embarrassed."
[Emilia] "Hmph….by the way Subaru...this might be a weird thing to ask but...can I have your weird coat?"
Subaru was a bit taken back by this request, he stared at her blankly as they walked which only made her feel uncomfortable.
[Emilia] "Eh, please ignore that, I was just-"
[Subaru] "Hahah, no it's fine, it's just I didn't know the girls of this country liked to take their boyfriends jacket."
Emilia was a bit confused but she enjoyed the bright smile that Subaru had put on as he took off his jacket.
[Emilia] "well it's not really for me, it's for Rem-chan..she reaaaally misses you. She spends nearly every night sleeping on your bed so I thought she would like this…"
'That made sense, i have to show Rem a lot of love when I get back'
[Subaru] "Hehe, you're such a good friend."
As Subaru handed her his tracksuit jacket he could see her eyes light up along with a giant smile form on her face.
Something told Subaru that it wasn't only for Rem…
her eyes wandered across the strange outfit and its colors, she took in every single aspect of it as she slowly brought it closer to her chest.
[Subaru] "I didn't think you liked it that much."
Emilia ignored him or it's more like she didn't hear him, she was completely absorbed by the article of clothing that he gave her. She hugged it close to her chest as if it was something precious to her..
Subaru watched and was slightly conflicted on it; on one hand he saw it as cute but in the other it was kinda creepy.
'The material feels so weird…'
"Emilia?"
'But this is reaaaally Subaru's coat...but I think he called it a jacket...interesting'
"Oi, you okay?"
'If I hold it so tight it feels like I'm holding Subaru...it even smells like him…'
[Subaru] "Emilia-tan?!"
Subaru had grabbed a hold of her shoulders and shook her slightly which snapped her out of her trance.
[Emilia] "Eh, so-sorry, I was just sooooo happy that you gave this to me…"
[Subaru] "...hehe, that's fine…"
He couldn't help but feel uneasy since Emilia held his jacket up to her nose and kept taking deep breaths.
[Subaru] "I'm sorry if it smells bad…"
[Emilia] "Eh? No that's not it, it smells like Subaru and it makes me feel better…"
[Subaru] "Ha, you sound just like Rem right now."
Emilia's face grew a strong hint of red as she realized how weird what she was doing was.
[Emilia] "Please forgive me if this is weird!"
[Subaru] "haha, it was kinda weird but it was still cute, c'mon let's hurry up and meet with Ram."
[Emilia] "Hai!"
As they began walking, Emilia struggled for second on how to wear jacket but eventually got it on, much to Subaru's delight. It was slightly big on her but she enjoyed that fact, it made her feel safe as if Subaru himself was around her.
[Subaru] *Stare*
[Emilia] "...what's the matter? Is there something on my face?"
[Subaru] *stare*
[Emilia] "Eh?! Stop, don't look at me so intensely!"
Subaru was absolutely mesmerized with a girl actually wearing his jacket, all his shut in life he had been waiting for this moment. His sleeves came slightly over her hand which only added to his cute girlfriend fantasy.
[Subaru] "S-sorry...it's just that this is everything I've ever wanted….Emilia-tan is so adorable!"
[Emilia] "You enjoy saying that…"
[Subaru] "Well because it's true!"
A bit in the distance the two could see a familiar looking maid waiting with her arms crossed. She was just standing there with her usual deadpan face and slanted eyes; Subaru began to mentally prepare himself for the verbal assault that she may give.
[Emilia] "Is Ram-san okay? She seems upset."
[Subaru] "Nah, that's how she usually looks, it's really off putting though."
It was off putting to Emilia since she had spent so much time with the usually bubbly and kind Rem. To see the stern and serious looking Ram is a big change of pace for her.
[Ram] "It seems Barusu and Emilia had a nice "walk" together."
[Subaru] "Why did you put such emphasis on the walk part?"
[Ram] "Hmph, don't act a fool barusu, either way it is not Ram's business so i won't question it any further."
Ram turned around swiftly and began walking towards a dragon carriage that was closer to the mansion.
[Subaru] "Are you okay? And what about Priscilla?"
[Ram] "So barusu does care deeply about how Ram and Priscilla are doing."
[Subaru] "I didn't say all that! You just seem off and are we just going to leave just like that?"
Ram seemed to be carrying some hope in her voice when she spoke but when she heard what Subaru had to say she let out an audible scoff.
[Ram] "Priscilla-sama does not wish to see barusu anymore, as for Ram, I am fine i suppose.
[Emilia] "um...Are you sure Ram-san? You seem a little depressed.."
[Ram] "Please forgive me Emilia-sama, do not worry yourself with Ram's well being, rest assured Ram is fine."
With a small bow Ram tried to reassure Emilia but it only made her worry more. She wanted to try and pursue it but Ram had already got up onto the driver's seat of the carriage and waited for her and Subaru to get in the cabin.
Both Subaru and Emilia wanted to say something but neither could think of anything, the ride continued on in silence for a while. Eventually the two began talking to each other about nothing in particular, they chatted about what they did over the week they had been separated, Subaru tried his best to avoid the dark details of his adventures but Emilia on the other hand was like an open book on what she learned.
The conversation might have heated up some more but before they knew it, they had arrived back at Crusch's manor.
[Ram] "Barusu, Emilia-sama, we have arrived."
Subaru would like to think that he knows Ram enough to tell when she is upset and right now he couldn't help but feel as if she was mad at him.
The truth was that Ram and Priscilla both had a long talk about how low they were in terms of Subaru's "favorites". This really upset the both of them since they had come to really like the black haired boy, and now they feel as if they have no chance against the rest of the cast.
'Stupid, stupid, stupid barusu….If not for his toxic pheromones then Ram wouldn't be in this situation…'
Her internal conflict drove her crazy...She knew she liked Subaru, maybe even loved him, but that didn't matter if he didn't feel the same way about her…
A few minutes passed since they arrived at Crusch's place. Ram handed the carriage over to some servant while Subaru and Emilia made their way to the front entrance.
[Emilia] "Are you sure it's okay for me to stay here? It's rude to show up uninvited i heard…"
[Subaru] "Of course it's okay! Even if it isn't I would argue for quite a bit until they let you in. plus Crusch wouldn't turn you down."
Emilia giggled as Subaru puffed out his chest dramatically and put on a scary face as a servant opened the door to the mansion.
Suddenly and with little warning a figure lunged at Subaru while wrapping him in a big hug.
[?] "Subaru! You've returned safely!"
Subaru stumbled for a second from the added weight from another person. Though she wasn't heavy to him, it still was sudden.
With her scent following her along with her dark green hair flowing from the momentum, Subaru knew who the person clinging to him was in an instant.
[Crusch] "This day has been extremely slow without your presence."
[Subaru] "How unbecoming of the all-serious crusch to be saying such embarrassing things."
Subaru chuckled as he said that in a mocking voice.
[Crusch] "Hmph, it seems you've spent too much time with Priscilla. You now developed her way of degrading...Still you shouldn't tease me so much!"
Crusch said that last part in a girly voice much to her lovers delight.
[?] "Ahem…."
While the two were laughing and sharing a moment, a small 'ahem' caught their attention.
[Crusch] "...Huh?"
Crusch, who was confused to find the ever so beautiful Emilia standing there behind Subaru, immediately let go of the black haired boy and patted herself down in an attempt to look presentable.
[Crusch] "M-my apologies, i didn't know that Emilia-san was here."
[Emilia] "...hehe, I'm sorry for showing up uninvited and suddenly...i just reaaallly wanted to see Subaru again."
Subaru stood in between them as he listened to the awkward conversation taking place. Truly he felt more awkward than both of them but he wouldn't let it show….
[Subaru] "...You both are super cute when you're nervous…"
Because Subaru used all his energy to stop himself from getting light headed from the anxiety, Those words managed to slip past his lips which almost made him pass out from fear.
[Crusch & Emilia] "...Bwahahahahaha!"
As if they scripted it, Crusch and Emilia shared a look with each other and began to laugh hysterically at the flustered Subaru.
[Subaru] "...If you both keep laughing at me i might begin to cry!"
After Subaru said that, they both began to laugh even harder. It got to a point where they had to hold their stomachs from the pain of laughing so much.
Although Subaru felt conflicted that they were laughing at him, he still enjoyed their happiness very much.
[?] "Surely you two are laughing at how pathetic Barusu is."
[Emilia] "ahaha, Yep! But you shouldn't put it like that Ram."
[Subaru] "Why agree with her!?"
Ram, who had finished putting the carriage away, joined the conversation.
[Ram] "I'm glad others are finally seeing your pitiful existence for what it is."
[Subaru] "You're meaner than usual!"
With her usual snort of the nose, Ram excused herself from the group and made her way to her room.
'She is always upset about something….i'll have to ask her about it later.'
[Crusch] "Ahem...please forgive me for enjoying the moment so much. Now then, It is no problem that you've showed up, we have plenty of rooms for you to stay in."
[Emilia] "Th-thank you so much! But I will be only staying for the night, so if it isn't a problem may I stay with Subaru…."
Emilia had bowed down her head as she thanked Crusch, not only to show her gratitude but to also hide her beet red face.
Crusch on the other hand felt a strong jolt in her heart when she heard her words. Once again the harsh reality of her loving a man with many girlfriends hit her.
[Crusch] "o-of course...it wouldn't be a problem at all…Please excuse me, i still have work to do.."
She tried to put on a reassuring smile but Subaru saw right through it. He could feel his self hate begin to rise up again. This was his fault for letting things get to this point...or at least he told himself that.
And so Crusch had walked off towards her office while the ashamed Emilia and Subaru stood there for a bit in silence.
[Emilia] "Subaru...I'm sorry for showing up, if i knew it would-"
[Subaru] "Pfft, what? You being here has only brought me happiness, don't worry about it, cmon lets go!"
Trying his best to act strong Subaru once again put on a bright smile as he grabbed Emilia's hand and led her to his room.
'...It is very wrong for me to love that man...even after Ram and I shared that night with him I thought my feelings of pain and jealousy would subside but they still exist. It wouldn't be a bad estimate to say that even Priscilla has been with Subaru…'
Crusch sat there with her head on her desk thinking about the relationship she had chosen, she did really love Subaru but with his ever increasing harem it's harder to stick close to him at times…
Unbeknownst to her and the others, Ram was feeling a very similar emotion in her room. She felt great shame within herself since she let her feelings for Subaru get to such a point.
Not only that but she betrayed her sister when she made her move on Subaru but even still she doesn't feel too much regret; only sadness that her love will never get to the point she wants.
[Subaru] "So, this is where i've been sleeping most nights."
[Emilia] "Are you sure it wasn't in Crusch-san's room?"
[Subaru] "Agh, who knew Emilia-tan's innocence could be so deadly!"
[Emilia] "Eh? I'm sorry, did I say something hurtful?"
Since Emilia's mind has only recently matured and she was socially cut off, she has a hard time knowing what's okay to say and not. Since Subaru's relationships are far from normal she especially has a tough time figuring it out.
[Subaru] "Yeah, but it's okay since Emilia-tan's worried face healed all the pain!"
[Emilia] "how do you always have so much energy to say things like that?"
[Subaru] "Because I'm like a plant and Emilia-tan's presence is like a sun feeding me energy! What, do you not like it anymore?"
[Emilia] "No, that's not it, it just seems tiring to act like that all the time, i still enjoy it a lot though!."
[Subaru] "To be honest I am really tired, even with your angelic rays i'm pretty beat."
Subaru says this as he falls backwards onto his bed.
[Emilia] "Me too!"
Copying Subaru, Emilia also jumped onto the bed backwards and curled up next to him while hugging his arm.
[Emilia] "I don't mean to sound selfish but it makes me feel suuuuuper good that you are spending time with me rather than Ram and Crusch…."
As Emilia said that she held on tighter to Subaru's arm as if trying to say, 'don't get upset'.
[Subaru] "Well of course….I've been spending a lot of time with them recently so it would only be natural to be with you now….plus, Emilia-tan has always been number 1 in my heart."
Emilia giggled as she heard his reassurance along with giving him a kiss on the cheek. She truly did feel safe when she was with him even though he wasn't the most capable fighter.
[Subaru] "But…"
[Emilia] "But?"
[Subaru] "It was easy to say that back then but now things have changed….I'm in over my head with all these women loving me. And i love most of them back but at the same time….."
Subaru could feel the half-elf next to him hold onto him tighter as he spoke. She was the number 1 of his heart but since then, his heart has grown to fit others into it…
[Subaru] "Ah, sorry for showing you such a pathetic side of me-"
[Emilia] "Don't apologize! It makes me feel reaaally good that you can talk to me about how you feel!"
Emilia had climbed on top of Subaru and straddled his waist as she looked down into dark brown eyes.
[Emilia] "If you feel stressed out, then allow me to relieve you….It's the least i can do for you…."
Her face began to glow red with embarrassment at the implications of her words, but she did mean it.
Subaru stared up at the now red Emilia. Her amethyst eyes shined with determination as she was clearly trying really hard to not look away in embarrassment. She definitely was his ideal girl...how a loser like him managed to get her was beyond him, or so he told himself.
[Subaru] "Heh, Just being with you is enough to relieve me. If you were anymore beautiful then I would probably explode from excitement."
[Emilia] "Stupid…."
Leaning down, Emilia caught his lips in a small passionate kiss. This day Subaru had kissed a lot of women but something about Emilia's lips felt relaxing and healing.
Their lips moved rhythmically with one another, their breathing was in sync as they happily explored each other's mouths. Emilia was surprisingly more excited to do this than Subaru, once again her movements became more desperate and hungry against the black haired boy.
The two began to feel as if their bodies were on fire while ignoring the lack of oxygen. When they broke the kiss to breath, a small string of saliva connected them which only added to arouse them further.
Subaru could see Emilia's red face look at him with frustration and anticipation, he could tell that she really wanted to continue.
Not wasting any time Subaru moved his hands to hold her small but fit frame. Emilia sensing where this was going, removed the odd jacket that he gave her. Once again her body felt tingly all over as his hands began to roam her back.
In an instant Subaru flipped their positions so that Emilia was beneath him on her back. The sudden movement made her giggle with excitement, her legs were still wrapped around his waist and soon she began to feel something pushing against her special place.
Her giggling was cut short as Subaru leaned back down and once again took her lips with his. Unlike the previous kind and soft kiss, this one was strong and full of lust from both sides. Emilia kept pulling him deeper into the kiss, her arms were wrapped around his neck and her hips continuously grinded against him.
Once again taking a breath of air Subaru took a second to admire the lewd face Emilia made as she basked in the guilty pleasure which was only starting. Remembering where her weak spot was, the lustful boy leaned down and began to suck at her neck much to her delight.
[Emilia] "Ah~ Subaru, not there~"
Emilia's moans began to get louder the more he sucked. She couldn't help it, his lips filled her with pleasure like never before, she didn't want to sound so lewd but when Subaru went from her neck to her pointy ears she could no longer hold it in.
[?] "Ah~"
[?] "Ah~ fu~, -su~"
In an adjacent room next to the scene taking place.
[?] "Stupid~ ba~ru~su~"
A woman notorious for her sex drive stayed with her ear to the wall and listened in on intimate moment happening.
[Ram] "AH~"
There Ram stood leaning against the wall, her face was as pink as her hair, her clothes were scattered across the ground, and her hand worked away at pleasing her. She could hear the sounds of Emilia's moans and Subaru's sucking fairly clearly due to her oni abilities.
Her fingers rubbed her sensitive parts aggressively, she could feel how hard her clit became from her constant rubbing but she didn't want to stop. She had just started but already came twice, even still she wanted more.
[Emilia] "wait~ No~ Ah!~ wait subaru that's dirty!~"
[Subaru] "You have no dirty places, plus you started this"
There laid Emilia completely in the nude. She had visible wet spots and hickeys to follow along her neck and body. Even though she was enjoying every second of this she couldn't help but feel embarrassed as Subaru was currently face to face with her private place.
[Subaru] "We cleaned ourselves off at the pond remember?"
[Emilia] "Yes well….It's still dirty to put your face there!"
[Subaru] "You're not doing much to stop me-"
As Subaru said that Emilia tried closing her legs but Subaru's arms and head were there to prevent that.
[Subaru] "you're only making this better…"
[Emilia] "Don't say such embarrassing things...Stop looking at it so much!"
[Subaru] "There is never a moment when Emilia-tan isn't cute!"
Subaru couldn't help but be mesmerized by her smooth pink opening, streaks of clear fluids can be seen running down and onto her ass. Just to test her sensitivity Subaru gave a small blow to her soaked snatch which earned an eep from the silver haired girl.
[Emilia] "Jeez, stop teasing me already…"
With those words Subaru gave strong lick to her folds and took in her flavor. He could feel her legs shudder on top of his shoulders but that only told him that she liked it. Going even further he plunged his tongue into her hole which made her nearly scream with pleasure.
Subaru's hair was intertwined in Emilia's hand, the more intense he went and the deeper he'd go, the harder she grabbed. Her moans were turning into pleasurable screams that could be heard by anyone passing by the room.
This meant that it was definitely being heard by a certain twin who was actively listening in.
Ram's fingers were pruned up from her constant masturbation. Fluids ran down her leg and dripped onto the floor from how much she had been doing it. Her mind ran empty from the pleasure, the only thing she could think of was how much she wanted to trade places with Emilia.
[Emilia] "Please stop teasing~ Ah~ Just put it in~!"
Slowly, Subaru pushed himself inside of the awaiting Emilia. They both could feel how easily he slid in compared to earlier. The intense pleasure surged through both of them as Subaru picked up his speed.
The fatigue he felt earlier disappeared as he continuously pumped into the half-elf beneath him. Her moans sounded like music to him, the way her breasts jiggled with each thrust was amusing. Just for this moment, Subaru felt no worry or anxiety, he only thought about the person he loved.
[Emilia] "Ah~ Su~ Don't stop!~ I lo~ve you!~"
[Subaru] "Fuck~ i love you too!~"
Their breaths were rapid and erratic, every second filled them with ecstasy as they continuously went at it. Emilia could feel his member poke into her deepest parts, her toes curled from the sheer pleasure she felt.
Ever since she learned about sex she couldn't wait to do it with Subaru, and now that she is doing it with him a second time she could tell just how much better it was than the first.
A familiar sensation began to build up in the both of them. Subaru could feel her walls tighten around his member the more he thrusted but he enjoyed it all the same. Emilia no longer attempted to hide her moans as she freely indulged in the guilty pleasure.
[?] "Barusu!~ why~ why~ AH!~"
[Emilia] "SUBARU!~"
[Subaru] "Fu~ck, Emilia!~"
The three that spent their night in bliss slept peacefully.
[Emilia] "Ah~, that feels reaaally nice! Don't you think?"
[?] "Yes it really does. Although Ram must say that letting in a beast like Barusu in here could end up very disastrous."
[?] "You wish, If anything I should be the one afraid of you!"
Currently Subaru, Emilia, and Ram were in the bath after such an intense night. The first one to enter was Ram to which Emilia asked if she could join, after that Subaru entered without knowing that the former was in there.
[Ram] "ha! Emilia-sama, hold barusu down while Ram exacts her revenge for that insult."
[Subaru] "See!"
[Emilia] "Ram please don't do anything to Subaru, and Subaru be nicer to Ram."
Like a mother trying to get siblings to stop fighting, Emilia put her hands out between the two.
[Ram] "Hmph, still, barusu is responsible for Ram's sleepless night."
[Subaru] "By the sounds of it, you were the one keeping yourself up."
A small blush formed on Ram's face in embarrassment. She wanted to get angry at Subaru but she lacked both the energy and resentment.
[Ram] "Tch, If a show is put on then what is the problem if Ram listens in?"
[Emilia] "you…..heard us?..."
Unlike Ram, Emilia's entire face felt on fire from the embarrassment. The confidence she displayed earlier in order to stop these two from fighting ceased as she sunk herself in the water up to her nose.
[Subaru] "...I'm not surprised to be honest, Ram's hornyness is like a bottomless pit."
[Ram] "That means very little coming from you, besides, Barusu's lust is insatiable, every day a new victim."
[Subaru] "that's…..At this point i lost track of how i got here."
[Ram] "Ha, Once barusu marks his territory it is impossible to escape from him. Sadly that is the tragedy that struck Ram."
[Subaru] "You're the one who came on to me at first! I feel like we had this conversation before…"
[Ram] "Either way, Barusu's curse is about to fall onto another. Today we are supposed to visit Anastasia-sama."
Emilia who had been sulking in the water shot up when she heard of their new place of visit. Her eyes filled with worry and her heart filled with anxiety, it felt like when she saw Rem and Subaru messing around for the first time.
[Emilia] "Is that true Subaru?!"
[Subaru] "W-well, yes but i'm not going to do anything with her-"
[Ram] "That's a lie."
Ram sat there with her arms crossed and a smug smile now that she got some kind of payback at Subaru.
[Subaru] "Oi! Stop trying to worry her."
[Emilia] "I understand that you have a lot of love to give but if you need to release some just come to Ram or me."
Emilia grabbed Subaru's hand and held onto it desperately. Her eyes stared at him pleadingly as if saying 'Don't do it, choose me!'.
[Emilia] "It would be reaaally unfair to us if you continue to add more women into our situation…."
[Ram] "It's no use Emilia-sama, Barusu is a conqueror who must take over all the territories he finds."
[Subaru] "How do you keep coming up with these analogies?! Ugh, listen, I'm not going to do anything with Anastasia, I will just go over there and try to strengthen our camps relationship, nothing more."
The silver haired girl loosened her grip on him, her eyes showed that she believed him.
[Emilia] "Okay...I trust you…"
Closing the small gap between them, Emilia wrapped her arms around Subaru and held him in a tight hug. He could feel her soft mounds press against him which somehow calmed him.
Across from the two was Ram who sat and watched with slight annoyance and jealousy. She didn't want to be spiteful but her womanly feelings couldn't help but be hurt.
[Emilia] "C'mon Ram, join us!"
Out of nowhere, a voice like a silver bell called to Ram. She could see Emilia standing there with no shame and her arms out waiting to accept her. Although she did enjoy the warm gesture the one she really wanted to see it from was the black haired boy next to her. Instead, Subaru stood there while turning his head and rubbing his neck as if to avoid awkward eye contact.
[Ram] "If you insist…"
As Ram walked over to the two, she had only two things on her mind, 1. What to do about Subaru, and 2. Emilia's breasts.
Ram never cared for her chest size since Rem always made up for what she lacked, that and she never saw a need for them. Most of that changed once she finally slept with Subaru and saw the competition she was against.
Finally after taking a few steps towards them, Emilia grabbed Ram by the arm and pulled her into the middle of her and Subaru. She could feel the space between the three of them get smaller and smaller until all she could feel were a pair of soft large mounds around her neck.
[Emilia] "Doesn't this feel nice?"
[Subaru] "..."
[Ram] "Hmph, it seems that Barusu doesn't enjoy having two ladies on him."
Ram's heart screamed out in anxiety, Did Subaru really not like her anymore? Is she not good enough? All these kinds of questions plagued her mind-
[Subaru] "Ah screw it."
Reaching around Subaru wrapped his arms around both of the ladies and embraced them tightly.
[Subaru] "Listen, these things are really new to me so it takes me a bit to figure out but, trust me, once i figure it out, i'll take care of all of you!"
Even with Subaru's reassuring words, Ram's anxiety continued on.
[Ram] "...I see….anyways, we have been in here too long, Crusch-sama might get worried if we don't show up for breakfast, and the longer Emilia-sama is here, the lonelier my dear sister is."
[Emilia] "oh, i don't mean to be selfish but I was stalling so i could spend more time with Subaru, sorry, i'll go get ready now."
Emilia tried to sound cheerful but Subaru could tell she was sad. He could ask her to stay but then Rem would be lonely….The bath went on without much to note, Emilia, rem, and Subaru went to change and eat breakfast with Crusch in the dining hall afterwards.
[Crusch] "Are you sure that you must leave right now?"
[Emilia] "...Well yes, I promised Rem that I would come back as soon as possible, but i did enjoy the hospitality you have shown me."
Currently Emilia stands outside next to the dragon carriage she is taking back to the mansion. After breakfast she was pretty eager to get ready to go, much to everyone's was fairly early in the morning but she intended on keeping her promise to get back to Rem.
[Subaru] "I promise when i finish business here that i'll get back to you when i can."
[Emilia] "You're not that good with promises y'know."
Subaru let out a playful scoff to Emilia's retort, it's true that his history with promises has been...neglectful to say the least.
[Crusch] "I see, although we did not get to interact much, it has been a pleasure seeing you."
[Emilia] "ah, and to you too!"
Like a nervous kid, Emilia shouted slightly and bowed her head deeply.
[Subaru] "Are you sure you want to go right now?"
[Emilia] "You spoil me too much hehe, but if i stay any longer im probably not going to want to go back, so please let me do this…"
Everyone could clearly see the sadness painted across her face, She loved both Rem and Subaru dearly but she promised Rem that she would return.
[Subaru] "Oh yeah, you almost forgot."
Looking up to where Subaru was standing, Emilia could see his strange looking jacket fly towards her.
[Subaru] "you have to take that back for Rem right?"
With small tears of joy and sadness in her eyes Emilia rushed towards Subaru and hugged him tightly. He could feel the small wet drops, drip onto his chest, he didn't want her to go but he knew he would see her soon enough.
[Subaru] "I'll come back to you, I promise."
Pulling her head out of Subaru's chest, Emilia starred up into his dark brown eyes. Her smile seemed brighter than a second ago which made him feel much better. With one final kiss the two said their goodbye.
A mix of emotions flew between the two Spectators that were watching. Crusch especially didn't know what to feel; She felt a slight bit of jealousy, she felt left out, but what she felt most of all was hurt. The way Subaru spoke made it sound like he didn't care for the relationship he built here…
'No...he isn't like that….i just need to have a good talk with him.'
After their brief but tender moment, Emilia climbed into the carriage and took another good look at the people waving to her. Slowly as the carriage started to ride, the people waving to her got smaller and smaller until finally she couldn't see them anymore.
[Crusch] "Ahem, Subaru can we please talk for a moment?"
[Subaru] "Normally I would love to talk to you but i feel really tired right now, I didn't get much sleep last night." Subaru yawned several times as he spoke.
[Crusch] "I see…...Well, please get some rest so we may talk."
[Subaru] "You bet!"
In one quick motion Subaru leaned down and placed a small kiss on Crusch's cheek before he made his way inside the mansion and towards his room.
'Yeah...he isn't like that..'
The doubt Crusch had earlier seemed to fade as she carefully caressed the spot where Subaru kissed her…
Finally laying down, Subaru could feel the tiredness that he had been trying to ignore, taking over him as he slowly fell to sleep.
In his dreams Subaru tried to figure out how to manage this 'harem' of his. No matter how he played it or how hard he tried it seemed like someone would get hurt and that is his biggest fear...one problem at a time…
The black haired boy had been thinking to intensely which made him wake up several times during his nap but in the end it only made him more tired
First he needs to get some rest and then go visit Anastasia who he promised to not sleep with…
'Fuck! Those promises never work!"
Subaru screamed at himself internally. He wanted to be a better man and boyfriend but he keeps finding himself in these porn like scenarios….
"Wake up"
Of course he doesn't necessarily hate it, but when he starts delving into the moral side of things, that's when he starts to feel bad.
[?] "Stop being useless and wake up."
[Subaru] "Eh?"
[Ram] "Wake up already."
Lying in a cold sweat Subaru's eyes and ears took a second to focus on the bored looking maid in front of him.
[Subaru] "What do you need?"
[Ram] "What kind of sandwich does barusu like?"
[Subaru] "You woke me up for that? How long have I been out?"
[Ram] "Nearly 2 hours, you truly are useless if you can't even keep track of time."
[Subaru] "Tch, you have made me enough sandwiches to know which one i like."
[Ram] "Ram doesn't have time to worry about Barusu's sandwiches, that's why Rem always took care of those things."
He gave a slight chuckle thinking about how much Rem does for him and to him when he doesn't know.
[Subaru] "I'll take anything really, since they probably don't have mayo here anything will work. Now wake me up again-"
[Ram] "Ram will wake you up whenever Ram feels like it. Barusu must rest so he can build up stamina for Anastasia-sama."
[Subaru] "Usually I would retort, but I don't have the energy….."
With a loud yawn Subaru rolled over onto his side and once again fell asleep nearly instantly. Ram took a second to watch his sleeping form, something about him being defenceless made her heat up slightly…
[Ram] "Tch, stupid."
Once again Subaru was left inside his mind to try and solve-
[?] "Wake up"
[Subaru] "Huh?"
Just when he was finally able to get into a deep sleep Subaru was suddenly woken up by someone slightly shaking him.
[Ram] "Barusu, we need to talk."
[Subaru] "What do you mean? How much time has passed?"
[Ram] "It's been 40 minutes since Ram last woke you up. Now then, Barusu is engaged to Ram in a relationship but the nature of that relationship is not defined."
[Subaru] "I told you we are friends, did you wake me up just for that?"
[Ram] "...how can someone be so stupid…."
Even with him being somewhat asleep Subaru could tell that he said something wrong. With a somewhat awkward moment a silence Ram who was standing next to the bed began to walk off until Subaru reached out and grabbed her arm.
[Subaru] "I think i get why you were mad earlier...how should i put it….I like you, alot, but with the way things are right now….i'm just confused is all...but like said earlier to you and Emilia, once i figure this out i promise to take care of you all!"
With a flashy grin Subaru hoped to at least ease some of Ram's feelings but-
[Ram] "Huh?"
[Subaru] "What?"
[Ram] "What did Barusu just say?"
[Subaru] "I said that once I figure this out, I'll take care of you all….You okay?"
[Ram] "Yes but when did you say that to Ram?"
[Subaru] "Earlier when you, me, and Emilia were in the bath...Did you hit your head or something?"
[Ram] "Barusu…"
[Subaru] "yes?"
[Ram] "Who is Emilia?"
The suffering never ends. I hoped you enjoyed this chapter, leave a review if you'd like and have a good day!
