With technology, its harder to write for oneself than to please the viewers with what awaits the writer. With laptops and tablets, you can write on notepad forever but if it breaks your saved stuff went buhbye. Online is all you got so you can feel relief with a touch of awaiting responses you don't care much for. Writing for yourself becomes a chore when everyone can see what the mind brings. This is what I get for having more of an anime visual mindset than book mindset. My mind being more anime world view is my downfall. When you live in your head, anime characters are there to stay. Ahhh reality...I do so much to appease others yet get slammed down on repeat. Dunno if I'd see myself this far. But the reality of this is people ignore my existence unless they want something from me. When I branch out, no-one is around. The only person I can trust is me and that's pretty iffy sometimes.

I may as well think like Red from That 70s show; 'Some days we cannot get away from ignorance and stupidity. On other days, we realize it's not just some days'

How to start the final episodic pov stop point without screwing everything up? I'm leaning toward Centipede normalized conversations with Hide as the alternative to how season 2 went but can't do that to soon. Ken needs a newly attained school life socially distant or not.

Occult members: Sankou and Cain have a more accurate envision for anime than the leader. Kiyama and Cain shows no personality info unlike Sankou. So starting this way is for better or worse until I think of how to go about this trio of ghoulish chats.

It's been some time since Touka and cycle 2 Ken gathered human meat for everyone at Anteiku at the same time Ken and Hide were outdoors doing whatever so Hide wouldn't feel isolated. It is unknown if Kami University will be convinced albino Ken is the teen that never got to be part of the college. Having to switch into Aru businessman attire, the duo started hanging out at the college while the students stared at the peculiar haired teen walking beside the current chubby Hide. The students figured it was the gloom that hit him hard after going back and forth to the campus. That didn't explain the newly acquired friend that silently looked around mumbling here and there while keeping his head down. Biggest question around campus:When did Hide find a new friend to drag to school? White hair socially distant alongside friendly social butterfly that gets turned down looked like quite the sight. Having an occult club on campus was odd enough but everyone knew those oddballs were in their own social circle keeping away from everyone at all times when together. On their own, you'd think the cheerful hippy looking one didn't fit in. If anyone could converse with the estranged club, it'd be Hide and the guy he forced a friendship with; mostly Hide if tempted enough.

Anteiku...

Yoshimura was grateful for the black haired teen's help before noting about the tattered black top in his hand. Cycle 2 Ken looked at the top about to reply when Touka did it for him. Cycle 2 Ken wanted to say it in his own words but Touka beat him to it.

"Albino mute came up to us while we were scouting around. We were getting nowhere in our searches so we let the teen talk. I sorely regretted it as quickly as he began yacking. He brought up his and my relationship when I should be with black haired quiet talker. He thought a version of me would secretly have the guts to give him a mate bite when we barely knew? Know? Whatever the case, he brought up ghoul mating thanks to whatever sunshine foodie put in his head. That's not something you casually talk about. His insufferable chatter got me in a pissed mood and I chucked him away after he took off the top Ken is holding to get one of us to tell him if we see a mark. Ken ended up backing away so I had to set him straight. Your twin must be in denial. I don't easily fall in love so it would be weird to envision myself teasing that nut case." says Touka looking at Yoshimura then at Ken.

Yoshimura nodded in thought before looking at cycle 2 Ken who awkwardly walked away to do something with the top.

"STAY PUT KEN!" yells Touka.

"Most say hatred leads to love and a highschool emo and 'college' book worm mute would look off. As ghouls, yes. As a ghoul and human, not a good sight among humans. Ken being a half ghoul could be seen either way. You're basically teasing your heart with mind games toward who deserved who the most. Are you planning on ditching Ken for the albino ghoul who's in the same boat being with Hide? White hair isn't a normal hair color in a sea of humans who dread the day they die." says Yoshimura.

"Ken doesn't know if he should stay or leave concluding that I am tense to be around at times unlike Hide. The albino is the same way around anyone and everyone. He doesn't feel safe anywhere. Neither do." says Touka calming down.

Kami Uni...

'Doesn't he remind you of that teen that was said to be dead?'

'The news never lies about deaths to ghouls. How'd he stay alive? When'd that book lover dye his hair?'

'Disappearances are a thing too. Whatever happened after the purplette and the book worm got injured in the construction site, took two years to man up and come back to Hide's side.'

'What!?'

'They were together since elementary and both were a little to close for comfort. Male bonds looking like lovers when guys should be scouting for beauties is weird. One was never seen without the other except when school was over. The schoolmates rarely saw them hanging out after school. Something about the mute never wanting to be seen otherwise there'd be questions.'

'Ken Kaneki not only almost died to a ghoul but his parents were killed the year before Hide appeared. Don't you get creeped out by the timing? You can't just claim coincidence with a happy sunshine going after the mute loner type until the guy accepted his odds with classmate contact.'

'There's no reason for Hideyoshi to become a slob in the time his only friend never bothered to visit. He had a strange job and the workers would notice immediately.'

'So you're saying its a punishment game? Ignore sunshine and you go through the darkness of nightmares. You get the friend back but you have to obide to your surroundings and the things that go on around you. Hide and manipulation don't mix well.'

'Wouldn't that make Ken the manipulating type? Ken, a manipulator? That doesn't sit right. Hide's many things and being good hearted breaks the manipulation code. Ken's to fragile to be manipulative.'

'Kids who lean on each other wouldn't twist things to benefit their current standpoint. Friends do turn on each other yet Ken is still Ken and Hide's still being Hide, found a disgusting hobby with gloom warping his mind.'

'There's no telling what the reality of their friendship is. Is Hide toying with Ken for ditching him? Do broken minds have easier access to manipulation? Ken and Hide are to friendly to each other to break things off in a way that's unnoticeable.'

'Atleast Hide is smiling like the first semester he started. He lingered between smiling and frowning. Ken never had friends until Hideyoshi and now its reversed. Is that messed up or what?'

'Ken kept to himself immersed in books. Hide would've been the popular friend if he kept his mouth shut about ghouls. What humans actually get a kick out of talking about ghouls without amusing the blonde? Hide can see through people yet he never backed down until all you saw was Hide blasting his iPod while heading wherever he could be alone. Only time schoolmates saw Hide was if he went to class instead of lounging around like a couch potato. Half the time it was hard to tell if he was around unless someone whispered about Hide's ghoul ramblings while he was walking through the building.'

'Music could only mend so much until he cracks and now we see this weirdness. Is the teen with a lowered head really the guy that almost had his body eaten? If so, coming to college after so long looks suspicious. You can't act like normal again without agreements that would suit both parties.'

Cycle 1 Ken shifted his eyes hearing every murmur and whisper, feeling like the first time he went out as a half ghoul with crowds around him yet no-one really noticing him. Hide payed no mind to the chatting focusing on turning his music on to block everyone out. Ken was having flashbacks to his start as a halfa with no-one to turn to in a hyper ventilating haze.

"What's the white haired kid's problem? It's Hide we have to question not him." says a voice.

"Its both we have to question. Ken wouldn't come out of hiding unless it involved the music lover." says another voice.

"He's not taking it all that well." says the voice as the face watched cycle 1 Ken grab his ears as he fell to his knees.

"The hell? New bud is taking the blunt for Hide. What kind of guy was the supposedly dead teen again? This isn't normal if he latches onto his ears to deafen his surroundings." says the voice who's face took notice.

"Does Hide love paranoid types?"

"No-one knows Ken better than Hide and the high schoolers of the high school they went to."

"Rabbits do get lonely and a Ken who isn't socially active would give off a freaky vibe if he switched to being goth or emo. Black colors do look good alongside yellow but the personalities being cozy would make this school talk like their high school. What did Ken's interests change to if we don't see books on him anymore? Is he favoring demon manga and becoming a demonic ghoul fan too? That's fucked up."

"You're going to have to get used to school." says Hide looking back at cycle 1 Ken.

"Goths don't care about anything yet this goth is on a new level of emotional stress. The hell happened during their time separated!?"

"Don't turn into a weirdo in front of the students. Not that you'd have a choice. Follow me into the building so you'd be somewhat calmer." says Hide helping cycle 1 Ken up.

"Can't have you showing everyone your erratic mindset. One sign of ears or fingers strewn about and instant doves. I thought you wanted to be my guard not act like gazes will pierce you at every turn. Can't blame that thought process since my Ken is the same way." thinks Hide.

"Deep breaths and you will be fine with people around you soon enough. Maybe? As long as everyone does their own thing, it'll be like normal, hopefully." whispers Hide to cycle 1 Ken.

"Cycle 2 normalcy is you taking my food with everyone gawking. And I'm your feeder in the process." thinks cycle 1 Ken uneasily.

"C'mon, the library should be empty. That's a good place to ease your mind." says Hide smiling.

"I'm not exactly part of this school Hide. For me, who looks emo, I don't exactly feel cozy around schoolmates." says cycle 1 Ken keeping his eyes on the confused and weirded out students.

"Wanting to run home to demonic essence of a mother?" whispers Hide.

"Be nice to know of this cycle's fate." mumbles cycle 1 Ken.

"We need to act natural. Be human not demon until we're alone." whispers Hide.

"That'll be hard with cameras everywhere." whispers cycle 1 Ken annoyed.

"You must know some of our library's collection." says Hide.

"Fine. If there's an unoccupied table." grumbles Ken.

'Was Ken always this moody? Mood swings are more a female thing.'

'He hasn't been seen since high school so who knows if he had multiple personalities all along.'

'Does Ken have a bipolar disorder?'

'Whatever he has, he doesn't like everyone watching Hide and him like they're the stars of rumors.'

'What kind of Ken would we get if he stayed alone?'

"Everyone drop it. It just feels weird being around people after disappearing." says a quiet black haired girl.

"Ken fears the CCG doves after what they did to his parents so of course he'd freak out assuming any one of us will call for the doves in case of a ghoul showing up." says a dark purple haired boy.

"We have been keeping an eye on Hide and now there's a long lost friend we can enlist." says the male with a headband around his forehead.

"He's to happy peppy for our liking." says the girl.

"What do you call me?" wonders the leader.

"Carefree guys are rare in this school and last I checked you needed four club members or higher. We should've talked to Hide when we had the chance and now we're stuck spying on a fat fuck who wants the albino doing everything with him." says the girl.

"I need another happy soul in my club." says the leader.

"What about the emotional wreck?" wonders the boy.

"Haven't decided yet. He is a curiosity though." says the leader.

"You smell ghoul on the albino and Hide?" wonders the purple haired male to the girl.

"Are you implying we have no choice but to put the wreck and food lover in our club? That's to much social contact for me." says the girl to the male.

"Everyone else has their own favorite club." frowns the male.

"Our only option is blooming rapidly sunflower and mood swing moon. What more can we lose?" says the girl unimpressed.