Start of s2...fuck haven't gotten this far getting mixed feelings the more I read s1 chapters if you can call them that

This is what came to be

I'd have Ken stuffing Hide during lunch but tooo to many witnesses unintentionally\intentionally walking toward them to see what they be hiding from the humans of said school. Having Ken kissing Hide's stomach when footsteps come into view is embarrassing to envision. Especially with tentacles doing the feeding if I have Ken laying on his lap

To early to be figuring out set weights Pokemon style...haunts me every time I ponder

Have to go over 200lb mark at the highest hmmmm will get back to you on that. Hide will have to get to the 100lb gained mark at some point. City college with shady trees but no hiding places would force a roof luncheon. Japanese students eat in class so that's a good and bad balance of spaces before being spotted

It's been a few months since Ken and Hide chatted about ways to see who's good hearted compared to others. There were still questions about Ken floating around college like rumors going out of control with people keeping away from him every time he entered every hallway. Ken back checked if the other Ken did the entrance exam and had to retake it for the obvious reason being cycle 2 Ken ditching school after highschool.

Ken's class...

Ken was sitting in one of his classes that didn't have Hide in it and two students walked up to the albino to touch his hair gaining a glare before looking at his desk disheveled.

"Eh...what caused the white hair thing Ken?" wonders a female student.

"If I told you, it won't be pretty." says Ken.

"You have to tell us how you dye-"

"It was after the Rize incident. I was taken to a hospital with a strange doctor. I seemed like myself but I couldn't eat regular food or drink anything but black coffee in the two years of escaping the hospital. I dunno why it was even bothered with but I was chosen to be experimented on by ghouls who detest humans, resulting in the male you see in front of you." says Ken glancing at the students before looking back down going quiet.

"You're a..a...ghoul?" wonders the student.

"WHAT THE HELL!?" shrieks the other.

"I'm unsure why of the factors but this me isn't the Ken that kept his distance alongside Hide all those years." mutters Ken.

"Ghouls love making sure they get more fat through feedings." say the students freaking out.

"Don't put me down as those low lives. I care about what people think of me but I like my space. Appearance vs personality, what do I care overall. People can act like a friend but there's still sketchy vibes I want no part in though Hide was weird about his situation when asked about the Ken he hung out with." says Ken eyes darkening.

"Is this how you usually converse?" wonders the girl.

"Me converse? Why converse when I have books with characters that remind me of myself; Takatsuki Sen's books for example. The goat's egg is so me to a tee and it's freaky to imagine every moment with my point of view toward the country. Put yourself in the characters' shoes is what Hide kept telling me. Either you become part of their world or you become the characters themselves. I was baffled by the manga collection he shoved into my arms but I'm starting to understand for the most part. I'd be more into horror books than Hide but the one I'm reading says everything about me and everyone I've come to know here; the characters, personalities and habits and the surroundings. I'd be dead no matter what I do." says Ken looking away.

"What did the ghoul lover-Hideyoshi hand Ken to read over!?" think the students traumatized.

"I should've been seated in the back corner next to the window. Then I'd be unnoticeable unless they spot my hair." thinks Ken.

"You've been a ghoul since you were eighteen?" wonders the girl.

"Pretty much. I may be nineteen but it feels like two years of hell trying to come to terms with my new life. Until I was able to live on my own and choose a college alongside Hide, I've been human. A gloomy soul in a family who wanted nothing of me. Mom had her moments but she was kind to my aunt until she died from overexertion. I got stuck with a money grubbing aunt and cousin who wanted nothing to do with me from elementary to graduation. Dunno if I'm the first half ghoul in Japan but I am the middle ground of both species with my human side being greater than the ghoul side after going to the hospital. Still had black hair until ghoul goons experimented on my body to force me into their group. My mind was fogged by bloodlust after my hair color changed and I gained a emo appearance. If you dwell on fear of ghouls like all humankind, get to your seats. Its uneasy having people around me when I know no-one here. Talking about myself hinders me more then you guys. Drop the gossip about me." says Ken.

"Kaneki Ken was it? Why are you talking casually about ghouls to students?" wonders the teacher going to the front of the room.

"Can't do a thing about people wanting answers about me. All I can depend on is Hideyoshi with lack of humans having ghoul friends. Not like I'd know. I ditched my only friend and now I've returned to live a normal life again. I had a shit childhood and want a happier future. There's no trust in this world but humans benefit from it. Where do I stand as a quiet loner type?" says Ken.

"You've been in this school a few months and now you question the topic of ghouls who kill befriending humans?" wonders the teacher.

"Not much I can do about it now. My past is different than this lifestyle yet not by much." says Ken.

Everyone in the room was lost in confusion as if question marks appeared over their heads.

"Is it wise to be chatting with students and teachers about my human turned ghoul life?" wonders Ken to himself, "Showing everyone will turn sour. Will I be able to be myself if I get caught with my tentacles around Hide. There's not many places for alone time."

"Take your seats so we can focus on classwork. Ken, we'd hate to see proof so keep quiet." says the teacher.

"Humans seeing me as human and ghoul is the worst way to see true friends." thinks Ken staring away from the teacher.

Hide's Class...

Hide appeared in the room hearing the students talking amongst themselves. The students ignored him as he went to his seat and set his bag down. Ken was doing so much to make it look like weight gain was what both wanted as a mutual agreement. Now he was the topic of the school with half the school wondering why someone so scrawny could get so sexy in a year or so, the other half disgusted by how Ken was 'lovingly' feeding Hide when he has other options. Nothing of the ghoul sort unless Ken spills the beans. Hideyoshi blankly stared at his extended stomach, pondering how much longer until the reveal. This place gives Ken freedom compared to headquarters yet there's to many witnesses for when the day comes. What would Yuno and Yuki do in their situation? Act natural for killers yet killing whoever spots them would result in a Tokyo ghoul version of a school massacre. Flip a coin and both sides look bad either way you look at it.

"What are you imagining ghoul lover?" wonders a student glaring at Hide.

"Us time." says Hide.

"Kaneki and you more than friends?" wonders the student annoyed.

"Things did take a turn toward lover's lane but he's to awkward about it. He prefers us alone to around people." says Hide.

"So the white haired new face only gives you attention when no-one sees what he does? Pitifully disgusting. Tell me outgoing waste of mutual friendship, which gender is he into? You've known him longest." says the student turning a chair around to sit in front of Hide.

"From my viewpoint, Ken is gay for me yet we are more brothers than lovers so its a weird transition to grasp. From his viewpoint...he could be straight or gay. He's never had a love life to know what the heart desires over what the mind brings up." says Hide pondering.

"He's bi?" wonders the student.

"Yes and no. He's only known me so first glance you'd see him as gay yet he knew the antieku waitress and even attempted a date with a purplette meaning he'd think he was straight but our bond puts him on the spot for true feelings vs false hope feelings. Was he straight all along or gay? He fits with a boyfriend or girlfriend. Past adorable insecure first date session. Current sexy emo coolness with a hell of a mindset with denial toward relationship statuses. He's had a rough life with no-one to lean on but me. I love consoling the adorable Halloween mess but he needs more true friends who like him for him and doves don't give humans the option." says Hide.

"Anyone can befriend your twisted boy toy?" wonders the student.

"I encouraged it. Only flaw my childhood bud has is, once the demon comes out, goodbye humans for food. Call it a hunch but I wonder how a yandere middle schooler and anxious insecure middle schooler came to have a boy like Ken who has the wits to be yandere yet hides the killer within him." says Hide smiling.

"You're ok with a yandere boyfriend who is ashamed of that quality!?" wonders the student.

"He can't help being a human in a demon's world. No, a walking erratic monster with a human and demon battling it out for reign over the body." says Hide calmly, "I played my part by attempting to gain allies for when Ken arrived. Now it's up to the students of the college to want to enjoy Ken for who he is or dub him a cynical ghoul everyone hates when shown what human friends are actually demons. My intuition can only do so much."