-Chaoter 35-
-Santana pov-
I am back in school and it feels great! I am just so happy today! I could just jump for joy! I could just...I could just...I COULD JUST SING!
-Santana singing-
If you love somebody
Better tell them while they're here
'cause they just may run away from you
You'll never know quite when, well
Then again it just depends on
How long of time is left for you
I've had the highest mountains
I've had the deepest rivers
You can have it all but life keeps moving
I take it in but don't look down
'Cause I'm on top of the world
I'm on top of the world
Waiting on this for a while now
Paying my dues to the dirt
I've been waiting to smile
Been holding it in for a while
Take you with me if I can
Been dreaming of this since a child
I'm on top of the world
I've tried to cut these corners
Try to take the easy way out
I kept on falling short of something
I coulda gave up then
but then again I couldn't have
'cause I've traveled all this way for something
I take it in but don't look down
'Cause I'm on top of the world
I'm on top of the world
Waiting on this for a while now
Paying my dues to the dirt
I've been waiting to smile
Been holding it in for a while
Take you with me if I can
Been dreaming of this since a child
I'm on top of the world
'Cause I'm on top of the world
I'm on top of the world
Waiting on this for a while now
Paying my dues to the dirt
I've been waiting to smile
Been holding it in for a while
Take you with me if I can
Been dreaming of this since a child
And I know it's hard when you're falling down
And it's a long way up when you hit the ground
Get up now, get up, get up now
And I know it's hard when you're falling down
And it's a long way up when you hit the ground
Get up now, get up, get up now
'Cause I'm on top of the world
I'm on top of the world
Waiting on this for a while now
Paying my dues to the dirt
I've been waiting to smile
Been holding it in for a while
Take you with me if I can
Been dreaming of this since a child
I'm on top of the world
"TODAY IS SUCH A GOOD DAY!" I skip down the hall with a big smile "I hope my girlfriends are doing great too!"
-Rachel pov-
Today has been the worst day ever! My shoes would not strap, my throat hurts, mom was trying to keep me home, and my mates think I am sick! I NEVER GET SICK! I AM RACHEL BARBARA BERRY!
I have a perfect attendance to maintain! Sure I missed but Sue fixed those days! I had to stay on the weekends! Now I am tired and hungry!
-Rachel singing-
It starts with one
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
It's so unreal, didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so far
Got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I push people out of my way with a glare. They know better than to do anything. I am the princess of the school. They can not lay a hand on me.
I hope the girls are enjoying their damn days more.
-Lucy pov-
I wipe my tears away for the 5th time today. I can not stop crying anymore. It started after leaving the house. I have just been so emotional all day!
It is stronger than hormones. I have no idea what is happening and it makes it worse! I just want to be happy again! This is absolutely terrible!
-Lucy singing-
Somebody said you got a new friend
Does she love you better than I can?
There's a big black sky over my town
I know where you're at, I bet she's around
Yeah, I know it's stupid
I just gotta see it for myself
I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her, oh
I'm right over here, why can't you see me, oh
I'm giving it my all, but I'm not the girl you're taking home, oh
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
I'm just gonna dance all night
I'm all messed up, I'm so out of line
Stilettos and broken bottles
I'm spinning around in circles
I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her, oh
I'm right over here, why can't you see me, oh
I'm giving it my all, but I'm not the girl you're taking home, oh
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
So far away but still so near
The lights go on, the music dies
But you don't see me standing here
I just came to say goodbye
I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her, oh
I'm giving it my all, but I'm not the girl you're taking home, oh
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her, oh
I'm right over here, why can't you see me, oh
I'm giving it my all, but I'm not the girl you're taking home, oh
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
I am not even jealous of Rachel or Santana! Why am I so emotional today? I start sobbing again and sit on the ground. This sucks so much!
-Time skip-Holly pov-
"So how has been being each other helped today?" Fran and Maribel give me a confused look "I gave you the coffee and water!"
"Well I was late so I gave my water to Lucy" Fran points toward Maribel "She snuck the coffee to Rachel and Santana"
"YOU TWO DID WHAT?!" I quickly run out of my room to the choir room "I am so sorry! It was meant for the other two!"
"YOU DID THIS!" Rachel glares at me but it is too cute to be scary "I been mad all day!"
"I have enjoyed this" Santana looks pretty in a baby blue sundress "I could do this everyday!"
"I want to lose the tears!" Lucy starts sobbing "This is the twentieth time in the past minute!"
"Alright!" I try to remember the counter spell "The way to reverse is you three give it to someone else"
"Well I have a good idea" I look at Finn who points to me "You gave it to them so you could take it"
"That is exactly what she is doing" I pout as my mates come in "Now fix their emotions!"
I sigh and raise a hand "Fine" I look at the trio "Emotionus leaveth joint to me!"
There is three flashes of light that leave them and hit me. I feel the emotions taking over and feel ready to sob. I also feel so much anger and happiness. I will make apology baskets tomorrow.
"Well I think this has been eventful" Shelby packs up her things "Let's call this a meeting! Holly you are in the garage tonight"
I pout and glare as we all leave. I smile as the girls seem better. I guess I can take all of this to make them better. I did inadvertently cause them the problems.
I just hope I do not mess up like this again tomorrow.
