-Chapter 45-
-Rachel pov-
"She is a werewolf I did not know I could hurt her" I watch Quinn glare at Finn while Santana helps me "I am sorry ok?"
"Finn I for~"
"Back off Hudson!" Quinn pushes him away "You will leave her alone!"
"Quinn come on we have glee" She huffs and walks away "Finn I forgive you ok?"
"Just let Quinn calm down" Finn nods and we start walking to the club room "What do you think will happen with Kurt back?"
"Well we had to make shirts based on what we hate about ourselves" I frown as we walk on "Nose was not even the thing I made"
"Hey something is happening in the courtyard!" We all follow the club and run to the courtyard "Is that Kurt?"
"Hey everyone!" We all run to him and hug our boy "I am officially back my favorite people!"
"Glad to have you back" I look up and smile before turning Kurt "You seem to have a send off"
Kurt smiles as the warblers start to sing.
(Lyrics from genius)
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh, simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of
Oh, simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
[THE WARBLERS]
Somewhere only we know
[BLAINE with THE WARBLERS]
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
[THE WARBLERS]
And if you have a minute why don't we go
[BLAINE]
(Oooh! Ah-ah!)
[THE WARBLERS]
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
[BLAINE]
(Ha! Ah, ah, ow!)
[BLAINE with THE WARBLERS]
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
[BLAINE]
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Kurt gives a sad smile and waves to them. Blaine waves back before he walks away. We head inside so we can do our number. I smile when Kurt shows his shirt to us.
"I got a heads up about all of this" Kurt leads us to the stage "Now let's get this done!"
(Lyrics from genius)
[KURT]
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby
[TINA]
My mama told me when I was young
"We are all born superstars"
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
[MERCEDES]
"There's nothing wrong with loving who you are"
She said, "'Cause he made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up girl and you'll go far"
Listen to me when I say...
[NEW DIRECTIONS]
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
Oooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Oooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Right track, baby, I was born this way
[KURT]
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
[TINA]
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
[MERCEDES]
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
[KURT]
Don't be!
[TINA]
Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
[MERCEDES]
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M
I love my life, I love this record, and
Mi amore vole fe yah
[NEW DIRECTIONS]
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
Oooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Oooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Right track, baby, I was born this way
[KURT]
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're Orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby you were born this way
[NEW DIRECTIONS]
No matter gay, straight, or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or Orient-made
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born to be brave
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
Oooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Oooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Right track, baby, I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey
I look at everyone's shirts and see everything we are insecure or hate about ourselves. Quinn has Lucy caboosey and Santana has male parts on hers. I can see everyone looking at me. My mates are confused till they turn. Santana is the first to make a comment on it.
"Why that?" I do not respond immediately and look to the ground "Rach? You can talk to us"
"I...I could have done my nose but I really thought about it" I sigh and look up at her "I still feel like I am unlovable...everything in me says that I am even more since I am probably a pain and a burden to you all"
"Why are you a burden baby?" I look away "Rach why would you be a burden to us? How could you be?"
"Because I am...I mess the bed, I wear pull-ups, and I am always needing help" I feel tears start to fall "I feel like I have ruined your lives by being this way"
"You made my life more interesting" I look at Mercedes who is smiling "You have kept me on my toes when you are a little wolf"
"You have helped me realize I have more to my life" Finn smiles at me "You have given me reasons to want to be better and find a woman who will live me for me! A reason to be the best me I can be!"
"You have made me the best mom ever" I look at mom and sniffle "You have made me so happy baby girl"
"You have made us better people" I turn toward my mates who have their arms out open "Come here Rach"
"We love you baby" I run and hug them both "We love you so much baby girl"
"I love you!" The hold me tightly as I sob "I love you so much!"
I get hugs from the others and feel the love from them. Maybe I can be loveable as myself. I know I have things to fix but I will work on getting better. I will not try to change myself though.
Cause I am going to by myself and that is ok.
