Chapter 5: Ours

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Jane brought her hands up to cup Maura's face, wiping the tears away with her thumbs. "Did you really fuck yourself in the tent after I left?" she asked with a smirk.

Maura turned bright red, but she couldn't stop the smile that tugged at her lips. "Mmmhmm," she confirmed, rubbing Jane's back as they stared into each other's eyes. "Does that bother you?" she added nervously.

Jane laughed lightly. "No, I'm just sad I missed it," she teased. Then, more seriously, she added, "I'm really sorry that I ran and that I refused to talk about it. We could have…"

Maura pressed her finger against Jane's lips to silence her. Shaking her head, she said, "No, Jane. Don't do that. Yes, I've wanted to be with you for years, and part of me wishes that we would have talked sooner. But on the other hand, I think this is how it was supposed to happen. I mean, if we'd gotten together last summer, you wouldn't be pregnant, and as much as I hated watching you with Casey, I love this baby infinitely more." Maura dropped her hand from Jane's mouth and placed it against Jane's abdomen.

Tears burned at Jane's eyes again. "God, I hate pregnancy hormones," she whined, furiously trying to wipe away the tears. "I feel like all I do is cry and sleep."

Maura smiled and leaned in to kiss Jane's tear stained cheeks. "It won't last forever," she assured Jane before kissing her hard on the lips.

Jane leaned into the kiss, loving the feeling of Maura's lips moving against hers. All of Jane's concerns melted away as she pulled Maura closer. She could feel her heart beating hard in her chest and a rush of warmth flooded her body.

Maura moaned into the kiss when Jane pulled her flush against her body. She felt dizzy as everything that was Jane invaded her senses. The kiss tasted salty as their tears mixed together. Their bodies were so close that Maura could feel the heat radiating from Jane's body. Maura inhaled deeply through her nose, reveling in smell of lavender and something that was uniquely Jane. Her hands began to roam, seeking to touch every part of Jane that she could reach.

Jane's knees went weak, and they stumbled together towards the counter without breaking the kiss. Jane took advantage of Maura's surprise and slipped her tongue between Maura's kiss swollen lips. She could have died happy in that moment. The feeling of Maura's tongue against hers was like nothing she had ever felt before. Their movements were slow and loving, so unlike any of Jane's previous kisses. Jane was so used to the men she had been with dominating the kiss, but Maura wasn't like that. It was an equal push and pull, and Jane loved it.

When Maura slipped her hands under Jane's t-shirt, her stomach fluttered, and her breath hitched at the feeling of Jane's warm skin under her hands.

Jane was the first to break the kiss. They were both breathing hard, and their cheeks were flushed as their eyes met once again. "God," Jane breathed out. Maura smiled brightly at Jane's reaction, her hands still pressed against Jane's back as she tried to touch as much skin as possible. "Wanna move to the couch?" Jane whispered.

Maura nodded and reluctantly slid her hands out from under Jane's shirt. She took Jane's hand in hers and led her to the couch.

"You're amazing," Jane said reverently as they sat on the couch, their bodies as close together as possible.

"Jane, I love you so much," Maura said, reaching out to cup Jane's face. She loved how Jane's eyes fluttered shut at her touch.

"I love you, too," Jane replied slightly distractedly.

"How are you feeling?" Maura asked.

"Happy."

Maura smiled before adding, "I meant…"

But Jane knew what Maura meant. "I love you, Maura, and I want to show you how much, but…" Jane trailed off.

Maura leaned forward and gave Jane a soft, chaste kiss. "I love you, too, and the last thing I want is to rush anything. We don't have to do anything before you're ready. I want you to know that I'm ready when you are, though. I want this. I want you. I want everything with you. But I don't take any of this lightly, Jane. I want you to be sure…because…I'm not sure if I'll survive if we…this isn't a one-time thing for me."

"Oh, Maura," Jane said gently. "I'm all in. I want you. I want everything with you. This isn't a one-time thing for me either, and I'm not going to change my mind. It's not that I'm not ready for this, for you. I just…I'm exhausted, and I feel like shit, and I look like shit. I'm all bloated, and my boobs hurt. And none of that is sexy."

Maura smiled and kissed Jane again. "Then, we will wait," Maura said.

"I'm sorry."

But Maura shook her head. "You have nothing to be sorry about. I absolutely want to wait until you feel better, but for the record, I find you incredibly sexy," Maura said lovingly.

Jane snorted in disbelief, but Maura just smiled.

"You really have no idea, do you?" Maura asked.

"No idea about what?"

"What you do to me."

Maura was pleased at the smile that Jane failed to hide.

"Well, given what you do to me, I may have some idea," Jane teased.

"But I would love to just spend the afternoon together," Maura said. "Maybe with some cuddling on a day other than Friday."

"Mmm, I like that idea," Jane agreed. "Will you stay the night?"

"I'd love to," Maura said. "As long as you'll let me take care of you and this little one until you're feeling better."

"You've been taking care of us for weeks."

"Well, I hope that's just the start," Maura said.


Two weeks later

"Jane!" Maura said her girlfriend's name for the third time. "Jane!"

"Huh?" Jane said, lifting her gaze to meet Maura's eyes.

Maura raised her eyebrow in amusement. "Did you hear anything I just said?" she asked.

"Um…" Jane said, blushing hard.

Maura laughed and closed the folder in front of her before standing up from her desk. She moved to close both of her office doors before leaning against her desk in front of Jane. "You seem a little distracted," Maura said, trying to hide her laughter.

"I…" Jane tried before she paused. Suddenly, Jane stomped her foot and whined, "Well, you're the one who wore…that." She waved her hand in front of Maura's chest in frustration.

Maura looked down as though she didn't remember what she had put on this morning. She would never admit it, but she may have specifically selected this outfit to get Jane's attention. They had officially been dating for two weeks, but they still hadn't had sex, despite sharing a bed every night. Maura was more than willing to wait until Jane was ready, but she had noticed over the last few days that Jane's energy was returning and her eyes started wandering…a lot.

It was now Friday afternoon, and they were both hoping to leave by 5pm to head back to Maura's for their usual Friday night movie night.

Maura looked back at Jane with a smirk. She folded her arms in front of her chest, surreptitiously pushing her breasts up slightly.

"Maura!" Jane whined.

"What?" Maura asked in mock innocence.

"What're you trying to do to me?"

"I'm literally just standing here," Maura countered, but she was also enjoying watching Jane's face redden and her eyes dilate with arousal.

Jane stepped into Maura's space, wiping the smirk from Maura's face. Jane leaned down, her face less than an inch away from Maura's. Maura's breath hitched in response. "I think you know exactly what you're doing," Jane said so quietly that Maura would have missed it if they hadn't been so close together.

Now it was Maura's turn to be flustered. Heat flooded her body, and she felt a rush of wetness between her legs. "I…" she tried. "I…I need to go home," she said so fast that it was barely understandable.

Jane laughed and kissed Maura's cheek before standing up to her full height again. She reached around Maura and grabbed the folder with the autopsy report that Maura had been explaining before Jane got distracted by her cleavage. She paused to whisper into Maura's ear, "I have plans for you tonight, Dr. Isles. I hope you're ready."

Maura groaned and closed her eyes as she felt Jane move away from her. She should not be this turned on at work. She didn't open her eyes until she heard Jane open her office door.

"Five?" Jane asked with a mischievous grin as she stepped into the hallway.

"Five," Maura squeaked in confirmation.

When Jane disappeared into the elevator, Maura let out a shaky breath and buried her face in her hands. She only had to get through another 30 minutes, but she wasn't entirely sure she would make it.

Somehow, she made it – albeit very uncomfortably – and she was now driving them back to her house, trying her best to stay within the speed limit.

Jane's entire body was vibrating in anticipation. As she moved into her second trimester of her pregnancy, her libido had skyrocketed. Previously, Maura's existence had pretty much been enough to turn her on; now, she felt like she was permanently aroused and just being in the same room with Maura was almost enough to make her come.

Jane snuck her hand across the center console, and her fingers started drawing idle patterns on Maura's thigh. She felt more than saw Maura squirm in her seat. As they got closer to home, Jane's fingers got bolder, moving further up Maura's thigh. She traced the crease where Maura's thigh met her hip, and even though she was only touching Maura over her clothing, it sent jolts of excitement through Jane.

By the time she pulled into her driveway, Maura was just relieved that they had made it home without crashing. She barely put her car in park before throwing half her body over the console to pull Jane into a searing kiss. When Jane moaned in response, images on their camping trip flooded her mind. She broke the kiss, already out of breath, and whispered seductively, "In the house. Now."

They nearly tripped over each other as they hurried into the house. "Fuck!" Maura cursed into the kiss when Jane pinned her against the wall. Her hands grasped desperately at Jane's blazer, trying to get it off but struggling in her haste. She was struggling to contain herself, and she was shaking as arousal coursed through her.

Their kiss was wet, sloppy, and rough, but Jane couldn't get enough. The sounds coming from the woman in her arms were making Jane's head spin. She pressed her body against Maura's, trapping Maura against the wall.

Jane's blazer hitting the floor brought Maura's attention back to reality. She brought her hands up to cup Jane's face and push her back slightly so that she could look into Jane's eyes. They were still so close together that their breaths mingled, warm against their cheeks. Maura tried to memorize every inch of Jane's face – from her jet-black eyes to her swollen, wet lips to her rosy cheeks.

"Are you okay?" Jane asked under her breath, slightly concerned that Maura had stopped them.

Maura nodded with a small smile playing at her lips. "I'm…wonderful," she whispered. "And I'm so aroused right now, but Jane, are you sure you're ready? I don't want to…"

Jane closed the distance between them, kissing Maura with passion for a few moments before pulling back. "I am ready. God, Maur, you have no fucking idea how ready I am. In fact, this will probably be a little embarrassing."

Maura's smile grew, and she pushed off the wall. "Then, let's do this right," Maura said. "We'll have plenty of time to have sex in every room of the house, but I want our first time to be in our bed."

Maura took Jane's hand and led her up to her bedroom…their bedroom. As she closed the bedroom door behind her, she suddenly felt unexpectedly nervous. Jane noticed instantly.

"Hey," she said quietly, reaching out to take Maura's hands in hers. She pulled Maura towards her and wrapped her arms around Maura's shoulders. Maura returned the embrace, slipping her arms around Jane's waist. Jane kissed Maura lightly before continuing, "I know we've both built this up in our heads, but you don't need to be nervous. I love you so much – it's kinda ridiculous. Even if we stumble at first, we can do anything together. I can't imagine any scenario where that's not true for this, too."

"I know you're right," Maura said softly, her eyes flitting between Jane's eyes and her lips. "I just don't want to mess this up."

"You won't," Jane said with a gentle shake of her head. "Maybe it'll be awkward or maybe it'll be great. Either way, we have forever ahead of us to figure it out together."

"I love you," Maura said, leaning in for a kiss.

Jane deepened the kiss as she reached behind Maura, searching for the zipper of her dress. She slowly slid it down before trailing her hand back up the newly exposed skin, sending a shiver down Maura's spine. Jane splayed her hand on the warm skin of Maura's back, pulling the other woman impossibly closer.

Maura hummed into the kiss. Her nerves were quickly pushed aside by her growing arousal. She tugged Jane's shirt from her pants and pulled it off over her head. She broke the kiss as she dropped Jane's shirt off to the side, and her eyes trailed down Jane's tanned abdomen. Her eyes scanned over Jane's plain black bra. She could already see Jane's tightened nipples straining against the fabric. Maura's heart swelled with love as she reached out and gently ran her hand over Jane's barely visible baby bump.

Jane placed both hands over Maura's on her belly. She let Maura look as long as she wanted. When Maura met her eyes again, Jane could see the unshed tears in her eyes. Maura opened and closed her mouth a few times as though she was trying to say something, but Jane knew what Maura couldn't say. Without removing her hands from where they were holding Maura's in place, Jane leaned in for another kiss, trying to pour as much love into the kiss as she could.

When Jane's lips met hers again, Maura felt her stomach jump into her throat as she fought to keep her tears from falling. Heat was rising in her body, and she slipped her hand out from under Jane's. Maura stepped back and let her dress fall from her shoulders. She picked it up where it pooled around her ankles and neatly laid it across the bench at the foot of her bed before reaching for Jane's belt buckle. Within minutes, they were both stripped down to their bras and panties.

Maura stepped back against Jane, pressing their naked skin together for the first time – it sent her head spinning. Jane was warm and soft against her, but she also felt strong and safe. Maura had never felt more loved in her entire life. She leaned onto her toes and wrapped her arms around Jane's neck, pulling her in for a bruising kiss. They stood like that – intertwined in the middle of the room – for long minutes.

Maura was the first to pull back. She gave Jane another quick peck before moving to unmake the bed. They silently slipped into their usual sides before meeting in the middle.

Maura brushed her hand through Jane's hair before trailing it down her shoulder and eventually breaking it around to trace the outline of Jane's bra. Jane's breath hitched and her eyes fluttered shut as Maura's touch sent tingles through her body. Her back arched into the touch, pressing against Maura.

"I'm so sensitive," Jane whined.

Maura rolled them so that she was straddling Jane's hips just below her baby bump. "You'll tell me if I do anything that feels uncomfortable, right?" Maura asked as her hands resumed tracing Jane's bra.

"Yeah…it's…god, that feels good," Jane moaned, her eyes slipping closed as the sensations bombarded her body. "But I…um…my boobs get sore easily. Usually, I like when…" Jane trailed off and waved her hand in front of her chest. "But right now, it doesn't take much to move from feeling good to too much."

"Okay, I'll be careful," Maura whispered, leaning forward to kiss Jane. "But tell me if I do something that doesn't feel good. Can I take off your bra?"

"Yeah," Jane said breathlessly, and Maura smiled to herself.

Maura reached underneath Jane and unclasped her bra before pulling it from her shoulders. She tossed it aside before leaning forward and gently running her tongue around the stiff peak of Jane's nipple.

Jane moaned loudly and arched into the touch. "Shit, Maur, that…ugh, god, that feels so good," she whimpered as Maura continued lavishing her chest with attention. She was so used to guys roughly palming her breasts or sucking on them hard – and usually Jane liked that – but she couldn't believe how good Maura's mouth felt against her sore breasts.

Maura hummed as she gently sucked on Jane's nipple. The sounds Jane was making were driving her insane. She couldn't believe how close she was, and they had barely done anything.

Jane's hands slid around Maura's back as she continued to play with Jane's breasts. Jane unclasped Maura's bra, and Maura paused her ministrations just long enough to throw it off before returning her mouth to Jane's chest.

Jane cupped Maura's chin and pulled her face up to hers, kissing her hard. Her other arm wrapped around Maura's back and pulled her down so that their fronts were pressed together. The feeling of Maura's breasts brushing against hers sent a flood of heat and moisture to her center.

Their bodies slowly started moving against each other as they continued kissing. Suddenly, Jane shifted under Maura so that she could press her thigh between Maura's legs. Maura gasped as the pressure of Jane's thigh against her center sent a wave of pleasure through her. "Fuck," Maura moaned, burying her face in the crook of Jane's neck.

Jane held Maura close, kissing her cheek, shoulder, and neck as their hips found an easy rhythm.

"God, Maur, I'm…" Jane whined, slightly embarrassed at how close she was already.

"Me, too," Maura groaned, grinding harder against Jane's leg. Maura turned her head to kiss the shell of Jane's ear. "Come for me," she whispered before nipping lightly at Jane's earlobe.

Jane's body instantly froze. Her back arched off the bed, and her grip tightened almost painfully around Maura, as wave after wave of pleasure coursed through her body. Her skin was on fire, and her core was pulsing around nothing.

Just as Jane's orgasm started to pass, Maura's hit. She cried out as she ground hard against Jane's thigh. Every nerve ending in her body was exploding with pleasure, and she was holding onto Jane as though her life depended on it. The physical and emotional sensations were overwhelming as the reality of the moment hit her hard. She collapsed, panting hard in Jane's arms.

Neither of them moved as they recovered, tangled in a pile of limbs in the middle of the bed. When Maura's breathing started to return to normal, she lifted her head and kissed Jane softly. Jane's arms tightened around Maura as her fingers drew idle patterns on her back. Maura rested her forehead against Jane's, their noses brushing against each other and their breaths tickling each other's faces.

"That was…" Maura started softly.

"…amazing," Jane finished for her.

"Perfect," Maura added.

"Mmm," Jane hummed in agreement. "But there's so much more I want to do."

Maura smiled into another kiss, letting Jane know that she wanted that too.

Jane rolled them so that she was on top. She sat up onto her knees between Maura's legs. "Can I?" she asked, hooking her fingers into the waistband of Maura's panties.

"Please," Maura pleaded.

Jane slowly pulled down Maura's panties, her eyes following their path. She slipped them over Maura's feet and dropped them off the side of the bed before unceremoniously removing her own. She sat between Maura's legs once again and her gaze returned to Maura. Her heart swelled with love and heat coiled in her belly at the sight in front of her. Maura's hair was mussed, and she had a silly smile on her face. Her fingers were unconsciously drawing circles over her breasts, flicking her tight nipples every few minutes.

Jane slid her hands up Maura's thighs and over her hips. Her fingers danced across the sensitive skin just below Maura's breasts. "Will you show me?" Jane asked.

"Show you?" Maura asked, her eyebrows narrowing in confusion.

"What you did in the tent?"

Maura's eyes widened in surprise, but they fluttered shut when Jane's fingers tickled the bottom of her full breasts.

"Will you?" Jane repeated.

Maura swallowed thickly before nodding. The idea of Jane watching her masturbate turned her on immensely.

When Jane sat back, removing her hands from Maura's body, Maura forced herself to meet Jane's gaze. Keeping her eyes glued on Jane's, Maura began massaging her breasts with her hands. She tried to maintain eye contact for as long as possible, but when she saw Jane start to touch herself as she watched Maura, Maura groaned and threw her head back against the pillow.

Jane had never seen anything hotter than Maura splayed in front of her touching herself. Jane didn't even realize that her own hands had moved to play with her breasts while she watched Maura do the same.

Maura's hips bucked when she gave her nipples a particularly hard pinch. Her right hand slowly trailed across her stomach, her abdominal muscles twitching at the touch.

Jane moaned loudly when Maura's fingers slipped between her legs. The sound mixed with Maura's breathy moan as she began circling her clit. Jane shifted, pressing her legs together, as she watched Maura. Maura's left hand continued to play with her breasts while her right parted her swollen flesh down below.

Uninhibited noises flew from Maura's lips as she picked up the pace of her fingers between her legs. She circled her clit in increasingly tight circles before switching to circle her opening, her hips bucking up against her hand. When her legs started to tremble, she forced herself to open her eyes to look at Jane.

Jane's eyes were glued to Maura's center. She could see Maura's arousal dripping from between her folds and down her fingers, and Jane knew she was just as wet – probably ruining Maura's sheets.

"Oh, Jane," Maura moaned as she tried to continue watching Jane. Jane's eyes flicked up to meet hers before moving back to watch her fingers. Maura decided to forego the pillow over her face (Jane wouldn't know it wasn't exactly what she had done in the tent) in favor of watching Jane watch her.

"Fuck!" Jane cursed when Maura thrust two fingers into herself.

As she drove herself closer and closer to the edge, Maura found it impossible to keep her eyes open. Her hips were moving erratically as she pumped into herself as fast and hard as she could. She was so lost in her growing arousal that she didn't notice that Jane had moved until the other woman was hovering over her. Her hand slowed, and her eyes flew open in surprise. Jane gave her a quick kiss, which she wasn't able to return through her heavy breathing.

Jane brought her hand to cup Maura's hand between her legs. "Can I?" she asked huskily.

Maura nodded and slipped her hand out. She was still looking into Jane's eyes when Jane thrust three fingers into her.

"Fuck!" Maura cried as her eyes slammed shut, and her hips jerked up violently.

Jane didn't waste any time, working furiously between Maura's legs. The feeling of Maura's warm juices dripping down her fingers and hand combined with her inner walls twitching around Jane's fingers was driving Jane insane.

Maura reached up, holding onto Jane as she tried to remain grounded, but as Jane's fingers curled against her front wall, hitting her favorite spot over and over again, Maura was quickly becoming unraveled.

"Jane. Jane. Jane," Maura chanted, unsure if she was asking for Jane to push her over the edge or if she was worshipping Jane's skills. Either way, her climax was curling inside her to an almost painful level.

Jane watched the pleasure play out on Maura's face as her orgasm got closer and closer, Jane pressed down hard on Maura's clit at the same time she gave a particularly hard thrust against her g-spot. Jane saw the moment that Maura fell over the edge, and she instantly decided that she wanted to relive this moment over and over again for the rest of her life.

Maura's mouth formed a perfect "O" as she cried out in pleasure. Her body pressed against Jane's, and her center pulsed around Jane's fingers, trying to pull them impossibly deeper. In the moment, Maura could no longer tell where her body ended and Jane's began. She had never felt more connected to another person in her entire life.

As Maura slowly came back to earth, Jane withdrew her fingers and wrapped her arms around Maura, holding her close. Maura cuddled into Jane, loving the closeness and warmth of her lover.

Maura didn't even realize that she had drifted off to sleep until she woke up much later. She blinked the sleep away from her eyes as she tried to orient herself. At some point, they had moved, and Jane was now spooning her from behind, her arms holding Maura close. It was late…or maybe early…and Jane had apparently turned off the lights and covered them with the sheet. Maura could feel Jane breathing deeply against her neck.

Maura slowly turned in Jane's arms, trying not to wake the other woman, but she was unsuccessful. Jane's eyes fluttered open as Maura faced her. She smiled softly at Maura, offering a hoarse, "Hey."

"Hi," Maura whispered, reaching up to push Jane's curls off her face. "Sorry, I fell asleep."

Jane chuckled lightly. "I took it as a compliment," she teased.

"I didn't even get to touch you," Maura pouted.

"Mmm, well, I was thinking…what do you have planned for tomorrow…er, today?"

"The only thing I have planned is to spend the day with you," Maura answered, a hint of confusion evident in her voice.

"I think we should stay here…in bed…All. Day. Long," Jane said with a smirk.

Maura laughed. "I could be amenable to that idea," she said. "And if we need a change of scenery, there's always the tub."

Jane smiled brightly and leaned in for a kiss. "Then, let's get some sleep. You'll need your energy," she said.

Maura laughed in between kisses. "I love you so much, Jane."

"I love you, too, Maur."


A/N: Alright, so I had originally planned for this to be the last chapter, but as I was writing it, I came up with a scene that really should be an epilogue (rather than an add on to this chapter). So, now, this story will have one more chapter (the epilogue), and I'm still planning to eventually do the sequel.