Jon POV

I couldn't be happier when I felt the door close behind me my hands automatically going to the fire to warm them. Finally being able to feel the blood move through me again I took a seat and began to eat "This came for you" Pyp nodded "I was told and I quote a letter for the bastard"

Grabbing it I stared at the Sigel, a smile coming over me "Why the smile Jon?" Grenn grunted between chewing.

Breaking the stamp I began unrolling the parchment of paper and looked at the handwriting I knew better than my own eyesight "Who is it?" Sam asked "Oh is it Lady Falls?" he asked his eyebrows wiggling suggestively.

"Lady Falls?" Grenn asked

I glared at Sam "Sorry I didn't know it was a secret"

"It's not I guess" I shrugged

"Lady Falls, Lady falls?" Pyp thought "Oh the castle that fell to rubble, its on the way right"

"Right" I nodded

"Sad what happened to them" he nodded "Only three Fall's children left right?"

"Aye, can I read the letter now or is there more questions?" I wondered

"Oh okay lover boy" Pyp put his hand up in surrender "Read away I won't say another word but one last question"

"What Pyp?" I signed

"Her tits what they like" he smirked wiggling his eyebrows

"You know you'll pay for that comment right"

"Worth it" he shrugged "I'm done now" he nodded returning to eating.

My Beloved Jon,

I have stared at this parchment for days, weeks and sadly months and nothing I thought could sum up what I feel and what I need to say. I hate that you have left. I hate that I am here. I hate that days will pass and slowly without seeing you I'll forget what you'll look like. I hate that you felt the way you did and because so you left and swore an oath I know you won't disgrace.

This place is horrid. Sansa has lost the plot, your father is loosing his hair and Arya well she might be the only one benefiting with Sword practice. I walk around with a hole that can only be filled with you around.

I walk around for hours alone until returning to my bedchambers where I am up staring at the moon knowing you are staring at it too. It's my connection to you my hope that maybe one day I'll see you again, hold you again god kiss those lips again.

The thought of you there has literally brought me ill, I fear for your life and you beg me to forget you? To move on, find someone. I will find no one and you will not reply ever again telling me too. I LOVE YOU JON SNOW. Learn it, say it, until it soaks into your mind because the thought of choosing someone else, well you my as well pierce my heart and lay me to rest

Yours Truly,

Lillian Falls

I smirked as I put it down holding back tears of emotion "Excuse me"

"Jon" Sam frowned

"No it's okay I just wish to reply" Sam nodded and I left the table I hated she felt so sick without me but I understood she was the one thing that kept me on my toes and the one thing that made me believe I could survive.

Lillian falls POV

"LILLIAN" Lifting my head from the book in my hand I stared at a worried screaming Arya "Something wrong?"

"What you mean?" I frowned

"Lannister soldiers came to collect me instead of our own and than they began to fight Syrio he told me to run to you, he told us to run" Syrio was a man of honour, nodding I ran into my chambers grabbing the box under my bed.

"Do you have needle?" I questioned

"In the stables" She muttered

Pulling out my bow I strapped it onto my back with my arrows I had made over my stay "Been busy?"

"Move it Arya, go to the stables, grab Needle I will find Sansa, stay hidden if I don't come out run do you hear me head north and head towards it fast" I nodded.

Helping Arya out to the stables I watched her run, hearing the sound of armour hitting itself. Hiding behind the wall I looked out only to see Stark soldier bleeding on the ground and Lannisters Soldiers blocking Sansa door.

Rubbing my face I let out a silent huff and retreated to the stables. Finding Arya wasn't hard she was shaking "Arya?"

"Soldiers" she pointed "Our people"

"Shh" I whispered pulling her to my chest

"Lady Falls we've been looking for you" Turning I looked at the soldier wielding a sword "Lady Stark you too" his smile was sickling.

"Arya grab needle" I whispered

"Oh yes run little girl run" he mocked

Pushing Arya behind me "GO ARYA" I yelled only hearing her feet run off fast.

"Queen wants you alive" he nodded approaching me "But I feel like before I hand you in I might have a taste" his tongue licked his lips.

Taking one step back I grabbed my arrow spinning my bow around, gripping it in my hand I adjusted the arrow and in one quick breath released the arrow the sound of choking hit my ears, walking over "I'd let you keep the arrow but I kind of need it, sorry you couldn't have a taste" Pulling the arrow out of his throat I watched him choke on his own blood, drowning in it.

Putting the arrow back into my leather quiver I ran to find Arya, I felt someone bump into me falling to the ground, looking down it was Arya her hands covered in blood, lifting her up I didn't say a word as I gripped her hand, running through the capital.

I found a small place out of sight and hid Arya behind me, the night was quite warm but it was no place for us to be "Lillian I-I-I"

"You killed someone" she nodded "Come here" pulling her to my chest "Sleep Arya, I'll watch over until morning"

"Okay" she whispered shutting her eyes cuddling into my side.

Pass two days we had stayed hidden and out of sight, Soldiers were searching for us but we didn't stay in the same place we kept moving "Arya can you stay hidden?" I asked

"Where you going?"

"To see if I can find your Father"

"What if they capture you Lillian"

"Than Run Arya and don't look back, go north and than when you have Robb come get us"

Arya nodded "Love you Lillian"

"Love you too Arya" Kissing her forehead I stepped out of our hiding place, keeping my head down I walked through the people none taking notice of me or my appearance.

I saw Lord Varys talking to a few people creeping around the back I waited until he was alone before jumping out grabbing him a dagger to his throat "Get me to Ned Stark and you'll live"

"As you wish Lady Falls but I would have done it if you asked nicely" he muttered

"I trust no one"

"Good now come milady" Removing the dagger I allowed Lord Varys to take me through pipes and tunnels. I was surprised when I got in, the guard taking a payment my grip never left my dagger.

The sound of groans got to me it brought chills to my bones holding the torch "This is his" nodding the door opened and once I saw it was Ned I ran I didn't care if anyone seen.

I fell to my knees scraping it against the cold cement, wrapping my arms around his body holding on with all the strength I could master, Lord Stark held me back just as tight "Lillian" he whispered "They told me you died"

Pulling back "As if they could kill me" I faked a smile "Why are you in here?" I whispered,

"Joffrey isn't the true Heir to the throne" I frowned at his words "Jaimie Lannister is his father. There is officially no true Heir to the throne"

"So an incest bastard sit on the throne" I hissed angrily "And because you found out his going to kill you"

"The boy does not know to him his father was Robert, a drunk!" Ned signed

"So why?"

"Queen called me a traitor…said I wanted the throne for myself"

I shook my head "No, you'll be beheaded… Not going to let that happen. I'm going to get you out of here" I nodded standing to my feet

"You can't Lillian" he signed, "I'm going to take the black, only way Sansa and Arya survive"

"They only have Sansa, Arya is with me!" I whispered "He won't let you I know Joffrey he won't let you. He will kill you" I shook my head "I can't lose you, I can't I can't lose my father"

The light from the fire danced on his face and I stared as his emotion soften "Taking you and the twins in was one of the best choices I made, the three of you came into my life as an addition and I couldn't imagine my life without use in it…and if I could I'd have you wed Jon, I would Lillian I would have you marrying him and have his children and being happy"

Tears began to build "Please bury you honour and run with me, help me get Sansa and run with us"

"I can't" he gripped my cheek "You're strong, smart and brave. I will not Gamble Sansa life nor will I let my family be marked traitors"

"We shouldn't have left" I whispered "We should have told that drunk best friend of yours to go home"

"Lillian I need to tell you something, something important"

"What?" I whispered

"Jon his mother who she is"

I frowned "Who?" I waited all my life for this answer

"When I found my sister she was having a child, she died having him" he signed "Jon is not a bastard, his a Targaryen"

"You mean to say his mother is Lady Lyanna? Your sister? Why didn't you?"

"Robert chased and killed Targaryen's I promised my sister I would raise him as my own"

"Well it means nothing to me, his Jon just Jon" I stated

"And I have loved you for always being protective of him, loving him for his nature and not his name…if Joffrey disgrace his word than tell him when you see him and only him"

"Ned"

"Promise me"

I gulped "I promise," the tear finally falling "I can't lose you"

"You'll never lose me I'll always be with you, If I die I'm just going to see my sister, your parents everyone important…will watch over you Lillian, just protect yourself "

"I love you father"

He smirked "And I you daughter, now go escape get out of here. Tell them I love them and I am proud of all of them…and Lillian you're a stark to me"

Pulling him into a hug I held on tightly before Ned started pushing me away "Go before they find you in here, go" Knocking on the gate it was open, I didn't wait for Varys I ran and ran fast.

….

"Lillian…Lillian" Snapping open my eyes Arya was standing over me "The people are moving"

"Arya its time" I whispered gripping her hand "Head down you hear me"

Arya nodded, we travelled through lanes ways until we saw the crowd gathering. Putting our head down we pushed through the people "Up here" Looking up Arya climbed the statue; I sat on it hoping no guard would see us.

The crowd erupted with the word traitor as Ned came out. I watched as he climbed the stairs his eyes finding us "I am Eddard Stark Lord of Winterfell and hand of the king" he stopped looking at Sansa.

"Please" I begged

"I come before you to confess my treason in the sights of gods and man, I betrayed the faith of my king and the trust of my friend Robert, I swore to defend and protect his children but before his blood ran cold I plotted to kill his son and take the throne myself" a rock hit him in the face.

Gripping my dagger "Let the high Septon and Baelor the blessed bear witness to what I say. Joffrey Baratheon is the one true heir to the Iron Throne, by the Grace of all the gods, Lord of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm"

Biting the inside of my gums "As we sin, so do we suffer. This man has confessed his crimes in sight of Gods and men. The Gods are just but beloved Baelor taught us they could also be merciful. What is to be done with this traitor, Your Grace?"

My eyes turned to Joffrey I could kill him now one easy shot and his dead "My mother wishes me to let Lord Eddard join The Night's Watch. Stripped of all titles and powers, he would serve the realm in permanent exile. And My Lady Sansa has begged mercy for her father. But they have the soft hearts of women. So long as I am your King, treason shall never go unpunished. Ser Ilyn, bring me his head!"

"Kill the traitor"

"Finish him"

I watched Ser Ilyn move forward putting his mask on and drawing the sword "Ice" I muttered "No" killing a man with his own sword.

"No" Arya whispered

The crowd erupted in screams, Sansa begging, the queen begging. Arya was grabbed looking down it was a night watch soldier "Don't look" he yelled

"Let me go, let me go" Arya cried

"Shut your mouth and look at me" standing to my full sight blocking out the sounds off traitor being yelled throughout the kingdom I waited, refusing to look away and in one swift move Lord Eddard Stark bowed his head and he was gone.

Jumping down "Take her, Take her to the wall" I begged the man in black "Arya go with him do you hear me?"

Her eyes were filled with tears "What about you?"

"I'm going to get Sansa but if I fail go to Jon tell him I love him and I'm sorry, you'll be safe there"

"Lily" wrapping my arms around her

"GO" I yelled

He picked her up taking her away and I headed towards Lord Stark body, I wanted two people life, I wanted their blood on my hands but I couldn't I had to get to Sansa, I had to be smart.

Getting passed the guards I ran to Sansa who was passed out on the ground picking her up I held her in my lap "Lady Falls good to see you back" Joffrey laughed.

"The North remembers!" I hissed

"Let them Remember" he smirked

"North will come and you will fall"

"Take her to her bed chambers and don't let her come out until I call for her, Sansa to the great hall we have other jobs to do" The knights pulled us apart, the hound gripping my arm tightly pushing me away from Sansa.

Lowering my head "You serve that little cunt" I hissed

"I…I do, keep your dagger hidden only use if necessary and you dare try to use it on me girly" He pushed me into the bed chambers "I'll have your life" The hound slammed the door behind me.

This room was high up there would be no way of escaping. Taking a seat on the bed I looked around the room it had wood. Going over to the chair I began breaking them and carving into them.

The sound of knocking on the door occurred placing the dagger under my dress I waited for it to be opened "Oh right your not allowed out" Joffrey voice mocked behind the door "Here I come"

I stared at the yellow hair prick in front of me a boy trying to be a king, he has no backbone what so ever I could take his life and be happy with the actions, but for Sansa state I remained still.

"Lady Falls I have something for you" he clicked his hand and I was grabbed by his knight "Reminder her to use her manners" I felt the first blows to the face, I winched in pain as the next few hits followed, the face being the main target "You yield" he questioned.

Grabbing his guards arm I pulled it behind his back pressing my knee into his shoulder "AHHH" he yelled

"Leave me alone or I'll break it!" I hissed spitting out blood that poured down my face.

"Fuck you Slut" pressing harder I felt the crack, he groaned in pain as I kicked him away from me

"Are you done your grace?" I spat standing to my feet my face hurting from the blows

"That will do" Joffrey smiled "Rest easy Lady Falls, because this won't be the last time you get treated like this"

"Until then my grace" I nodded

"Hmm until then" he smirked.

The knight left and the sound of yelling outside I hope I broke his arm, frowning I took a seat on the bed grabbing the cloth I held it to my lip to try and stop the bleeding.