The sound of armour rattling hit my ears, dropping the wood I grabbed my bow readying the arrows I had made from the living quarters furniture, I couldn't tell you how many suns had risen and fell, but I could tell you how many people I had fought off in this room.

The door opened and I released the arrow "Milady I mean no harm" A voice yelled as the arrow bounced above the doorway. My eyes travelled to the yellow hair imp "Please lower your arrow"

"No" I hissed, "What is it you want?"

"Want I want nothing but a conversation…. I didn't know you were in here"

"And now you do" I glared

He signed holding his arms up in surrender "Bronn leave us" he nodded to a tall man who stepped out "Milady I promise you I did not know of what Joffrey had done, to our knowledge you had escaped with Arya. Sansa is the one who told me"

"Is she okay?" I mumbled

"She is breathing"

"Has he harmed her?"

"Today yes but I stopped it I promise you Lady Falls"

"Promise me what?" I shrugged

"I will do my best to protect her"

"Why? What do you want?" I hissed, "Did you want to try and kill me and claim King fucking Joffrey bounty because like any of the others you will be the one who dies"

"He put a bounty on your head" The imp growled "That little cunt"

"If you're not here for game what is it you want?" I questioned

"First I want to get you checked out by a Maester you're covered in blood and bruises…have you eaten my lady?"

"I get feed once a week"

"What?" he growled, "I will put an end to this but you need to trust me"

"Trust you why should I? Worse mistake I'll make is trusting anyone here!"

"I don't blame you for thinking like that, looks like you've taken a few hits to the face" He signed "But I'm the only one who's going to get you out of here"

"Here this room? Or here this fucking city?"

"Hopefully both but firstly this room but before I do I'm going to get my hand maiden in here you will bath and eat and than will come and check on you…I swear to you this ends now"

"Why you doing this?"

"In hope your adoptive brother stops this war"

"Lord Tyrion what are the North words"

"The North remembers," he signed

"You're better off teaching a blind man to see than to stop Robb" I shrugged "Your beloved king fucked up, I know Robb he will march until his dead"

"What of a trade, what is we gave him Sansa?"

"Than most probably he would calm he'd probably give you your brother but Joffrey won't let her go to him she's a toy and that incest prick never good at letting things go"

The imp laughed "You remind me of your father, sharp tongue and strong headed"

"Well most people say I'm like my mother but I guess I can see why you think I'm like my father"

"I am sorry for all of this"

"Your name is not upon my list, I am trusting you" lowering the arrow I had pointed at his head "Do not fail me because If I die what will come for you and your family you won't survive"

"I will not fail you" The imp backed away out of the room and left me on my own. I couldn't tell you how long I had been in here but I've heard the celebrations of Joffrey name day, I heard the scream of peasants and the whispers of birds. I was unknown but I will not be for much longer.

"My name is shay by the way" the handmaiden scrubbed my back "I'm also Sansa hand maiden" I winced as she touched the cut on my back the Maester has closed up.

"Is she okay?" I whispered

"She is but how are you?" she asked "I see you are big in the stomach area, you are with child?"

Lillian sat in her bed crafting the wood into an arrow to use. The moon alight the sky and Lillian huffed a hasty breath she hated being captured, she hated being hungry.

Looking down at her stomach Lillian smiled "Shh little one" as the baby inside kicked at her voice "Mummy will protect you I promise" In return Lillian unborn child kicked happily against her.

Nothing like the feel of a baby inside you, growing and kicking it was a gift from the gods and Lillian was more than happy to be having Jon kid, something she could hold onto, something that reminded her of him.

"Hello Milady" Lillian jumped to her feet staring at the man in front of her whom wore a sick smile "Quite a bounty for such a little thing…or shall I say big thing" he smirked "Does little prince know you're with baby, maybe there is more money for it"

Lillian gripped her dagger given to her by Jon "I'm going to kill you"

"We will see" he chuckled approaching Lillian sword in hand "Don't' worry though I'll drag it out"

"You're a sick bastard!" Lillian stated

They both began circling each other Lillian eyes were watching his feet as well as his eyes, as he swung she was able to miss it "Hmm I won't miss next time" Lillian frowned at the man in front of her.

The sword moved slicing Lillian arm, Lillian grunted in pain as he kicked her stomach. "Hmm I should rape you first" he chuckled jumping down gripping Lillian hand banging it on the ground until the dagger fell.

Lillian fought but the weight was too much, he began ripping at her dress pulling himself out "No" Lillian roared, "Get away from me"

The man laughed before pushing himself into her, his grunting mixed with Lillian pleads but it didn't stop him he continued to press into Lillian harder and harder. The man laughed and moaned when Lillian closed her eyes not wanting to look at him he punched her right in the stomach, the wind getting knocked out of her.

Lillian reached out gripping something heavy "FUCK YOU" she yelled smashing him in the head, he fell off her his member slipping out. Lillian picked up his sword cutting his stiff penis off "You fucking CUNT" Lillian yelled as she stabbed him over and over again with his own sword.

I shook my head "I was, I bleed after being attacked," I whispered

"Milady"

"Call me Lily please"

"I'm sorry Lily, that why your sheets are red? Why you were covered in blood? Why your clothes are ripped?"

"Yes, I don't think it survived the punch I haven't felt it move but I did bleed…. enough about this I do not wish to think of my loss please tell me about Sansa"

"She is playing the game, she will survive this"

"I hope so, can you give her something for me?" I questioned,

"Yes"

Getting out of the bath I headed to the table and began to write. When I was done I folded it up and passed it to her "Thank you shay"

"Lord Tyrion got you these clothes to wear lily"

"Thank you, you may go now" Shay bowed her head before leaving. Grabbing the clothes I began to dress myself it felt good to bath and wash the blood away. The Maester came in muttering as he assed me.

"Sorry for what has happened"

"People are always sorry, maybe you should stop being sorry and stop what's happening before it happens" I whispered back.

"Hmm if only it was that easy" he nodded

"Milady we have brought you food" turning to Lord Tyrion "You're looking better already"

"Thank you" I nodded "You are the new hand be careful they're being killed off for speaking the truth"

He smirked "I will do well to play the game well"

"We didn't wish to play you know that right Lord Stark just wanted to go home, he didn't want to leave in the first place…We shouldn't have left"

"You'd all be alive" The Maester left us alone "Do you mind if I eat with you?" he asked

"Sure" I shrugged

Picking up a piece of warm chicken I waited until Tyrion ate and than I followed with him, my stomach was grateful for the food "I was informed of your um pregnancy congratulations its Jon's right?"

"Um was his I lost the child" I looked down

"What do you mean?" he asked

"I told you every night I fought for my life, I didn't know I was pregnant until I hadn't bleed and than I felt it move and it gave me the passion to fight all over again but than on my last fight I got a few blows to the stomach"

"What knight?" he asked

"The knight is dead I slit his throat and repeatedly stabbed him in the stomach and pushed him out the tower window"

"No one has found a body though" Tyrion frowned

Lifting my head "Of course they haven't the people are hungry, they stripped him off his armour probably burnt it down and sold it, they butchered him and I guess they ate"

Lord Tyrion eyes went wide "I am sorry"

"Seems to be your favourite word, I do not care for it. People have been sorry to me all they're life and I do not wish to hear it any longer. Family or not, blood or not when the time comes I will have your sister head and I will kill her son Joffrey"

"What of her other son and daughter"

"They have done nothing, they are innocent and its probably safe you send them away far, far away where they can be safe, at least the princess if not the prince"

"So you want those dead who have wronged you"

"That's right and Joffrey is on the top of my fucking list Lord Tyrion" My anger was boiling "He swung a sword at Arya, got Lady killed. Beheaded my adoptive father, laid a hand on Sansa and now killed my unborn child, a mother fights and dies for its child"

"I wouldn't know my mother died having me"

"She died for you, she gave her life for you, your mother was brave and strong by the sounds of it Lord Tyrion" I signed "I will kill Joffrey or I pray to the gods be just and have someone kill him"

"I will make sure no one comes to you tonight I have my guard on watch" he whispered "we will walk tomorrow"

Nodding Lord Tyrion got up leaving me on my own some with heaps of food, the second the door shut and was barricaded I began wrapping food up and filling water supplies not wanting to starve no longer.

When I was done I headed towards my bed wrapping myself in the furs, for some reason I felt at ease like I could sleep tonight, gripping the dagger in my hand I closed my eyes "Love you Jon and sorry for not keeping our little one alive" I whispered tiredly.