Jon POV

Woke up to Ygritte head on my chest curled into a ball, my arm hugging her to my side. Taking a deep breath I looked down to see my morning glory. Shaking my head I stood up waking her from her sleep "What's the matter?" She asked annoyed.

"Oh" She smirked "Even in the cold" Ygritte mocked me, rolling my eyes I loosened the ropes around her leg so she could walk "Have you been with a women"

"I'm not having this conversation with you, you're a child"

"No I'm a women"

"And how old are you" I asked

"12" she shrugged "How old are you boy?"

"It does not matter…now move" I pushed her

"I heard they get all swollen and bruised if you don't use them. Of course, maybe that's just what the lad's say when they want me feeling sorry for them. As if I'd feel sorry for them. Are there no girl crows?"

"There are no women of the Night's Watch!" I stated

"So the lads just do it with each other?" she asked shocked

"No"

"Never?"

"Never. We swore an oath"

"You have sheep at the Wall? With your hands, then? No wonder you're all so miserable."

"Would you please shut up?" I snapped

"Would you please shut up?" Ygritte mocked "You think you're better than me, crow. I'm a free woman-"

"You're a free woman?" I asked,

"I might be your prisoner, but I'm a free woman"

"If you're my prisoner, you're not a free woman. That's what "prisoner" means!" I hissed

"And you think you're free? You swore some stupid oath and now you can never touch a girl"

"It was my choice to say the words"

"So you don't like girls?" She wondered

"Of course I like girls"

"But you chose never to touch them" she asked confused

"That's the price you pay if you want to be a man of the Night's Watch"

"So instead of getting naked with a girl, you'd prefer to invade our lands-"

"Invade your lands? Wildlings raid our lands all the time. Some of them tried to kill my little brother, a crippled boy!" I stated angrily

"They're not your lands! We've been here the whole time. You lot came along and just put up a big wall and said it was yours" Ygritte yelled in my face

"My father was Ned Stark. I have the blood of the First Men. My ancestors lived here, same as yours!" I pointed out.

"So why you fighting us?"

"MOVE IT" I yelled "Enough questions"

"One more and I'll shut up for a while" she smirked

"What, What is it?" I wondered

"A girl you have had sex"

"You do know you're twelve a child"

"Women" she corrected

"So you bleed congratulations but still I am a man you shouldn't ask me those things"

She rolled her eyes as I pushed her along walking it was actually silent for a while "I have just before I came here" I admitted

"Did you love her?"

"I still do"

"Than why swear a stupid oath?" She asked

"Because I'm stupid man who couldn't admit his feelings before it was to late"

"What she like?"

"She's unlike anything I've ever seen" I nodded, she stopped turning to look at me "Long brown wavy hair, ocean blue eyes, brown skin and a contagious smile" I smirked

"Contagious smile?" Ygritte asked

"Yes whenever she smiled life was better, but she wasn't all smiles"

"Could she fight?"

"Better than me" I nodded "She's deadly as she is beautiful"

"What was her name?"

"No more question now shut up and move" She turned glaring at me but than gave up and continued to walk. Since my last letter 3 months ago I have heard nothing I didn't even know if Sansa, Arya and Lillian were alive after they beheaded my father.

I knew nothing and feared everything. I wanted nothing more than to break my oath go to Robb and fight this war until my sisters were safe and Lillian was in my arms again.

"Keep moving"

"What's her name crow?" Ygritte asked,

"None of your business now walk"

Ygritte rolled her eyes and before I knew it tripped me and ran, groaning I got up chasing after her, kneeling I found the rope she was in "Shit" I whispered

The sound of whistling hit my ears turning and I was surrounded by wilding, groaning I put my sword down in surrender I was surround no way of surviving against them all.

"I've brought you a present, Lord of Bones" Ygritte smiled pulling on rope that held me captured. I looked at the guy in front of me a skull as a mask.

"I already got one crow. Don't need two".

"Mance will want to question this one. Knows all about where the crows are and what they're planning" Ygritte nodded

"The Half-hand knows more. This one is just a little boy. Gut him" Lord of bones threw his hand up.

"He could have killed me half a dozen times" Ygritte was sticking up for me as if she could try and save me she as just a child, how could she?

"And now he wishes he did. Gut him"

"He's a bastard of Winterfell, Ned Stark's son. Mance will want him."

"What does Mance want with a dead man's bastard?"

"I don't know. I think he'll want to decide for himself"

"He runs, I'll chop his balls off." Lord of bones huffed

"He runs, I'll do it myself…we're even now, Jon Snow" Ygritte whispered in my ear.

Lillian POV

The door to my chambers opened and once again all the hairs on the back of my neck stood up "Come" I stared at the hound "King Joffrey wants you to come to dinner"

"And If I refuse?" I questioned

"Than I'm to take your eye," The hound grunted, "Please come, I do not wish to take your eye"

"You wish not to hurt me, you protect Sansa why?" I frowned

"A man does many things he can not explain"

"But a man know one reason give me one"

The hound frowned staring at me "Move it"

Signing I followed the hound down the hallways, it felt weird to be able to walk outside of my room. Licking my lips I saw Sansa, the King, the Queen, Tyrion and small council. I wanted to gut them all excluding a few but I wanted all their heads.

Clenching my teeth together I walked over to the table "LILLIAN" Joffrey yelled standing "You look weak" he smiled

I stared at him a forced smile appearing on my lips "I am not weak your grace just a little run down"

"How's your sleep been?" he asked, "How's the baby?"

It took everything within me not to attack him, my blood was boiling, my hand clenched automatically but I thanked the gods for keeping my mouth shut and my feet grounded.

Sansa was right I may be broken but two people walk this earth that need me, that I call blood "You're still very fat"

"Thank you for noticing your grace"

"Hmm take a seat" nodding I took a seat next to Sansa I felt all eyes of the table on me, analysing my appearance, what I would do, what I'd say "Lillian tomorrow my traitor uncle stannis will reach the shores and try to take my crown and sit on my throne"

"I did not know your grace"

"Been a bit busy surviving I know" he chuckled "GUARD" Joffrey called out and slowly I heard the sound of horse hovers "I was told that you love this horse since being here you spent most your time with him before beloved Ned stark died" he smiled sickly "Why do you love this horse so much?"

I stared at Water, my father horse "Sansa my love what is this horse meaning to Lillian?" Joffrey asked "Do well to tell me or we can arrange a way for you to tell-"

"It was my father horse," I whispered

"Your father died right?"

"Yes"

"So it mean a lot to you?"

"Yes your grace" Looking up at him I stared him dead in the eyes

"What is the meaning of this son?" Cersei asked

"Oh mother watch" he laughed nodding to the knight and my mouth dropped open as water fell to the ground, blood coating the floor and its head away from its body.

Sliding my chair back I stood looking at Joffrey his guard standing by him, all eyes on me. Gulping back everything I felt all the pain and loss "Good luck tomorrow I will pray to all the gods of your safety" my tone was riddle with hatred and kindness.

"Ha that's all you have" he asked "What happened to the bitch from the lake, I killed your adopted father, I've hit your so called sister, my armies are going to kill your other brother Robb and I've killed your unborn child"

"Yes you have your grace" I nodded "But I hope for your victory for you are a great king" LIES, LIES, LIES! my thoughts screamed

Joffrey scoffed "Go to bed I'll deal with you after this war"

Nodding I turned chin held high as I walked away out of the dinning room where everyone sat, down a narrow hallway. The hound by my side "Are you okay Milady?" Once I stepped into my bedchambers I stared at the Hound he signed closing the door, the lock hitting my ears.

….

I woke up the next day with one thought running through me, reach the walls Stannis and kill him where he stands, strike down Joffrey and save Sansa and myself. Over and over again I thought of Joffrey death the bittersweet moment.

I have prayed to the seven that Joffrey joins the battle like a true king should and dies at battle, biting my lip I paced the room waiting for something but I couldn't hear nothing I knew I had no guard at my door.

"Lillian Fucking Falls" lifting my head to the familiar voice "I'm getting you the fuck out of here" The voice sounded so familiar yet so different, I stopped my pacing staring at the door waiting.

The door opened and I stared at the person my eyes widen in shock at what stood in front of me "Brent?" I questioned walking over he was bigger, stronger "You look like father!" I whispered gripping his arms "You're bigger, stronger, man" I smiled gipping his face in my hands "Handsome"

"And you look over this place sister" he chuckled

"That your way of saying I'm pretty" I smirked warmth I hadn't felt in a long time coming over me.

"Ah how you speak my language" he smirked "And I found someone pacing the outskirts" he smirked letting out a whistle. I frowned only to be hit with Shadow he was bigger and standing beside Brent Wolf Ice.

Bending my knee they both came up to me placing their head on my shoulders as I hugged them patting their fur "Use two are massive" I stated "And I have missed use"

"Come sister we must go" he nodded

"Brent I can't go" I shook my head "Sansa"

"Sansa I can't get to her" Brent frowned "She locked with the Queen"

"You tried?"

"I did no way in, Lord Tyrion got me this far in but I had to do the rest"

"Lord Tyrion"

"Yes Lord Tyrion" he nodded "Now come on we must go enough chit chat"

"But Sansa" I signed

Brent walked up to me grabbing my face "Sister I love Sansa but right now you're my priority and Lord Tyrion gave me his word that he'd protect Sansa"

"Word is wind!" I stated

"He wrote to me, He got me to you, I trust him, now please sister don't make me knock you out and drag you over my shoulders. Make this easy on me" he begged

"Brent" I signed moving his hand of my cheek

"No you're always protecting others, I'm asking you as your little brother, your blood to come with me, to get to our sister and to Robb please Sister I beg you please"

Nodding I gathered my things and headed out the door. My feet found it easy, as I ran through the halls "The right" Brent yelled releasing an arrow right in a soldier neck. Bracing my bow I followed in suit. Running until we could finally escape.

"Stannis is coming?" I yelled

"Yes"

"Hopefully he kills some of them"

"Who cares Robb awaits" Brent jumped on his horse throwing his hand down gripping it he pulled my aching body up on his horse. I turned facing the back holding my arrow at the ready as Brent rode hard and fast our Dire wolves beside us.

Brent POV

I have never seen my sister so frail or weak. I've never seen her so lost. She was our rock when our parents died she raised us we confused her as our mother until we were older enough to know she was our sister.

She has always fought for us and protected us but as I hold onto her as we ride she is weak, It brings me pain to see that she had been partly broken "Jon" she mumbled in her sleep.

Signing I held on tighter until finally coming to a stop "Set up here guys" Jumping off Lillian fell straight into my arms.

"Jon?" she mumbled tiredly

"Brent Lil, its Brent"

"Brent" she smiled in relief

"Shh Lillian it's okay no one going to hurt you anymore, you're safe" I whispered as her eyes closed again. Placing her against the sleeping bags I took my horse saddle off and replace it with a blanket.

Shadow whined cuddling up to Lillian "Protect her boy"

Clicking my hand Ice came and lay with me next to my sister. I couldn't sleep not now not knowing how she was treated. Every inch of her body I could see was covered in bruises, her lips and eyes swollen and bruised, scars on her forehead.

"What have they done to you sister?" I whispered my heart dropping.

Nothing brought me more happiness than the moment I was told she was alive I thought it was a trick at first but one I was willing to take. I rode for days on end until I was at Kings landing.

It was easy to go unnoticed I had grown heaps plus I was just a boy from the north in most eyes. Meet Tyrion in the back alleys and before I knew it I was inside waiting out the time the castle emptied.

My heart was heavy that I couldn't save Sansa, but full that I could save Lillian. Lillian is like no other, the gods favour her, protect her, stricken her with fearlessness and strength no other women and half the world man had. If anyone could change the game it was Lillian.

Lillian POV

I woke up to fresh wind hitting my face and the morning sun shinning through the trees, turning my head Brent was staring at me, I had thought it was a dream but there he was staring at me "What is it?" I asked worried of his stare.

"I thought I'd never see you again" He whispered "Nadine is away from me for the first time in all our lives and you a mother figure in our life gone away from me, many days I worried" Brent admitted

"Well I'm here now and that because of you, you saved me"

"Eat, drink" He nodded passing me food and fresh water "Will move when you're done no where here is safe"

"Agreed" I nodded

We ate in silence I felt as if my baby brother had grown a thousand years since I was gone, aged by fear and worry. I should have stayed with him. Standing up I felt a weird pain shoot through my body.

"Ah" I hissed

Shadow howled next to me "Lillian" Brent ran over to me

"What is it?" He asked

"I'm not sure" I shook my head "We must go" I nodded when the pain faded

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"I am I think, yes" I nodded "Come on we should get far away from kings landing"

Brent stared at me unsure but followed my words, we began to ride and I winched and hissed every few seconds, the rain began to fall and the day began to darken.

"We should set up camp here, it's getting late" Brent whispered

"Okay" I nodded holding back a scream, the pain was worse than anything I've ever felt before. Laying down quickly I was hit with pain; I let out a wail of agony.

"Sister?" Brent asked, "What is it?"

Staring at him "I'm having a baby" I whispered shocked

"You're with child?" he asked gripping my hand "Why didn't you tell me"

"I thought it died, I bleed," I stated

Brent stared at me "The gods they favour you, they want this child to live" He nodded helping me to the ground "push sister, push" he smiled kissing my forehead holding my hand as I sat up.