Lillian POV

After nursing Derik I couldn't believe how much he had grown, his baby fat was no longer there; he was growing longer, his curling lock growing thicker. If any one were to look at him knowing Jon they would say he looked like his father.

"We should probably get something to eat Lil" Brent stood stretching his back "We have a long trip ahead of us"

"Okay let's go" Picking Derik up I placed him on my hip as we packed our things, heading down stairs to the dinning room it was filled with man, some elderly, some young.

"That's a beautiful baby" the maid smiled as she placed a jug of water in front of us.

"Thank you" I smiled

She nodded before walking away "So I heard some news after you turned in last night" Brent nodded

"News?" I questioned starring up at him.

"Robb camp is near. Battle occurs in two days we should reach him whilst his is the thick of it" Brent grinned

"You're to young for battle!" I stated

"Lillian I am not a boy anymore"

"I, I know" I nodded giving him the once over "But you are still my kid brother"

"Robb needs our help Lillian" he signed, "Lannister will out number us"

"The north are stronger" I shrugged "Outnumbered or not…but we may go as outside archers if it pleases you"

"Yes" he smirked "Rumour has it that he has wed and she is with baby" Brent shrugged eating some bread we were given.

"Well who would have thought we wouldn't see him wed" I shook my head the feeling of shook and change running through me "And she should not be beside him, she shouldn't be at war!" I signed, "Robb knows better"

"Tell him that when you see him!" Brent laughed, "Hit the king"

"Do more than hit the king of North" I smirked

"You'd be punished" Brent smirked

"Lets see the King of the North try!" I mocked, Brent giggling in suit, which caused Brent and myself to laugh out loud.

The sound of a giggle I had never heard ripped through the air, looking down at Derik my eyes widen as I saw him smiling "Did he just?"

"Oh my god" I smiled "Did you laugh… my little man?" I asked smiling at him "Is mummy and Uncle Brent funny ha are we?" I asked in a voice I only used once when the twins were little.

Derik laughed again "Little man you make a bad day good" Brent chuckled tickling his side.

"He is growing before our eyes" I shook my head placing him back in my lap.

"He growing and I'm gong to make a fine warrior out of him" he winked

The door opened my eyes travelled to two man, and I felt sick when I realised who it was, my blood boiled, I clenched Derik to me tighter, dagger radiating through my eyes.

"Lillian what is it?" Brent asked, his smile leaving his face turning to the door.

"Nothing" I whispered putting my head down

"Lillian Falls don't you lie to me, who are they?"

"Kings Landing soldiers" I shrugged

"Please stop" The bar wench hissed "Just take a seat"

"I know a place you can take a seat" The man winked clenching the poor lady ass tightly.

"Let go off me!" She hissed angrily pushing him away

He laughed before walking to a table, sitting right behind Brent. I looked at Brent his hands clenching his fork, veins popping out of his neck, his jaw tight and his eyes screamed fury "Brent" I hissed in warning.

"Did they?" he hissed through gritted teeth

"Brent" I signed

"Answer me"

"No"

"Lillian"

"Brent" Brent threw his axe on the table reaching over I grabbed his hand shaking my head no "Eat" I nodded "Please"

Brent eyes went from me to them to Derik. I knew he loved his nephew more than words can explain and I loved him even more for that, for being the best uncle he could be, not many would deliver their sister baby.

Brent relaxed nodding "Can't wait until Robb head on a spike, fucking northerners" Just like that Brent gripped his axe hard in his hand.

"Him and his slut of a mother" the other soldier chuckled

Brent stared at me death in his eyes, before I could say another word to distract Brent he was standing "Hi you don't like the north?" he questioned a smirk only I knew written on his face.

"Fucking hate it"

"Why?" he asked eating into an apple "I have my reason what's yours?"

"That slut Lillian main reason" I frowned now staring at the back of the man head "cut my fingers off" he showed his hand

"Did she?" Brent huffed "What a bitch"

"I" the other nodded "Been told she's out here somewhere and bringing her back well I'd have wealth"

The other man chuckled "Wealth that does sound nice" Brent nodded

"Join us could use another eye she's deadly. Eddard Stark trained her, say what you want that man was fierce"

"I heard she's lot like her father Lord Derik Falls, fierce guess she had the blood for training right" Brent chuckled

"I'd fuck her before returning her in every hole" the one with no fingers spat

"Fuck her?" Brent asked smirking

"Oh who wouldn't she's a beauty"

Before I could blink an axe was in the man head the other got up sword drawn at Brent, pulling my dagger I threw it hard into the back of his head, getting up I walked to where he was "Meet my brother Brent Falls" I whispered in his ear as I pulled the dagger out.

"FUCK YOU S-S-Slut" he splattered at blood falling to his knees

"Get out of here" The bar wench came up "Before they find you Lillian"

"You know who I am?" I questioned, staring at this girl

"I'm a northerner we protect our own" she nodded "Now take that baby somewhere safe, I'll get rid of these"

JON POV

We arrived just before the wall "Used to be you couldn't find a tree within a mile of the Wall. Crows would come out every morning with axes" Tormund nodded

Orell stared at me "Your flock gets smaller every year"

"You ever climbed it before?" I asked Ygritte

"No. But Tormund's and father done it half a hundred times" Ygritte nodded "You're afraid" She asked

"Aren't you?" I questioned the wall was massive

"Aye" She replied, "It's a long way up and a long way down. But I've waited my whole life to see the world from up there" She stared up at the wall "Here, sit down. I brought a pair for you. They're too big for you, but they're good" she nodded handing me some spiked shoes for climbing.

"You kill someone for them?" I asked

"Nah. I didn't kill him, but I bet his balls are still bruised. He wasn't good to me"

"What happened?"

"He beat me" she shook her head "My father removed his head from his shoulders the day I almost died" she nodded

"Your Father loves you"

"And I him, but know this Jon Snow you're secret safe with me"

"What secret?" I questioned confused

"Do you think I'm as dumb as all those girls in silk dresses you knew growing up? You're loyal and you're brave. You didn't stop being a crow the day you walked into Mance Rayder's tent" She stated

"Ygritte"

"My father loves his siblings, loves my aunt Lillian…Night's Watch don't care if you live or die. Mance Rayder doesn't care if I live or die. We're just soldiers in their armies and there's plenty more to carry on if we go down. Don't betray me"

"I won't" I nodded

"Love my Aunty or not, you betray me I'll cut your pretty cock right off and wear it 'round my neck" Ygritte nodded tuning around to put her boot on.

"Sink your metal deep and make sure it holds before taking your next step. And if you fall, don't scream. You don't want that to be the last thing I tell my sister" Grant smiled patting my back.

Grant and Tormund lead the pack being experience climbers, looking down we were already so far up and my face was freezing "For the love of god protect me" I whispered.

"Heads up" before I could move chunk of ice hit me in the face making me slip. Digging my axe and boots in I came to a halt.

"You alright?" Ygritte yelled

"Seeing if you can take a hit lad," Tormund laughed than continued to climb.

"Why am I climbing last?" I mumbled under my breath "Oh that's right be a gentlemen and protect the little girl" rolling my eyes I threw my axe into the wall and continued to climb.

I heard the crack of ice looking up Ygritte had hit a pressure point within the ice. I watched in shock as the others fell. Grant holding his team for dear life, before I could blink ice hit me making me slip from the wall. Ygritte followed in suit.

"Have to cut them loose"

"NO" Tormund yelled

"I'll kill you if you do Orell" Grant voice yelled

Looking up Orell began to cut the rope frowning I began to swing back and forth I wasn't going to die like this I promised Lillian I would live and I'm going to. Swinging my legs back and forth.

"AH" Ygritte fell just as my axe dug into the ice wall, grunting my teeth I held on as she hung. Grabbing the rope I began to pull her up "Take my hand" I yelled, Ygritte grabbed my hand tightly pulling her up I hugged her quickly.

"Jon"

"Ygritte climb" I nodded

She nodded as we began to climb, the top in reach, "Got you sweetie" Grant voice was soft and filled with fear as he gripped Ygritte hand pulling her up. Gritting my teeth I dragged myself the rest of the way.

Looking up at the sky my heart was pounding, looking to the side Grant had Ygritte wrapped in a hug and kissing her forehead. Sitting up I could see south of the wall, a slow smile appeared on my face.

"Snow" looking up grant gave me his hand gripping it he pulled me up "Thank you, if I lost her-"

"No problem" I cut him off

Lillian POV

Brent and I rode in silence, Derik asleep from the rocking of the horse "Just say it" Brent murmured, turning my head he was staring at me "I know you have something to say, your thoughts are basically screaming"

"You were stupid Brent!" I stated

"Are you serious?" he hissed "Those man attacked you"

"And lost they were lucky they got to tell the story of missing fingers" I hissed angrily "This road is dangerous, do you understand that?" I questioned

"Sister"

I signed, "I get it Brent you were protecting me, he hurt me and your instincts took over. I love you for that I do I swear but your safety means a lot to me, I need you, Derik needs you okay"

Brent clenched his jaw "I'm sorry it was reckless"

"It was but I understand" I nodded "Come on won't be long until we reach-"

"Shadow…Ice what is it boys" I questioned as our wolves growled at a person behind the tree. Frowning I dismounted my horse passing a sleeping Derik to Brent "Hold him"

"Didn't-"

"Shh" I whispered. Walking towards the rustling of leaves, Ice and Shadow growling at the tree. Walking in front of the wolves the flanked my sides following me, pulling my father sword out I stepped around the tree.

"I mean no harm please!" A lady begged

I still held my sword "Hello?" I questioned staring at the woman.

"I-I"

"Stop stuttering you're a grown women"

"Sister" Brent called

"Your out numbered you better come out" I nodded

"Please Ma'am I mean no harm, I am but a woman whose village was effected from the war, I swear to you I mean no harm"

"Come out" I nodded, She walked out shaking "Do you have weapons?" I asked

"No" her eyes screamed fear and truth

"How old are you?"

"I am 15"

"What is your name?"

"My name is Jaymie Snow"

"Your from the north?" I questioned,

"So my mother says" she shrugged

"Where is your mother?" Brent asked,

"She died, Lannister Soldier" My heart clenched at her loss.

"What you doing out here?" Brent wondered

"Hiding I thought you were a Lannister Spy" she whispered frighten, her whole body trembling.

"How do I know you speak the truth?"

"Because I don't want anything other than to live and maybe kill a Lannister or two" she hissed,

"Lillian Falls" I introduced myself

"Falls?" She questioned

"Yeah" I nodded

"Your mother name was Mary Falls, my mother was a maid at the castle, I was but a babe" she smiled

"You were born in icefalls?"

She nodded "Your lady, your lord" she nodded to Brent and myself

"Brent" Brent corrected

Lowering my sword I placed it back in its holster. Taking a step back I whistled and the wolves back up, jumping upon my horse I rode to Brent "Check her for weapons" Brent nodded passing me Derik.

"I don't have weapons" She called out

"Hands up" Brent ordered and began searching her "Sorry" he muttered as he searched her breast and ass "She is clean" he nodded

"Help her on your horse" I nodded

Brent nodded jumping on his horse, his hand outstretching waiting for her to take it "Your going to help me?"

"North always helps when you ask" I nodded

"I can't pay you"

"Just don't betray me" I shrugged kicking the horse moving on, I could hear Brent and Jaymie talking as we rode but I didn't pay attention my mind was set on getting to Robb. I just needed him, I couldn't explain it but his my best friend, and I need him.

….

You could hear it the loudness, the screams and battle calls. Jumping off my horse I stood upon a mountain staring down at the battle occurring. My eyes adjusted and spotting Robb fighting man off.

"Brent grab your bow" I called "Jaymie hold Derik and stay low inside the tree" she nodded grabbing Derik and hiding in the tree, tying the horses to the tree "Brent grab your bow, see those archers in the back" I asked

He nodded "take them down?" he asked

"I" I nodded

Brent and I ready our bows, and just like breathing we realised, arrow after arrow into Lannisters soldiers, watching them fall like flies "I have run out of arrows"

My eyes adjusted on those charging "Brent stay with Jaymie and Derik"

"Lily we are not going down there…you're not going down there"

"Robb needs me"

"Derik needs you" he yelled back

"Than I won't die"

"Lily" he signed, "I am coming with you" he growled

Turning my heel I walked up to our horse leaving one in front of Jaymie "Can I trust you?" I asked

"I" she nodded fear in her eyes

"If you betray me, betray my family my direwolf will rip your throat out" I stated

"I wont I give you my word" I stared her in the eyes slipping the dagger Jon gave me "If someone comes strike hard and fast and if it's a northerner state you're Brent Betrothal"

Leaning forward I kissed Derik head "Momma be back soon" I whispered to my sleeping baby.

Gripping Brent hand he helped me on the horse, a loud whistle running through us "We have no armour Brent so strike and protect yourself" I muttered in his ear.

Shadow and Ice ran beside us as we headed down to the mountain, bending down I grabbed the Stark banner holding it, as I charged up the side of house Mormont.

Brent and I began swinging jumping off my horse I stood beside Dacey Mormont as she stood with Robb "Lillian" Robb gasped.

Ice and Shadow joining their brother Greywind tearing Lannisters down that dared come near us. Stabbing the man from behind Robb, I removed my sword from his throat.

Sword hit sword, metal on metal. Body screamed in agony, soldiers fell and I was covered in blood as the sun fell, so did the last soldier. I stared my eyes finding Brent removing his sword from a soldier.

"You live?" Robb stated

"I live" I stated

He chuckled coming closer his hands wrapping around me his laugh erupting on the battlefield "I have missed you" he whispered "I have missed you so much"

Stepping back I could feel the lords of the north staring at me, but I didn't care as my hand connected with Robb cheek "Ouch" he frowned

"Lillian" Brent groaned riding up to us

"She hit our king," someone yelled angrily

Robb shook the anger man down laughing; "sure I deserved it" he nodded

"I…your wife is with baby and you, you keep her at war?" I questioned fiercely

He chuckled "Come sister" he threw his hand over my shoulder, his other hand going over Brent "God she can still hit" he muttered to Brent.

"Oh I know" Brent chuckled

"Look at you, you have grown" He nudged Brent "Come man, lets return to camp, collect what is needed"

"Lillian I will be back" Brent nodded slipping from Robb hold "Meet you at the camp"

We rode to the camp and I saw Lady Stark smile but her eyes turned to me as I

Rode behind Robb, the camp cheered at our arrival "Lady Falls and Lord Falls came to our rescue" Dacey Mormont cheered patting me on the back.

Brent finally rode beside us, getting off the back off Robb horse I went over grabbing Derik from Jaymie, she smiled passing me my dagger "Thank you Jaymie I have much respect for you" helping Jaymie down from the back of Brent.

"Brent and Lillian Falls were guardians in the war, came to our aid taking down archers" Robb spoke "We fought and we won. Three Direwolves stand beside us and house Falls whom only little but strong"

I felt Lady Stark eyes on Derik I held him closer, cheers of the camp erupted and a small celebration began. It didn't take long until I had found myself in Robb tent staring at his wife with a swollen belly and lady Stark.

"Mommy" Brent smiled wrapping Lady stark in a hug "I have missed you"

"And I you son, look how grown you are" She laughed rubbing his muscles "And you Lily"

"Thank you mother" I nodded

"I don't mean to be harsh but war is no place for a baby" Turning I stared at the women standing behind Robb, her eyes looking at me to my child.

"I'm sorry-," I hissed

"Lily she didn't mean anything by it" Robb stated

"Lily stop it" Brent hissed hitting the back of my head

"Sorry" I shook my head "I just can't wrap my head around how some one can be so quick to judge me yet she here she stands at war with a belly full of her own babe"

"I am sorry if I offended you" She took a deep breath

"You spoke your mind nothing wrong with that" I shrugged "But don't preach what you don't follow"

Brent hand rested on my shoulder ribbing them, I felt tensing rubbing away "Well dear wife you now have meet my sharp tongue best friend" Robb chuckled "Stop worrying she means no harm"

"No I mean no harm, I would rather die than break Robb heart, your family" I smiled standing to my feet "May I?" I asked, she nodded as my hand touched her belly getting down "You're going to be born in a hard time little one, but remember your Aunty Lillian will always be there for you, always protect you" I whispered "I love you already little one"

Looking up at Talisa "Thank you"

"Thank you, for pulling this curly haired king of the north into line" I laughed ruffing his curly auburn locks up.

"Lillian" Turning my head to Catelyn her eyes screamed with unknown questions "Arya and Sansa?"

"I helped Arya escape but when Ned was beheaded I charged for Joffrey Sansa fainted and they kept her hostage but Arya was told to go to the wall, but if you haven't heard from Jon I don't know where Arya is" I whispered

"How did you escape?" Robb asked

"Brent saved me" I smiled at my little brother "During Stannis first attack"

"Brent?" He questioned, I nodded "What a good brother"

"Just sorry I couldn't save Sansa" Brent nodded guilt eating him

"Why couldn't you" Lady stark asked

"She was with Cersei and it was heavily guarded, Tyrion got me to Lillian" Brent nodded

"I thought I'd never see you again, I thought you were dead" Robb whispered his tears swelling in his eyes begging to slip "Joffrey wrote what he had done to you, what his man had done to you and what he was going to do to Sansa"

I to fought the tears swelling at the memory "Sorry you had to read it"

"Lillian whom baby is that" Talisa asked standing behind Robb

"He is mine"

"I'm so sorry" She shook her head "Sorry you had to have a baby from rape"

"I didn't" Brent smirked knowingly but the starks around me stood confused "This child is Jon's"

"Sorry" Robb asked

"This is your brothers" I commented

"Half brother" Lady Catelyn spat

"No" I stood angrily "Don't you dare…He is Robb brother he always has been…before I left Jon and I laid together"

Lady Catelyn opened her mouth only to close it "Maybe we should hit the hay Lil" Brent interrupted hatting the look I was giving Lady Stark for her words on Jon.

"You are free to share this tent" Robb nodded

Brent nodded kissing Lady Stark and Derik. Touching Jaymie shoulder they both went to lie down for sleep. Talisa and Lady stark left too leaving Robb and I alone "Can't believe you hit your King" Robb mocked

"I'll do it again" I smirked

"I have missed you, I have missed you so much" he smiled, I felt safe being here with Robb "So this is Jon baby, does he know?" he asked leaning forwards touching Derik face "Can I?" Nodding I passed Derik to him.

"You're going to make a good dad" I nodded

"I hope so, what is his name?"

"Derik"

"After your father" he nodded "Strong name for a strong baby, can't wait to watch him grow"

"Me either"

"And Jon he would want to know Lillian"

"Probably" I shrugged

Robb stared at me his blue eyes casting over me "I wish he didn't take the lack I could use my brother right now" he nodded

"Mmm" I agreed

"How long are you going to travel with us?"

"For a while but not long, I need to see Nadine"

"Makes sense" his jaw clenched "Well she is almost due as you see, and I worry. I worry about her and the baby"

"Okay" I frowned confused

"I am going to ask you something and I need you to consider it"

"Stop speaking in riddles Robb"

"Talisa won't leave my side and her leaving will leave me weak"

"What are you asking?"

"If I can convince her I want you to take my child, raise him or her until this war is over"

"And if you fall"

"Help Talisa raise him"

"And if you both fall?" I questioned

"Than be his mother, tell him great stories of our past, tell him his mother was strong and beautiful, she was a healer" Bitting my lip "I beg you"

"Well you better get on your knees King of the North and start begging" I smirked

Robb chuckled shaking his head "He is beautiful Lil, he looks just like Jon but he has my eyes"

"My eyes" I corrected

Robb laid Derik down and the three Direwolves cuddled into my child. I felt safe leaving my baby with them knowing that such large creatures would protect him to their deaths, they were loyal.

"You were a great help on the battle field"

"Felt good to fight" I nodded "I had some built up anger"

"I could tell when your sword completely beheaded a man" I shivered at that it was so real.

Silence filled the air comfortable silence "May I ask you something"

"Ask away"

"What happened? What happened in Kings Landing?"

Taking a deep breath I sipped on the wine in front of me "Your father found out that Joffrey wasn't the rightful king, his honour took over and for that he was betrayed and marked traitor. Winterfell soldiers were butchered" I gulped "Jory butchered"

"I had Arya with me at the time and we escaped. Your father went against his honour and marked himself a traitor saying he would take the black but Joffrey didn't see mercy and took his head" I shook my head a slow tear falling down my cheek.

"I had never felt more pain than watching what they did to him" I admitted, "A man who raised me, sheltered me, fathered me. Beheaded"

Robb hand found mine and I didn't flinch I looked up at him his eyes crying too "I want Derik last name to be Stark" he nodded "I command it"

"What?"

"He is a stark, Jon is a stark…you're a stark" he nodded