Brent POV

I stared at my sister as she rode with the boys, Derik sitting on the horse and Ned lying in here arms, she was skinner than when we were with Robb, her eyes had massive dark bags under them and she lost the will to smile even at Derik and Ned.

It was as if when we heard the news she had broke, losing Robb, lady Catelyn and Talisa was the final click to push her over the edge. She was walking around like death and I wasn't the only one who noticed.

I couldn't imagine the world of pain she was in, the pain riding through her. I knew her pain I knew what it felt like to lose someone, I wept the day Ned died, and wept the day we heard the news of Robb, Catelyn, Talisa and the North.

But I don't feel her pain; I have no idea what it felt like to bury our parents, to have our home taken from us. I have no idea how she felt watching the only other father figure we had in our life be beheaded in front of her. I have no idea what it was like to constantly be on my toes every night or to be raped.

Lillian is like no other she is strong, beautiful and together. But as I look her she is nothing but an empty shell. No life in her eyes, no giggle in her smile. I miss my sister; I miss how she always brought happiness into my life.

All our lives my big sister has faced heart ache and for the first time she's changed, She's broken and I don't know if I can fix it but I knew who could.

"So your sister is she like you" Jaymie asked riding beside me

"She's a lot like me just nicer, she lives in a fairy tale" I shrugged

"What's wrong with a fairy tale?" Jaymie asked

"Fairy tale's get you killed Jaymie" I stared at her seriously "This world they're no such thing as a happy ending"

Jaymie stared down at the ground my words hurting her "Can I ask you something?"

"You may" I nodded

"Lillian" I looked up at my elder sister who was riding way out of ear range "She wasn't like this was she? Short while I've known use I can see her changing"

"No she smiled more, it's been hard road for Lillian but even with all this death it won't take myself or the boys to save Lillian"

"Who will save her?"

"Jon" I nodded

"Jon?"

"My sisters love, he means everything to her"

"Where is he?" she asked

"He took the black"

"What did he do?"

"Nothing he believed she deserved more than a bastard regardless of how they felt he asked her to move on, to find a new man" I signed

"What did she say?"

"Probably to shut the fuck up" I shrugged a smirk on my face

"Really Brent?"

"Really" I chuckled "My sister raised us with an iron fist and a loving heart. We would have died if it wasn't for her, she saved Nadine and myself…she's a tough lady so yes she probably did tell Jon to shut the fuck up"

"Poor Lillian" Jaymie signed

"Whatever you do don't pity her, be your worse mistake you'll ever make" I nodded

Lillian POV

Hardest thing for me is to ride around holding these two and feeling nothing. They brought pain when I looked upon them, Derik black curly hair and Ned brown curly locks, brought me heart ache, they were there fathers and I, I was broken.

Derik name day is soon approaching, and it saddens me that his own father had missed so much. His first smile and his first word. This child of mine knew that in the night not to scream or cry, what child has to think its better to be quiet than to run around?

Ned, Ned looks at me as if I'm his mother, she should have left, Robb should of listened Brent and I informed him it was trick and now, now he lies in a different world, his a watcher of this world never to return.

Shaking my head I looked up at the sign we weren't far from Ironrath now, I couldn't wait to see Nadine to hug her to tell her how much I missed her. I hated what I had become but when the kids finally fall asleep I was stuck, stuck in a world of hate and anger.

"Mommy" looking at Derik my cold hard face broke into a smile

"Hey baby boy" I smiled kissing his cheek "Will be there soon won't be much longer" Derik said nothing just smiled up at me, his father smile. My hearts raised and fell at it.

Taking a deep breath I Press my heels into my horse and began moving faster. Call me impatient but I needed my sister. I rode hard and fast when I made it the gate was down the farmers weren't happy they looked sad; I had never seen Ironrath like this.

A bad feeling over came me, I suddenly felt ill with nerves, and my hand shook out of fear of what was to come. Taking a deep slow breath to silent my thoughts my horse moved going through the gates.

"Lillian something not right" Brent called from beside me.

"Agreed" I nodded jumping off my horse I handed the boys to Jaymie and Brent. Walking fast Jaymie and Brent beside me holding the kids. Grabbing a soldier I was shocked to say the least when I saw the banner "What you doing in Ironrath?" I stared at the Whitehill soldier.

"Lillian Fucking Falls" he smirked "Heard you have a nice bounty on you" he wiggled his eyebrows "Shame your under Ramsay Bolton protection could use the coin"

Ramsay protection? "Answer me" I stared "And that's lady Falls to you" I nodded

He rolled his eyes "Well lady Falls you're not going to like what I'm about to say" he smirked "Your sister is meeting death in due time" like a flash my eyes went wide, my blood boiled but it wasn't me who moved.

I watched as my little brother moved towards the Whitehill soldier, bending down I picked up Derik blocking his view from Brent actions. The soldier head bounced on the rock over and over again.

"Lillian" Jaymie whispered beside me "Please stop this" she muttered Ned cuddled into her chest

I snapped back into reality. Moving forward I placed my hand on Brent shoulder "his dead" I whispered, pushing him back.

"Where my sister?" Brent asked angrily

"I don't know but lets gets some answers" I whispered

It didn't take long until I saw what I saw my whole body shook with anger. I watch Rodrik place his father and his brother alight "Stop" Brent yelled moving forward.

They all stared at us in shock, bitting my lip I moved with Brent and stared at my little sister. My blonde haired, blue eyes beautiful little sister laid still, everything taken from her she was but a child.

Looking at Rodrik he looked broken and hurt, his face filled with scars "Rodrik" he nodded handing me the light, he knew what I was asking for "Brent you must do it" he stared at me tears falling like waterfalls.

Brent alight his sister "Tell us after" I nodded to Rodrik. I watched little Talia walk up turning her faces covered in tears. I listened to Talia sing a sad song for her brother and father.

When the song finished Talia stepped down falling into her eldest brother arms as he hugged her, I stared frozen as the gods had taken another name, another life I call blood and not just that family friends too.

Once the bodies were nothing but ash I turned to Rodrik "I understand your pain but it's time we talk"

Rodrik nodded and we headed into the great hall to speak, taking a seat I stared at everyone here surrounding us "Well what the FUCK HAPPENED" Brent hand slammed onto the table "WHY THE FUCK IS MY SISTER DEAD AND WHY IS ETHAN FUCKING DEAD" I've never seen Brent snap like that.

"She saved me!" Talia signed

"Saved you?" I questioned "and whom would you need saving from?"

"Ramsay Bolton"

"I'm sorry" I frowned

"Bolton bastard" Rodrik

"Ramsay Snow?" I questioned "Why? How?"

"He wanted me as a prize but Nadine stepped up grabbed me from his hold, so he grabbed her and that's when Ethan really lost it. Ethan got stabbed in the throat and than Nadine did too"

Sliding my chair back I passed Jaymie Derik and I began to pace the room "Why was he here?" Brent asked through gritted teeth.

"Because of the Whitehills"

"Because of the Whitehills?" I questioned still confused

"One of the soldiers were killed and another attacked so they came for the killer but he was sent to the wall" Talia signed "I'm so sorry its all my fault"

"No it's not" Brent nodded "it's not Talia do you hear me, its not" with that Brent got up sliding the chair and walking outside, cracking my neck I followed him out "Not safe anywhere we go"

"I've realised!" I signed, as I looked at my little brother I knew I couldn't sit in self pity Nadine was his twin sister, his baby sister they've been together there whole life and now, now she to sat on the other side.

"Are we going to help them?" he asked

"I'm going to kill Ramsay that's the only thing I know"

"We need to rally, we need an army, doesn't help that most of the North great fighters were killed at the red wedding"

I signed, "So what will we do?" I questioned

"We scout, we fight off the Whitehills, Asher returning with sell swords, so that gives us some numbers but we're going to need more than just numbers, we need brains, smarts"

I nodded "Fine we scout but with the Whitehills here not the safest places for the kids and ourselves to be" I signed

"So what we do?"

"We rebel, gather as much town folks as you can and train it won't be long until Whitehill soldiers arrive"

Brent signed, "It might not work"

"We won't know until we try, and we have to for our parents, for Grant, for Nadine, Ned and Catelyn, Robb and Talisa we have to try"

"Well fuck me" he signed rubbing his face "alright, first break in the morning I'll go"

"Train any women who wants to fight too"

"Will do" Brent nodded "I feel like a massive piece of my heart missing Lily"

"I know I feel it two" I whispered "But I'm going to kill Ramsay"

Brent turned to me "You better I know use were friends but Nadine blood"

"He'll pay in blood, I promise"

Brent nodded leaving me outside on my own, this place had turned to shit, and this world was being spun so fast that I was loosing my mind. Ramsay killed my little sister why? Didn't make sense.