Sorry for the shitty, shitty chapter before hand. It had so many spelling mistakes and grammar issues. Also sorry for the late updating this chapter was a bit hard. But I hope you enjoy thank you for all the reviews, follows and favourites…Anyways onwards with the story.
I Rode in silence, my thoughts escaping to the last moment Jon and I shared. I don't know why but the silence filled me with memories I had buried so deep. I had told myself I wouldn't think him, that he wasn't leaving the wall ever that I had to close my heart but it was gut wrenching.
I thought back to when we were young running around driving Lord Stark and Lady Stark insane. We were innocent; we didn't know what fear or the danger of the cruel iron hand of the god's will and fate.
Never in a thousands years did I imagine Robb Falling, Ned Falling, Catelyn Falling, My parents Falling and little Nadine and Ethan. There were people I have had walk into my life that I cherish, love and adore that have fallen.
Taken a part of my soul as they closed their eyes they were gone like the breeze that moves the trees. I could pin point my favourite memories with every single person I love and adore I just wished maybe I could take back time go back to Winterfell and never leave.
My eyes began flashing back to right now and as I got closer to Ironrath I felt my stomach turn and twist. The overwhelming need to throw up. Clenching my jaw I hit my horse a little harder. The hairs on my arms stood up.
'Something not right' my thoughts nagged as I rode faster. My heart raced like a rabbit held by its ears trying to escape. Biting the inside of my gums hard my head was spinning.
Jumping off my horse ignoring the reins to stop him my eyes captured the scene in front of me "No" I whispered "fuck no" Shaking my head I rounded up the horse again jumping back on "FUCK" I yelled as I hit harder.
As I rode tears stung my eyes "Ya…Ya…Ya" I yelled pushing my horse harder up the hill. I felt like I couldn't breath that someone was strangling me. Hitting the top of the hill I turned into the farm I knew Brent had the boys in.
My heart stopped at I came to a slow pace my eyes scanning the small folks and soldiers. Jumping off the horse I gripped my dagger walking silently onside the barn.
Shakily I lifted my hand to my mouth letting out an ear-piercing whistle. Tears flown when I watched my Direwolf limp "Shadow" I signed falling to my knees as I wrapped my hand around his large neck.
My thoughts ran to the unthinkable, my heart beating my eyes running like a waterfall. Fear gripped me like a vice-like grip "Where are they boy" I whispered looking into his big brown eyes.
Shadow stood to his height placing his mouth on my arm pulling me along, following him around the corner I seen Ice. The boys were wrapped in him as his head lay on Brent Lap.
Running I slide on my knees feeling the harsh cut as my knee ripped open. Picking Derek up "Mummy, Uncle Brent Hurt" He pouted my heart ached at his words but he looked okay.
"You okay?"
"Mummy sad" his lip pouted, shaking my head I pulled Derik to my lifting Ned up whom seem to be okay. These boys were growing up and the relief I felt knowing they were okay made my heart pump again.
I heard coughing beside me, putting Derik and Ned back down I crawled over to Brent, gripping his face in my hands "Brent who? What? Why? Are you okay?" I stuttered.
Brent chuckled his eyes screaming in pain as he did "Is my big…T-Tough sister crying for little oh me"
"Brent" I signed,
"I am fine" he nodded "As if they could kill me" He rolled his eyes
I shook my head "You're in agony and you still cocky as shit"
"Wouldn't be me" he nodded
shaking my head I ripped the end of my dress, wrapping it around his leg "Think that's bad you should see him" he smirked
"Brent" I signed all seriousness "What happened? Where Jaymie?"
Realisation hit him his eyes flickered "Ice and Shadow saved me" he nodded "But I asked Jaymie to check on Talia and than Bolton soldiers came"
"Ramsay here" I hissed venom in my tone.
"Please Lily" Brent gripped my hand "Please we have to get Jaymie help me-"
"No…you're not going anywhere"
"But-"
"But nothing you stay I'll go" I promised
"Lillian I love her"
"I know" I nodded "Now stay here" I passed him some water "Shadow, Ice stay here. Boy listen to your Uncle and Brent" I kneeled back in front of him "Be safe" Handing him my bow and Arrow.
"Lily the Glenmore Soldiers are dead, probably Arthur too" the dagger in my heart pressed again for another lost life.
"I got this" I nodded "I love you boys"
"Love you mummy" Derik called back pulling Ned closer to him.
I smiled sadly at them. It was hard to turn but I couldn't not turn. My blood began to boil as I jumped back upon my horse my inner demon coming out ready to play ball with the big bad Ramsay fucking Bolton.
Coming into Ironrath I searched the castle only to see lady Forrester tear stricken "Lady?" I questioned
"The grove" she nodded "The grove"
Gulping I backed up and turned on my heels running down the hallways of the castle. Taking a deep breath I left the horse and ran the wind whipping my face as I glided through the grove.
Coming to a halt I pause when I seen him "RAMSAY NO" I yelled loudly.
Hi guys, hope this chapter isn't too bad. Please, please review so I know what you're all thinking no point continuing if I don't know how you feel about it. Let you know too this chapter was written at 3am at work.
Jeanette x
