"Lillian, I want to be like you...you're so strong so brave so outrageously quick" Brent tossed his sword around in front of Lillian stabbing the air. Lillian laughed coming closer to her brother bending to his height she readjusted his hand on the sword.

"You will be better than me" She smiled her eyes never leaving his as a slow smile crept on his innocent face "You will be quicker, Braver, Stronger and wars will come and they will scream your name Brent Falls the unfrozen, the untouched, the unbreakable" Lillian smiled "We are raised by wolves and loved by a pack" Lillian head looked up at Jon and Robb sparing with each other with wooden swords "You will learn and you will be great"

Nothing made Lillian happier than that smile the smile of her siblings, Brent dreams of being a great fighter and Nadine she dreams of pure happiness, she learns to be a lady but isn't afraid to learn a task "Where is your sister?" Lillian questioned.

"She's with the cooks" Brent laughed "learning to bake pies"

"Of course, she is" Lillian laughed "Jon, Robb" both boys stopped sparing putting their full attention on Lillian "can Brent spar with use?" Lillian questioned.

"Sure, come on Brent" Jon smiled

Lillian watched Brent spare with Robb as Jon came and stood next to her "Jon" Lillian whispered turning to Jon "thank you"

"Thank you?" He questioned confusion written on his face "what are we saying thanks for?"

Lillian place a hand on Jon's both their heart beating rapidly but their faces remained the same, no words uttered about their love "thank you for making me happy again" Jon face light up "you and Robb and everyone use took us in and for that I am grateful and I am happy"

Jon felt the pang in his heart as her words stopped he was hoping to hear other words "it's been a pleasure" Jon faked a smile placing his cold hands on hers.

"Lillian look" Brent laughed as he had managed to somehow get Robb on the ground his laughter field the grounds.

Robb stared at Brent love in his eyes and remained down it was a split decision that brought him to the ground in his back but one that brought a smile to Lillian and Brent face. Robb loved his best friend/sister and his little brother and brother the three of them needed happiness in their lives.

"Lillian, Brent look at my pie it looks good it smells good and I've baked plenty come inside mother and father are waiting" she screamed clapping her hands in pure joy.

The four of them followed the bubbly Nadine into the great hall and sat to eat Lillian eyes glanced over the family who brought her in. Jon eyes laid on lady Starks and his whole body stiffened. Lillian grabbed his hand pulling him into the seat next to hers, her eyes moving to the women who raised her daring to test her today.

"Mother, father" Nadine smiled placing pie in front of lady and lord stark "Robb, Jon, Theon" Nadine went around and around passing out her baked pie.

Brent POV

I Stood in the watch tower Ice at my side laying at my feet keeping them cosy in the cold air, the winds were changing the nights grew colder. But I didn't care if my testicles froze off I refused to leave this tower I refused my eyes to leave the gate awaiting to see my sister I prayed for her escape, she's Lillian falls the smartest women I know.

My heart clenched together as I heard crying and I knew those tears were the boys begging for Lillian. Letting out a shaky breath I followed the sound into my bedchambers watching Jaymie try to calm them.

Placing my sword at the end of the bed I crawled up the bed wrapping my hands around Derik pulling him to my side "Shh" I whispered as Jaymie did the same to Ned. Rocking back and forth like I had many times before.

"I hate this" Jaymie shook her head her eyes threatening to spill with heavy tears "I hate this so much"

Looking over at my wife I reached out pulling her to my side "we promised to protect them as if they were our own" I whispered laying a kiss on her forehead "that is why come morning break you're leaving off to bear island, I have already sent a raven to the head of Mormont they're expecting you and lady forrester"

"WHAT?" Jaymie spat angrily

"Do not argue with me on this please, I beg you I can't imagine how I will stand when I find out my sister is dead, or if I will be the same man you fell in love with but I can tell you that if something happened to you three anything at all I will take my life myself, so please go be protected Jaymie"

"Husband" she signed moving towards me "I can't imagine being without you"

Kissing the top of Jaymie blonde head "And I can't live without you, you can live without me but not the other way around Jaymie so please I beg of you do not fight me on this just do as I ask"

"Brent please I beg you don't send us away...you would never send Lillian away" she spat pure hurt and anger in her tone "And she too was a lady"

"I she was a lady" anger exploding as I stared at my silly wife "who at young age survived invasion in her own home, she rode with Nadine and myself in her arms, from that day she was a mother, a sister and grief struck women, every day she trained and no one stopped her, she pictured their faces over and over again" I signed "she lost our parents, the love of her life, our adoptive parents and brother, kidnapped, raped, tortured" I shook my head.

"Brent please"

"From there Jaymie she lost her sister buried her in the tombs of our ancestors, then she took you in protected you allowed me to marry the women I fell in love with so no I wouldn't speak to my sister the way I did you I wouldn't boss her around because she is Lillian falls a warrior, a mother, a sister and without her I am lost" I signed dropping to my knees in front of her "lost" I whispered tears flowing as she dropped to the floor cradling my head.

"Uncle Brent" looking up Derik was holding Ned hand.

"Ned" I questioned "you're walking?" I laughed "come here Ned" I clapped Derik released Ned hand and he wobbled towards me I smiled the first good thing since Lillian capture maybe death. White hills have slipped no news and the forresters won't let me leave.

Wrapping my arms around him "good work Ned so good" I laughed "come here Derik" Derik ran into my arms and I hugged these two curly haired boys "I love you"

"Love you too" Derik replied

"Love" Ned yelled

Looking up at jaymie "you will be leaving in the morning" her jaw clenched, one tear fell sliding down her cheeks but she nodded okay.

"Brent" looking up from the ground I stared at the Forrester brothers I hadn't spoken to one of them ignored them at any second they approached me, I had spent many nights upon that watch tower and if I wasn't there I was pacing the hallways of Ironrath keep.

"Pack your things" I stood kissing my wife on the lips "I will see you shortly" Jaymie nodded taking the boys hands and walking off.

I stared at the brothers "what is it" I asked harshly

"We need to talk"

Nodding I followed them into the great room taking a seat at the table my hand drummed on the table as I waited for what was to come "I promised your sister I would protect use; 3 guards will take the women of the house to Bear Island"

"Agreed"

"I am sorry but I feel as if she is safe" Asher spoke "its Lillian and from what I've been told if Ramsay is playing puppet master to this than she is under his protection, they were best friends"

"Yes, they were friends until Lillian slapped him in the face, punched him in front of his man" I signed "maybe he allowed it as a token for killing my sister but who knows...Ramsay and the Bolton's aren't to be trusted"

"They're going to come, Lillian probably took some soldiers" Rodrik nodded "if Whitehill's were smart they would have taken her to Ramsay if not she will be with them and if she is with them than we need a plan of attack for Lillian and Ryon"

Jon POV

I stared at Sam distaste on my mind as I signed the parchment for rose Bolton to send man and supplies to castle black. Once my name was signed I pushed back my chair my hand going to my face unhappily.

Sam walked away, groaning I stared at the door as the red women walked in, she's beautiful no doubt about it but she isn't my Lillian she isn't what I wanted to see right now "my apologies malady" Sam stared at me nodding he left us as I stared at the red woman.

"Lord commander"

"How can I help you?" I questioned

"Come with us when we ride south, none of us know the castle as well as you, it's hidden tunnels it's weaknesses its people. Winterfell was your home once. Don't you want to chase the rats out of it?" She asked turning to me.

"Castle black is my home now, nights watch takes no part in the wars of the seven kingdoms" I stated

"There is only one war life against death, come let me show you what you're fighting for" I stared at her as she moved closer to me.

"You going to show me some vision in the fire?" I questioned "forgive me milady I don't trust in visions"

"No visions, no magic just life" my eyes widen when she opened her dress her breast staring back at me" I stared frozen as she gripped my hand moving it to her breast slowly, my hand touched her nipple "do you feel my heart beating?" She asked "this power in you, you resisted and that's your mistake embrace it" she smiled staring at her my hand still touching her.

Shaking my head, I removed my hand fast, she took this as a moment to sit on me her hand creasing my cheek, my head swam with the time I shared with Lillian about the look on her face if she seen this, I won't betray her.

"Lord of light made us male and female, two parts of a greater whole. We are joint this power, power to make life, power to make light and power to cast shadows" her face was close to mine.

"I don't think Stannis would like that very much" I whispered

"We shouldn't tell him" she smiled seductively at me. Her hands beginning to pull the string of my leather coat

"I can't"

"Why"

"I swore a vow" not the night watch one Lillian I swore she would be my only "I love another"

"Dead don't need lovers only the living" she stated grabbing my pants. Grabbing her hand, I stopped her holding her hand tight in my own.

"Luckily she's alive and I still love her" letting go of her hand she stood getting off my lap "And if she was here not even the lord light could save god no one can stop a waterfall once it begins to flow" I smirked at the words remembering them the day she threatens me god that day she was mad. Red lady signed and exited my chambers. When I was alone I shook my head why would I let it get that far why would I let her disrobe in front of me if Lillian knew she would have my head fuck she would have the red woman head. I know no fury like hers.

Lillian POV

I had been blindfold the whole time sat in darkness not touched not harmed, not spoken too. I was alone and my thoughts ran wild my children, my brother no word had gotten to them Brent probably thinks of me as dead.

Standing my hands grazed the walls feeling the cold stone under my palm. But I couldn't make out where I was because I couldn't see it was so dark. The sound of squeaking metal doors opening made me turn "lady Falls" turning I stared at a young man holding a torch "Ludd whitehill wishes to speak to you"

"Why?"

"I do not know maybe to taught you" he signed

Nodding I moved closer not feeling up to hurting this young man placing my hand out he clapped the chain and began walking he never tugged or treated me roughly a different feeling from kings landing.

"Please sit" here I was again a prisoner this time sitting at the round table I once sat at before looking up guards stood but not as protected as last time I sat here.

"Lillian" a loud booming voice echoed through the castle one by one Gryff, Gwen and Ludd approached taking a seat a fair distance away from me Gwen never making eye contact.

"Tomorrow Ramsay man will come collect you and we, we will take ironrath" Ludd beamed, I stared at the fat old man shaking my head a slow sarcastic smile appearing on my castle.

"You're a traitor Ludd Whitehill, a Traitor...When I am back at Winterfell I will take it and you Ludd will be beheaded by yours truly" I smiled "Your whole traitor family" I spat in Gwen direction.

"Says you betraying our family for them why them" Gryff hissed "WE'RE OF THE NORTH, GWEN AND GRANT WERE BEST OF FRIENDS"

"Because I was raised by Wolves" shaking my head "and you betrayed them Forrester never did they were loyal" I shrugged "plus you know you got my little sister and Ethan murdered so I hope the gods have something awful planned for you, that you never sleep in peace when death knocks at your door"

Silence filled the room anger radiating off Ludd, Gryff now quiet his eye patch covering his right eyes from where Rodrik beat him half to death "eat this might be your last meal"

I scoffed "if I am under his protection do you think he wouldn't fucking feed me?" I questioned "all you had to do was hand of Ryon they probably would have given you their lands but as per usual you were to selfish and now war brew between two house and god know the north needs all their man"

"TAKE HER AWAY" Ludd screamed

Laughing I stood "why don't you come silence me oh Lord Whitehill" I teased "teach me a lesson"

"AWAY WITH HER" I felt the guard grab me lifting me from the ground growling I kicked the table food and drinks spilling everywhere the guard struggling to hold me as I squirmed.

"FUCKING PUSSY LUDD YOU'RE GOING TO DIE YOU FUCKING FOOL, I HOPE THEY BRING ME YOUR HEAD AS A FUCKING TROPHY" I screamed as I was being dragged down corridors.

"Shut her up" one guard groaned and I felt it the sting the taste of blood staring at him I smirked as he pushed me into my cell darkness flooding the room as I sat there feeling like a crazed woman. Laughing I couldn't help it I laughed and it echoed in the dungeon.


AN: Please forgive the spelling and grammar once again I wrote this on my phone please forgive and please review 10 reviewa and I will put the next chapter up this week if not I will see you when its updated.

Jeanette