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Juey Stories to Read:

Love into the light by Jameychris

No new images Here by Freegirl999

Fifty Shades OF Attraction by Natasha Anna & with Freegirl999

Fatal by Queenlomarie

Hue, Spells, & Fairytales by Cutechibilolita

Misson: Network by


Knock'

'Knock'

'Knock'

Caesar waited on the doorstep of Jazmine DuBois' home in Beverly Hills. It's been a year since he had discovered the truth about what was done to Jazmine in the mental institution which threw Manuel and Dr. Steven in prison for good, and Jazmine was finally set free.

You make my life complete

You are so sweet,

no one competes

Glad you came into my life

You blind me with your love,

with you I have no sight

Huey remained with Amelia and now together they're raising their son in their new home in Virginia. Huey had given up on Jazmine which broke her heart severely, now after a year, Caesar was standing knocking on her door with a ring in his pocket, ready to marry the girl of his dreams. Beads of sweat dropped from his forehead and his heart pounded from his chest as Jazmine opened the door.

"Caesar?"

Girl, you open me, I'm wide open

And I'm doing things I never do

But I feel so good, I feel so good

Why it takes so long for me finding you

Caesar looked up at the woman he loved who was wearing nothing but a white see-through lace nightgown with her messy curly hair wild like he liked. She had goosebumps forming on her soft skin and the nipples of her breast were starting to harden. He stared at her pear-shaped curvy body that made him want to drool all over the place. He wanted her to be his for the rest of his life.

This is my story and I'm telling you

It's not fiction,

it's surely a fact

Without you right here having my back

I really don't know just where I'd be at

"C-Ceaser, w-what are, you, you, d-doing?" She asked nervously as he kneel on one knee and took her delicate hand.

I analyzed myself, I was buck wild

Never thought about settling down

But all the time I knew I was ready

But not with all my friends around

"Jazmine, I know that he will always have your heart and I know that you and I weren't meant to be. I know I'm not your dream guy and I know you wish he was standing here instead of me. I know this was supposed to be a mistake, But when I look into your beautiful green eyes, I see perfection, and I don't care if I wasn't who you were dreaming about, and I don't care if my name wasn't the name you used to scribble down on your notebook" he said as he inhaled and exhaled, then spoke again,

" I just know that ever since you saved my life that day, I will never stop feeling this strong love for you. Jazmine I'm in love with you, and I want to hold you in my arms and heal your broken heart. Jazmine, what I'm really saying is, will you marry me?" he asked, pulling out the box, revealing a heart-shaped diamond ring.

But girl, I put you first now (I put you first now)

You made me, helped mold me (Helped mold me, baby)

Turned me into a man, I'm so responsible And I owe it all to you"

Jazmine stood frozen with her face filled with tears, her lips quivered, and she opened her mouth to speak, but then she closed them again, then placed the front of her hair behind her ear nervously.

Caesar felt his heart dropped; he knew she wasn't going to agree to marry him. She was still in love with Huey Freeman, and it will always be that way till the day she dies.

Caesar stood up feeling his heart burn.

"I'm sorry I won't bother you again" he said sadly as he turned to leave towards his car to do his walk of shame.

"Wait!" He heard her shout.

My whole life has changed

Since you came in,

I knew back then

You were that special one

I'm so in love, so deep in love

He turned his head.

"yes " was all she said.

He smiled widely and ran towards her " yes what?" He asked running his hands on her body, touching and squeezing her which caused her to moan.

I recognize your fragrance (hol' up!)

You ain't never gotta say shit (woo!)

And I know your taste is A little bit (mmm) high maintenance (ooh)

Everybody else basic

"Yes for what? Jazmine?" he asked as he sucked on her neck. She moaned again, but this time louder as she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss. They kissed with passion and lust, he lifted her up and carried her upstairs to the bedroom as they continued their trial of kissing and touching.

He laid her on the bed and ripped off her dress, ready to show her how much he loves her.

You live life on an everyday basis With poetic justice, poetic justice

If I told you that a flower bloomed in a dark room, would you trust it?

I mean write poems in these songs dedicated to you

And you're in the mood for empathy, there's blood in my pen

"Yes, what Jazmine?" He asked again, as he teased her with his two fingers, rubbing her clit.

She screamed with pleasure as she struggled to say the words. He looked up at her and smirked.

"What, you can't say three letter words?" He teased, climbing on top of her. "Maybe this will motivate you" he said as he entered his hard rock inside her. She screamed his name as he rocked her world, thrusting fast and hard. He stared at her the whole time her eyes closed and her mouth opened wide, damn she looked so sexy, he thought.

"Talk to me! Answer my question so I can fuck you harder" he demanded as he slowed his pace, causing her to beg him to go faster.

"Michael!" Damn he loved when she screamed his first name.

Better yet when your friends and them

I really wanna know you

all I really wanna show you off

Fuck that, pour up plenty of champagne

Cold nights when you curse this name

"Michael!" She screamed, as her nails dug deep in his back.

"Come on baby, say you'll marry me!" He said as he lifted her legs on his neck, stroking deeper, and faster than before. The bed frame bumps the wall roughly, bed squeaking loudly along with Jazmine moaning, and screaming repeatedly.

That sound like Poetic Justice, Poetic Justice

You were so new to this life, but God damn you got adjusted

I mean I write poems in these songs, dedicated to the fun sex

Your natural hair and your soft skin, and your big ass in that sundress (ooh!)

"Say it now!" He demanded.

"Yes!"

"Yes! Michael!"

"Yes, what?!" He hollered as he felt himself coming to climax.

"Yes! I'll marry you Michael!"

"Say it again!" He demanded.

I'm talking poetic justice, poetic justice

If I told you that a flower bloomed in a dark room, would you trust it?

I mean you need to hear this Love is not just a verb,

It's you looking in the mirror Love is not just a verb,

It's you looking poor maybe Call me crazy, We can both be insane

"Yes! I'll, aaaaaah!" she screamed.

A fatal attraction is common And what we have common is pain

I mean you need to hear this Love is not just a verb

and I can see power steering

Sex drive when you swerve, I want that interference It's coherent,

I can hear it, mmhmm That's your heartbeat

"I can't hear you Jazmine!" He teased. "Come on baby!"

No response..

"Jazmine?" He opened his eyes to see Jazmine bleeding under him. He jumps off her quickly and checks her pulse, tears running down his eyes.

"Jazmine!"

"Jazmine!"

He shouted desperately as he shook her body to wake her, but her body was limp and cold, and her skin was pale.

.

.

"No!" Caesar shouted as he jumped up from his bed. He was sweating excessively and breathing hard. He let out a sigh of relief, it was only a dream, thank god he thought. He growled loudly as he felt his member rise, damn! He thought. He was having deadly wet dreams about Jazmine, he needed to focus.

He looked at the time it was 5:30 in the morning, he quickly took a cold shower and got dressed. Today he was going to the mental institution to talk to Dr. Steven Russell, hopefully he won't make a scene, he needed him to collaborate, so he could take Manuel down once and for all.

"Uhm, sir? are you here to visit someone? or are you here to voluntarily check yourself in?" The woman by the name Lisa(according to her name tag) asked, smacking her gum loudly.

Damn, how the hell was he going to pull this off?

"I'm here to visit someone actually" he replied, thinking of a random name that he could get lucky with.

"And who would that be?" She asked, lowering her glasses.

"Uhm" he said, rubbing the back of his neck in embarrassment

shit! fuck! He cursed in his head, how can I get inside without a visitor and how can I see a visitor without knowing anyone here! Damn I should have thought this through, he thought as he looked around for His surroundings. He spotted a beautiful tanned skin Hispanic looking woman with long wavy dark hair. Her big eyes were brown and she was tall with a slim curvy body, damn why the sexy ones had to be either taken or crazy, he thought. The woman stared at him like she knew him. She mouthed something to him, but he couldn't figure out what she was implying.

"Sir!"the woman shouted, getting annoyed and inpatient. " Who are you here to visit?" She asked.

"Her" he pointed to the Hispanic woman.

The woman turned her head and her eyes widened.

"Wow Mariana Ramirez, you have a visitor for the first time!" She shouted to Mariana who smiled. The woman called the nurses to send Mariana to the visiting room and she handed him the visitor form sheet. " Here just sign this and walk straight, then turn to your left to the visiting room" she instructed.

He nodded his head and quickly signed in, then headed for the visiting room where the beautiful woman sat down, by the large table. He sat and stared into her eyes not sure what he was going to say. She looked happy to have a visitor, too bad he wasn't here for her.

"Hello, you must be Michael?" She said in her deep Spanish accent. He looked at her like she was crazy, well she probably was since she was in this shit hole , but then again Jazmine isn't crazy.

"How do you know my na-"

"Jazmine talked about you a lot, '' she mentioned. ''Plus I saw you on TV, you're a rich athlete but um, I'm not much of a soccer fan, I'm more of a baseball fan, but I must say, you're good" she said, throwing her thumbs up.

Jazmine talked about me?, he thought.

"I'm Mariana by the way, I was a friend of Jazmine, we met here. she was the sweetest girl I ever met and I fell in love with her, but she hurt me pretty bad" she said sadly, lowering her head.

What the fuck!, Ceaser thought

"Wait, your a les- how did- what did Jazmine say about me?" He babbled, not sure what he was trying to say.

She laughed loudly "estás loco!"

"Listen, long story short I'm a lesbian and I seen the way you looked at me, but sorry my eyes are only for Jazmine. She was so sweet until they took her away and when she came back she was different" she explained.

She sighed deeply and continued " she was acting like a sexy woman, flirting with all of the guards, and she even seduced me to steal pills for her. We kissed once and I thought she wanted me, but she was only using me. One minute, she was sweet then the next she was bitchy or flirtatious." She explained, wiping a tear that was falling for her eyes.

Caesar looked at Mariana with confusion, Jazmine kissed a girl? He thought immaturely. He was shocked by the things he heard that Jazmine had done, but he knew it wasn't her fault, she had lost herself, and it was all because of Manuel and Dr. Steven.

He listened as Mariana randomly told him the story of how she killed her brother and ex girlfriend for having sex behind her back. Damn this woman was really insane. She actually believes that her dead ex-girlfriend is stuck inside Jazmine's body.

"I know Celeste's soul is inside her, I can feel it that's why I need you to bring her back to normal and tell her I forgive her please" Mariana Pleaded.

"That's what I'm here. I need to talk to Dr. Steven or at least get the files he has on Jazmine, I need some type of proof." Caesar explained.

"I can help you," Mariana offered. " I'm good with stealing, it's my greatest profession. I remember Dr. Steven always records his patients. I know where he hides the tape recordings" she whispered.

"Could you steal the ones of Jazmine Dubois?"Caesar asked, hoping this works out.

" Of course I can, it's my greatest profession! Que me escuchas?"she shouted, then lowered her voice " I'll break into his office tonight, but on one condition, you tell strawberry shortcake to come visit me when she feels better, enterta?" she requested, pulling her hand out for a hand shake.

" You have my word," Caesar said, smirking as he shook her hand. "Wait, but how can you give me the tapes without getting caught, they won't allow me to leave this place without passing through metal detectors" Caesar asked, thinking about how close he was to taking Manuel down, mission failed, he thought.

"I know a way out of here. There's a door down the basement which I stole the key from, the back door leads to the parking lot, where you will meet me there" she explained. " I know what you're probably thinking, why haven't I escaped this hell hole yet? well, maybe because the world is scarier out there than it is in here" she explained.

Caesar wasn't sure what to say about her sad life.

"Okay, so tonight right?" he asked, waiting for a confirmation.

"Tonight" she whispered.


'Knock!'

'Knock!'

I'm so tired of being here

"Jazmin are you alright?" Isabella asked, standing near the bathroom door. Jazmine's been in the bathroom for two hours now, and she was worried about her.

"Jazmin?"

Suppressed by all my childish fears

"Jazmin!"

"I'm fine," Jazmine shouted.

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

" Leave me alone!" Jazmine shouted as she sat in the tub filled with bloody bubbles. Her eyes were closed and her head rested on the edge of the tub.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

On her left hand, she held a pair of sharp scissors. She hasn't done this in awhile, but she missed this feeling. She loves to cut because she hates herself, and she likes how it makes her feel like she is tearing herself to pieces.

There's just too much that time cannot erase

It was like her way of escaping the pain, confusion, and self-hate that drove her mind insane. She needed this, it was the only way out. She just wishes she could die already, but for some reason she was still alive. Tears were burning her eyes, but they never fell from her face, was she out of tears?

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

She thought of him and the things he said to her. The names he swore he wouldn't say again. He didn't love her anymore, he loved the old version of her. He's disgusted with her now. She will never be the pure innocent Jazmine from across the street, that girl was dead.

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

She heard the crying and footsteps of Isabella. She didn't mean to hurt her, she just wanted her to leave her alone. Isabella always treats her like she's a child and she was tired of feeling like a burden to everyone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

She needs to leave, but she has to wait for Huey, he'll be back soon. She knows she's pregnant because she threw up again today, why didn't he believe her? They were supposed to start a family.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

She slowly got up and placed a towel on her sliced wrist. She added pressure to it, squeezing tightly and held it down for a couple of minutes, then she dumped the whole bottle of alcohol on it causing her to wail loudly in pain.

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

She slowly walked to her closet of clothes while blood was dripping from the towel on the floors. She breathed roughly as she struggled to dress herself. She slipped on a pair of sweatpants with a long sleeve sweater. She didn't bother to fix her wild messy hair, and she didn't touch her makeup.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

"Bella! Bella, I'm sorry!" she shouted, but there was no response because Isabella had left. Jazmine picked up Simba and kissed him as she finally let her tears fall from her eyes. She placed him down, and gave him some fresh water and food.

'Sound of door shutting'

"Bella is that you?" Jazmine shouted, hoping it was her, so she could apologize about her rude behavior.

"It's me," the big bad wolf said.

"What do you want!" Jazmine shouted, walking towards her enemy. "You have him, you won! Why are you here? To rub it in?" Jazmine asked furiously.

"Sounds like a great idea but actually, I'm here to help you," Amelia said, standing with a huge envelope.

Jazmine laughed. "Help me?" she asked sarcastically, her hands on her hips.

"Yes, help you understand why my husband no longer wants your ass," Amelia explained. " I know you want to know" she teased, pulling out the pictures and the original forms that she didn't show Huey.

Jazmine gasped when she saw pictures of herself pregnant, smiling with her husband who was smiling as well, it wasn't just a smile, it was a smile full of happiness and love,which is rare coming from her husband.

"A baby?" Jazmine asked. " I was pregnant before" she asked in disbelief.

Amelia nodded her head.

She starred in the ultrasound picture and it hit her.

"Congratulations Mr. And Mrs. Lorenzo, you're having a healthy baby boy!" the doctor shouted excitedly.

"Voglio farti un regalo qualcosa di dolce, qualcosa di raro

Non un comune regalo di quelli che hai perso, o mai aperto"

Jazmine cried as her husband squeezed her hand tightly, his eyes watery as well. He was so excited that he told his whole family and he brought a whole bunch of expensive baby stuff.

"Vorrei donare il tuo sorriso alla luna perché di notte chi la guarda possa pensare a te

Per ricordarti che il mio amore è importante che non importa ciò che dice la gente"

"Can I open them now?" Jazmine asked anxiously.

"Not yet!"Manuel said excitedly, his hands covering her eyes, leading her to the nursery he had hired someone to design.

"Are we there yet?" Jazmine asked impatiently.

"la tua presenza è sempre arrivo e mai partenza

Il regalo mio più grande, il regalo mio più grande"

"Ready in 1,2,3 sorpresa!" He shouted as he removed his hands from her eyes.

She gasped as tears rolled down her green eyes.

It was a beautiful luxury room filled with golden chandeliers and a huge king size crib that could probably fit about 100 babies inside. A huge diaper changer bed that had cabinets filled of diapers, wipes, brushes, pacifiers, bibs, baby towels, and etc. And to put the cherry on top, a large walk through closet that was already filled with top designer baby clothes for a boy. It even had a fireplace which Jazmine was a little concerned about, but overall, it wasn't her ideal nursery, however, it was the best looking nursery she has ever seen.

"ti piace amore?" He asked, kissing her temple softly.

"I love it! è perfetto" she said, turning around, kissing him deeply.

"sei perfetto" he said as he picked her up bridal style, and led her to their bedroom, and made sweet love to his beautiful wife.

"Ti amo la mia bella ragazza" he whispered as he held her naked body close to his. He rubbed on her pregnant belly. " You and him mean the world to me, and no matter what, I'll protect and take care of you both, I promise" he said, pouring his heart to her.

"amore mio" she said, caressing his face.

"Vorrei mi facessi un regalo Un sogno inespresso,

donarmelo adesso Di quelli che non so aprire

Di fronte ad altra gente Perché il regalo più grande

È solo nostro per sempre"

He smiled widely as she leaned to give him a kiss but suddenly he jumped.

Her eyes widened along with his

"Love, did you feel that?" Jazmine shouted excitedly.

"Yes, he kicked!" Manuel said as happy tears rolled down his eyes.

"He's happy because daddy says he's going to protect and take care of him, and mommy," Jazmine explained.

"That's right son, your papà never breaks a promise" he said, kissing her belly.

Jazmine looked at Amelia with tears in her eyes.

"Where's my baby!"

"Please, tell me where he is?"

Jazmine pleaded. Maybe that's why Manual is so angry he just misses their baby, all Jazmine has to do is find him and her husband won't hit her anymore

"Give me back my baby!" Jazmine screamed, getting in Amelia's face. " Why are you hiding my baby from me!" Jazmine shouted, shaking Amelia's shoulders roughly.

"I'm don't have your fucking baby!" Amelia yelled, pushing Jazmine away." your baby is dead!"

"What?"Jazmine said in disbelief. "No your lying!" She screamed.

"No! It's true!" Amelia screamed, showing her medical record that stated she had a miscarriage due to an accidental fall down the stairs.

Jazmine stared at the form feeling her heart break in a trillion pieces. "No!"

"No!"

She wept in her hands, wishing she could hold her baby, but he was gone because she decided to be clumsy, she let her husband down and her baby, that's why Manuel hated her because she wasn't careful enough, and because of her they're baby was killed. It was all her fault.

She promises that she won't let the same thing happen to the baby she is currently carrying. She's going to protect and take care of her baby, even if Huey decides that he doesn't want to be part if His or her life, she's going to do it on her own.

Amelia watched in confusion as Jazmine began rubbing on her stomach, closing her eyes, and praying.

"What the hell are you doing?" Amelia asked.

"Praying for my baby" Jazmine replied " both of them" she added.

"What?"Amelia said, still confused.

"The baby I had lost and the baby in my tummy at this moment" Jazmine explained, smiling weakly as she patted her flat stomach gently. " I'm sorry you had to find out this way, but Huey and I are also having a child, and Malcolm's going to have a brother or sister!" she informed her with excitement in her voice.

Amelia laughed hysterically.

"Ahahahahahaha! Girl, you actually think you're pregnant?"she asked, laughing wickedly. " Whew, girl you're so hilarious!" She shouted, holding her heart that burnt from laughing too hard.

"No seriously, I know I'm pregnant I can feel him or her inside me, God has wrapped me another gift for the one that was taken from me, and it was given by the man I love," she said, her eyes filled with happy tears. She knew she was pregnant, it was obvious all the signs were there: increased appetite, missed period, morning sickness, mood swings, and feeling fatigued.

Amelia had tears rolling from her eyes and she was stomping hard, laughing so hard that her baby kicked.

"Woo woo, you just made my day!"Amelia shouted. "Okay" she said, wiping her tears as she stopped her laughter.

Jazmine gawked at her and folded her arms angrily.

" That is absolutely impossible!" She said, grinning like the Grinch. "How can you possibly get pregnant by my husband?"

"Uhm, I don't know? maybe when you're husband was fucking me raw almost every night" Jazmine said sarcastically, feeling upset that Amelia was making fun of her, she was just jealous.

Oh this bitch was getting cute, can't wait to burst her bubble, Amelia thought.

"Hmm maybe you are right Jazmine, so what is the plan for the baby?" Amelia asked, messing with her head. She wanted to have a little fun with this before dropping the bombs on her.

"Why do you care, it's none of your concern!" Jazmine snapped. "But since you asked, once you and Huey get a divorce, he and I are going to get married and move into a big single home. we don't need a mansion" she explained.

"We're going to paint the walls like the dark skies filled with stars and one shooting star that will be painted above the baby's crib. The paint used to make the stars will glow in the dark, so he or she won't be afraid, and don't worry we will save room for Malcolm too,"she said softly, her eyes had a bright beam of light in them. She kept touching her stomach as if she could feel the baby.

This bitch is delusional! How dare she add my son to her make believe dream. This bitch thinks she's Cinderella psst!

"Bitch please, first of all my husband and I are working our differences out. He told me last night before we made love that he is willing to wait as long as it takes to earn my forgiveness and trust, "She said truthfully.

" he also said that he never really loved you because you aren't the Jazmine he fell in love with and he said he just loves the sex because you give good head" she lied.

Feeling broken

Barely holding on

But there's just something so strong

Somewhere inside me

And I am down

but I'll get up again

Don't count me out just yet

Jazmine shook her head

"No, no, he loves me! you're lying!" Jazmine shouted.

"He doesn't love you anymore, especially now that he knows the truth about you!" Amelia snapped.

They can say that I won't stay around

But I'm gonna stand my ground

You're not gonna stop me

You don't know me

You don't know who I am

Don't count me out so fast

"He knows everything about me and he's just upset with me because of the way I was acting when you caught us!"Jazmine shouted, defending her argument. "He's going to come back for me because I'm his world," Jasmine said, her voice cracking, referring to what Huey told her.

There will be no fade out This is not the end

I'm down now But I'll be standing tall again

Times are hard but I was built tough

I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of

Amelia laughed loudly and handed her the original medical document.

"Take a look at the real reason Huey doesn't want you" Amelia said proudly.

"You see, you're not good enough to be with a man like Huey Freeman. I mean your sex is probably exclusive thanks to all the man you fucked, but Huey is a successful hardworking billionaire, and he has respect with a huge and good reputation. You on the other hand, yes, you're beautiful, famous, and rich, " She admitted. "And you have billions of fans, but you're a dirty whore with an awful reputation that could destroy his image. And those personalities hun, don't make the cut" Amelia said as Jazmine stared into the sheet with tears burning her eyes.

I've been brought down to my knees

And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking

But I can take it I'll be back Back on my feet

This is far from over I am far from over

You haven't seen the last of me

"I'm a better woman for Huey. I'm beautiful but I offer more than beauty; I'm intelligent. Everyone sees me as this good wife. I have respect and dignity. People look at me like I'm Michelle Obama and Oprah. My husband doesn't have to worry about men staring at my naked body, only my husband sees it, and I may not be a virgin anymore thanks to Huey, but I'm much more pure than you'll ever be," Amelia teased, walking closer to Jazmine. "Most of all, I have the ability to give Huey the best gift a woman could ever give a man," Amelia said, leaning to whisper in Jasmine's ear. " I can give him children, betcha you can't," she whispered.

No no I'm not going nowhere

I'm staying right here

Oh no

You won't see me begging I'm not taking my bow

Can't stop me It's not the end

Jazmine body shook violently

"No, no!"Jazmine screamed. " You are a liar!" She shouted.

"I'll just leave so you can let it sink in" Amelia announced, walking away. " Oh yes, I almost forgot," she said, pulling out the medication that Kenneth got for her. "Here's your medication, I think you're going to need it, so the pain could go away," Amelia said before walking out the house with a huge smile on her face.

"You haven't seen the last of me Oh no You haven't seen the last of me You haven't seen the last of me"

"No, no, it's not true," Jazmine chanted repeatedly.

" I'm having a baby, I'm having a baby, I'm having a baby, Huey's child" she repeated, holding her ears as the waterfall flowed down her face.

Jazmine looked at her round pregnant belly. She was amazed how big she had gotten and Manuel noticed. He's still happy about the pregnancy, but lately he's been complaining about how fat she looked. He keeps comparing her to his ex wife and making her eat nothing but salad and water.

She's pregnant and she doesn't want to eat like a Victoria Secret model. She wants cake and ice cream with applesauce, and peanut butter sandwiches with pickles and mustard. She wants meat! She was so desperate she would eat fried chicken which is murder. She knew she wasn't a vegetarian anymore because her baby sure wasn't.

"Push Jazmine Push!" The doctor shouted as her husband whispered "andiamo spinta Jazmine! you can do this!" He said, trying to motivate her.

"Ahhhhhhhh" Jazmine screamed as she pushed as hard as she could. And finally,

"Waaaaaaah waaaaah" the sounds of Jazmine's beautiful baby boy. Jazmine sighed in relief as Manuel hurried over to cut the Umbilical Cord.

Close your eyes, Have no fear,

The monster's gone,

He's on the run

And your mummy's here

"Please I wanna see my baby" Jazmine pleaded weakly.

Manuel held the baby and rocked him and kissed him "mio figlio" he whispered before handing him to Jazmine who was anxious.

Before you go to sleep,

Say a little prayer,

Every day in every way,

It's getting better and better

She smiled as tears rolled down her sweaty face. His eyes had dark silky hair and brown eyes like daddy and a heart shaped face and lips like mommy.

She never thought someone so tiny could be so beautiful.

Out on the ocean, sailing away

I can hardly wait To see you come of age

But I guess we'll both just have to be patient

"You so handsome" she whispered as Manuel rubbed on Jasmine's messy hair.

"Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy (Beautiful boy),

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy"

:

" Ahhhhhhhh!" She screamed, feeling the worst excruciating pain. Blood was running down her legs rapidly and she could feel the blood clots inside her. Her head was spinning and throbbing in pain and her body was shaking violently. Her vision was blurry and her ears were ringing but she could slightly hear her husband shouting and panicking.

"It's going to be okay, I promise," he said as he dialed the ambulance.

Jazmine could feel her baby dying inside her, it was like someone was pulling him from her stomach.

"No, please don't take him away" mumbled weakly as before passing out.

"I'm sorry Mr. And Mrs. Lorenzo but you had an miscarriage" the doctor said sadly.

And unfortunately due to the hard impact of the fall, as a result, Mrs. Lorenzo is infertility and she has scar tissue on and around her ovary or in the fallopian tubes which will prevent her from ovulating which prevent her from ever conceiving again.

"W-what are you saying!" Jazmine screamed, bawling her eyes out.

"I'm deeply sorry, but you will no longer be able to have any children," the doctor explained.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home

"Noooooo!" Jazmine screeched, dropping on the ground, ripping strands of hair from her head, kicking her feet. She didn't care anymore, she didn't want to be on this earth anymore, she lost everything, her memories of her parents, Huey, the baby she lost, and the baby she thought she had with Huey.

"No it's not true the doctors are wrong!" She shouted as she stood up slowly.

" I'm pregnant, I'm having a child" she said, trying to convince herself but deep inside she kept thinking about what the doctor said. It was all in her head and playing games with her emotions. Other than Huey she wanted a baby more than anything because she never got over the loss of her first child.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

When she lost him she most a part of herself and she always wanted a baby to replace that missing piece. She thought if she had another baby she could stop feeling so lonely, but now she would forever be lonely because she could never have children.

Amelia is right, she thought.

" I can't offer him anything, I'm nothing but a dirty whore," she said to herself as she picked up the bag of medication. "I deserve to die, I'm a hooker" she said as she walked upstairs into the bathroom.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

She ran the bathtub with steaming hot water then she removed her clothes. She stares at herself in the mirror. She looked terrible, her hair looked like a bird's nest, her eyes were red and puffy with dark circles underneath.

Her lips were chapped and a little bruised from when she hit her lip. Her body still looked the same except the slices on her wrist. It just wasn't enough, she had to cut more.

Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind

She took the sharp scissors she had earlier and she Pressed it against her stomach slightly, but she stopped herself because she still believed it was a child inside her womb, she didn't want to murder another baby. She dropped the scissors and sobbed, still stilling in the mirror.

"I hate you" she said to her reflection.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over the place.

Yeah,oh

"I hate you!"she screamed as she Hit the mirror hard causing it to break into pieces. " Everyone hates you!" She screamed.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

"I just wanna die,"she cried as she grabbed a peice of glass and pressed it against her arm. She screamed in agony as she craved the words WHORE on her arm.

She's lost inside, lost inside

...oh oh yeah She's lost inside,

lost inside...oh oh yeah


Huey was at the bar having his fourth drink. He was tired of feeling the pain because Jazmine keeps drilling holes in his heart. He loves her and he will never stop, but she's no good for him. They could never have a future together because it will never be the same.

It's the wanting you, never getting you

Keeps me wanting you, missing you

Just to picture you is what gets me through

Fit for you, I was meant for you

What I was sent to do, meant to do

Wasn't meant for you Hope I said that shit right

He never really forgave her for sleeping with Caesar and he now that he knows the truth, he doesn't think he could ever forgive her. Those words he said to Jazmine and her devastating face expressions haunted his mind. He didn't want her out of his life but if she stays in his life he will keep breaking apart.

She isn't the woman he fell in love with..she was selfish and scandalous. How could she get rid of her child at 4 1/2 months, how could she think it was fun to sleep with different men, how could she say those things about him and disrespect and mock him on video, then have the nerve to fuck two racist white men on a bed with his face on it. She was beyond disrespectful and he is embarrassed for loving a woman like her.

Cos' if I never have you

Then I could never lose you

Do you know what might happen,

If I decide to choose you

He wishes he could stop thinking of her. He wishes that when he holds his wife that he doesn't pretend he's holding her. He wishes when he makes love to his wife, he doesn't imagine himself making love with Jazmine. He wishes that he didn't wish that Jazmine was having his baby but he knew that was impossible.

Then the world may just stop spinning

It may just well be the ending

Talking all about existence Who knows

He misses the old Jazmine, he wants her back but she's gone.

He looked up at the TV that was on the wall. It was a Wendy Williams interview with Jazmine, who looked stunning, wearing a sexy black skin tight sheer cutout dress with some nude heels. Her hair was wavy and styled to the side. She wore a expensive sparkling necklace and natural make up with nude lipstick.

"Woot! woot!, Woot! Woot!, Woot! Woot!!" The crowd shouted, waving their hands in the air.

"Thank you, Thank you! Hey everyone, welcome to The Wendy Williams Show, How you doin?" She said with a growl.

"I'm sitting here with the young and beautiful, stunning play bunny, model and actress, Jazmine DuBois!!!! Wendy announced , the crowd were screaming and howling.

Jazmine giggled and blew them a kiss and they went wild. She touched her chest and was shocked how much love she was receiving.

"Wow! They love you!" Wendy Williams shouted.

"Awe, I love them too" Jazmine said sincerely, as her eyes watered at the crying teenage girls that were in front of the men, reaching their hands out from below the stage.

"Wow this is the first time I had so many men on my show!"Wendy Williams shouted, referring to the men that were howling and barking at Jazmine.

Jazmine laughed nervously and lowered her head and covered her cheeks that were red.

"What's wrong Jazmine, you seem shy in person" Wendy commented. "But on camera you're a natural!"

"Yeah, I'm really shy, especially when taking photos, but my husband taught me to think as if you were the only one in the room," Jazmine replied.

"Speaking of your husband, I must say he is hot for his age!"Wendy said, fanning herself with her hands.

Jazmine laughed as they showed pictures of Jazmine and Manuel on the beach, Manuel had a hot bod with a little hair on his chest and Jazmine of course, her body looked amazing in her bikini.

"I must say Jazmine, I'm loving the tiny waist!" Wendy shouted, touching Jazmine's waist.

"Thank you, and for the long hours I spent wearing waist trainers" Jazmine sighed, thinking how awful it was to wear tight corsets.

The crowd cheered and clapped loudly.

Wendy took a slip of her wonder woman cup of tea.

"So Jazmine, we were so sad that you left Pretty Little Liars in season 3. I screamed at my TV screen when your character Aria died, she was so innocent but hot," Wendy said, referring to Jasmine's character Aria who was a sixteen year old dating a 30 year old teacher which reminded her of her relationship with Manuel minus the beating.

"Yes, I had only signed a contract for three seasons, I had already knew my character was going to be killed by A, it was by choice I couldn't resume in the show because I had other films and photo shoots to work on, but it was super fun being a naive teenager again" Jazmine explained.

"Well I was devastated including your girls over there" Wendy said, referring to the teenage fans." But you're sitting here beside me and you have boobs! You didn't have any boobs on the show, just booty!"Wendy said laughing as they showed a clip of Aria Stuffing her bra with tissues.

Jazmine laughed. "Yeah Aria is supposed to be this insecure girl who isn't really lucky in the chest area, they had to wrap bandages around my chest to make me appear flat chested, it was pretty funny" Jazmine jokes.

"Hahaha! That just of been so uncomfortable doing sex scenes with Jamie Dornan.( the actor from fifthy shades of Grey)"Wendy joked.

"Good thing it was mostly kissing scenes" Jazmine commented.

"So is he a good kisser?" Wendy slipped.

"Stop that," Jazmine said, turning her head as she laughed.

"Awe come on, "Wendy said, trying to get her to confess.

"He's a great actor and he's very pleasant to work with," Jazmine replied, saving herself from spilling the beans.

"Okay, wait hold on, can you stand and show the audience your sexy outfit," Wendy shouted excitedly. " Let's give her some shoe cam shall we!" She said as the camera went closer to her wrap around heels. Then the camera went back to Jazmine, who was posing for the crowd as they whistle and holler, then she sat back down as Wendy slipped her tea.

"Let's talk about our favorite hottie, Huey Freeman," the girls in the crowds screamed.

Huey rolled his eyes as he continued to watch anxiously wondering what Jazmine would say.

"Now that's a sexy man!" Wendy shouted, as pictures of Huey wearing a suit showed on the screen. " Too bad he's never at the beach," Wendy joked.

Jazmine covered her face and blushed, turning tomato red and giggling uncontrollably.

"So Jazmine, I see you know him very well" Wendy said. "How did it feel living across the street from that! Did you ever catch him with his shirt off?" Wendy said, fanning herself as she caught herself squealing along with the crowd of ladies, the men remained silent.

Jazmine blushed again.

"Well, I didn't go out much" she lied. " but from what I remembered he was always so handsome and intelligent for his own good" Jazmine revealed.

"Ooo! so someone had a crush" Wendy teased, lightly punching Jazmine's arm.

Jazmine giggled and covered her face.

"Can you stop that?" Jazmine asked, laughing.

"Aww you're no fun!"Wendy teased. "So He's book published a week ago and it was good"

"Yes, it really was well written, I love the powerful message behind it," Jazmine mentioned.

Huey arched his brow, wait, she read my book.

"What is a model and actress doing reading a book about society and politics?"Wendy asked. " wouldn't someone like you think it's boring!"she asked

"The thing a lot of people don't know about me is that I'm a bookworm. In my spare time, I love reading a good book and sipping hot chocolate,"Jazmine addressed politely. " Especially when I'm traveling on the plane. I have a tendency to read fanfiction stories, but I like all sorts of genres. Depends on what mood I'm in. " Jazmine admitted.

" I mean, I didn't like politics growing up because I didn't understand it, but now I think it matters. Especially with what's happening to our fellow African Americans with police brutality. We do not feel comfortable talking about injustice or racial economics, but we must educate ourselves and educate each other. "She explained.

Huey's eyes widened . He didn't expect that response. He felt a smirk on his face . As she went on,

" I have read his book twice so far, and I still can't stop reading it because it reminds me of a childhood friend I had lost. Iit makes me feel closer to him," Jazmine revealed.

"Would that childhood friend be Huey Freeman?" Wendy suspiciously asked.

Jazmine blushed again.

"Well, I didn't say all that," Jazmine said, feeling her heart blasting.

"So did you get to see those sexy wine eyes when he signed your book?" Wendy teased.

"No, actually I pre-ordered it online." Jazmine said.

"Awe, are you afraid you might get caught up with some old feelings?" Wendy teased, trying to figure out if the rumor ( Huey Freeman dating Jazmine Dubois when they were teens) were true or not.

"What are you implying? There are no types of feelings between Freeman and I because we're both happily married with our significant other" Jazmine protested, feeling the heat from the hot seat she was in.

"You never think of the good old days? You know when you two loved each other? Wendy said, while a photograph of Huey and Jazmine kissing as teenagers appeared on the screen.

Jazmine wore a long sea blue gown which sparkled in the moonlight. Huey had a white suit with a sea blue tie that matched Jazmine's dress. Her hair was in a fishtail braid that sat beautifully on one side of her shoulders, passing all the way down her hips. Huey's hair was slick back in a low ponytail, his arms were wrapped around her waist. Her hands were laying on his chest. It was their homecoming picture.

The crowd said Ooooooooh, and they applauded and acclaimed. Jazmine"s body tensed up and tears were clogging up her eyes. She tried her best not to cry on national television, but it was so hard and she missed him so much and it hurt. Her lips tremble as she remains quiet.

"Jazmine, are you okay?" Wendy asked sincerely, but secretly thinking of how high her show's ratings will be after this.

Jazmine gulped and nodded her head but her tears had already dropped from her face.

"I, I c-can't do this" she said as her voice cracked. she uttered a sob " I'm sorry" she said as she ran off the stage, covering her face as she brawled in her hands.

The crowd gasped and the teenage fans were angry with Wendy for scaring Jazmine off the stage. Wendy nervously sipped her tea.

"Uhm, commercial break!" She shouted.

Huey felt his heart drop. He had no idea Jazmine was still hurting from their break up at that time he thought she was over him. It made him feel even worse when he discovered she actually did read his book which means she probably didn't mean what she said on the video, maybe she was drunk or Manuel probably put her up to it, the video did seem scripted .

Your light shines so bright it's like two stars colliding.

We'll only survive if we fight it, don't fight it

Your light shines so bright it's like two stars colliding

We'll only survive if we fight it don't fight it Yeah

Damn how could he be so stupid! He didn't even give Jazmine a chance to explain herself she probably doesn't remember and even if she has a split personality it's not her fault. He knew Jazmine was never like that so he knew that condition she has is something she develop over the years of getting beaten and raped.

But the only thing he couldn't add up was the secret affairs she had with other men and a secret baby and abortion. He didn't know what to say about that he needed to hear Jazmine's side of the story.

Cos' if I really have to

You know I would choose you

Do you know what would happen,

If I ever lose you

He already told his wife that he will stay with her out of anger with Jazmine, but he still loves Jazmine. Only didn't know if they had a future together. He told her to stay away from his life, but her going away will only make his heart suffer.

He called her a hooker, how could he say that when he knew her situation, he was wrong. He wasn't ready to face her yet because he knew she was hurt and he was hurt too. He didn't want to get caught up in her lies again or manipulation. He doesn't entirely trust Jazmine, but he still needs to talk to her to put the pieces back together.

Then my heart would just stop beating

And my mind would just stop thinking

And my strengths would turn to weakness You know

That I cannot see tomorrow If you're not in my tomorrow Uh oh

He got up from the leather barstool and called one of his drivers to come drive him home, he wasn't sober enough to drive alone. He thought of her again as he sat in the back seat of his car. He was sitting on the spot where they made love, he could still smell her scent which drove him crazy. He wanted to touch her again. Her soft skin, her long curly hair, and her full lips. He wanted the sweet song of her moaning and screaming his name, damn why was he thinking about this.

I've gotta save the world

How can I when

You belong to me but I belong to them

Who do I give me to, who do I let win

You or the world You are my world

He had to stop thinking of her and focus on his wife and baby on the way, but the It just didn't make sense at all, especially the affair. Jazmine had with some random Hispanic man, and where the hell did Amelia get all that evidence from?

She claims from a friend, what friend? Amelia hardly had friends; she was always introverted; the only friends she really has are Denise, Cindy, and some other chick from college. Something wasn't clear and it was bad. He needs to get to the bottom of it.


Isabella walked inside the house once again it was dark.

May it be an evening star

Shines down upon you

May it be when darkness falls

Your heart will be true

You walk a lonely road Oh!

How far you are from home

Uh oh, she thought. She knew that this wasn't a good sign, she doesn't understand what's going on with Jazmine, but she overheard Amelia bragging over the phone about how she won and that Jazmine is going bye bye because Huey doesn't want her childless ass. Whatever that means, she thought.

Mornie utulie (Darkness has come)

Believe and you will find your way Mornie alantie (Darkness has fallen)

A promise lives within you

now

She walked upstairs, careful not to make a sound, she held a bag with a Clear Blue pregnancy test in her hands that she had brought for Jazmine, who claims she's having a baby with Huey.

May it be the shadow's call

Will fly away

May it be you journey on

To light the day

When the night is overcome

You may rise to find the sun

She walked slowly inside Jazmine's room and once again it was pitch dark inside.

"Jazmine?" She called out.

"Jazmine!" She ran closer to the bathroom door which was locked.

"Jazmin, open the door. I have the test," she said calmly.

She heard water running.

Mornie utulie (Darkness has come)

Believe and you will find your way Mornie alantie (Darkness has fallen)

A promise lives within you now

"Jazmine!" She called out again, banging on the door

"Jazmine!" She said, panicking as she saw water traveling from under the door into the bedroom.

She gasped.

"Jazmine, abrir la puerta!" She shouted, kicking the door with all her might.

The door was too strong so she grabbed a barbin pin from her hair and played with the lock until she finally unlocked the door.

She opened the door

"Jazmine?"

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!" Isabella screamed in horror.

A promise lives within you now


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