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Bonnie, Bonnie, Bonnie. I tell you that girl is tempting me in ways that I just can't explain. I mean it's been hard with other exes in the past, but the girl could have me lose all self-control. One day I actually told her to just fuck it all and fuck me, but she refused, saying that it wouldn't have been right if she let me go through with something that I would regret. I would never regret sleeping with Bonnie, but I sure as hell would've been mad at myself. And just when she did that, I knew that she was the one I wanted to marry. A girl that not only cares about me but my values while any other girl would've probably taken advantage of my moment of weakness in a second.
I'm going to propose but I have to think of a special way to do so I was thinking about our four year anniversary, but I don't know. She's still pretty upset about me banning Evan, I could tell at dinner last night, but I think it's for the best. Call me jealous or controlling, but I'm just trying to look out for my girl and that Evan kid ain't good news, I can tell you that much. Ever since I met him, I could tell, but Bonnie is somehow blind to all this and it honestly amazes me. I should be happy about it in a way though because she can never tell when a guy is after her and I won't have to deal with her leaving me for another man.
When we first got together, I was surprised that she was single, newly single, but single all the same. I knew that I would be in trouble with this one; her dark curly hair, toasted silky skin, tiny frame with hips and ass. I could hold her all day with her legs around my waist as I look into her eyes and kiss her occasionally.
She doesn't know it but every morning when she wakes up early for her run, I watch her sometimes get ready as she stretches and struts around in a sports bra and leggings and sometimes shorts with her socks pulled up to her knees and running shoes covering her feet. By the time she gets back, I'm already out the door off to work.
No need for me to explain my job just think of that show The Office but instead of Michael Scott I have Dr. Jackass and there's no Jim and Pam… well, I guess Bonnie and I could fill that role if she worked here but there is a Dwight Schrute and since I'm Jim in this scenario, it's my job for him to make an idiot out of himself on a daily basis. Replace Dwight with the name Tyler and instead of selling paper we sell cups and voila, you have my job... Well, kind of. Tyler and I are close and we do fool around, but not nearly as public as Jim and Dwight.
"I can't believe you're not hitting that already, man."
"Hitting what exactly?"
He smacked his teeth, "That girl that came in the other day ring a bell? How in the hell have you and Bonnie not banged it out yet?"
"If I'm completely honest, if it was up to me we would've had sex about ten times already."
"What?"
"You know we get to kissin' and I just take her body in my arms and run my hands up the fullness of her ass and I just tell her that I want her, but she tells me to respect my morals and snaps me out of my hormonal high."
"That's a keeper right there."
"Which is why I'm going to propose."
"You can't propose."
"Why not?"
"Because the whole thing with Evan she's going to use her new status as fiancée against you to lift the ban."
I shake my head, "Nah, Bonnie won't do that and besides by the time I propose, Evan won't even be on her mind."
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"It means that I have no idea when I'm going to ask her. I already bought the ring, I just got to figure out a when and how."
"Trust me, you got the hard part over, you'll know when it's time, just keep that ring on you all times so you could pull it out whenever."
"Speaking of wives, how's your Caroline doing?"
"She's doing fine. She gets to stay home with junior for another month before she returns back to work."
"She still wants to work? I'd figure she quit once the baby was born."
"Ah, you know Care, the girl can't take a chill pill even if she tried."
We shared a laugh then headed back to work once we covered our usual morning talk. Now our afternoon talk is usually held on the roof of the building with sandwiches and in some cases a blunt. Bonnie doesn't know, or will she ever know, that I sometimes enjoy a hit or two, but I'm quitting soon. Tyler and I made a pact to stop in a month and it's not like we're addicted or anything, it's just a way to clear out minds of the world.
"Why are you waiting until marriage anyway?"
"Well, I am a Christian man so I decided to wait."
"You smoke pot every week."
"I said I'm Christian, not perfect and besides, we're quitting this habit next week."
"Who started this anyway?"
"I believe it was you. Caroline was getting on your last nerve and you took me up here for a smoke. Why I agreed to it, I have no idea."
"Cause you're my friend and that's what friends do."
"I wouldn't preach that to your kid if I were you."
He chuckled and took one last puff and we ate our BLTs in about four bites each and returned back to work to which I won't bore you with that, so I'll just skip to when I get home. Before though, I stopped to pick Bonnie up some flowers I know it won't make things right but she'll appreciate it.
"Honey, I'm home,"
"Honey, I'm in the kitchen."
She knew I was coming but I still felt her jump a little when I wrapped my arms around her frame from behind.
"I got you flowers."
"Are they pretty?"
"They're beautiful, just like you."
I noticed her trying to hide her smile, she likes to act like my compliments doesn't affect her, but I know they do. I kiss her neck and the place the flowers in a vase setting it on the table. I wait until she shuts the stove off before I turn her around and kiss her knowing that she couldn't get mad at me for whatever she was cooking getting burnt.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"Are you still mad at me?"
"I was never really mad, just a little… I don't know, I guess shocked."
"Listen, I apologize for springing that on you, but I can't apologize for banning him. I think I did the right thing."
"I know, Stefan but you have to realize that it's me throwing away thirteen years of friendship. It's not like we just met a week ago."
"Alright, fine," I sighed, "he's only banned for two months then you can do whatever you want, but I'm serious, Bonnie. I will-"
"Kick his ass if he tries something, I know. Thank you."
"Anything for you, love."
She smiled then kissed me then turned around.
"What are you making?"
"Rice." She threw over her shoulder.
I head upstairs to unwind and catch up on what's even going on in the world by turning on the news. Bonnie hates watching the news so I have to turn it on when she's not in the room which is close to never, but I take advantage of it every time I can.
"You know what I just realized?" Bonnie said walking in.
"What?"
"I'm not even hungry yet."
"Come here," I extend my arms and she fills the space between, "want to do a little roleplay?"
"Roleplay?" She sits up some.
"Yeah, in this scenario the girlfriend i.e. you watch the news with her boyfriend i.e. me."
"I just have one question: Does the girlfriend get to stab herself in the eye?"
"Not if you want the boyfriend to cry."
"Hmm,"
"Come on, Bonnie I would literally watch anything with you. I even watched that liars show with you that one time."
She laughed. "It's Pretty Little Liars, and you were asking questions the whole time, I couldn't hear the dialogue."
"Come on, babe."
"Fine. I'll watch the news with you."
"Good. Afterward, I expect a two-page essay on what you learned."
"Hey, you said boyfriend-girlfriend scenario, not professor-student."
"Damn, next time."
She would never admit this to me, I know it, but I think she was actually interested. She would shake her head every time a murder was announced, frown when a child had gone missing and make a few comments on the political stuff and we would find ourselves in a conversation about it for a little while.
"How was work by the way?"
"Do you even care?"
"Yeah,"
"Uh, well I met with a client today and made a sell, it was a big one too."
"That's great. Anything else?"
"No. That was the highlight of my work day... Why?"
"No reason, I'm just curious, that's all."
Right there. That's when I knew she knew. I don't know how she figured it out, but she did. She sighed too like she knew that I wasn't going to tell her and she was proving herself right.
"Alright, there is one more thing."
"Oh?
"Occasionally... Tyler and I like to engage in a conversation on the roof."
"And why the roof, Stefan?" She sounded like a mother.
"Because you can't smell the weed we've been smoking."
"That's what I thought."
"How did you know?"
"I'm Bonnie Bennett and Bonnie Bennett knows these things."
"Are you gonna snitch on Ty?"
"Nah. Why do you guys smoke anyway?"
"Tyler needed a break and I was being a supportive friend."
She chuckled. "I would ban you from sex for lying but you're lucky we're waiting... Or I could just get you in the mood?"
"Bonnie, please do not, I can barely keep my hands off you as it is."
"But you lied…you deserve to be punished." She kissed me and moved away before I could kiss her back.
"Can I just apologize? You're killing me."
"Just one more kiss, I promise."
That one kiss turned into a makeout like I figured it would've anyway. Just to get a little payback, I run my hand up her inner thigh happy that she was wearing shorts so I had the pleasure to touch her skin.
"Stefan…"
"I'm not allowed to touch you?"
"No, you lied." She tried to move away but I flip our positions locking her in my arms.
"Please forgive me."
"You have to quit that."
"I am. I promise I'm sorry."
She was looking at me dead in the eye as I said it and I'm glad that I meant it otherwise she would've seen right through me. She kissed me and we exchanged kisses for a few seconds before I pulled away to hug her.
"You're lucky I love you, you stupid face."
"I love you too, my beautiful, beautiful Bonnie!"
"Enough with the sweet talk, Salvatore, I'm hungry."
I swept her feet off the ground and carried her downstairs since she's my queen and my queen deserves to be carried every once in awhile.
A/N: Thoughts?
