:Feel:
Summary: Bonnie and Stefan have been dating for a year and it has been somewhat of a challenge since she's blind. Bonnie wants to take things to the next level and Stefan decides to use their sense of touch to help them along the way.
(Written August 2015)
"You look beautiful." He told her once she stepped out of the bathroom.
One year with this woman has been a challenge to him, to both of them, but it's also been one of the best experiences in their lives. Bonnie lost her ability to see at a young age, but that didn't stop her from enjoying life at all. She lived better than anyone that he's met and he envies her at times because of it.
"Really?" Her friend had helped her pick it out and since her personality is completely different from hers, she couldn't be so sure about how she looked.
"Yes. You're perfect." He walked up to her.
She felt his steps getting closer as his feet pressed against the wood sending vibrations straight to her feet. She closes her eyes and breathes out feeling his touch on her face ever so carefully. Her face warms against his fingers, her body shakes feeling cold everywhere else then he kissed her. Lips lingered as she moved her hands up to touch his then they break away shortly before connecting again opening their mouths coming into a makeout.
She remembers the first time they kissed like this on their fifth date laying in the park under a tree with the sun shining through. It was the first time he really asked her questions about her blindness and she was glad that he felt comfortable enough to do such a thing. Everyone would always steer clear and just accept it so it was nice for someone to be interested for a change.
"Can you see anything at all, is it all black?"
"I can see it's just like having really, really terrible eyesight," she explains. "It's just shadows, blur as if it's always a very foggy day."
He hummed. "Do you ever wonder how certain things look?"
"Not really, I mean I know the basic things and if I touch whatever it is well enough I can get an idea in my head."
"I bet what you think up is better than what it actually looks like in real life."
She smiles. "Yeah, I think that's why life is much more beautiful to me."
He chuckled then placed his hand on the side of her face moving some hair behind her ear. "I hope I'm just as handsome as you picture me,"
She laughed causing him to smile. "I'm sure you are, Stefan. Although since I kind of like you, you may be a little sexier in my head."
"So you kind of like me?" He shifted in closer.
"Just a little."
"Maybe," he moved his thumb across her lips, "I can make you like me a lot so you can feel how I feel about you."
She already knew the answer but she asked, "And how are you going to do that?"
"By kissing you."
"You've kissed me before."
"Not like how I've been wanting to."
"And how have you been wanting to?"
"Like this,"
A soft moan escapes her lips as his arms 'round her body pulling her in close warning up her skin. They pull away for air but continue to give each other pecks on the lips.
He takes her hands and moves them to his face closing his eyes as she feels. He loves her gentle touch, how she took the time to know every inch of his face, how she would trace certain parts and kiss certain parts of him. The paths in which she took to navigate herself around him.
He remembers the first time she's done this, he was nervous about how she perceived him in her mind didn't compare to how he actually is in real life. He wanted her to like his face, like what she touched and felt because she is the most beautiful woman that he's ever seen.
"You ready?" She asked once she was successfully astride him.
"Yeah," his hands moved around her.
She offered a smile before she reached for his face starting just at his hairline using the pads of her fingers touching him lightly. "You have really thick eyebrows,"
He chuckled. "You like them?"
"Yeah," she says lightly moving her hands down touching his eyelids for a few moments. "What color are your eyes?"
"Green. Grey sometimes. It's a mixture." He opens his eyes once her fingers move away to see her ending a smile.
She goes for his nose next moving her thumb across it then goes for his cheeks, pinches his ears, then spreads her fingers having her middle fingers trace his jaw structure, her pointers, and thumbs on his cheeks and the remainder at the bottom of his jaw. "Very nice," she smiles when she feels him doing so. Lastly were his lips. Her thumb ran across them feeling the wetness of his tongue as he licked them quickly.
"What's the verdict?" He asked against her thumb.
"You're better than what I pictured."
"Am I?"
She nodded then smiled feeling his lips on hers. They kissed for a few moments before he pulls her in for a hug.
Stefan reaches his hands out now moving them up her arms gliding them along her shoulders. Three fingers trickle down her neck and his lips take over kissing her collar bones and starts of her breasts. He lifts her carrying her over to the bed lying her flatly on it. Her hands wrap around his wrist.
"I'm here," he whispers in her ear then lifts his hand to the side of her face.
Bonnie ran her hands up his arms feeling all his muscle and strength. He was shirtless, she felt as her hands moved to his back feeling it bare. He started kissing her again as her hands traveled becoming a little more daring as he also.
His hand slipped under her playing with the clasp of her bra until it was undone. Slowly, she felt the straps of her bra coming down her shoulders only to softly hear it touch the floor.
"So perfect," he moved to kiss her breasts gaining a soft moan from her.
She moved his hands in his hair running her fingers through it as his body traveled further and further down her body. Her hips raise as he slides off her underwear touching up the sides of her legs. He raises back up to kiss her face starting at her hairline going straight down until their lips meet.
He's closer to her now applying some of his weight to her. Another trail of kisses starts from her lips, through the valley of her breast, down her stomach and then she feels a shift. His hands meet her thighs then begins to push them apart from one another. Bonnie decides to bend her knees unknowingly trapping his head between her thighs.
Stefan's turns his head and kisses down her right thigh. Her hips unwillingly raise and a moan is released as he tastes her.
"Feels…really good," she says through breaths.
Stefan replies by moving his fingertips up her leg as he continues to enjoy her lower lips. Once he laps up every bit of her, his hands grab her breasts as he kisses along her stomach.
She feels him above her again and ran her palms down his chest and torso going further reaching into his pants. Stefan groaned as her hand explored the length and feel of him.
"These need to come off," she mentioned his pants.
"Yes, ma'am."
She smiled then moved her hand away so he could get situated. She stood up then asked him to sit on the bed. "Are you hard for me?" She wanted to make sure.
"Always,"
She smiles then feels her way to his lips before meeting hers with his. Her left leg made it to the side of him then she moved her right led off the ground as they continued to kiss. She pulled away from his lips as she slid down on him biting her lip at the feel of him feeling her up. She's only had sex once before but she wanted to be confident in front of him.
His hands moved to her sides helping her along the way then she started her rocking. Stefan met their lips kissing her roughly as he pulled her in closer to his body.
He moved her to her back and moved slowly within her kissing her neck when her lip was caught between her teeth.
"I love you,"
"I love you too," she breathed.
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Their relationship transformed after that, they felt closer more than ever and anyone who knew them could see it.
"Baby,"
"Yeah?"
"Come here for a minute. I'm in the kitchen."
She gets up from the couch and carefully makes her way over straight across into the kitchen. The floors are always clean so she doesn't worry about tripping over anything. "What's up?"
"Can you tell me if something's wrong with this,"
"With wh—" his lips meet hers and she smiles kissing him back wrapping her arms around his neck. "No. Nothing is wrong with that."
He smiled then kisses her again. "No, but I want you to try something, tell me how you like it. And be nice."
She chuckled. "Alright, what is it?"
"Don't worry about it, just try it."
"No, when people say that it means that whatever it is, it's something that no one would try willingly."
"Babe, come on, try it, please. It's stew."
"Fine," she opened her mouth making him smile before he carefully took the spoon to her mouth watching her taste it. "Ok, this is good."
"See, I would never lead you astray." She laughed still giggling as he kissed her. "I love you."
"I love you too." They kissed again.
He wraps his arm around her pulling her close moving his lips to her ear. "You're so beautiful." He kissed her there.
"Thanks, babe. You make me feel beautiful."
"I'm glad. I love you so much."
She smiles and stands on her toes to kiss him. He kissed her back lifting her to sit on the counter.
[END]
[COMPLETED]
