Their lips move together constantly as he moved her to her back then starts kissing down her body. Her skin feels like butter against his hands and just touching her alone can satisfy him, but he chooses to go further each time they get like this.
He grabs her hips pulling her down on the bed then works faster as her moans fill the atmosphere. He controls his fangs from streaming down his gums because the taste of her is always so satisfying that the beast inside is dying for a taste as well.
Elena comes in a loud moan then heavy breaths follow as his lips kiss up her stomach and smiles come to their faces as he's hovering above her. Their lips meet in a slow kiss as she feels herself being turned to the side.
"That was amazing," she says smiling then kissed him once.
"You're amazing."
She giggled then moved her arm around him touching his hair. "So does this mean we're back together?"
"Of course," Stefan answers then met their lips again moving to his back.
Elena sits up wiping her eyes with a grunt wondering why she's been having that same dream lately. She looked over seeing Damon asleep beside her and she wonders if he's dreaming about her best friend. She found out that he was into Bonnie when she heard him moan out her name in a dream once. She questioned him on it and he denied it but ever since then things have been rocky between them. She starts to wonder if this is a sign that she should get back together with Stefan and give Bonnie her blessing to be with Damon. She knows Bonnie cares for Damon whether she will admit it aloud or not so she could see them as a couple, they practically are one as they bump heads almost every day. They're good for each other, she could handle Damon better than her attempts and maybe he would start being the good guy that she knew that he could be.
Lying back down, Elena decided that she was going to contact Stefan. It's been months since they've talked, he's wanted nothing to do with her, but she knows what he likes, she knows the power that she has over him so she figured that she needed to start using it if she ever wanted to get him back.
:::
A week full of bliss, love, and sex never hurt anybody, Bonnie thought, rolling to her back looking at the sky through her sunglasses. Things with Stefan have gone greater than what she ever imagined so she wasn't surprised when this thing that they have going on lasted longer than one night.
Her eyes closed as his lips covered hers kissing her in a soft yet rough way all in the same movement. "Grape?" He asked pulling away.
She opened her mouth then chewed once the oval-shaped fruit was in her mouth then turned her head towards him. His arm was folded under his head as he looked up dressed in his sunglasses as well.
"Stefan?"
"Hm?"
"What are we doing?"
He let out a breath in thought. "Having fun. Having lots of fucking fun."
"Is that supposed to be a double entendre?"
"Only if you want it to be."
She chuckled then got up from the blanket walking inside. She made it in the kitchen when she heard his voice.
"Are you going to make this more complicated than needed be?"
"How would I do that, Stefan?"
"By getting mad at me like you are right now."
"I'm not mad at you,"
"Listen," he didn't start again until they were inches away, "I'm not looking for a relationship, you're not looking for a relationship-"
"And how do you know that?"
"Because if you were, you would've gone back to Jeremy or went to Alaric or-"
"Alaric? Really?"
"My point is that you would've gone to anyone that isn't me. The only reason you're here right now is that I'm a great fuck and nothing more." She didn't deny his comment. "You're looking for what you've been yearning for which is anything that isn't normal. You're looking for fucking fun and parties and adventure, and lucky for you, I'm just bored enough to entertain you for a while."
She rolled her eyes.
"So what do you say, Cercatore?"
"What does that mean?"
"Seeker. It's Italian,"
"You don't speak Italian," she smiled as his mouth dropped. "Stop," she dodged his poking finger.
"Are you in or out?" he reached out his hand.
She watched his face then looked down at his hand before squeezing it with hers.
He smiles then walks closer to her. "Now first things first, we need to get you out of this dress."
She screams happily as he throws her over his shoulder and takes her upstairs.
:::
Elena let out a breath then knocked on his door taking a step back in wait. Her eyebrow lifted as he opened the door seeing him shirtless and hair looking as if he just had woken up from a long dream.
"Uh, can I come in?"
"Why?"
"I want to talk to you about something."
"About what?"
She let out a breath. "I…I want to get back together."
A weak chuckle passed his lips. "Goodbye, Elena." He shook his head then closed the door.
Bonnie sat up as he walked back into the room. "Who was that?"
"No one." He climbed on top of her forcing her to lay back. "We're going clubbing tonight."
"Oh really?"
He nodded then leaned in to kiss her. "Something tells me it's been awhile, Bonnie, and we need to loosen you up. Have a little fun."
"I thought you hated dancing?"
"With the right woman, it ain't all that bad."
She smiled then wiped it away. "Well, in that case, I should head home to get ready."
"I'll pick you up at ten."
She raised her neck slightly meeting their lips turning him to his back.
Caroline narrowed her eyes watching Bonnie look through her closet for a dress to wear tonight. She hasn't heard from her in a week then all of a sudden she gets a call to be a stylist for the night.
"You know I'm not going to keep quiet about this. What's going on and who are you looking sexy for?"
"Why can't I look sexy for myself?"
"Oh, cut it with the feminist crap. Last I saw you, you were heading over…Stefan's… Ohmygod, it's Stefan! You're-"
"Would you shush? Elena will be here any minute."
"So it is Stefan. I don't know why I'm surprised, but I am."
"He kind of seduced me and I fell for it and then I realized that this is exactly what I need. Something away from my not-so-normal life, an adventure, something fucking fun."
"Hey, I'm not judging." She held up her hands in defense. "Do whomever you like, just don't get hurt. This all may be fun now, but you're more human than any of us. Stefan is without humanity and you have yours fully intact. I just don't want you to catch feelings for him only to be heartbroken when he leaves you because he gets bored."
Bonnie lets out a breath, "Thanks for that, Care, but I figured that out already. I'm not going to fall in love with Stefan."
"And how can you possibly control that?"
"Because he's who he is. How could I fall in love with a guy who's like that, it's like me falling in love with Damon, that's ridiculous."
"Said Ms. Elena Gilbert who shares the same bed with him now." Bonnie rolled her eyes. "I'm only saying this because I care for you, Bonnie. I bit my tongue when it came to Elena, but I won't do that to you. Be careful."
She opened her mouth then closed it hearing a car door shut then walked to her window seeing Elena get out of it. "Care,"
"I know."
Bonnie nodded then shortly Elena joined Caroline on the bed after hugging them both.
"So how are things with Damon?"
"I think I'm going to break up with him. Things are getting… not good and I've recently discovered why."
"Why?" Bonnie joined her friends on the bed.
"Because I'm still in love with Stefan."
They grew speechless for a second. "How did you figure that out?" Caroline wanted to know.
"I've been having dreams about us lately and we're happy and in love and I miss that. I miss how we were."
"He's not the same person, Lena."
"I know but the only reason he's like this is because of me so if I apologize then maybe everything will go back to the way it was. The way it's supposed to be."
Bonnie let out a breath then slouched a little. Things had to end between Stefan and her because her friend is still in love with him. There's no way she's going to continue what she has with Stefan if that meant breaking her friend's heart especially over someone who she barely cares for.
At ten, Stefan knocked on her door and frowned when she opened it dressed in pajamas. "You know, I know that you haven't had any fun in a while, but I don't think pajamas are clubbing attire."
"I'm not going, Stefan."
"Why?"
"Elena said-"
"Let me stop you right there, Bonnie. I don't care about Elena, I don't want Elena. Don't let her control you, now get your ass upstairs and squeeze it into a dress so we can leave."
"I can't, Stefan, if the roles were reversed, she would do the same for me."
"Do you honestly believe that? And even if you do, name one time that you've actually done something for yourself. Fuck the rules, Bonnie. Have some fucking fun."
:::
The bass was louder than the actual song that she had to strain her ears just to hear what was playing. Her fingers were between Stefan's as he led them through the crowd but that didn't stop other bachelors from pretending that she came alone.
"Four shots of Whisky."
"That's my limit."
"I thought we were fucking the rules tonight?"
"It's not a rule if I made it up myself. I might want to have some fun, but I don't want to pay for it in the morning."
He rolled his eyes but slid two shots closer to her while keeping the other two to himself. He watched her down the first one flipping the glass upside down before it hit the table. He smiled then followed suit drinking the second one right after the first.
"Why do you care so much?" He asked in her ear so she couldn't ignore him.
"What kind of question is that?"
"You're letting this small thing ruin your mood. Where's the Bonnie that was with me last week? I liked her, she was fun, didn't give two shits."
"It might be easy for you, Stefan, but not for me. I can't just close my eyes and flip my humanity switch."
"You don't need a switch, Bonnie. You're responsible for how you feel, how you act, so stop. Stop living your life for people who barely care about you."
"But yet you want me to live my life the way that you want me to."
"No, I don't, I'm trying to help you live the life that you want. We shook on it, Cercatore, you said it yourself. Now cut this bullshit and twerk on me." She chuckled rolling her eyes. "Come on," they made out for a few seconds before he pulled away grabbing her hand to take her to the dance floor.
She stood in front of him with her arm around his neck as she moved her hips to the beat. Stefan kept his hands on her hips looking down at her chest thankful that her dress had a deep neckline.
Bonnie moved her hands above her head grinding her hips into him bending her knees going lower. His eyebrow lifted as she turned facing him as she made her way up his body. "I need to take you out more often." He said in her ear lifting her leg to wrap around his waist.
"Maybe you should."
He looked her up and down then moved some hair behind her ear before leaning in to kiss her. She kissed him back tilting her head to the side deepening the kiss.
"Bonnie?"
The two broke away both a little annoyed but that didn't last long for her. "Jeremy,"
"Stefan? What the hell is going on?"
"How about you mind your business, kid."
"I can explain,"
"You don't have to explain anything, Bon. He saw what he saw there's not much explaining left."
"You cannot tell Elena." She stepped closer to him.
"So you expect me to keep this from my own sister?"
"Yes. You owe me that at least."
"Let's get out of here, babe."
Bonnie let him lead her out of the club before she spoke another word. "Why did you make it seem like we're dating?"
"To make him more upset, did you see that pathetic look in his eye? He deserves it." She didn't comment. "Now since he ruined our night, I guess we have to take this party elsewhere."
She watched him out the car in Drive before he pulled off and barely took her eyes off him the whole ride to his place. She wasn't exactly paying attention to him, but to the fact that if she could fall in love with him. When they kiss, she does feel something and there could be butterflies depending on the situation behind it, but that's about it. His touch can warm her skin and his words can make her shiver, but so far he's nothing more than a benefit because she wouldn't call him a friend. Not yet at least.
He shut the car off then got out without looking over at her. She smiled wondering if he's catching feelings then gets out of the car following him inside. Stefan walks into the kitchen opening the third cabinet on the top row pulling out his Scotch.
"I know you said twos your limit, but I think we should get a do-over." He poured some into a glass then slid it over to her before pouring himself some. He held up his glass then she followed before taking a sip.
"Do you think Jeremy will keep his mouth shut?"
"Yeah, I think so. He acts like he tells Elena everything—which he doesn't—so it shouldn't be that hard of a task."
"What happened between you two anyway?"
"You know the story,"
"Not really. There are two sides to every story and I heard Jeremy's half from Elena."
She let out a breath then took a bigger sip. "Well. We were going through a rough time in our relationship and then things got better and then it didn't again. I didn't know at the time but he started seeing the ghosts of his dead exes and I guess he loved one of them more than me, so."
"So what?"
"So he kissed her and got caught and I didn't want to deal with any of it so we broke up."
"Was he even sorry?"
"I'm sure he was- is and only because he can't see her anymore. I bet if he could, he wouldn't even be thinking about me."
Stefan watched her face frown a little then the next second it was gone and she was sitting up straight again.
"But whatever."
"You need to stop that."
"What?"
"Pretending that everything's OK when you're still hurt. Go kick his ass to feel better."
"I thought we were supposed to be having fun, this feels like a therapy session."
"Alright, but we'll talk later."
"I rather not."
"Then what do you want to do?"
He watched her mouth form a smile before she stood removing her jacket then walked back then walked away. He grabbed the bottle following after the trail of her clothing and accessories leading him outside where the hot tub is. He stripped down to his boxers and joined her inside leaning back a little once she straddled his lap.
"Do you still feel things, Stefan?"
"Like the sexual tension between us, hell yes."
She smiled then moved her arms around him. "I guess I'm just trying to figure out the difference between being without humanity and being without emotions."
"They're very different. Being without humanity, you just don't care about people's feelings. You still have feelings, but when it comes to others you just don't care. Without emotions, that's when shit gets messy. It's like you're numb and you'll do anything and everything just to feel again but at the same time you don't want to feel."
"Then why shut off your humanity after…everything?"
"You mean after my girlfriend screwed my brother? I wanted to be able to tell them how I felt without feeling guilty about it. It's funny how I would feel guilty when I didn't do shit, but that's just the way I am. Or was. That's why I kept it off because I should be able to say whatever I want to say without caring if I hurt the person's feelings or not. Everyone should. At least in some situations."
Bonnie nods then took the bottle from his hand and had a swig. "You're right. I should tell Jeremy how I feel. Kick his ass with my words so he'd have to think twice before approaching me again. I deserve to do that."
"Yes, you do." She smiled then moved in meeting their lips in a slow movement. "We kiss way too much."
"There's no such thing." She bites down on her lip before kissing him again and moans when he pulls her in closer groaning when she rocks her hips into him.
"Let's take this upstairs."
He lifts her as her legs wrapped around him. Their lips stay together as he carries her slowly up the stairs then gently lays her on the bed. He slides the straps of her bra down her shoulders then moves down her body bringing the lace down her legs.
"You're falling for me," he breathes in her ear slipping in her.
"You wish." He lowly chuckled then kissed her a few times. "You're falling for me?"
"How can I not with an ass like yours."
"You're dumb," she giggled then flipped them over.
:::
His eyes stayed closed as her head was rested on his chest. He was stroking her hair with his fingertips lying there in thought. He wonders if he should tell her the truth or let her keep believing what she does because he wonders if she'll hate him even more for it. Stefan lets out a breath then mentally shakes his head then stopped his ministrations hearing her wake up.
Bonnie lets out a breath through her nose moving her head a little as she blinks her eyes open. A smile forms on her lips and she moves her head slightly kissing his chest then lays her head back down growling when her phone rings. She stretches out her hand to grab it, "Call back later."
"I'll be quick, I promise. I just want details about last night."
"Why can't this wait until later?"
"Because, if you are where I think you are, I won't see you until tomorrow. Maybe even later."
She chuckled then looked up seeing that Stefan was still asleep. "It was OK... Jeremy ran into us and it was kind of awkward."
"What was he doing there?"
"I have no idea. But I took care of it. I think."
"How exactly?"
"I used the guilt trip on him. You know. The usual."
Caroline chuckled. "Alright, well I'll talk to you later, sis."
"Bye, Care."
"What did she want?"
Bonnie turned at the suddenness of his voice but allowed herself to relax. "Nothing. I need to head home though. I have school."
"Since when do you care about school?"
"I've always cared, I just allowed myself some days off. It's time to get back on the game."
"What about adventure and fucking fun?"
"That can all happen after school. Now I have to go if I want to make second period."
He closed his eyes as she kissed him three times quickly then sighed watching her walk away.
