Every day they met to kiss and talk whether it was at school or in her car parked in a lot of his local shopping center. It was hard to believe for the both of them that she would drive thirty minutes almost every day just to meet him for an hour and a half tops, but it's what she did.

When Friday came, Stefan packed his bag and told Damon that he'll see him Sunday night. He wanted to tell his brother that he had changed his mind, but forced himself to not to say anything. Bonnie untucked her hair from the baseball cap once his brother was out of sight and tossed it in the back seat. Stefan chuckled and watched as she pulled over on the side of the road then straddled his lap meeting their lips. Stefan pulled her close with one hand on her ass because she told him she likes it there.

"I'm going to lean the seat back, okay?" She said to avoid surprising him.

He nodded and met their lips again feeling his body lower along with the seat. "Are we having sex this weekend?"

She smiled. "Do you want to?"

"Yes."

"Then I guess we can. I got us a hotel. I would just take us back to my dorm, but I have a roommate, so no privacy."

He nodded and she kissed him once more before moving to her seat. Bonnie grabbed his hand, weaving her fingers between his before driving them to the hotel.


Stefan tossed his bag in the closet and joined her on the bed. "Is it okay that I'm not in love with you?"

"You're not yet, but you will be so it doesn't matter." She removed her shirt. "Have you ever seen a woman naked before?"

"Not fully."

She took off her bra next and watched his eyes lower slightly. "Now you take off your shirt." She doesn't know why she was surprised by his figure but she was so she snaked her eyes up to his abs and chest.

She took off her pants next and smiled when he followed her lead until they were completely unclothed. Stefan laid down as she instructed and watched her hover above him before closing his eyes as their lips met. "You're going to come fast, but it's okay. Just try to hold it in the next time. You'll understand soon." He nodded. "Are you ready?"

"Yes."

She kisses him a few more times then straightens her back. His breath grew heavy feeling her absorb him and he cursed shutting his eyes. "Oh fuck,"

She smiled and rocked into him traping her lip between her teeth and kept her rhythm for a few seconds before bouncing on him. They moan as her pace quickens then she stops feeling him come inside her. She leans down and meets his lips hoping to get him hard again, casually circling her hips. He grips get hair, kissing her deeper, and feels her rocking again. He remembers that she wants him to last longer so he tries but jerks when she pulls away and moans in his ear.

"Get on top of me. Roll us over." He does so and finds himself between her spread legs and moves just as she did. "Kiss me."

He follows kissing her roughly moving slowly within her and shortly they came together. Stefan rolls over avoiding taking her with him this time and breaths heavily laying on his back. "Wow."

"How did it feel?"

He shook his head. "I can't think of anything to describe it. It's...damn it felt good, more than good, it- I don't know."

She chuckled then moved to rest her head on his chest.


"I can't stop thinking about sex. Every time I look at you I'm reminded of our sex and it just won't go away."

She chuckled. "Well, what are you gonna do about it?" She bit her lower lip. Her eyes grew and she giggled as he grabbed her pinning her down on the bed.

She smiled with her eyes closed as he kissed the side of her neck hugging her from behind. She was flicking through the channels to see if anything was on when she felt his strong arms hold her.

"Baby?"

"Yeah?"

"I was just, uh, thinking about doing this every weekend or every other weekend, just to be alone together. I'm much more at peace when I'm with you." He turned her head kissing her lips. "What do you say?"

He loosened his hold as she turned. "I say yes." She stood on her toes making him smile before their lips connected.

He sighed hearing his phone ring but lifted her in his arm and walked over to get it as she kissed along his neck. "Hey, Damon,"

"I was just calling to see how you're doing. Did your pictures turn out alright?"

"Yeah, I think so. He's still uploading them so I'm not so sure." He turned his head meeting their lips carrying her back into the bedroom.

"Alright, well call me tonight."

"I will." He ended the call meeting their lips again.

Bonnie moaned but pulled away. "As much as I would love to fuck, I'm hungry."

His eyes widened slightly at her language but he shook it off. "What do you want to eat?"

"Um, pizza?"

"I guess."

She chuckled. "You don't like pizza?"

"I like it,"

"Then don't sound so depressed, babe. You're going to have to practice restraint, you better not cheat on me."

"I won't."

"Promise?"

He looked into her eyes. "I love you."

"Yeah?"

He nodded keeping his hold on her eyes. "Yes. I promise."

She lifted her head to meet their lips. "Baby,"

He rubbed their noses together. "Yes?"

"I love you too."

He sat up raising the shirt from his body then leaned in again.

He mentally shook his head before snapping her picture then moved slightly getting another angle pressing the button down again. He moved the camera away from his face to kiss her a few times making her giggle before getting back to work. "Turn around." She did so then looked over her shoulder. "That's it," he bent his knees capturing her from a lower angle. "Why is my girlfriend so sexy?" He shook his head looking at the photos.

She smiled then hopped on his back viewing the photos and kisses his ear. "You know you're actually pretty good."

He chuckled. "It's easy when you have a hot model."

"And when can I shoot my hot, sexy boyfriend?"

"Tomorrow?"

"Fine." She hopped off his back after he chuckled.

He turned towards her and places a kiss on her cheek. "I wish my brother would accept our relationship but I know he won't. Not yet, at least."

"Because I'm black?"

He chuckled. "No, because he doesn't want me to date anyone. He says I'm not ready."

"Well, no offense to your brother but he can't tell you what to do. You're your own man."

"But he takes care of me,"

She watched his eyes. "Fine."

"Babe, come on, don't be mad at me, please." He followed after her. "Just give me some time, okay? I promise I will tell him and I'll prove him wrong and he won't have any problems."

"Okay," he sighed then met his head to her right shoulder. "I'm sorry, Stefan, I don't mean to stress you out." She hugged him.

He wrapped his arms around her frame. "I know."

"Come on, let's lay down." She takes his hand and leads him over to the bed where they spoon.

"Would you take care of me?"

"You don't need taking care of Stefan."

"Sometimes I do."

She turned to face him. "We all do sometimes, but as adults, we need to learn how to deal with our shit on our own. You need Damon in your life but only as your brother. Not as your caregiver unless it was the doctor's instruction. I see you, you always sigh when he calls,"

"That's because I'm with you and I want to be with you, I don't want him hovering over me for the rest of my...life." She watched as he came to the realization. "You're right."

She moved to straddle him before leaning in to kiss him. "I'm here for you, Stefan. I promise." She met their foreheads.

"No matter how much I might want to leave, I can't. I don't have a job or money or a car."

"I have a car so you don't need to worry about that right now. And just maybe get a job where he works, I'm sure he's making good money if he can support you and himself."

"I can ask."

She nodded then kissed him again before resting her head on his chest. Stefan wrapped an arm around her holding her close. After their nap, they went out for dinner. He watched her get dressed as she danced to classical music in her imaginary box. He smiled at her as she hummed along sliding the dress up her body. She turned to him before pointing behind her and Stefan moved his feet getting the hint. He kissed the middle of her back before zipping the dress closed. "You look beautiful, babe."

She smiled and thanked him and slipped into the bathroom. Stefan decided to get ready then, he didn't pack anything fancy so he just decided to wear his black jeans and V-neck shirt hoping it'll do.


They held hands walking along the sidewalk at night after their fulling dinner. For the first time, Stefan truly believed that he didn't need to be taken care of. Sure he was with Bonnie the whole time, but she's his girlfriend and didn't ask if he was doing OK or if he needed anything like Damon always does. He was perfectly fine with her without any supervision from an outside force whatsoever and it made him happy.

"Stef?"

He looked down at her, "Yes?"

"Do you have a driver's license?"

"Yeah, why?"

"Can you drive us back, I'm tired."

He nodded then took the keys she handed to him and opened the door for her. Bonnie watched him move to the other side and smiled when he held her hand as he pulled off. Her eyes closed and opened repeatedly throughout the ride and was surprised that when her eyes opened again, she was lying in bed. She smiled then sat up slowly hearing the shower run then stripped, leaving a trail of clothes into the bathroom. Stefan saw her through the glass and welcomed her inside by opening the door and kissed her. She kissed him back, moving her hand in his hair making him groan and hold her tighter. She gasped as he lifted her and pressed her back against the wall before sliding in her. She never expected him to get so used to sex so quickly but she's not complaining at all.


She smiled as they got out of the shower as he kissed her neck holding her from behind. She turned her head and kissed him repeatedly. "You should call your brother before we go to sleep."

"Yeah, you're probably right."

She chuckled then kissed him again. "Hurry, I want to cuddle."

He smiled. "Okay, okay,"

She watched him walk out of the bathroom then started to dry herself off.

"Hey, Damon."

"Hey, I was just about to call you, are you heading to bed now?"

"Yeah, I'm pretty tired."

"OK, well I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Yeah, okay. Good night."

He ended the call then turned hearing her get on the bed. He smiled then walked over to her and kissed her once.

"Are you okay, baby?" She narrowed her eyes.

"I feel bad for lying to him, Bon. I feel like I'm hurting him."

She frowned. "Do you think he will be that mad if you tell him the truth?"

"I don't know. He will never hurt me, but I think he'll just ban me from seeing you and never let me do anything ever again."

"And I thought my parents were strict."

"He's not strict, he's just-"

"Protective, I know." She caressed the side of his face. "Go change, I'll wait for you."

He kissed her then quickly changed then joined her on the bed again holding her in his arms. She smiled snuggling into him. "I love you."

"I love you too."

He kissed her head then closed his eyes.

Bonnie smiled as he twirled her then laughed as he dipped her. He gazed at her beautiful face then met their lips on a kiss. "I don't want to leave you."

She smiled. "We can always meet up, Stefan. I can sneak into your room and we can have fun while your brother is at work or something. My parents are out of town a lot for business so we can always go there. We'll never have to be without each other for too long. I promise."

He shook his head. "I love you. I wish I could make more of an effort."

"Don't think like that. I love you too." She kisses him but has to pull away when her phone rings. She sighs looking for it and halts as she reads the name on the screen. She chose to ignore it.

"Who was that?"

"No one important."

"Why are you lying to me?"

She narrowed her eyes. "I'm not-"

"Bonnie!"

She gasped taking a step backward with her eyes wide.

"Don't lie to me."

"It was just an ex, I'm sorry."

He used his breath to calm him then sighed. "I'm sorry,"

Her eyes watered when tears rolled down his cheeks. She walked over to him and hugged him closely. "It's okay,"

"I'm sorry,"

"It's okay, it's okay," she kissed the side of his head. "I love you." She pulled away and kissed his lips.

He moved away. "I should go,"

"No, Stefan, I- stay, please, stay."

"I need to call Damon."

"No," she stopped him from grabbing his phone. "Stay. Or let me take you at least. Please, Stefan."

He looked into her eyes, his breath finally calming, then nodded. She was unaware of what he was agreeing to but she pulled his arm over to the bed and laid beside him, face to face.

She smiled as his hand caressed the side of her face and covered her hand with his. "I'm sorry, baby. I love you, I don't want to scare you."

"I forgive you. You didn't scare me, I promise."

"But I saw your eyes,"

"I wasn't scared, I was just a little shocked. You're not the first guy to yell at me." She shrugged then sighed hearing her phone go off again.

"Let me answer it." She smiled and checked to make sure that it was indeed her ex again then handed Stefan the phone. He answered it, "I love you."

She smiled. "I love you too."

He kissed her. "Hello?" She smiled and kissed him again. "Yeah, she's unavailable. Yeah, bye."

He sat up when she did and moved his hands to her ass as she straddled his lap. "You're the best." She kissed him, running her hands in his hair, moaning as his hands squeezed.

He grabbed her hips bringing her in as she straddled his lap. He has no idea how the weekend went by so quickly but it did and it's by far the best weekend that he's ever had. He breathed out through his nose still kissing her then bit down on her lower lip when she rocked her hips into him. "I need you." He worked on his belt.

Bonnie smiled then stood on her legs glad that she planned this happening which was why she ditched her panties. She tilted her head back as she bounced slightly then returned her vision back to him. He grabbed her face and kissed her, pulled away to confess his love, then kissed her again.

He sighed walking into his home then met eyes with Damon then put a smile on his face. "Hey, Damon,"

"Hey. Did you uh, have a good time?"

"I did, actually. We're planning something else in a few weeks to shoot for a project. I'm gonna go put my things away,"

"Yeah, sure," he stepped aside watching him walk past him then shortly heard the door shut.

Something was different about his little brother, he's changed and he's not sure what caused such change. In a way, he should be glad because the changes are looking for the better, but he won't hold his breath.


Stefan smiled texting his girlfriend as he sat on his bed. He misses her dearly and for the first time in a while, he's actually excited for Monday to come. His eyebrow raises when she sends him a picture of her right shoulder down to the start of her breast. Her shirt was pulled down so he could see her skin. He felt himself grow hard and growled.

You're so damn sexy. I can't wait to see you tomorrow… And grab you.

Bonnie smiled biting her lower lip, loving the way Stefan texts and talks to her now. Her eyes closed imagining his touch and hands all over her body. She stopped her moan.

I want you to grab me. I love the way you grab me, baby.

Her phone rings thirty seconds later and she answers it immediately.

"I needed to hear your voice."

"Yeah?" She moaned.

"What are you doing?"

"Using my imagination—ah, Stefan,"

His heart picked up and he swallowed hard listening to her pants and breaths and she cried out his name. His hand moved in his pants. "Imagine me on top of you. Kissing your lips and neck as I ram inside you." Their hands move faster. "You feel so good, baby." They come together breathing deeply on both ends of the phone.

"I'm coming over," Bonnie tells him then ends the call with a breath.


He chuckled, helping her through his window, and smiled once she was standing in front of him. He reached out his hands pulling her in. "Hey," he leaned in flicking her nose with his.

She smiled circling her arms around his neck. "I love you."

"I love you too." He pushed his mouth against hers and shortly opened his mouth to her sliding in his tongue. She moaned as he did so and at how his hands traveled down grabbing her ass tightly. She jumps in his arms and he carries her over to his bed laying her flatly on it. He raised her leg around his waist as he hovered her.


Bonnie rested her head on his chest as her legs were stuck to his sides. "Is your brother home?"

"Yeah, why?"

"I'm hungry."

He chuckled then kissed her head. "I'll get you something." He slowly got up from his bed and found his clothes slipping them on then cracked open the door then closed it behind him. He peeked into Damon's room seeing him on his laptop listening to music through his headphones and was a bit relieved by that then quickly went into the kitchen to make her one of his famous turkey breast sandwiches. He walked into his room seeing Bonnie dressed in one of his shirts standing by his desk. She turned her head and smiled at him causing him to smile back.

"I made you my specialty turkey sandwich."

Bonnie chuckled then sat on his bed and he joined her after locking his door. They kissed before she started eating and he watched her, smiling every so often. "Did you remember about our quiz Tuesday?"

"Yeah, I remembered. I've just been focusing on one of my other photography classes test on Monday."

"Need any help?"

"No, I think I got it."

Their heads turned when hearing knocks on his door. "Who are you talking to in there?"

"I'm on the phone."

They heard the knob of the door twist. "Since when do you lock the door?"

"I was just about to shower, I'm not dressed."

"Alright well, we need to talk once you get out, okay?"

"Yeah, okay,"

They waited a minute.

"I should go, I'll see you tomorrow."

"I don't want you to leave," he wrapped her in his arms.

She smiled then stood on her toes to kiss him twice. "What time do you usually get to school?"

"About thirty minutes before class starts."

"Text me when you get there then we'll meet." He nodded. "I love you."

"I love you." He leaned in kissing her.

Before he knew it, he was alone in his bedroom then sighed taking off his clothes.

Stefan met Damon in the kitchen and sat across from him at the table.

"I'm making spaghetti for dinner, sounds good?"

"Yeah sounds great."

"Did anything...happen while you were away?"

He narrowed his eyes, "What do you mean?"

"I don't know, you tell me,"

Stefan sighed looking away then back at his brother. "Okay, I uh… I lost my virginity. We were just hanging out a few times while I was over there and we, you know, had sex. It was unreal, Damon."

"So I let you spend the weekend at a friend's house to take pictures and somehow you go on and fuck the closest girl you see."

"It wasn't like that I-"

"I don't want to hear it, Stefan. This right here shows that you're not ready to be alone, you can't just do one simple thing."

He frowned. "I'd thought you'd be happy for me,"

"Why would I be happy, Stefan? I mean sure, I am glad you were man enough to get a chick, but under your condition, having sex should be the last thing on your mind. What if the bitch gets pregnant? You know you can't be around children."

"I'm sorry," he sniffed in.

"Don't let it happen again, Stefan, I mean it. And you're not hanging out with any friends anytime soon."

"But-"

"Go wash your hands, dinner's ready." He stood turning his back to him.

Stefan closed his eyes looking down regretting telling his brother about a part of his weekend then stood walking to the bathroom.


Dinner was silent as expected last night and Stefan couldn't get the angry look of his brother out of his mind. He'd thought he'd be happy and give him a pat on the back but was completely blindsided by his reaction. Stefan looked away from the window then over to his brother behind the wheel for a few seconds.

"How did you lose yours?"

"I'm not doing this with you, Stefan."

His body shook due to the bumpy road then returned his attention back out the window. Once the car was pulled over to the side, Stefan got out and headed straight for the building. He was surprised to see Bonnie walking in just a few steps before him.

"Babe,"

She turned around then smiled seeing him before jogging up to him. They kissed passionately until Bonnie pulled away. He found it odd that though his brother disapproves of his choices, he's still sticking by Bonnie when usually he'd be doing everything to push her away.

He kisses up her neck then meets their lips again grabbing her ass, making her moan. They shortly take the elevator to the second floor then sat in an empty classroom. He smiled holding her close on his lap moving his hands down and up her shirt slightly.

She kissed him. "So how was everything after I left?"

"Well he asked me what happened on the trip and I just told him that I had sex and he gets kind of angry at me. I was shocked because you know I thought that brothers would high five or whatever, but he gets mad."

"I'm sorry," she hugged him.

"It's not your fault. I just wish that I didn't tell him because we can't hang out much anymore."

"It's okay, we'll figure something out."

He sighed. "I love you."

"I love you too." She kisses him. "So what do you think about this chair?"

He smiled. "Well it comfortably sits two people," she laughed. "though it is a little small, I'll give it a three."

"Three? I personally picked out these chairs,"

"You did not."

"Yes, I did. Ask the Dean."

"Maybe I will."

She smiled causing him to do so as well. "Let's take a picture." She took out her phone then held it up slightly fitting them both on the screen.

"Damn, you're so beautiful."

She smiled looking at him then kissed him taking a photo of that then of him kissing her cheek and lastly one with their heads together. Stefan turns to her and kisses her over a few times.

"I should get to class before someone takes my spot."

She nodded smiling. "Does Damon pick you up right after school?"

"Maybe a few minutes after but for the most part,"

"Okay." She got up. "Can you walk me to class? It's not far, I promise." He nodded then looked down as her hand held his.

They walked quietly together until Bonnie stopped beside a door. "Call me when you can okay, or text me, I don't care."

"I will, I promise."

She sighed moving her arms around him and closed her eyes as he hugged her back. "I love you."

"I love you."

They pulled away slightly to share a kiss then he watched her walk inside. He waited a few seconds before heading in the opposite direction and smiled at his teacher once he stepped inside.

"Stefan, do you want to take the test you missed now before class or after?"

He thought. "Before, please."

She nodded and he took his seat and texted Bonnie that they could hang out a little after class then Damon telling him that he had to take the test he missed after class so he's going to be a little late. He got respected responses back then put his phone away to take his test.


Stefan waited for her outside her class surprising her. She smiled and hugged him tightly as he kissed her once before wrapping an arm around her as they walked towards the elevator.

"What do you want to do for thirty minutes?"

"Hang out in your car."

She smiled. "Or we can go back to my dorm. My roommate has class."

"Even better."

She chuckled and led them to her room. Bonnie walked backward pulling on his shirt as they walked in and he closed the door with his foot allowing himself to be pulled. Bonnie wrapped her leg around him once her back was on the bed as they kissed and ran her fingers in his hair.


They stared into each other's eyes holding one another. Bonnie dressed down in her underwear as Stefan was shirtless, his hand rested on her ass. She exhaled, shaking her head, making him chuckle.

"You're thinking the same thing that I am." He smiled then kissed her.

"Tomorrow, bring me the shirt you slept in because I want it."

"What are you going to give me?"

"Anything you ask for."

He smiled. "I want your pillowcase so I can sleep with you every night."

"Deal."

They kissed before his alarm softly went off and, sighing, they both got ready. Bonnie didn't walk him too far, not wanting to be seen and Stefan kept going although he wanted to stay by her side. He got in the car then greeted his brother.

"How was the test?"

"Pretty good, I think I passed."

Damon nodded then pulled off taking them home.


Damon knocked on his s brother's door three times then stepped back hearing the door open. "Listen, I have a date later, will you be okay by yourself for a few hours?"

"Yeah. Who's the girl?"

"I fixed her car up for her," he shrugged. "She asked me to dinner so I didn't turn her down."

"Well, I hope you have fun,"

"Wait," Damon stopped the door from closing. "Let me come in for a second,"

Stefan stepped aside and opened the door more watching Damon sit on his bed then he joined him. The older brother sighed running his hands down his thighs.

"I was seventeen when I lost my virginity if you will. I was stuck on this whole...mom cycle in my head and she was there for me and I let the moment get to me. Not saying that I regret it, but. Anyway, I'm sorry for yelling at you. I just- you're my brother and you have problems that need to be taken care of before we can try the whole dating thing again."

"I know that, but Damon I don't feel like an outsider when I'm with her. I feel normal, like you."

"You're still seeing her?"

"No, I was just-"

"Since when do you lie to me, Stef? You see, she's not a good influence because she has you lying."

"She didn't make me do it, she wants me to tell the truth but I'm scared because I know you'll be angry." He looked over quickly as Damon snatched his phone. "Give it back."

"Bonnie, huh?"

"Damon,"

"Let's give her a call."

"Damon, stop!"

He called her anyway, running out of his room then closed the door and held it closed with his back as Stefan tried to open it.

"Damon!"

"Hey, babe,"

"Listen, I don't know who you think you are but stay the hell away from my brother."

"Excuse me?"

"He doesn't need you, you'll do nothing but hurt him and that's the last thing he needs."

"Damon!"

"What the hell is going on over there?"

"Continue talking to my brother and he'll pay for it."

"Listen, you need to—"

Damon ended the call then opened the door finding his brother on the floor crying. He deleted her number and erased their messages then tossed the phone on his bed. "You better be here when I get back."

Stefan shivered on the floor then jumped silly as the door slammed shut unexpectedly. His heart raced for the sound reminded him of a gunshot and struggled to grab his phone and cried madly when he couldn't find her number in his contacts. He felt helpless until he got a call and usually he doesn't answer if it's unmarked but he took it anyway.

"Stefan?"

"Bonnie," he cried. "Help me,"

"Stefan, tell me what's wrong, what happened?

"Help me,"

She started crying hearing his pain. "I'm calling the police, okay, I'm going to call and I'll be at the hospital I swear. I'm calling the police."

His vision was blurry and a ringing went off in his ears before everything faded to black.