~The next morning~
I woke up first and gently moved her off of me. Then walked to the bathroom and took a shower and got ready for school. These are day I'm happy that left clothes here. 15 minutes later I come out of the bathroom just to see Rachel staring at the ceiling. I walked over to her and sat on the bed.
"Rach, why didn't you tell me about you're brother, the truth about what really happened to him."
"I felt guilty; I mean drinking and driving I know really stupid. I remember driving well though. I wasn't driving outside the line, or running the red light or anything."
"So what happened honey, do you even know how you hit the tree?"
"Yeah, I remember being a lease 10 minutes from home where the car came out of no where speeding down a one way street the wrong way. I saw him coming toward us so I swerved over to let him pass and I didn't see the tree in front of me I hit it head on. I was in a coma for a week. When I woke up I was in so much pain, I asked where my brother was and told me that he passed away.
I was so hurt broken and scared I might go to jail or something. But anything turned out fine. My dad's didn't treat different or blamed me. The cops stopped by the hospital to ask me some questions and told them I had a drink or two before getting in the car.
Thank God my blood alcohol level was 0.01 so daddy got them to just give me a fine, because I wasn't drunk so I got fined 1,000$ and I had to do community service for 3 weeks. But I never really got over the guilt of what I did. The drunk driver was never caught."
"Well I'm sorry for the way Finn told everyone, that wasn't cool at all."
"It hurt, but it also wasn't cool of me to say what I said to him. I hurt him as well."
"So, what are you going to do today?"
"I might just hang around the house, my dad's still at work."
"Okay, do you want me to stay and keep you company?"
"No its okay Brittany's still here with Santana. I just hang with her."
"You know hanging with Brittany mean hanging with Santana as well right? You sure you want to do that?"
"Yeah, its okay."
"Okay, I love you."
"I love you too."
Then she kissed me and went home. I wonder how I ever got so lucky to have her in my life. But there is still are some left over feeling I have towards Finn. I know it's dumb, but I can't help it he was my first love. I just can't erase my feeling for him. But I'm also so in love with Quinn. I just don't what to do!
~Santana's P.O.V~
So it's been a week now living with Rachel and the berry men wasn't torture. There really nice, and believe it or not, but isn't that bad either. I expected her room to be all musical and Broadway with Barbara Streisand everywhere. But it was normal with pink wall paper, and a lot of trophies, a few posters but other then that it was completely normal which surprised me. She also isn't as loud and annoying as she is in school. I mean she is still annoying and all, but she kind of cool.
"What are you thinking about?" Brittany asked me.
"Life I got into Law School, but now I'm a little nervous. I mean what if I get to NY and fail? What if I let you down and prove my father right? What if all I'm going to be is a loser, who works on a pole for the rest of my life."
"Baby, listen to me, I may not be the smartest duck in the pound. But I know NY is luck to have someone as smart and beautiful as you. Just in case you didn't know I love you so much and there's no way you could ever let me down. Plus your dad is the world's biggest asshole for ever telling you that. You're smart and talented. You're going to do great."
"You really think so?"
"I know so."
"I really love you do you know that?"
"Yes! I've always known that you loved me. I was just waiting on you to realize it."
"I do now fully realize it and thank you for waiting on me to come to my senses."
"Well Ms. Lopez you're definitely worth waiting for."
"Why did it take me so long to realize that you're perfect for me?"
"I don't know, I do know that I've never felt this way about anyone else in my life. I know were young and all but you're it for me Santana. There's no one in the world I'd rather be with."
"I feel the same way. After we graduate from I'm going to marry you. That is if you want to."
"I would marry you right now if I could. But yes I can wait 4 years to make you my wife legally."
"I can too. But hey how do this Rachel's doing with the whole Finn thing. He is the biggest jack-ass on the planet."
"I know she was so hurt. But I think I heard Quinn last night. I think that made love which is awesome, because we did too."
"Yeah, think so too, but I heard Q leave this morning, and Rachel just left. Where did she go?"
"How did you know she left?"
"I heard the door slam shut on her way out."
"Okay, well maybe she went to go see Quinn for round 2."
"Uh no I don't think so… If Rachel wanted a round 2 she wouldn't let Quinn leave this morning."
"I don't know then."
"Me either, you bet your sweet little ass I'm going to find out."
"How do I bet my ass San? I'm confused."
"Never mind baby I was just saying." Now what the hell is Rachel up too. I just know she can't be with the giant ape after what he did to her. If she is then why is she doing this to Quinn? Should I tell her what I think? No I know I'll wait for proof then tell Quinn….So glad there's a 3 day weekend. No school for 3 days means more time with my baby.
