A/N: I am so sorry about the long wait. I thought no one liked it, so I began to work on something else. I didn't know I had 27 followers, thank you so much for following this story. I'll get making chapters as long as you wan to read them. Here a nice long one to say I'm sorry! I hope you enjoy and please read and review...


~Quinn's P.O.V~

So I talked to my mom about having a couple of friends up at our cabin on LakeMichaels. I think it would it be great, but I have a confession to make. I really just told them that, because I wanted to spend some time alone with Rachel. After everything that has happened in the last couple of weeks I feel that we really need this alone time. It actually works for great for everyone, because Leroy and James are out of town. James has a medical conference to go to in LA. Leroy is still on his business trip. Rachel and I will be at the cabin alone. Santana and Brittany will be alone at home see a win/win situation.

I honestly can't wait to spend three days with Rachel for 3 days. I look at my phone and Santana's name pops up.

~On the phone~

"Hey S."

"Q umm do you know where Berry is?"

"No, last time I talked to her was this morning; I guess I could call her to see what she's doing why?"

"Oh it was nothing, I was just wondering if she wanted to order some Chinese food for dinner."

"Oh okay well I'll ask her if she calls."

"Okay cool."

Then we hung with leaving me confused. I know Santana and when ever she's hungry or wanting something she would just do it and 'oh well deal with it' she didn't if you didn't like what she did or got to eat, and all of a sudden she wants to know what Rachel would want to eat? Okay something just doesn't add up. Okay Quinn you're getting ahead of your self. Maybe she's just bring nice, because Brittany is with her…That's it case closed, everyone knows Brittany has her wrapped around her finger.

~Rachel's P.O.V~

So I've been walking around the lake just trying to figure something out. I have do still have feelings for Finn, but I'm in love with Quinn. What am I going to do? I turn around and see Finn walking towards me.

"What do you wan Finn." I said still kind of hurt and pissed at him for spilling my most personal deep down secret. But when I looked into his eyes I saw sorrow and guilt.

"Rachel I can't begin to explain how sorry I feel. I was upset that my mom was moving to Hawaii. I have to finish the rest of my senior in at St. George High School. I took all my pain out on you, and I know I shouldn't have and I am so sorry Rachel."

"Finn I was you're girlfriend. When I asked you what was wrong, that was your time to tell me. It hurt that you would do something like that to me. But I'm not completely innocent in this situation I shouldn't have said what I said about your mom divorcing Burt. I'm so sorry for hurting you like that."

"It's okay Rachel, but seriously what I said wasn't cool. I mean I would have hated if you would have mention that my dad was kicked out of the army on a dishonorable discharge. He died from an over dose. That would've hurt if you said that in front of everyone. Rachel I'm so sorry for everything."

"I'll forgive you if you forgive me."

"Done deal then."

"Thanks."

"You want a ride home?"

"Yes I would like that."

So we rode the entire way back to my house in silence. That was great actually, because I really needed to think. I really love Quinn, but I really care about Finn. What am I going to do?

"Rach babe were here."

"Do you…um…Do you want to come in?"

"I'm just wondering are you alone?"

"Yeah I think Santana left with Brittany hours ago."

"Santana stays here?"

"Yeah she lives with me, but like I said no one should be home and I want you to come in if you want."

"Yeah sure I could stay a while."

With that said we got out of the car and went inside and up to my room. Where I played some music and then went and got us something to drink. When I got back upstairs Finn was laying on my bed waiting for me.

"I was wondering if maybe you would want to make out."

"Okay I don't see why not." Uh Quinn that's why not! Come on Rachel you can't do this to her….I pushed those thoughts out of my head for a moment

"Are you okay? We could just watch TV if you want."

"No I want too."

"Okay."

We started kissing and undressing each other right when we were about to engage in sexual intercourse. So there he lies on top of me about to enter me, when my common sense kicked back in that's when he said…

"Babe we can't…"

"Why not?"

"I don't have protection."

"Well…" I began to say when he interrupted me.

"Hold on baby." He said as his answered his phone. So I listened to his one sided conversation.

"Mom I…"

"But I was just hanging with Rachel."

"Yeah mom I already apologized."

"But…"

"Okay I'll be there in like ten."

"Bye."

Once their conversation ended and Finn got dressed and put his cell phone back in his pocket and I got dressed.

"I got to go baby."

"Where?"

"Home… My mom said I'm still on punishment for the things I said to you."

"Oh okay well I'll see you later."

"I'll call you."

"Okay…" Then he left and I asked myself out loud…

"Oh my God what have I done?" I said as I began to cry. I can't believe what a heartless bitch I was. Barbara Streisand would be very disappointed in me. I can't believe I cheated on Quinn. So as I was falling a sleep I heard a loud slam of the front door. Then my bedroom door burst open. I open my eyes to find a very pissed off Latina and her girlfriend trying to calm her down and failing miserably might I add.

"Santana baby please calm down." Brittany said holding Santana back.

"Are you fucking serious Rachel really?"

"Santana what's going on?" I asked completely confused.

"Santana is very upset, because we were coming home to relax when we saw Finn leaving the house zipping up his pants before getting in his car."

"I know that couldn't be possible, because you hate Finn and you're with Quinn only right?" Brittany asked

"Well yes, but Finn just drove me home and he needed to use the restroom."

"THIS IS WRONG RACHEL!" Santana screams at me.

"Please baby calm down lets hear her out."

I moved closer to them when…

"You would wants to stay right where you are. If you move one more step toward me I will go all lima heights on your ass." Santana said in a calmer tone.

"Is that calm enough for you Britt- Britt?"

"Yes much better."

"Santana I'm sorry to say, but I'm confused as to where this is all coming from."

"Berry I would ends you right here and now, but I'm afraid it would be too easy of a way out for you.

"Santana I…"

"Berry you can't be that dumb you know what the hell I'm talking about!"

"No…I'm afraid I don't."

"You either fucked that big horse's ass with the weird puffy pyramid nipples or you were going to either way it was wrong to do that to Quinn."

"How did you know?" I said looking down. Feeling even guiltier then I already do.

"You need to tell Quinn and soon."

"I will I promise."

"If you hurt Quinn I will go all Lima heights on your ass and there's nothing you or anyone else can do to stop me!"

"So I still talk to Finn why do you care?" I said getting a little annoyed

"Because she loves you Rachel. She loves you like I love Brittany. You need to tell her. Let her know that she isn't the only one who has your heart."

"But she does."

"If she did then you wouldn't have done what you did with Finn or almost did."

"Okay I'll her soon I promise."

"You better tell her or I will."

"I will."

"Okay…" She said as left my room with Brittany right behind her. Now I really don't know what too do. All I know is that I can't livehout her.

Finn I love and care about him. But Quinn is who I'm in love with. I want to marry and have a family with her one day. Wow I guess I did know what I wanted. I was just too afraid to realize she is the only one that I want, a little too afraid of getting to close to her; just in case she hurts me in the long run. I guess now that I really think about it. I was worried about Quinn hurting me and I didn't realize I was hurting her. I really have a lot to think about…

~Quinn's P.O.V~

So after going home to pack up some clothes, I drove over to Rachel and Santana's house. Lucky for me everyone was home. James and Leroy were back for there business trips and had a lot to tell them. I knocked on the door and James answered the door.

"Hello Quinn it's nice to see you."

"It's nice to see you too Mr. Berry."

"What do we owe the pleasure to you visiting us this morning?"

"Well I wanted to ask you and Leroy something."

"Sure come on in there's coffee and bagels in the kitchen if your hungry."

"No thanks."

Leroy and James sat on the couch, and Rachel, Santana and Brittany sat on the other couch.

"I wanted to ask your permission to take Rachel with me up to my cabin on Lake Michaels for the rest of our 3 day weekend. I just think she needs to gets out of Lima for a couple of days. She'll be home Monday night before 11:00pm I promise.

"Well aren't you going to ask me first Quinn?"

"I'm sorry babe do you want to come with me up to my cabin on Lake Michaels?"

"I'd love too."

"Well Mr. Berry and Leroy what do you say?"

"I guess that would be fine." James said walking in the kitchen to get a drink.

"Yeah have fun you too, but not too much girls. Be careful and be safe."

"Well Rachel come on we have to get packed up so we'll be there in a couple hours."

"We'll wait for you two to come down stairs. I have something for you. So hurry up."

"Okay great."

"Berry…" Santana started but Brittany quickly pulled her into a kiss. I stand there looking confused as to what's going on.

"I've been to the cabin we both have with Quinn it's really fun there." Santana said after breaking her kiss with Brittany.

"Thanks I'm sure I will."

"Well let's go to my room and a watch movie."

"Hey San can we watch Lion King?"

"You actually want to watch a movie."

"Yes… I want to watch Lion King, Aladdin, The Little Mermaid, Cinderella, Snow White, Peter Pan, Lady and the Tramp and…" Santana stopped her before she continued her list.

"I got it babe come lets go." She said walking up to her room with Brittany as I walked with Rachel to her room. Mind you Rachel's Dads room is right across the hall.

Once we got into her room Rachel pushed me up against the door kissing me.

"mmm baby I can't wait to make love to you tonight." She smiled knowing that wanted her so bad.

"Me either in fact if we hurry we could get ready to go."

"Or we could not." She said as she continued to kiss me.

"Baby as much as I would love too, but your dads are down stairs waiting for us and Santana and Brittany are next door." She didn't care she just starting kissing my neck.

"Be adventurous come on the thrill of getting caught at any second."

"You locked the door right?"

"No even more fun."

"You are so bad." I said kissing her neck.

"I want you so bad baby."

"Okay, but you have to be quite okay."

"Yeah you too." And with that said I turned us around unbuckled my jeans with my underwear with it and got the condom out my wallet placed on my hard dick and pulled her panties down. I went inside her very fast and hard. She held onto my back getting ready for the ride…

"Oh my God baby." She moaned.

"Be…Quite…Baby." I said breathing heavy and pounding into her. I wanted to moan so badly because of the way she makes me feel every time we have sex. I can tell Rachel wanted to moan too. I mean the way she was bite her lip so hard it looks like it might bleed and how she'll scratching the fuck out of my back.

"Relax baby you don't want to bite a hole in that pretty little mouth now do you." I said pumping faster into her.

"N…N…NO…I guess not" she breathing heavy. Holy Shit this feels so fucking good.

"Shit baby are you close yet." I whisper into her ear.

"Yeah." Was all she said when we came up on the most amazing great earth shattering orgasmic experience we ever had. After our breathing came back to normal I put her back on the ground and pulled out of her and threw the condom in the trash in Rachel's bathroom.

"Let's get dressed and get you packed up."

"Okay that was the best sex I ever had baby."

"Glad you enjoyed yourself now let's get moving." After we sprayed the room with air fresher we began packing up her suite case.

10 minutes later James and Leroy came upstairs …

"What's taking you guys so long?"

"Sorry about that Leroy and Mr. Berry."

"Quinn call me James please."

"James we were busy packing."

"Why are you sweating?"

"Running around packing so we could in an hour"

"Okay well I wanted to give you something."

"What is it?" She said zipping up her suite case.

"I just wanted to give you some money for your trip."

"I have it all covered Leroy."

"That's good I just want Rachel to have something in her pocket."

"Okay well sounds great, but we have to go."

"Okay well here, and have a great time." Leroy said handing Rachel 100$. We got walked to the car and got in and began to make our long drive to Lake Michaels. I happen to look over a Rachel for a second and I can tell something is wrong…

"Baby what wrong?" I ask her without looking at her.

"Nothing is wrong."

"Really? I know something is wrong so just tell me."

"Okay um please don't get mad, but I cheated on you with Finn." I held the stirring wheel very tightly.

"Did you sleep with him?"

"Almost."

"What the fuck is 'Almost' either you fucked him or you didn't which one is Rachel?" I snapped at her.

"Well I was talking to Finn and he apologized. Then drove me home and we went to my room and made out. Things were getting hot and heavy and we undressed and we were in our underwear and I think I didn't have a bra on I can't remember…um … I reminded him about protection and that's when he checked and he didn't have any so we made out then he left because his mom called."

"Great so you cheated on me and … wait … was that why you wanted to have sex so badly to ease your guilt?"

"Yes I'm so sorry."

"Were you thinking of Finn while we were having sex?"

"…"

"Rachel …"

"…"

"ANSWER ME DAMNIT!"

"Yes."

"You slept me to ease your guilt Awsome!" I said as I tried to get this huge lump in my throut to go down. The tears started falling and I quickly wiped my eyes. She had no idea how badly she hurt me. She said that was the best sex she ever had and she wasn't even thinking about me. She placed her hand on my thigh.

"Please don't touch me." She looked hurt as she removed her hand.

"Are we breaking up?"

"Do you want me to break up with you? So you can be free to date Finn?"

"No."

"Did you ever fake an orgasm with me?"

"No."

"What am I saying you were even thinking about me."

"One time …One time I wasn't thinking about you."

"I thought you every time we had sex. I thought wow how could I have been so lucky as to find someone so beautiful and that loves me as much as I love her."

"Really you thought about all that?"

"Yes. You know I don't what to think any more. I thought I was being a good girlfriend to you…Wrong. I thought I was making you happy … Wrong again. I thought I was good to you in bed… Damn wrong once again." I stayed silent the rest of the car ride to the cabin. When we got there as we unloaded our bags…

"I'm getting in the shower." I said walking to the bathroom.

"You want some company?"

"No thank you I have to think."

"About if you want to be with me?"

"Yeah maybe I'll see you later."

After the 45 minute relaxing shower I took, I had a lot to think about. On one hand I didn't want to be with Rachel but on the other hand I can't live without her. What should I do?


A/N So what should she do? Should she break up Rachel or should she stay with her and work it out? Let me know what you think. Please read and review.