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~Quinn's P.O.V~

I walked into the living room with my towel on and Rachel was watching TV. When she noticed me and turned it off.

"Rachel we need to talk."

"Okay."

"I think we should take a break."

"You're breaking up with me?"

"No, I said a break. I just can't be with you right, I don't think you in 100%."

"But I am, I love you so much Quinn and I'm sorry."

"You're not, but that's okay. Maybe the 2 month break will be good for us."

"2 months? You are breaking up with me."

"Rachel I just can't ignore what you did."

"I really sorry Quinn, please don't leave me."

"You would be so hurt and break up with me. If I almost had sex with Santana or Brittany. Then had sex with you to ease my guilt of cheating. Then I was thinking of them while making love to you, which was the best sex I ever had. Now tell you wouldn't be hurt or break up with me?"

"I can't do that."

"I know."

"You cheated on my too, but I forgave, why can't you forgive me? You actually had sex with Brittany."

"First of all, I didn't have sex with Brittany. I had oral sex with Brittany, I was scared to tell you that I had a penis. I thought you wouldn't want me, because I was a freak."

"Cheating is still cheating Quinn."

"You're right and I told you everything, but I wasn't thinking of them while sleeping with now was I?

"No, I guess not. Why are you with me to begin with? I know I'm a loser to you and the rest of school. That's why you're so afraid to come out. That's why we are a secret to everyone were!" She yelled at me.

"Don't turn the tables Rachel. You broke us up okay, you cheating on me. Plus I not with you because I feel sorry for you if that's what you're thinking. To be honest I was flirting with you to get Finn back. Until I realized after I we first kissed, that you're who I want to be with."

"I thought we were on a break?"

"I don't know anymore. Maybe we shouldn't be together at all if this is how you think of me. My feeling for you has always real. I fought with your dad, to prove I belong with you. I'm lying to my parents about us, because I really love you and I want to be with you, maybe for the rest of my life."

"And I want be with you for the rest of my life as well. But I hate be a secret Quinn, I feel like you're ashamed to be with me. I see Santana and Brittany walk around so happy, because Santana told everyone she's madly in love with Brittany and didn't give a damn, what people thought of them. I thought why can't my girlfriend be this brave?"

"Because, I'm scared Rachel. I scared that if I tell everyone, and my parents find out that. They will disown me, and kick me out. Yes I'm rich, I know that but I don't want to lose my family. You cheated on me, what if I did risk everything, because I loved you with all my heart and soul, and you cheat on me. I would feel like a jack-ass. I risked everything for nothing."

"Quinn when my dad you to leave, I was ready to leave with you. I was going to risk everything for you. You're not the only one that's scared okay. I am so scared of a lot of things Quinn. I scared that you would wake up and realize that you use be with someone more your level, I'm scared that I will fail once I get to New York. I'm scared that I'm only Ohio good and not New York good. Yes I have won a lot of rewards for singing and dancing, but when I get to New York there is going to be many people who are better than me. I can't complete with that. I'm most afraid of losing you, because of my insecurities. I was with Finn and he made me feel, wanted and sexy. When I with you I feel loved, safe, and sexy and wanted, but also scared I could lose you, or this was all a dream."

"I get it Rachel. I really do and this time a part. I'm going to think about everything we talked about here today. But know you are better then what you think Rachel. Your talent is unbelievable, you're not Ohio good or New York good. You are great! Everywhere in the world. You know what you want. You know you're going to be a star. And you're right I am being a coward. You risked you're family for me, Santana and Brittany risked the popularity, Santana risked lost everything, but she has Brittany. I didn't risk anything…But that going to change, but before I do so, you're going to have to prove that you want me 100%. I have to be braver, I can't be with you if you're not all in. We have a lot to think about, lets get some rest."

"Can we make love one last time?"

"I...umm…I"

"Please, if this is the last night of us being alone together, can't we forget for just an hour?"

"I don't think that would be a good idea."

"I know its not, but I don't want my last time with you to be in my room up against the door, thinking of some else instead of my beautiful sexy girlfriend."

"Okay one last time." I kissed her as I lift her up into my arms, and carried her over to the blankets near the fire place. I gently laid her down, and began kissing her lips, then her neck. I slowly unbuttoned her shirt, and roll it off her shoulders. My god is she so beautiful, I kiss the valley between her breasts. I kiss down her stomach until I reach her jeans. I unbutton her jeans and slid them her legs and off, as I threw them on the floor. I lay on top of her, kissing her lips. She reached the hem of my shirt and raises it up and over my head, breaking our kiss. She throws it were her pants and shirt are. I reach behind her and unclip her bra. I slid it off her shoulders and threw it on the floor. I kiss her lips and then move down to her neck. She grabs my towel and pulls it off of me, now I'm completely naked on top of her. My hands reach between us and I unbutton her jean and I slid them off.

"Damn baby you're so hard." She says as she rubs my dick.

"Umm yeah baby it's what you do to me." I moan as I try to concentrate on getting her panties down, when she strokes me faster.

"Oh shit Rach." I moan as I pull down and off. I move into position, I line it up and go inside of her. I begin to trust into her and Our rhythm was perfect. It wasn't too fast or too slow.

"Ohhh baby you make me feel so good."

"Me too Rachel me too." Damn I never felt this way with Puck, Santana or Brittany. Making love to Rachel is the best experience I ever had.

"Go a little faster baby." I did as I was told and began move a bit faster and must have hit just the right spot too because, she went crazy.

"Oh my God Quinn, yes, yes baby right there."

"Right where?"

"Right there baby."

"Here?"

"Yes, God yes don't stop please."

"Are you close?"

"Oh yeah I'm so fucking close."

"Oh damn baby, I love making love to you."

"Me too shit just a little bit more."

I can feel it coming…oh shit…It's also here….

"I'm… there…fuck…"I trusting faster into her, Got damn I'm going to miss this.

"Oh my God Baby." She said as her back arched up and her eyes rolled into the back of her eyes rolled into the back of her head. While her mouth formed a perfect 'o', I continued going fast as I could to help her ride out her orgasm. I came moments later, deep inside of her. I rolled off of her and stood up and walked into the shower, washed up, and then got out, got dressed for bed. Rachel did the same.

"Thanks for that. You were amazing."

"Still thinking about Finn?"

"No I was thinking about you and only you."

"Well there's a first for everything."

"I'm being serious here."

"Great, we had sex one last time. Now you can go back to Finn."

"I don't want Finn, I want you."

"Rachel this why were not together anymore, you don't know what you want! You say you want Finn, and cheat on him with me. You say you want me and cheat on me with Finn and then had sex with me to ease your gulit of cheating as well as thinking of him while having sex with me. Do you not understand how badly you hurt me? Any clue at all?"

"I know I hurt you and I'm so sorry for that, really I am. I want you!"

"Rachel you need to find out who you are before finding out who you want. I will always love you, and if were meant to be together…then we'll be together, but for now I think it's best to just end it completely. I know I said a break, but you hurt me so bad. I just need some time alone."

"But…"

"No, but's please do this for me."

"Okay…I understand." She said as she walked to our and closed the door. I walked in about 5 minutes later and she was talking to herself.

"What is wrong with me? Rachel you are the dumbest person on the face of this earth. You had to woman of your dreams, now she hates and wants nothing more to do with you. Maybe I should have let Santana beat me up. I'm going to make this right, I'm going to break up with Finn and tell him I'm in love with Quinn. That's what I'll do. God I miss Quinn already."

My heart broke all over of again. 'She felt so bad, but then I think about it…I'm hurting just as much if not more. I was really in love with her, how could she do that to me. I need to be alone, so I'm going to break up with Aaron. He's a good guy, I'm just not the girl for him. Plus he might freak I we ever did anything, because of my dick. So I'm going to end it now, go on my vacation and try to forget how Rachel broke my heart, how I going to break Aaron's and just chill with Santana and Brittany on our trip around the world'…I said to myself as I walked over to the couch and fell asleep.

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