A/N: Hey everyone I'm finally back. Sorry it's short. I had to give you guys something, after being so patient with me. I am however so happy to get over this annoying writer's block. Hope you like the chapter. Don't forget to read and review, that would be great. Until Next Time Please Enjoy!
{A Few Months Later}
Quinn talks to her new friend Louis about what Brittany told her dead body.
"That sucks Quinn, but at least you'll have company up here. I know it can get pretty lonely up here."
"At least you a had a great funeral. A lot of people showed up for it. My parents didn't even show have one for me. My friends had a memorial service for me at the beach. It was nice."
"Why didn't your parents have a funeral for you? What happened to your body."
"My parents disowned me when they found out I was gay. They left my body at the morgue so it could in burn hell, where I belong. I overheard a phone conversation they were having with the hospital. I wanted to check in on them and now I wish I haven't."
"I'm so sorry Louis, but at least your friends care."
"Yeah, once the hospital sent my body to a funeral home. They cremated me and I sat there in funeral home for a few weeks. Until I managed to connect with one of my oldest friends and they went and got me."
"Well at least you they cared enough. I wonder if there's a way to talk to Brittany."
"You can enter her dreams."
"No, that's once a year or few years I think. I need to talk to her on a regular bases."
"I'm not supposed to tell you this and in fact I can get in trouble for even mentioning it."
"What?"
"Well you can talk to her. She can hear you. All you have to do is look through the gateway TV in the view room. The view room has a secret door on the left that leads to the gateway TV and you have to go during lunchtime because the view room is usually empty."
"Okay, that's in ...now actually." I walked into the view room and through the secret door and I saw the gateway TV. I looked through it and called out Brittany's name."
"Brittany..."
Meanwhile on earth with Brittany
"Brittany." That sounds like Quinn, but that's impossible. So, I went to watching TV when I heard it again.
"Brittany..." my heart dropped, because now I'm sure it's Quinn. Do I answer back?
"Yes?"
"It's me Quinn are you alone?"
"Yes."
"I need to speak with you about something important."
"Okay, can anyone else hear you?"
"No, I'm not even allowed to do this, but it's important."
"Quinn why not talk to Rachel. Explain to her why you did what you did. Tell her..."
"I can't because if I do she will never move on. I need her and Santana to be together."
"What why?"
"Because when you die, they will be all alone and miserable they should be happy."
"How do you know Santana's interested in Rachel and vica versa."
"That's where you and I come in. We need to put ideas the ideas in their head, have them start seeing each other in a whole new light."
"How are we going to do that?"
"We start by telling Santana that you're dying."
"But, I wanted to not tell her and then when I died, she would find a DVD with my confession on it."
"That sounds amazing. I never asked are you okay with this?"
"No, I don't want to die, I don't want Santana with someone else. It's not fair, I had all these things I wanted to do and now I can't."
"Hey I know how you feel. I am dead. I wanted to spend forever with Rachel and not set her up with my best friend. But I couldn't let those kids die for no reason. But there are lots to do up here. It's just like it is on earth up here just no crime. You may not be alive anymore but you can teach the angels how to dance or something. Plus, you'll be with me and we will have each other for a lifetime."
"You mean as friends, right?"
"Yeah of course totally."
"When do you die actually? Do you know?"
"I have 6 to 12 months to live. I have so much I want to do before I die. I know you said there's a lot to do up there and I can't wait, but what if I get sent down there."
"Brittany, you are the nicest, sweetest most caring person I know. You should be a sure thing."
"I'm scared."
"I know honey, but it's not scary."
"Can you be there?"
"I don't know if I can."
"Can you at least find out? Please?"
"Yes. I'll see what I can do, now I'll see you later, lunch is almost over and I have to leave, but I'll try to talk to you tomorrow at the same time. You must always be alone when we talk."
"Why?"
"Because, only you can hear me and they will think you've lost your mind okay."
"Okay."
"Talk to you soon okay, remember tell Santana."
"Okay, bye."
"Bye."
Meanwhile in Heaven with Quinn
I left the room and entered the main room and Louis was waiting for me.
"OH JESUS!" I screamed because he scared me and voice appeared,
"Yes, may I help you Quinn?"
"Oh no I'm sorry Louis scared me."
"Okay, please only say my name when you need something. I get enough of that on earth. People think it's okay to scream my name or my dad's when they have sexual intercourse or is scared or excited or a number of other things and it gets annoying."
"You got it. How about when I need you I'll say JC."
"I like that. I've never really had a nick name."
"Oh, you have lots of names on earth."
"Yeah, but no one has personally given me a nick name before. I feel special like we're friends or something."
"That's because we are."
"Okay, see you later Quinn. Oh and by the way, I know you were in the Reflection room and you spoke with Brittany through the gateway TV. I also know why you're doing it and that's why I'm going to allow you to do it as well as meet Brittany when she dies. But it's only because your heart is in the right place. But when Brittany is up here, you must never and I do mean never go into that room again! And if you do, you will be exiled from heaven and sent to hell and you must work twice as hard to get back up here. Do we have an understanding?"
"Yes, JC I promise. You won't get in trouble with your dad for this right?"
"Don't worry ill speak with father, just remember what I said. And Louis you are on wing duty for the next year. You must never release personal information...trusted information to unauthorized angels. Do you understand."
"Yes sir."
"I must be off now. No more trouble you too."
"Yes sir." We said in union and the voice disappeared and I looked at Louis and let out a sigh of relief.
"I am so sorry that you got wing duty...uh what is wing duty?"
"It's when you have to make all the new wings for the new angels. You have to meet and size up each and every one of them."
"Sounds hard."
"It's actually the job I applied for. It 30aac an hour."
"AAC?"
"Angel Allowance Currency. It's how we buy things here and move into our houses outside of the Angel Academy that everyone goes to when they die."
"That's a great job then. Why did you look so sad when JC told you?"
"Because, you only get paid if you're hired. I was put there as a punishment. He knew I wanted to work that job, so now I do, but for free. So, that means I have to spend another 2 years in the academy to save up, so I can move out."
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"Don't worry about it, so how was the talk?"
"Good, she was scared about dying and upset that she can't do the things wants to do on earth."
"Did you explain that it's pretty much the same up here?"
"Yeah I did. Wait it is? I mean I was always taught that, so that's what I told her."
"Yeah that's why I wanted a good job, so I could move out and start my afterlife the right way."
"Okay sounds good. So, I convinced her to tell Santana the truth about her illness. Then we wait for a while and then get her wife and my wife together."
"Why? Wouldn't seeing Rachel in the arms of another woman upset you?"
"I want them to be happy. Brittany and I can't make them happy anymore. With us dead and gone that leaves them alone and heartbroken."
"Wouldn't that cause them to feel guilty and actually draw them apart instead of together?"
"I ... Oh shut it. I haven't thought that far okay. I just know that I would rather have Rachel with someone I can trust like Santana instead of someone else."
"How does Brittany feel about this?"
"She hates it. But she hates all of it."
"I see."
"You need to see if Santana even sees Rachel that way."
"How?"
"Ask Brittany to ask her in a way that isn't suspicious."
"Okay. I'll do that. Let's get some food I'm hungry and we have about 15 minutes left of lunch before I have to get to my Angel 101 class."
"Well let's get some food. I start my job tomorrow and I need to prepare."
"I have an exam I need to study for later. Let's go." Louis and I have become really good friends over the past few months I've been here. So, we left to get some food.
Meanwhile with Brittany on earth
I see Santana laying on the bed with a book in her hand and I keep replying the conversation with Quinn in my head over and over again she was right. It's not fair that Santana doesn't know. I have to tell her it's only fair that she knows and can prepare for my death. I walk towards the bed and sit down and say,
"Santana, I have something to tell you."
"Okay what is it?" She says as she closed her book and set up to look at me as we stared at each other for what seemed like eternity.
"Well..."
~Brittany's POV~
How am I supposed to tell Santana that I'm dying? How do I even explain that to her? I understand Quinn's reasons for wanting them to be together. I get it. It's so they can look out for each other. But, why does it have to be Santana? Why do I have to die? It's not fucking fair! Santana's my fucking soulmate not Rachel's. I hate this...Oh just great I'm crying again! I've been crying since I found out I was dying.
"Hey baby what's wrong? Have you been crying again?" Looking at her and knowing I'm going to leave her, just makes me cry again. She leans towards me wipes my eyes and hugs me tight and I just let go, I break down completely, I have never cried as I hard as I was at this moment. It's everything hitting me all at once. I can never see Santana again, I have to set my girl up with our best friend, Quinn is dead and was just talking to me. Most important. I'm dying ... Fucking dying! Fuck you Cancer!
"That it baby, let it out ... let it all out!" I continue to cry and Rachel walks in our room.
"Is she okay?" Rachel ask, I manage to calm down and pull away from Santana. It's now or never!
"Santana, I have to tell you something."
"Oh, I'll just leave and give you guys some privacy." Rachel said getting up off the bed.
"No, stay please I need you both to hear this."
"Okay, if you're sure."
"I am." I start hyperventilating little.
"Brittany, breathe take your time and breathe." Rachel tells me as she moves closer to me and begin rubbing my back.
"The night of the Tony Awards and Quinn's death. I got a call, before I got the call about Quinn."
"What was the call?" They both asked union.
"My doctor called and said my cancer came back stronger this time. There's nothing else they can do. I only have 6 - 12 months to live and I should get my affairs in order." This was when Santana and Rachel both broke down.
"No, no, no... I can't lose you!"
"This isn't fair, why is this happening to us? First Quinn dies and now Brittany."
"It's just how my story is written."
"Well we need another writer than." (A/N: Hey I'm trying my best, I'm heartbroken too.)
"But we can't, God wants me home and I won't argue with that. I've been depressed and cried so many times, I've made my peace with this."
"Well this is a fucked-up time to tell you that the sample from Puck we used a few weeks ago worked. I'm pregnant Britt."
"That's amazing, I know you and Rachel will take loving care of the baby."
"Me and Rachel?"
"Yes, you too have suffered through too much and now it's time that you lean on each other and be there for each other."
"I'm always going to be there for Santana, but why would you want me to be the mother of your child Brittany?" Really Quinn! Did you really have to make it this hard?
"I want my baby to grow up in two parent household. Just like Santana will take care of Rachel's kids as if they were your own, right?"
"Well yes of course I love them. I'm their auntie and that's all they will see me as."
"They are only 5 and 6. That could change and if it doesn't then you let them know that you love and care for them and their mother."
"Okay, I'll tell them that, I'm still stuck on why you want Rachel and I together?"
"That's not what I'm saying, I'm just saying that I know you guys will need each other and you should lean on one another. I'm dying, when he or she grows up, you can tell him or her about me. Your heart is so big Rachel and Santana and it's time you open your heart to each other and admit that you need each other."
"She's right Rachel, I need you, I can't do this by myself. I need your help."
"I'm not going anywhere Santana. I am your best friend and I'll always be there for you."
"I feel the same. We are going to need to plan a lot."
"Quinn's funeral was beautiful. I would like to have my dress be orange and white. My casket to be cherry wood color and I want to be buried not cremated. Quinn wasn't so I don't want to either and I want to be in the same place as Quinn. I don't want to be alone."
"You will be up there with Quinn. You won't be alone B."
"I think I need to lie down. I've done so much talking today and I'm tired." I slowly drift off to sleep.
"Okay." Santana and Rachel walk to the living room and sits on the couch.
~Santana's POV~
How the hell can she want me to be with Rachel? Why does she have to die? It's not fair at all and now she wants Rachel's to raise our child? What the hell is wrong with her. Well other than the fact that she is dying.
"Can you believe this Rach?"
"Yes, I can because it's Brittany. Even when she's dying she never stops making sure everyone is taken care of. I'm sure she doesn't mean she want us to be romantically involved with each other, just be there for each other. You're not even my type."
"What's wrong with me? Am I not pretty enough for you?" I said playing around with her.
"No, I mean yes… You are very beautiful and sexy… I… mean nice. You're also very sweet and caring. Any girl would be happy to be with you, myself included, but we don't see each other like that and that's cool. I umm I have to go." Rachel rants on and then makes a quick exit. I sat there laughing a little, this could be fun fucking with Rachel. It's nice to have someone to talk to that understands what I'm going through. I will always love Brittany and miss her with my whole heart. But I'm glad I won't be alone, especially now that I'm pregnant.
A/N: Thanks for reading. Please review and tell me if you liked the addition of the Heaven stuff. A guest suggested that I make the Heaven part seem as real as earth. I hope I didn't offend anyone's beliefs or anything. If I did I'm truly sorry for that. Do you think Santana and Rachel would make a cute couple? Or do you think they should find other people after grieving their lost? How do you think the kids will react? Btw the kids will come in the story after the 5-year time jump. Not sure when to make the time jump. Maybe the next couple of chapters and have flashbacks of Santana and Rachel together or not. What about Quinn and Brittany? What happens to them? Their story ends a few chapters before the whole story. Just to make sure Santana and Rachel are together or Santana and Rachel as best friends. Whatever I decided to with the advice from you guys of course. It's a lot I know, sorry about that. Let me know what you guys think. Please read and review. Until Next Time See You Later!
