I remember when your name was just another name that rolled off my tongue without a second thought.
Now, I can't look at your name without an abundance of sentiment attached to each letter.
Your name, which I played with so carelessly, so easily, has somehow become sacred to my lips.
A name I won't throw around lightheartedly or repeat without deep thought…
"Marinette?"
"Uh, Sorry I zoned out; What were you saying?" I was tired, tired of the same routine, tired of the same people, it felt as though I was suffocating in here.
"I was saying, why don't we hang out? It's been forever since you've hung out with us "
"Sorry, Alya I don't have time today; I'll see you tomorrow though" I quickly gathered my things to exit the classroom"
"Why even bother talking to her? She couldn't care less about you.."
"You're one to talk" Chloe snickered
"I like to think that we'll remain best friends no matter what, even though she won't talk to me or hang out with me as much, I still wanna be her friend Lila."
Hearing Lila's voice always angered me, it seems she hates me but what do I care? I haven't done anything to her but it seems she tries to push people away from me.
What does that matter anyway? I've been pushing people away from the very beginning, even now.
Bzzt Bzzt
I didn't even bother picking up my phone, I wasn't in the mood to answer him right now
