Author's Note: Hey y'all, this is my first Chicago PD Fanfic. I absolutely love the show this will be Upstead. This is set before Jay Hailey got together, but after the breakup with Adam. I don't own Chicago PD. Any typos or grammar mistakes are my own.
Warnings: This story is going to start off rather dark with mature thremes graphic depictions of sexual assault. Things will lighten up some as the story goes on, but things usually do get worse before they get better. It's going to be Rated M throughout. If this subject line is triggering for you, then you probably should pass this one by.
The cold Fall wind blew through the "Windy City", rain fell from the sky, thunder could be heard rumbling in the distance. Typical weather for this time of year in Chicago.
Hailey Upton shivered, her eyes opened slowly... her vision blurry. Cold... that was the first thing Hailey felt as she regained consiousness. Pain... that was the second thing she felt. Hailey's head was pounding, so much that she felt as though she was going to be sick.
Cold, pain, wet rain falling on her body, her face laying flush on the cold hard ground. Hailey tried to pull herself up, but her arms were weak they betrayed her, she dropped back onto the ground... causing even more pain to shoot through her whole body. Where am I? What happened?
Hailey tried to piece together the events of the night, but her mind was fuzzy. She was struggling to move, much less remember what had happened.
After a few beats, panic began to set in as Hailey realized the severity of the situation. After somewhat getting her bearings, she realized that she was laying on the ground, in the pouring rain. Her shirt was torn, she could feel the shreds against her skin as she tried again to move. There was pain coming from between her legs. It felt wet, as though she were bleeding. Looking up, surveying her surroundings... it was dark, trash cans trash littered the ground. An alley?
More panic set in, causing enough adrenaline to give her the strength to pull herself up off the ground. Immediately, dizziness consumed her. She suddenly felt as though she was going to be sick. Before anything could even fully register, Hailey heaved emptied what was left in her stomach. She leaned against the wall, holding her head in her hands, hoping her stomach would settle the dizziness would fade.
What the hell happened? The truth is, Hailey really couldn't remember at first, but after a few beats... the events of that horrific night came flooding back.
FLASHBACK
Hailey had went out with Vanessa for a few drinks after a tough case at work. It was Thursday night on Saturday morning, Vaneesa was flying out to Mexico for a week to see some friends. It would be the first time the two women would be apart for that long since Vanessa had come to live with Hailey. It would be strange without Vanessa there, as the two had become close. They talked, grabbed some dinner, had a few more drinks.
That's when she remembered him. The sweet, handsome, charming man they had met at the Bar. He had bought them a drink asked Hailey to dance. She had been hesitant, but Vanessa pushed her to go "live a little". The truth was, Hailey hadn't done much "living" since her breakup with Adam. She really could use a nice night out.
The tree hubg out for a while, but after a while it had gotten late Vanessa went home. Hailey stayed at the Bar with the man she'd just met... James, he said his name was. After Vanessa left, they talked some more, danced, had a few more drinks. It had started out as a very nice evening. Lots of light conversation. James was kind, soft spoken, easy to talk to. The Bar had a live band, so there had been lots of dancing. Hailey truly was having a nice time.
Suddenly, while in the middle of a dance, Hailey began to feel ill. She rushed off to the restroom, midway through a dance. James had ran after her, waiting outside the restroom. Finally, Hailey stopped throwing up after what seemed like an eternity. James seemed concerned when Hailey exited the restroom, asking several times if she was alright. She assured him that she was, she'd just had too much to drink. After all, it had been a while since she'd had that much to drink.
After one more dance, Hailey was starting to feel unwell again. She apologized, telling James that she'd had a great time... but she needed to go home. She was going to call an Uber when James offered to drive her home... He hadn't had that much to drink, he noted would be fine to drive. At first, Hailey said she would be fine but James seemed very concerned. He told her that it would make him feel much better if he drove her home to make sure she arrived there safely. After it, this was Chicago he said. Bad things can happen. Hailey was reluctant at first, but James seemed totally harmless... like he was genuinely concerned for her wellbeing. She agreed to let James drive her home.
However, as they walked across the street to James vehicle, Hailey was feeling increasingly sick again. She was dizzy, her vision was blurry.
"You gonna' make it?" James asked her, softly, gently laying his hand on her shoulder.
Hailey laughed. "I think I'm going to make it, but I'll sure I'll be wishing I didn't in the morning."
When they got to James' vehicle, he opened the passenger door. Another wave of nausea consumed Hailey. She felt like she was dying, she just wanted to lie down.
"If you don't mind, can I lay down in the back?" Hailey asked, no more getting the question out of her mouth before she heaved threw up on the ground beside the car. James held her hair gently rubbed her back. After she was finished, he helped her into the back seat of the car.
Hailey managed to give James her address, before she passed out in the back seat. When Hailey woke some time later, she sat up. She realized immediately that they were not driving towards her apartment. Something was off...
"Where are we?" Hailey asked, concerned. "What's going on?"
James laughed, lightly. "Just taking a little detour, don't worry... I'll make sure you get home safe sound."
Suddenly, a wave of panic crashed down on Hailey. Her mind, although fuzzy, was whirling. Even in her drunken confused state, all the pieces were coming together... things were starting to make sense.
"Stop the car!" Hailey said, suddenly... frantically, almost. "I want to get out of the vehicle, I'll call an Uber home."
James just laughed, bitterly. "Not gonna' happen, sweetheart." he said.
Hailey reached for the door handle, James pushed the door lock. He stopped the car, reaching in the passenger seat beside him, he picked up a gun pointed it in her direction.
"Now, this is how it's going to go sweetheart... you do what I say nobody gets hurt. You don't, I'll have to kill you." James said, with a smile on his face.
Hailey's heart was pounding so hard, it felt as though it were going to jump out of her chest. She swallowed the lump that had formed in her throat.
"You don't want to do this... I'm a Cop, Chicago PD." Hailey said.
James laughed again. "A Cop? You're a Cop? Well then, you should be a little smarter than this, shouldn't you sweetheart? I'm sure you see enough of these things in your line of work?"
"If you let me out of this car, right now... I won't say a word. No one has to know. You can go on with your life like no of this happened." Hailey said, trying hard to keep her fear from showing her voice.
James just laughed again. "You really think I'm just going to let you walk off?" he asked. "Do you really think I'm that stupid?"
"it doesn't have to be this way..." Hailey said.
James opened the glove compartment of his vehicle, pulling out a couple zip ties. "Give me your hands." he demanded.
Hailey swallowed hard, not immediately doing anything... she could feel the tears welling up in her eyes, but she was determined not to cry.
"Now!" James growled.
Reluctantly, Hailey let James put the zip ties on her hands. Then, taking her by surprise, he reached back knocked her onto the floor.
"Stay there until I say or you die." James said, sternly.
At that point, Hailey couldn't see her surroundings. The vehicle once again started to move. After driving around for 20 minutes or so, the car stopped. James got out of the car opened the back door, roughly pulling Hailey out. He stood her up, placing the barrel of the gun onto her back.
Hailey looked around, trying to take in every detail she could about her surroundings. However, it was dark raining. All she could really see was that they were standing on the street, town houses lining both sides. She looked around, trying to see a street sign, but her vision was still blurry she was unable.
James walked Hailey up the steps of a Yellow Townhouse. He unlocked the door, pushing her inside.
The House was very clean, tidy, well decorated. James shoved Hailey through the living room, down the hall, into a bedroom. Once inside, he locked the door threw her onto the bed.
"Don't move!" James growled, as he reached into the bedside table, pulling out more zip ties. He then attached Hailey's hands feet to the rails of the old brass bedframe.
"Now, we're going to have some fun, sweetheart." James said with a smile, his voice almost mocking.
Hailey was overwhelmed with emotions, fear. She was still very nauseous, dizzy. She was no longer able to hold back the tears that had been building.
"Don't worry sweetheart, do exactly as I say I'll play nice." James said, running his hand across Hailey's cheek, wiping away a few tears that were 's whole body trembled at his touch, she felt as though she was going to throw up.
"Please don't do this..." Hailey cried.
"A Cop, reduced to begging?" James said, with a sick laugh. "Damn, that really must make you feel tough, huh?"
Hailey couldn't respond, the cries had now turned into sobs. She tried to hold them back, as she knew her captor was enjoying what he was doing to her, but she just couldn't get control of her emotions in that moment.
James climbed into the bed on top of Hailey, he knelt down started kissing her. Hailey tried to pull away, but she was unable. James kissed her lips, his tough assaulting her mouth. Then, he moved to her neck. His hands traveling under her shirt. Suddenly, he ripped it open.
"Please..." Hailey cried.
"That's it, beg for me sweetheart. I know you want this." James said, as he roughly tore her bra from her body. Immediately, his mouth was on her breasts, sucking roughly. His hands her in her pants, his fingers on the outside of her underwear, toying with her.
Hailey's breathing had become erratic, sobs overtaking her body. She pulled wildly at her restraints, trying desperately to get away.
James lifted his head from her breasts, gently running his hand across her cheek again. "Don't fight this, sweetheart. I'm going to make sure you enjoy this. Before we're done, you're body is going to beg for me." he said.
Hailey did the only thing she could do, she split in James' face. Before she could even register what was happening, James' hand connected hard with her cheek. "You bitch!" he yelled. "You're going to pay for that!"
With that, James yanked Hailey's pants down, tearing her panties from her body. His mouth was on her clit in an instant, as he roughly shoved two fingers inside of her. "So tight, sweetheart." he said, with an evil laugh.
Hailey couldn't believe this was happening, no matter how hard she tried to escape, she just couldn't. She continued to pull at her restraints.
James continued his assault. He was taking his time. He didn't just want to take her, he wanted to make her own body betray her. It was working too, after several minutes of James sucking licking her clit, thrusting his fingers inside of her... Hailey felt her body begin to react. It wasn't that she "wanted" this. It was just her body's natural reaction to stimulation it made her even more nauseous.
"Please... please stop." Hailey cried, her breathing becoming more ragged.
"Stop? Why would I do that, sweetheart?" James asked. "I know you're just starting to like this. You want me, I know you do. I feel how you tremble as I make love to you're beautiful body. I can hear it in the way you breath."
"You're sick..." Hailey whispered.
James laughed, then he continued his assault, his mouthing taking turns working her breasts clit, as his fingers continued to trust into her. He could feel her whole body tensing, it was betraying her, just as he had wanted. He wanted to make her body want him. He wanted to show her that he could completely control her. In his mind, that was absolute power.
Hailey closed her eyes, trying desperately to gain control of her body, but it was a losing battle. She was so close to coming it made her feel disgusting.
Suddenly, James stopped his assault. Hailey opened her eyes, to see him slipping off his pants underwear... exposing his erect penis. "Like what you see?" he asked, smiling.
"Don't do this..." Hailey said, through her tears.
"Hahaha, is that what your mind is really saying?" James asked. "Your body is telling me something different."
"Please don't..." Hailey cried.
"Oh, but I am... I'm going to fuck you like the slut you are!" James laughed. Then, he reached into the bedside table again, pulling out a knife. "I'm going to make sure you never forget me." he said, as he cut the words "Slut" into the flesh on Hailey's stomach. She cried out in pain.
Satisfied that he had left his mark, James threw the knife back into the drawer. He then thrust himself into Hailey. His mouth once again attacking her lips, neck, breasts. Hailey couldn't stop crying. After what seemed like an eternity, it was over. James finally had come, sounds of pleasure escaping his lips.
After cleaning himself up, James picked up the gun. He cut the zip ties that bound Hailey to the bed, tossing her pants at her. "Put them on." he did as she was told. Her shirt was completely torn.
Everything else was a blur. Hailey remembered being taken back to James' vehicle, he zip tied her hands again, shoving her down onto the floor. After driving for what seemed like forever, the vehicle stopped at the edge of an alley. James pulled Hailey from the vehicle. He pulled her further back into the alley, before cutting the zip ties throwing her to the ground.
"Until next time, sweetheart." James said, as he walked away.
Hailey lay completely still, frozen in fear. She thought James was taking her here to kill her, but much to her surprise, he walked away she heard his vehicle drive off.
Hailey tried to pull herself up, but the world felt as though it were spinning. Suddenly, it all went Black...
TBC...Let me know what you think?
