Virtualshipping (Gozaburo x Noa)

(why...WHY? Who comes up with these pairings? This is just creepy!)

It's cold. And dark. And hard to think. Really hard to think. Everything's all jumbled up. Why does it hurt? Lights, tire screeching, pavement - then cold. Darkness. And pain. I shouldn't remember this. I shouldn't be feeling at all. Why am I remembering? Why am I feeling?
Why didn't you warn me? Why didn't you stop me from chasing my homework across the street? You should have made me look first.
It's cold. Am I really still alive?
Please. Just let me go. It hurts. It hurts. Let me go. Let me go.
Let me go.

I can't. I can't watch this. He's so small. Why didn't I notice that before? Why didn't I see how young he was, how fragile?
Why didn't see the car? I was watching him laugh. He thought it was funny how the wind made his paper twirl and loop. I should have reached out. I could have made him wait, made him look both ways before he went out into the street. I could have grabbed him and never let go.
It hurts. My chest hurts.
I won't let him go. He won't be taken away from me. He's mine.
But...it will be easier to let the memories go. To erase them forever.
It will be easier to forget how much I love him.

A/N: Soooo another rather abstract one. But basically, it's just after Noa was hit by the car, and just before Gozaburo uploaded his brain into the computer system. I think maybe Gozaburo might have been a semi-decent person before his son died, but it was just too much to handle, so he forced himself to forget that he ever cared about Noa. I still don't like him though. It's the same kind of relationship I have with Akhenaden. In case you couldn't tell already, the first half is Noa's perspective and the last half is Gozaburo's. Well, next is Villageshipping (Mei x Kyuu x Jonouchi). Yaaaaaaay. (note my sarcasm).