This story is AU, I don't own the characters, just the plot and original characters in this story. This story will have LGBTQIA+ characters, mating, Alpha's/Betas and there will be MPREG, it is rated M cause well Citrus goodness lol This is my first story so i'd love to hear your thoughts, but hate will be ignored.
"italics" means inner thoughts
"bold italics" means inner demon thoughts
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Inuyasha, all credits for story and characters belong to the creator.
Rated M: for mature language, and adult content throughout story
NEW: Thank you to everyone who reviewed, i'm really looking forward to taking this journey with you
Warning: soft lemon
Sorry it took so long to update, work was insane this past few weeks but I already have chapter 6 and 7 done.
Chapter 5: Beautiful Trauma
Inuyasha woke the next morning surrounded by unfamiliar scents, and sounds. His head throbbed harshly as he struggled to open his eyes to greet the morning, he found himself silently hating the birds that chirped outside the window, and the bright light that spilled into the room. He rolled his body over, stretching his limbs to accommodate the new position, his ears twitched as they strained to hear the muffled voices behind the mahogany door.
"Look I know he's your friend but I don't trust him especially with-" he heard a deep voice speak
"I know okay, just please try to be a little understanding" a voice interrupted
Inuyasha pushed himself upright and swung his legs towards the edge of bed, his toes touching the creaky wooden floor . He sighed and rubbed his face contemplating throwing himself out the window before he stood up and made his way toward the door.
"Uhm morning" he strained as he appeared from the small bedroom
He watched Koga turn towards him, concerned shining behind brilliant sapphire eyes, he looked to the ground as his ears pressed deeply to his crown and his body shrugged over in shame.
"Oh thank god" Koga expressed rushing over to him pulling him into a deep hug
"Oh ow Davis I ache like everywhere" he choked
"Sorry I've been worried sick all night"
"Yeah he didn't sleep, he just watched over you! Wanted to make sure you didn't drown in your own vomit" Naraku said rolling his crimson eyes
"Hey! Come on" Koga whispered glaring at the alpha demon
Inuyasha looked up at his friend smiling slightly and spoke "You're always cleaning up my messes Davis"
"Duh! What else are friends for" Koga smiled as he took Inuyasha's hands firmly
"Can I grab some water and maybe tylenol" he said gingerly
Naraku walked over to the kitchen and pulled out a glass from the wooden cupboard, flicked on the tap, back turned to the pair as the alpha let out a sigh while placing the cup on the dinner table.
Inuyasha watched the alpha walk over to the kitchen, and turned over to Koga
"Look about last night I-" he spoke softly
"Don't worry about it" Koga dismissed
"Please let me say this" he said firmly
He pulled the wolf into a deep embrace, holding the beta in place for a little while
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said! I was drunk and an ass"
Naraku cleared his throat, he and Koga turned their attention to the spider demon
"Sit! we obviously need to talk"
He walked over to the alpha demon while holding Koga's hand tightly, they both sat across from the spider demon. He took a large gulp of water trying to moisten his desert like mouth, he licked his lips and said "bout what?"
"Yasha come on" Koga said looking over at Naraku for support
"Yesterday that wasn't-"
"Look I wasn't expecting to see my ex okay, that's all" he said firmly
"That's not how you react when you bump into an ex" Naraku huffed
"Yeah you'd know right" he said rolling his eyes
Naraku leaned against the caramel coloured wooden table peering into the hazel honey eyes, and said
"Actually yes I would"
"Did something happen Yash"
Inuyasha pursed his lips as he looked into the glass of water on the table, he watched the chilling condensation leave a sheer film around the glass. His eyes began to sting as tears threatened to fall, his bottom lip trembling slightly.
"Yash" Koga said pulling him closer
"I can't" he said shaking his head vigorously
"What the fuck do you mean you can't" Naraku sneered
"Please I - I can't" he stuttered as tears slipped from his eyes as his face twisted in anguish
"Shush okay okay, it's okay" Koga said embracing his friend as he looked over to Naraku
Naraku sighed as he rose from his seat and walked over to the beta pair, he kneeled slightly in front of Inuyasha.
"We can't help if we don't know what going on" Naraku spoke softly
Inuyasha looked up at the spider demon and for the first time since he returned from England, he peered into crimson eyes that were filled with warmth instead of anger! He has always loved Naraku like a brother, the oversized alpha would always meet him with a hug and great advice when needed or just a space for him to lay his head. Whenever he and Sesshomaru would argue, Naraku would peer over the stoic alpha's shoulder like a mammoth and berate the demon until he apologized to Inuyasha, no matter what it was. He truly had a heart of gold, and although he missed Sesshomaru the most! He had to admit that Naraku's warmth also left a hole in his heart.
He paused, Sighing he whispered "I was pregnant" closing his eyes and leaning his body into Koga's embrace
"You were pregnant" Naraku repeated carefully
Inuyasha looked over to Naraku and simply nodded before shielding his face once more in Koga's shoulder
"Did Sesshomaru know about it" Koga asked
"No I didn't get a chance to tell him"
"Yasha" Naraku said softly "Why did you keep this a secret?"
"I had too, I didn't have a choice" he stopped
"Why didn't you have a choice?" Naraku pushed
"It's complicated" he asked
"What happened to the baby" Koga questioned
"I uhm didn't have it" he muttered
"Yasha, why wouldn't you tell me or someone" Koga exclaimed
"I couldn't okay, just know that I did what I thought was right"He said firmly as he continued "Just don't say anything to Sesshomaru please"
"I'm not going to lie kid but I won't say anything either" Naraku
Inuyasha smiled slightly, feeling a slight weight shift slightly! He hadn't told anyone about his pregnancy and frankly sharing it with Koga and Naraku felt like a reprieve.
"How did you feel?" Koga whispered
"Mhm what?" he said with closed eyes
"When you found out that you were pregnant"
"And that's my cue to go and find something to do" Naraku chuckled, standing up smiling at the blue eyed beta, and walking over to the living room.
Inuyasha sighed as he pushed himself from the small wooden chair, he looked down at his best friend.
"Not today okay" he said softly as he moved to get up from his seat before Koga grabbed onto his sleeve.
"Okay but whatever happened! You need to talk about it, if not with me or Naraku then Sesshomaru'' Koga said firmly
"Stop running from your problems Yasha" the blue eyed beta said softly
He walked over to the small window by the living room and gazed outside overlooking the small Harlem neighbourhood. He watched grey clouds begin to gather and block out the sun, the dreary weather matching his mood perfectly. He continued to watch small insignificant figures below run from the oncoming wet weather; he leaned his head against the window enjoying the cool sensation against his skin. He watched his reflection; sad hazel honey eyes staring back at him while tears threatened to fall from his eyes. He slid his eyes closed, his breath trembling while one single thought passed through his mind.
"Sesshomaru"
Sesshomaru hadn't moved from his bed since he stumbled into his house, the space was cold and quiet. He stared up at the ceiling, he watched the fan rotate, the bulb jiggled slightly as the propellers spun.
The room was dark as the rain pounded against his bedroom window; he came home in the early morning after wandering aimlessly throughout the city leaving Naraku to handle Kyora and Kagura. He heard his phone vibrate in the corner, it was probably his friends or Kyora calling but he couldn't bring himself to move or to care! He tried to keep his breathing even, reminding himself to breathe inward and exhale outward concentrating on the rise and fall of his chest; he slid his eyes close as a familiar face filled his mind. It was only a moment, barely a minute that they shared and it left him ruined; all the work he had done, all of the walls he placed neatly around his mind shielding him from Inuyasha's memory and the love they shared crumbled the moment he looked into his eyes.
He winced as his breathing became shallow, he closed his eyes willing himself to find his footing
"Come on Sessh, just breathe man" he thought
Tears began to cascade down his face, sliding down indigo strips that sat perfectly on his cheek. Memories raced through his mind
*FLASHBACK*
He grabbed the navy blue jacket and speed through his house
"Bye mom, Bye dad" he shouted sprinting towards the front door, he was running late.
He raced towards the train station, his long legs pounding against the pavement as his body ripped through the streets of Harlem. He darted into the train barely pushing past the closing doors, as his body leaped into the train, he barely got his breath as the train pulled off into its chosen direction. He wiped sweat from his brow while eyes gleamed towards him.
"HARLEM S TRAIN TOWARDS MANHATTAN" the automated voice announced.
He leaned against the doors watching patrons exit the train, today was his first at Manhattan Country Preparatory School . It was a little late in the year for him to be starting but due to some stupid outreach program he was starting at a new school on the other end of the city and to make matters worse! He was already late.
He exited the train and ran down the block, barely making it to the entrance before the final bell rang, he searched for the main office down the hall while he passed giggly school girls and faced harsh stares as they eyed him. He knew he stood out, he wore the whie dress shirt slightly untucked, and the tie hung loosely around his neck; he donned a high ponytail and a silver earring adorned his left elf like ear.
"Stupid rich kids" he thought
Sesshomaru pulled open the office doors, and walked up to the receptionist desk
"I'm new here, I was told to come see the principle" he said nonchalantly
The receptionist peered into dazzling golden eyes a blushed lightly push picking up the phone and dialing the principle
"He will be right with you, take a seat"
Sesshomaru sat in the chair sitting opposite the receptionist desk, placing his raggedy school bag on the heard the office door open as a tall figure stood and beckoned him inside, he rose from the chair and followed the man inside. First thing he noticed inside the expensive office was the dark cherry wooden desk that sat in the middle of the room, surrounded with plaques and certificates adoring the walls.
"Have a seat"
Sesshomaru looked over to the smaller student sitting in the left seat, he plopped down sitting lazily
"Inuyasha I would like you to meet our newest lottery student Sesshomaru Sawyer, he's from the inner city" the principal said without looking up from his desk
Sesshomaru looked over to the smaller boy with snow white hair that clashed against tan skin, honey hazel eyes shined as they beamed in his direction, perfect pale red lips hid a pink tongue inside a heated cavern. His uniform was pressed perfectly; tie sat perfectly around his neck while a crisp white shirt hung on his body covered by the same navy blue jacket he wore.
"You're going to show Sesshomaru around, you two will have the same schedule"
"Yes sir" Inuyasha said sternly
Sesshomaru rolled his eyes and rose from his chair, walking towards the large wooden doors. He watched the smaller demon's ear flicker in his direction as his eyes widened at Sesshomaru's actions.
"Grab my schedule" he said as he walked out of the office; he started to walk down the hall as he heard hurried footsteps begin to trail him slightly.
"Hey! Do you even know where you're going" the voice said frustrated
"Aren't you supposed to guide me" he said slyly slowing his pace, as he peered over to the smaller demon watch a light blush tickle his face
"Well yeah but-"
"Then guide away" he said leaning into the smaller demon
The two walked down the deserted hallway, Inuyasha pointing out classrooms as he explained the rules and regulations of the school.
"Those are a lot of rules little one" he chuckled
"My name is Inuyasha" Inuyasha huffed
"Oh I'm sorry" he said leaning closely to the smaller demon, he leaned into his twitching ear and whispered forcefully" A"
He watched the beta demon blush deep red as he laughed, a bell rang through the hallowed hallways as doors began to open and students poured out.
He grabbed his schedule, and winked at Inuyasha,turning his back on the smaller demon
"See you around Inuyasha," he spoke as he disappeared into the sea of students.
*End of Flashback*
He smiled slightly at the memory as it faded from his mind. He hadn't known then that Inuyasha would become the biggest part of his life. After their initial meeting, they frequently caught each other's eye. Inuyasha would make an effort to sit with him at lunch, or stop by his locker! At first it was just a friendly chat but then a touch would linger or he'd catch Inuyasha staring at him across the room. They stumbled into a friendship and eventually it bloomed into a relationship; they were complete opposites yet they complement each other perfectly. Soon after they found themselves skipping classes just for a feverish kiss in the hallway closet, they'd sneak off during a football game and make out under the beachers enjoying the stolen moments.
He had spent many nights memorizing every inch of the snowy haired beta's body, only to sneak out of the window as soon as the sun rose the next morning.
He had judged the Upper West Side kids harshly when he first started school at Manhattan Country Preparatory School, he kept to himself and enjoyed silently bashing the spoiled brats but Inuyasha wormed himself into his heart.
He would slowly come undone whenever those hazel eyes looked up at him, the half demon had him wrapped around his perfectly manicured finger! He fell irrevocably in love and thought the two of them would have lasted for eternity but he was wrong. Inuyasha broke down all of his barriers; promising him that he'd love him always only to leave him exposed and alone.
Nothing hurt more that those 4 words scribbled onto a piece of paper that was shoved into his mailbox
"I'm sorry, I can't"
Sesshomaru heard the front door open softly, and footsteps began echoing the hardwood floor, the steps heading in his direction.
"Sessh are you home baby" Kiki spoke
He laid silent as tears flowed from his eyes, barely turning his head as his mother opened his bedroom door.
"Baby? What's wrong"
He felt a slight shift in the bed as his mother sat at the edge watching him fiercely, he felt her warm hand on his face and was unable to keep the dam from breaking. A sob wracked through his body as he cried silently, he felt his mother lay next to him pulling him into her embrace
"Ssh it's okay honey"
He cried into her shoulder as all the memories of him and Inuyasha played on a loop in his mind, unable to speak he allowed her to comfort him. He felt the sadness bloom through his body while a hot fleck of anger began to bud in his stomach as he replayed the events of last night. He figured he'd never see the smaller beta again but being so close to him brought back feelings of abandonment and anger.
"Sesshomaru talk to me"
He sighed removing his face from her shoulder, he looked into her face and smiled slightly. He was his mothers twin; they both had soft features, and a crescent sitting perfecting on the forehead. His parents had him in highschool, the moment he was born Kiki and Sesshomaru were inseparable. He had an unconventional relationship with his mom, he told her everything feeling a sense of safety with her! The pair behaved more like best friends, teasing his father and pranking his little brother; they did most things together whether it was shopping or just watching a horror movie. He loved how she supported him in everything he did, she struggled to provide him with some sense of normalcy.
She even bought him his first guitar when he confessed he wanted to pursue music professionally.
He enjoyed the silence between them, neither needing words to convey the bond they had.
He often heard that he was her birthday gift; he was born December 31st and his mother's birthday was January 1st. The two were frequently compared to the season; people confused their silence and blunt attitude for few people knew that behind their shell they were fiercely loyal and loving people.
"I saw him Ma"
"Inuyasha" Kiki said firmly picked up quickly, knowing only one person could bring her strong son to his knees
"Yeah last night" he admitted shifting his body, as he stared at the ceiling
"What did he say"
"It's complicated" he sighed
"Simplify it"
"I went out with Naraku for some pizza, I saw him across the street! I went to confront him and-" he trailed off
"And?" she pressed
"He took off, ran into the train before I could even get to him" he chuckled dryly
"Uwha topanga" she sneered
"Mom" he laughed, whenever his mother got upset she started speaking maori
"Well he is!" she spat
He chuckled as she slid her hand into his
"What are you feeling rangatira hukarere"
"I think he -" he began before she cut him off gently
"I didn't ask what you think, I asked how you feel?"
He laid in silence briefly, as he chewed his bottom lip
"Hurt mom, I'm hurting" he admitted
"Do you still love him pepi" she questioned
He turned his head towards her and peered into similar golden eyes, leaning his forehead against her. He didn't answer her, he knew that she already knew the answer.
Sesshomaru walked against the brisk October air, after his emotional conversation with his mother he decided to get some air. She had offered to join him but he decided that it would be best if he had some time to clear his mind. He wandered aimlessly knowing the streets of Harlem perfectly, his legs taking him across train tracks up a winding road towards a park nestled between trees with fallen leaves littered on the concrete .He watched kids sprint towards the playground as laughter filled the air around him, the darkening sky threatening a storm brewing behind the clouds.
He walked through the park enjoying the cold air, halting slightly as he saw a familiar face sitting on the bench. Walking over to the trio haughty, he made eye contact with crimson orbs that widened slightly.
"Sawyer, what's up? Nice day huh?" Naraku rambled as he looked over at the fuming silent alpha searching his friends face for any sign of anger.
He stood in front of Naraku, his eyebrow cocked as he crossed his arms in front of his chest; he looked down at the two betas sitting on the park bench. He watched Inuyasha squirm under his gaze, the smaller beta shocked to see the elusive alpha.
"What are you doing here" Koga questioned
"I live here, what are you doing here" he scoffed
"We spent the night at Naraku's" Koga answered innocently
He looked over to Naraku as the spider demon shot his hands up, watching his friend frantically look between the betas.
"Oh woah woah, Yes they did but I can explain that" Naraku spoke as he took a step towards him
He rolled his eyes as a slight smirk tug at his lips
"Explain it then, dear friend" he sneered enjoying his friends discomfort
Naraku looked at his glaring friend, trying to put yesterday's events into words but failing miserably.
"I screwed up last night" Inuyasha spoke softly
"I think we should take a walk" Koga said dragging the bumbling spider demon from the pair of dog demons
Sesshomaru looked down at Inuyasha, he noticed the sickly grey colour that took over his former lover's face, with dark circles and dulled hazel eyes. He fought the urge to comfort the smaller demon
"Elaborate" he spoke coldly watching the snowy haired beta fidget under his stoney gaze
"Well after seeing you last night I -"
"After you ran away" he corrected
"Uhm yeah after that I went on a little bender, got lost and then this guy tried to force me to -"
He uncrossed his arms and took a step closer to Inuyasha, concern shining slightly in his eyes
"Someone hurt you?" he questioned against clenched teeth
"No! Naraku and Koga stopped him before it got to that"Inuyasha confessed
He straightened his back slightly, returning to his original stance.
"And?"
"Well the rest is a bit of a blur, I woke up this morning in Narak's apartment" he finished
"Mhm" he said shifting his gaze towards the raven haired alpha
"Look Sesshomaru I -" Inuyasha started rising from the bench, looking down fumbling with his shirt
"I'm sorry"
He snorted and chuckled darkly "You're sorry? That's all you have to say to me! Fuck you Inuyasha" he spat. He turned his back and began to walk away when he felt a small hand tug on his sweater
"Look I know I screwed up but please can't we at least be friends"
"Friends?!" he chuckled, he exhaled and took a step closer to the beta closing the gap between the two of them, He stared down into wide hazel eyes.
"We were never friends Inuyasha" he spat as he turned to walk away from the half demon
"Wait Sesshomaru! Please, can't we at least try to be? I want to be apart of your life" he heard Inuyasha whisper
He stood barely a feet from Inuyasha, without turning his head fully
"You should've thought of that before you broke my heart" he whispered walking away from the beta
Inuyasha watched Sesshomaru walk away, he stood still against the October wind letting tears fall down his face. He watched his ex lovers back as it became more and more distant. He wanted to run after the alpha demon but was frozen in place, he felt a hand on his shoulder.
"What happened?" Koga asked
He turned to face Naraku and Koga, he looked into crimson eyes
"He hates me" he whined
"He doesn't hate you 'Yasha, he's hurt and angry" Naraku said thoughtfully
"He doesn't understand why you left, hell we don't even understand it" Naraku added
Inuyasha stood watching Sesshomaru as his figure became a distant outline, he wondered what was roaming inside the silent alpha.
Inutashio woke to an empty bed, his body tossed in crimson sheets, he sat up as his muscles rolled slightly protesting his sudden movement. He ran his hands through his argent mane, cracking his neck slightly and he pushed himself against the headboard. The bed creaked under him as he looked onto the floor to find a slight scuff mark, he moved slightly as he watched the bed's leg wobble slightly. He chuckled softly, they would probably need a new bed, especially since he planned to ravish his lover again this morning. He heard feet pattering against the wooden floor, he looked up as the door opened quietly.
"You're awake" Kagura spoke softly while carrying a tiny tray of assorted foods, and coffee. His shirt hung loosely on her small frame. He smiled at the scene in front of him soaking up her beauty
"Mhm well someone wore me out last night" he teased as she placed the small tray on the nightstand, he reached over to grab her wrist pulling her onto his lap earning a slight squeal.
"Hey! I -" she exclaimed as he silenced her with a kiss. He loved how soft her pillow plump lips were, beautifully bruised after he roughly kissed them.
"Hey to you too" he smiled as she straddled him
"Uhm so I was wondering If maybe you could uhm" she muttered looking down onto his lap
"If maybe I could, what baby?" he asked trying to meet her eyes
"Well you know my birthday is in a few weeks" she started
"Yes October 30th"
"Yeah and I was wondering if maybe we could spend the day together"
"Of course princess, what do you -"
"With my brother and my friends" she said closing her eyes firmly
Inutashio looked at her face, her eyes firmly shut and lips pursed. He took a clawed finger to lift her chin upwards.
"Look at me Princess" he said softly
"Mhm no" she said shaking her head lightly
Chuckling he said "and why not?"
"Because I'd prefer not to see your face when you say no"
"Why would I say no?" he asked
"Because you're married" she whispered
Kagura wasn't wrong, he was in fact married. He and Izaoyi's 20th wedding anniversary recently passed and although he should feel some sense of accomplishment, instead he felt dread. He was starting to spend less and less time at home; only coming home when Inuyasha was home. He would spend all day at the office, in court or with Kagura!
They hadn't even celebrated their anniversary together, she opted to go shopping and when he offered to take her for dinner she sneered at his recommendations, stating that the chain restaurant they'd met at was beneath her. It's why he bought this quaint apartment in Brooklyn, so he and Kagura had a space they could call their own. He'd only known the wind sorceress for 7 months but he felt at home with her, confiding his deepest and darkest secrets with her; he had admitted to her that he felt contempt for his wife.
The two had nothing in common, he felt as if he lived with a stranger! But with Kagura being opposites seemed to work, the hot headed demon complimented his calm demeanor, and working together was bliss.
The two worked closely together at the office, finding a tandem flow and he admitted that she added a certain edge to his cases; a direction that he would have never looked at. It was because of this that he found himself lately becoming more reckless with their relationship; he'd kiss her in public, sneak out in the middle of the day just to pick her up from the diner. He answered her calls quickly and he no longer cared if Izayoi could hear him speaking sweetly to the younger female.
In fact he would normally leave in the middle of the night after their secret rendezvous but instead he opted to spend the night with his red eyed beauty, he knew he should go home and hopefully smooth things over with his wife but he couldn't bring himself to care. He wanted nothing more than to spend hours with her!
"So? When has that stopped me before" he admitted
"Tash, I uhm" she stuttered
A frown sat on his face, as he cocked his head to look closely at his tiny girlfriend
"Kags what's wrong?"
"What are we doing?" she asked as her brothers vicious words rang through her mind
"We're discussing your birthday plans"
"No argh that's not -" she said as she moved to get off his lap, his large clawed hand stopping her as they rested on her hips
"Kagura, talk to me!" he said firmly as hardened hazel eyes peered into crimson eyes
"What am I too you" she asked unsure
Inutashio was taken back slightly, his stature tightening slightly. He looked at the small beta in front of him, he loved her flame but more so loved how vulnerable she allowed herself to be especially with him. He widened his eyes as those thoughts bounced through his mind, he could list all of the things he loved about her but most importantly!
"I love you" he admitted softly as Kagura looked into his hazel eyes, as slight smile crept onto his face
"I love you" he said firmly, gripping her face into his hands
He watched tears fill crimson eyes, he was shocked slightly as she pushed her lips onto his
"I love you too Tash"
"I want to meet your family, and your friends princess" he admitted
"I want us to be together" he continued
"What do you mean" she said scrunching his eyes brows slightly
"I'm going to leave my wife" he admitted
He watched Kagura leap from his lap, her sudden action shocking him slightly
"Don't fuck with me Tash" she sneered
"I'm not fucking with you prince-"
"Don't okay! Don't promise me things you you-" she stuttered as she began to cry slightly
Inutashio pushed himself off the bed, and stood in front of the crimson eyed beauty. He gripped her arms slightly
"I love you, and I want us to be together! That can only happen if I leave my wife" he spoke softly
Kagura looked up at Tashio searching his eyes for deceit
"I'm not proud of what I've done, I'm not the kind of man that lies to his wife and lays with other women" he began "But the minute you and I started making love and spending time together, I just felt so at ease! Like something inside me finally clicked."
"I want to be with you, I want to build a life with you Kagura" he admitted
"Swear" she whispered
"What?"
"Swear that you won't just throw me aside when you're bored"
"Have you heard me, Kagura? I said I love you and I want us to build a life together! Does that sound like a man that wants to just leave" he chuckled
Kagura smiled slightly as she stood on her tippy toes, she captured his lips softly
"I love you too Tash, I want to be with you forever" she whispered
He knelt down to grab her thighs as he hoisted her upwards, her legs wrapping themselves around his waist. He placed her softly on the bed as he kissed her lips passionately, he nipped her bottom lip asking permission to explore the familiar instantly submitted to his dominance as he sucked her lower lip earning a soft moan. He looked into her eyes softly memorizing the slight curves of her face, he leaned down and began to nip at her neck leaving slight bruises down the crook of her neck when her cell phone buzzed slightly. He didn't stop his ministrations as she struggled to reach for her phone.
"Tash come on, let me up" she giggled
"Mhm no" he said as he continued to lick his way down her chest
She managed to grab her phone as Tashio continued nipping at her flesh, he pushed the white t-shirt upwards and captured a pink bud in his mouth as he massaged her breast.
"Ah okay, hello" she choked
"Hey where are you?" her brother spoke
He continued to tease her nipple between his teeth as she tried to talk into the phone, his hand finding her other breast as a clawed hand began toying with her neglected bud.
"Fuck! I'm uhm still with Tashio" she stuttered
"Ah you okay? You know what! don't answer that! Do you know what Sesshomaru is doing tonight?" Naraku rushed
He kissed his way down her stomach leaving light touches across her abdomen, nipping slightly at her pelvic bone. He kissed the inside of her thighs, teasing his way closer towards her sex he then kissed the top of her pussy brushing her clit slightly as he looked mischievously upwards.
"Don't you fucking dare" she whispered
"Uhm I know he's got a- OH FUCKING CHRIST" she shouted as his tounge flicked her clit, press his tounge flat against her lips he licked slowly upwards towards her clit before taking the small bud into his mouth swirling his tongue around the small sensitive bud and began sucking harshly.
"Kagura? Yo do you know or not" Naraku asked impatiently
"He's got a open mic thing tonight at the Phoenix Room up town" she rushed as she watched her lover suck her clit lewdly, she grabbed silver hair and wound it tightly in her right hand as she held him in place. He stuck his tongue into her pussy feeling her heated hole quivering around his tongue caused his eyes to roll slightly, he moaned into her enjoying the taste of her. He brought his hand to her thighs, as he pushed them apart! He took his hand to her quivering anal bud and pressed a knuckle against the tight hole while he sucked her lips.
"Thanks! Tell Tashio I said hey baby" he laughed hanging up
"Oh Daddy, fuck that feels good" she moaned letting the phone drop from her hand.
He laughed lightly,knowing that she only called him that when he was between her legs! He continued his assault on her pretty pink pussy licking and sucking against her pearl while he fingered her ass causing her legs to shake swore he could spend all day between the raven haired beauty legs drinking her divine nectar while listening to her spew strings of curse words. Oh yes he loved her and he was determined to show her just how much!
Sesshomaru sat behind the stage, nervously twisting his long locs between his long fingers. He listened to the banter of the crowd from behind the curtains; he tried to steady his breathing. He was set to play the final set of the evening, he pushed himself to focus on the feel of the guitar in his hands, he passed clawed fingers against the rigid metal strings and held the hallowed base firmly against his hip . He closed his eyes and tried to drown out the sound of the people shuffling, he inhaled harshly and exhaled; he repeated his ministrations until he heard the MC speak.
"Alright! We've had some serious talent tonight, we have one more act tonight! I want you all to show him some love, tonight's his first time performing in front of people. So let's give him a lot of support, Let's give a warm welcome to Sesshomaru Sawyer"
He rolled his neck slightly as he stepped onto the stage, passing the MC he nodded in his direction silently thanking him. He sat on the small stool, peering into the crowd as the headlights dimed slightly, blue coloured lights adding ambience to the dark room. He spotted his parents in the far right of the club, he smiled slightly as he watched them wave frantically. He gazed towards the back of the room spotting Naraku and sat beside Koga, his eyes widened slightly as he locked eyes with honey hazel eyes.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath and spoke softly
"Hey I'm going to play this song I wrote, I uh hope you like it"
He began to play softly, striking familiar chords while he vocalized into the microphone as he slid his eyes closed.
"Hmm oh oh woah oh oh yeah
I remember years ago someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love
You were strong and I was not, my illusion my mistake, I was careless I forgot I did"
He sucked in a breath and continued playing, his eyes opening slightly as they found the snowy haired beta in the back of the room once again.
And now, When all is done, there is nothing to say ,You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won, you can go ahead tell them, Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the rooftops, Write it on the sky line!
All we had is gone now"
His deep voice sang perfectly, he emphasised on adding vocal runs on the ending of each line. He continued to sing outwards, his voice picking up in speed as he belted the next lines of his song, his fingers picking the strings of his guitar slightly. He peered into Inuyasha eyes, and sang each word as if he was the only person in the room.
"Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken, all my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible"
He stopped quickly, adjusting his guitar as he continued singing. Adding to the climax of the song, he belted the next few lines, throwing his head back while scrunching his eyebrows with eyes closed as he lost himself in his music.
"Falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worse, broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know and thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know
I know and now"
He continued to play vigorously, looking down at his guitar he allowed memories of him and Inuyasha to pass through his body. Adding emotion to each line, he stood up roughly kicking the stool backwards, he opened his eyes as tears showed in his eyes threatening to fall. He looked at Inuyasha whose face was twisted in anguish, he moved closer to the microphone and he sang directly to him pouring all his pain into the words he wrote.
When all is done, there is nothing to say and if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them,tell them all I know now
Shout it from the rooftops and write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now, tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken,all my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible"
He closed his eyes again, as he slowed the tempo of the chords he played he sang softly
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
Oh what I hoped would be impossible
His hands; stilled as he finished playing, he gripped the microphone tightly as looked into the audience finishing his song. He whispered
"Impossible Impossible"
A moment passed as he looked out into the crowd, a singular tear sliding down his cheek, he watched Inuyasha look back at him as the beta's face was twisted in sadness. He was brought back to reality as the crowd stood forcefully erupting in a loud applause while whistles echoed throughout the club. He watched them and smiled slightly
"Thank you" he whispered into the microphone before disappearing into the backroom. He waited until the commotion died down, as he shoved his guitar into its case.
The club manager made his way over to him
"Wow, that was amazing! You've got an incredible voice man"
"Thanks" he replied coldly
"Here take my card, let me know when you want to perform again! Maybe we can build you a whole set" the man shoved a card into his hands as he stood there shocked watching the man walk away.
He waved to his parents, who motioned towards the street! He nodded and headed to the back entrance. He pushed the door open and was greeted by the cold October air, he took a breath as he slung the case onto his shoulder, he walked down the steps leading out to the alleyway.
"You sounded amazing Porcelain" he heard a voice speak, he whipped his head around as he watch Inuyasha stand against the cold wall
He watched the smaller beta look up towards the midnight sky, the clouds hiding some of the stars. Inuyasha pushed himself off the wall and walked towards the alpha demon scowling at him!
"What do you want Inuyasha" he spat
"Just a second to talk Porc-" he began before sesshomaru cut him off
"Don't call me that" he said sternly looking into Inuyasha's eyes
"per favore parla con il mio amore" Inuyasha spoke softly as he steadily approached him
"Don't" he choked
"I'm sorry okay, please" Inuyasha stood in front of him pleading, he felt a warm hand press gently against his cheek. He willed his body to move but he was frozen in place, his heart defying his mind.
"Stop" he pleaded weakly
He opened his eyes and looked down at the smaller beta, hazel eyes shined with tears that tugged at his heart. He leaned slightly into the palm that sat perfectly on his face, a sob broke from his body. He watched him hesitantly stand on his tip toes, hazel honey eyes dropped to his lips and briefly paused before pressing into his. Warm lips moved against his own nipping at his bottom lip as he tilted his head slightly, his body moving on its own accord; he felt a cold hand press lightly brushing his hip jolting his awake. He pushed Inuyasha from him harshly, and looked coldly at the snowy haired beta; he turned to walk harshly towards the streets, shoes pounding the pavement echoing through the small back street. He slowed his pace as he exhaled watching the patrons liter into the main street, street lights shown against midnight sky.
He paused at the mouth of the alleyway as his heart pounded against his ribcage, he dropped his guitar, the handle slipping from his hand as he turned around to face his ex lover! He watched the smaller beta as he ran towards him, stopping in front of the beta; his head dipped down to capture petal soft lips. His rough clawed hand grasped the back of Inuyasha's neck as the other wound itself into a white mane. His mouth nipped at the beta's lower lip, taking advantage of the gasp he slipped tongue into the pink cavern tasting the smaller demon he moaned into his mouth. Without breaking their kiss he grabbed his thighs as Inuyasha jumped slightly he wrapped tan legs around his waist as he pressed the smaller body onto the side of the building. He kissed him feverishly pressing his erection into him, as he lost himself in the others lips. He moved his lips from his and pressed them against the tan silky neck hidden behind a curtain of snow white hair nipping and sucking his skin, leaving a red bruise in his assault.
"Mhm non fermarti" Inuyasha moaned with his legs wrapped around the alphas torso rubbing his pelvis against the growing erection.
He was dazed as Inuyasha moaned sweet nothings into his ears, in languages he didn't understand. The sound of his voice drove him crazy as he dipped his hand under the betas shirt dragging against a taut stomach upwards searching for-
"Oh fuck" Inuyasha moaned as he found his nipple, pinching his lightly between his finger
"Oi you two want a third" a voice hiccuped laughing
The pair froze as if ice were thrown on them, Sesshomaru moved his face from Inuyasha's neck. He moved his hands from the beta's ass as the smaller demon leaped down from his perched position. He looked behind him at the drunk man wobbling towards the back of the alley, he moved, allowing Inuyasha to adjust himself. He rubbed his face as reality came crashing into him, he looked at the smaller demon, his hair disheveled and his lips bruised slightly.
"I've gotta go" he whispered icely
"Sessh I-"
He sprinted towards the mouth of the alleyway that led to the mainstreet, he picked up his guitar and jogged into the street. He heard Inuyasha shout after him as his legs broke into a run, he passed his parents who waved after him awkwardly watching him disappear into the night. He ran directionless into the night. The high of performing still brimming inside of him, and the heat of Inuyasha's body still fresh, the taste of the snowy hair beta still filled his mouth.
He ran down a small street littered with autumn leaves, street light shined brightly against the dark lighting his way as he continued silver hair beaming against the darkness, while his guitar rattled against its case in protest of the harsh movement, cold air bit his face as he sucked in. His heart thumped in his chest while his legs protested, he came to a slow halt his head whipping around frantically his chest rose and fell quickly as his lungs burned.
"Fuck" he muttered
again! sorry for how long it took! I will have chapter 6 up in a few day
