This story is AU, I don't own the characters, just the plot and original characters in this story. This story will have LGBTQIA+ characters, mating, Alpha's/Betas and there will be MPREG, it is rated M cause well Citrus goodness lol This is my first story so i'd love to hear your thoughts, but hate will be ignored.
"italics" means inner thoughts
"bold italics" means inner demon thoughts
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Inuyasha, all credits for story and characters belong to the creator.
Rated M: for mature language, and adult content throughout story
NEW: I hope you are all enjoying this story as much as I am!
Chapter 9: Let me love you
Inuyasha awoke before Sesshomaru; swinging his feet gently towards the empty cold floor, he slid carefully onto the wooden floor, wincing at the creaking sound it made. He looked over to the demon watching for any sign of movement; he sighed quietly and tiptoed out the door. He walked down the hallway moving stealthily,passing Koga and Naraku's room before he jogged down the steps quickly. The morning sun spilled into the kitchen illuminating the stove and hanging pots, he bit his lip as he approached the foreign appliance; truthfully he was never one to cook and if he did it ended up as charcoal. He grabbed the frying pan, and eyed the burner he groaned quietly and walked over to the fridge pulling out some eggs, onions, bacon and butter. He stood in front of the stove hands on his hips as he cocked his head trying to figure out how to turn the blasted thing on.
"Oi what are you do" Naraku said loudly causing him to jump
"Fuck Naraku! You scared the shit out of me" he whispered turning to face the spider demon standing in front of him clad in just boxers
"My bad! What are you doing?" Naraku said quietly
Eyebrow cocked he said "Clothes much?"
Naraku rolled his eyes, chuckling "You and babes are way too similar"
He placed his hands on his hips, eyeing the alpha demon as he walked over towards him, sitting on the stool at the island counter.
"Well he is my best friend"
Naraku hummed rubbing his face looking over to him "Mhm you want to tell your best friend to stop being so mad at me"
"What's he mad at?"
Naraku rubbed his neck anxiously "Kagura told him I smashed Ginta back in high school"
He chuckled, whistling lowly "Oh shit! You know this war you've got with Kagura's gottah end cause she's clearly winning!"
Naraku rolled his eyes, pressing his lips into a thin line and simply hummed in agreement.
"Look how about you help me make these eggs, and I will tell you how to get back into Koga's good graces"
Naraku raised a single thin black eyebrow, looking over at the counter before he said "You don't know how to make eggs"
"Not really, I've never cooked!" he said shyly
"Why the sudden urge to then?"
He sighed "Well Sesshomaru said I should uhm-"
Naraku nodded his head and said "Right the whole "earn me" speech"
He hung his head lowly, nervously shuffling his feet "Yeah" he said quietly
Naraku cleared his throat and said "In that case, I'll instruct you from over here and you can tell me what to do for Koga"
He nodded, as the spider demon shot instructions in his direction as he moved unknowingly through the kitchen. He grabbed the cutting board, a knife and a small bowl and began cutting the onions quietly as instructed, he moved to the eggs, breaking them into a small bowl and mixed the two together, moving slowly he added salt and pepper.
"Alright now turn the black knob closest to the left, you'll hear it click a few times and the flame should start"
He listened, nodded and continued to work through the task in front of him, silently hoping that it would turn out.
"So Kagura told Koga about Ginta?" he asked as he poured the egg concoction into the frying pan
"Yeah and he won't even look at me now"
He huffed as he searched for the spatula thing Naraku had asked him to find; he said as he opened the drawer "Yeah Ginta's an ass! They've been competing against each other since they were kids"
Naraku groaned, slamming his head onto the table loudly "Fuck"
"Did you and Ginta date?"
"Pfft no, I barely even remember it! I know we slept together, but I didn't even realize they were related until Kagura said anything! I haven't thought of him since highschool"
"Tell him that!"
"You don't think I tried, I-"
He waved his hand, and turned to face the sullen spider demon "No, tell him that you don't remember Ginta cause it wasn't worth remembering! That you are so into him that you didn't put two and two together" he shrugged, before continuing "tell him that you can't change the past but you're willing to make some kind of future with him"
Naraku slowly nodded, trying to process the half demon's words "Do you think he'll forgive me?" Naraku asked shyly
He shook his head, "You didn't do anything wrong Nara! He's just being pissy, and he will eventually see that! I'll be surprised if he doesn't wake up and immediately apologize, Koga is the sweetest person I know; can't hold a grudge" he muttered, as he scooped the eggs onto the plate, grabbing an orange and apple trying to cut them to frame the plate. He grabbed the plate, and some utensils and walked over to the island.
"It will be fine, if anything! I can talk to him" he said before disappearing up the stairs, leaving the spider demon to clean the mess and turn off the stove he had accidentally left on.
He pushed the door open, and sighed at sight in front of him. Sesshomaru was laying on his back, the thin sheet barely covering his waist and a pale leg peeked from under the dark blue sheet. He smiled as he placed the plate on the nightstand, turning to close the door. He walked over to the bed, feeling the mattress dip under his weight as he reached over and ran his finger along the exposed skin.
He watched the demon stir as he ran his fingers along his chest, laying his palm flat against the protruding pectorals.
"Are you going to keep waking me up like this" Sesshomaru groaned, his deep voice husky
He smiled and placed a kiss on his chest, barely grazing the nipple "Do you want me too?" he asked softly.
Sesshomaru looked over to him, enjoying the feeling of the beta's lips on his body, shuddering under his touch.
"Maybe" Sesshomaru quietly
He smiled, and gingerly grabbed the plate on the nightstand, he held it up proudly as blush crept onto his cheeks.
"I uh made breakfast"
Sesshomaru eyed the plate, and pushed himself up, adjusting his body and placing his back against the cold headboard.
"You made breakfast?" Sesshomaru said
He smiled brightly, placing the hot plate on the bed sheet, careful not to spill anything.
"Yeah Naraku walked me through it but I did everything"
Sesshomaru smiled and gingerly grabbed the hotplate, he lifted the fluffy egg into his mouth and chewed. Coughing slightly as the taste of too much salt touched his tongue, he chewed the undercooked onion, swallowed and looked up at the beta who smiled brightly at him.
"It's good!" he said trying to swallow the slimy substance, he grimaced
Inuyasha's face fell as he chewed his lip anxiously "Is it bad? I followed all of Naraku's instructions"
"Mhm no no it's good" he said shoveling the food quickly in his mouth, swallowing it and coughing as he tried to stomach the disgusting concoction
"Was it undercooked?"
"It's perfect really!" he lied licking his dry lips
Inuyasha huffed crossing his arms "You're still a shit liar"
He sighed, and placed the plate on the floor before leaning over closely to the frowning beta, he said sweetly "You tried to make me breakfast in bed, that was very sweet of you! Would you like your reward?"
Inuyasha looked up at him through his bangs, as he blushed deeply, his ears flickering anxiously "Reward" Inuyasha repeated slowly
He hummed and leaned closer, his lips hovering above pouty pink kissable lip, his head dipped down and he placed a soft kiss on the beta's lips and earned a moan. His lips moved against pink soft ones, as he gripped the half demon's chin softly holding him in place. His tongue darted out and softly licked the plush bottom lip, barely daring to venture inside. He tore himself from the beta's lips earning a groan of disapproval, he smirked at the sight; the half demon's lips parted and a faint blush sat on his face.
"Tease" Inuyasha huffed earning a laugh from the larger alpha as the blush crept onto the beta's face
He kept his eyes trained on the pouting half demon as he pushed the comforter away from himself, and swung his legs onto the floor, stretching his arms above his heads as he pushed himself off the bed. He looked over to the half demon, and shot him a cheeky smile as he saw honey eyes drop towards the V on his stomach.
"See something you like?" He said huskily, a knowing smirk tugging at his lips.
Inuyasha huffed and fell back onto the bed, refusing to look at him any longer. "Uhm there's this small town not too far from here! I was thinking we could explore a bit! I think Naraku is staying in with Koga and I haven't seen my dad yet" Inuyasha said meekly
He hummed,letting his words swirl in his mind "You want to spend the day together?" he asked cautiously
Inuyasha sighed, training his eyes on the ceiling "You were right yesterday, about havin a whole life while I've been gone. I wanna learn about it, and reintroduce myself to this version of you! " Inuyasha admitted quietly, sighing he continued "I have a lot to make up for, I'd like to start"
He cleared his throat, and shuffled his feeting nodding quietly "Okay" he said simply. Walking towards the bathroom and disappearing behind the wooden door, he pressed his back against the cold surface as his breath staggered. He could hear his heart hammering against his ribs, he hadn't expected the half demon to sound so sincere, the sound of his soft voice rang in his mind as he bit his lip.
He walked over to the sink, looking into the large mirror as a small smile pulled at lips, he turned on the sink and splashed some cold water onto his face.
Outside the bathroom, Inuyasha was silently panicking as he chewed his lip trying to plan their itinerary for the day, he had brunch reservations at a local place about 15 minutes from here and wanted to take the stoic demon to a local music shop, he noticed on the website they had a vast selection of albums, and instruments. He figured they could swing by the market afterwards and he could attempt to make dinner, although with how breakfast turned out, he was certainly worried about the outcome.
He wanted nothing more than for Sesshomaru to enjoy a day of pampering, he was determined to show the stoic alpha that he could put his needs above his own. They had a lot to talk about, but he had decided to take his time before having that harsh conversation with his ex lover! He would spend this duration of the trip, trying to knock down Sesshomaru's walls piece by piece. His ears twitched as moved from the bed, and walked over to his dresser trying to plan the perfect outfit. He wanted to look cute but not like he was trying too hard. His ex lover had a fondness for his ass, so he wanted to draw as much attention to it as he could without looking desperate.
In the end he opted for tight black jeans, and a cropped army green sweater with some gold jewelry, he pulled the sweater over his head before he heard the bathroom door open. His breath was caught in his throat as the adonis that appeared; porcelain skin shone against the dimly lit room. Water droplets dripped down his chest, as the bulging muscles flexed while he moved, he stifled a groan that threatened to pass from his lips. His gaze landed on the damp towel hanging on his waist, he eyed the outline of the alpha's cock against the wet towel, he bit his lip.
"Are you done ogling or can I get dressed" Sesshomaru teased
He jumped slightly at the husky sound of the demon's voice, and groaned before walking into the bathroom leaving the laughing alpha behind him.
Inuyasha gripped the steering wheel as he cautiously eyed the road, trying to straighten his back to get a better view of the road. He pulled off the highway onto a small dirt road, and let out a heavy sigh as he relaxed slightly, resting his back against the seat, removing his hand from the steering wheel as he guided the large truck onto the small road.
"You drive like a grandma" Sesshomaru sneakered
"Oh shut up, not all of us are speed racer" he said rolling his eyes
Sesshomaru chuckled, "The 90's called and they'd like their reference back"
He huffed, pressing his foot lightly on the gas as he played with the radio trying to find a station. He groaned at the sound of the static sound filling the truck, he looked over to the alpha gazing out the window, a small smile creeping on his face.
"What's that uh song you used to sing all the time?"
Sesshomaru clicked his tongue, and looked over to him "You'll have to be more specific"
"Uh it's like" he said as he began humming the song in question in his mind, he struggled trying to find the correct key, but continued to try and demonstrate the song.
Sesshomaru nodded and hummed along with him, guiding him towards the correct melody. He listened to the alpha demon vocalize, and smiled as golden eyes hid behind porcelain lids and a content look appeared on his face.
"I've been waiting my whole life to find someone like, baby I want this to last forever, can we make this last forever" Sesshomaru sang, the soft timbre of his voice filling the truck and he moved along with the melody that seemed to only be heard in his mind.
He struggled to keep his eyes on the road,as he tried to watch the talented alpha demon sing.
"Something about the way you talk to me, even when you're not around,I feel you boy. I feel you boy"
Sesshomaru's voice sprang to life as he sang perfectly through the soulful song, his voice effortlessly reaching for the notes and blending into a cacophony of sound.
"Tangled in your love and your energy, perhaps it's the way that you smile. I 've been waiting my whole life to find someone like you, find someone like you. Baby i want this, i want this to last forever"
He pulled up in front of the restaurant, parking on the side of the road. He watched Sesshomaru, the way his pale lips parted and how his chest moved when he sang, how he shook his head. He was completely mesmerized, he smiled as he stopped singing watching golden eyes appear behind their pale lids.
"The song is Find someone like you by Snoh Alegra" Sesshomaru said licking his lips
"You used to ah sing that to me all that time" he said smiling as he reached over and hesitantly place his hand on the demon's thigh
Sesshomaru nodded, and said roughly "Yeah whenever you couldn't sleep", he cleared his throat and pushed the door open.
"Let's get this over with" Sesshomaru said numbly
His hand slack, hung in the air as his mind whirled slightly. He stared at the argent haired demon; whose back was turned as he lit a cigarette. He sighed, silently cursing as he pushed his door open, he hopped out and walked over towards the demon.
"Did I say something wrong" he said reaching out
"Where are we going Inuyasha?" Sesshomaru said looking out into the street
He suppressed another sigh, and led the alpha towards the small restaurant nestled between two historical buildings. He pulled open the door, and spoke firmly "Hello, I have a reservation under Inuyasha"
The waitress nodded, and walked them over to a private booth at the end of the restaurant, providing the pair with some privacy. Sesshomaru slid into the booth as he shrugged off his jacket, he sat opposite the now silent demon.
He watched him eye the menu, acting as if he wasn't even there. He chewed the inside of his cheek as he wracked his brain, trying to figure out why the sudden change in the stoic alpha's attitude.
"Sesshomaru, did I say something wrong?" he asked, reaching across the table, placing his small hand on another man's larger one.
Sesshomaru kept his eyes trained on the menu, ignoring the heat emanating from the hand atop his own.
"Nope" Sesshomaru said popping his tongue
He took in a breath, trying to quell his frustration and spoke softly "I obviously said something that upset you, and for that I'm sorry! Can you forgive me?"
Sesshomaru looked up through his eyelashes, keeping his face still trying not to convey any emotion.
"You're always apologizing, maybe you should stop doing shit you need to apologize for," Sesshomaru said, his voice icy.
He nodded "That's fair! I've been screwing up alot but doesn't it mean anything that I'm trying to make up for it instead of walking away"
"It would be easier for you to walk away"
He sucked in a breath, and bit his lip trying to choose his next words carefully. He said sincerely "I can't do that, you're the love of my life and If I need to spend the rest of my life trying to fix what I destroyed then I'm going too! Happily"
He watched the emotional turmoil on the demon's face, he smiled sincerely when Sesshomaru finally met his gaze.
"Let's just not talk about the past ok" Sesshomaru said, his voice cold
He nodded, understanding where the alpha demon was coming from.
"That's okay, we can make new memories" he smiled trying to lighten the mood
Sesshomaru hummed as he continued to look over the menu, ignoring him slightly.
"Are you two ready to order?" the waitress said, a lythe blonde haired man looking over at the alpha with a heated stare.
"Yeah I'll have the brioche french toast, with a side of bacon" Sesshomaru said sliding the menu closer to the waitress
"And for your brother?" the waitress asked, not bothering to look at him.
He rolled his eyes, and said "I will have the eggs benedict, with spinach and turkey bacon!"
The waitress roughly jotted down his order, before looking over at the alpha demon once more, heated green eyes dragging down Sesshomaru's build.
"Anything to drink sir?" the waitress said softly cooing
Sesshomaru looked up at the blonde waitress, and opened his mouth to speak but was cut off quickly
"He isn't the one whose thirsty" he said pointedly
The waitress looked over to him for the first time, and rolled his eyes before walking back to the kitchen.
He folded arms huffing frustratedly, he shook his head as the demon across from him snickered, his eyes darted in his direction and glared at the laughing alpha.
"That was funny" Sesshomaru laughed
"I'm glad you thought that was funny" he said annoyed, looking away from the demon
Sesshomaru chuckled "It's funny cause he don't even stand a chance"
He looked over to him, and peered into intense golden eyes, swallowing harshly trying to lubricate his suddenly dry mouth and throat.
His tongue darted out, licking his dry lips quickly, a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
"What else do you have planned for today?" Sesshomaru asked
He cleared his throat, and said "Well that's a surprise, so just sit back and enjoy the ride"
Sesshomaru hummed, watching another waitress appear with their food. He smiled and eagerly took the hot plate, placing a napkin on his lap and dug into the delicious food in front of him.
"So other than the music, what else have you been up too" he asked cutting into the eggs
Licking his lips clean of the maple syrup, Sesshomaru said " I got a job at a dinner and a bar to help me parents out"
"Any college classes or plans"
"I dropped out after you left, I'm a credit shy of my highschool diploma" Sesshomaru said shrugging
He paused and cleared his throat, trying to search his mind carefully, not wanting to say the wrong thing.
"It's alright Inuyasha, I don't regret it"
He simply nodded, and continued on with his questions "How's your mom and dad? I miss them, Kiki was always secretly my favorite"
"She's great, they're thinking of trying for another kid"
"Really?"
"Mhm mom wants a girl" Sesshomaru chuckled
"She might have to give up that dream"
Sesshomaru nodded "What about you?"
He eagerly said "Well I'm working under Koga's dad at his firm until I hear back from law school"
"Where did you apply?"
"Columbia, I wanted to stay in New York"
"What kind of pratice are you trying to get into?"
"I actually wanted to practice entertainment law, it's why I minored in creative industries" he said eagerly leaning forward
They continued their meal in a comfortable silence, Inuyasha stealing glances at the alpha demon as he ate his french toast. He wondered how the demon would react to the remainder of their outing, hoping to slowly chip away at the demon's icy exterior.
"Why entertainment law?" Sesshomaru said shocking him out of his thoughts
He blushed, and said "Well you actually, Whenever you're creating a song or singing. I wanted so desperately to be apart of it and I have no musical talent"
Sesshomaru smiled, and looked at him softly "It's kinda nice knowing you were still thinking about me"
"I'm always thinking of you" he rushed, a red blush deep on his face.
Sesshomaru chuckled, and said shrugging "Well my plans aren't that glamorous, I actually don't really know what I'm going to do next"
"You should record your own music, like studio time"
Sesshomaru frowned, and said "Studio time costs money that I don't have"
He bit his lip, and said cautiously, "If I uhm offer to pay for it, would you be upset?"
"Why would you do that?"
"Cause I believe in you Sesshomaru" he said quickly, he reached over leaving his hand on the table.
Sesshomaru eyed his hand, and inched his fingers forward, letting them barely touch the beta's open palm.
"I'm not ready for that Yasha, relying on you like that" Sesshomaru said quietly
He bit his lip, and said "I understand, and I want you to know that I don't expect anything. We can treat it as a business relationship."
Sesshomaru hummed, and said "Can I think about it?"
He nodded smiling brightly, "Of course"
Sesshomaru interlaced their fingers, and watched and loved the feeling of the other man's finger brushing against his; the small moments like these were what he had missed the most.
"As much as I want to sit and hold hands all day, I have more stuff planned for you" he said earnestly
"Yash, we can just go back and-"
"Nope" he said, popping the P, he motioned for the waitress and eagerly paid for their breakfast. He stood up from the booth and put on his jacket, smiling like a four year old. He led the alpha demon out of the quaint restaurant, he jogged across the street and walked around the car. He opened the door, and jumped into the drive side.
"I really think you'll like this"
He shot the demon a smile, as he pulled on the street. Sesshomaru slyly glanced at the bouncing half demon, a small smile tugging at his lips, he was secretly enjoying the special treatment, he felt a warmth spread through his chest as he continued to take the beta in. His white hair stood high in a tight ponytail, giving him a clear view of his long tan neck, he licked his lips as the half demon bounced happily along with the music blaring from his car radio. His eyes fell as he watched taunt thighs flex beneath tight black jeans, he raised an eyebrow at the skin peeking through the half demon's crop top. He shook his head, training his eyes on the road, as his thoughts took a filthy turn.
Today was going to be a long day
"Are you going to speak to me?" he pleaded
"I am talking to you" Koga said, with his back turned to the spider demon
He huffed, adjusting his body and leaning onto the bed "No, you're answering me there's a big difference"
Koga shrugged, and flipped through the next page of his book, pretending to be immersed in the pages.
Blue eyes hid behind the black cover, as he bit his lip anxiously.
"Koga, I told you that it didn't mean anything" he exclaimed
"I know"
"Then what's the problem, you haven't looked at me since last night and when I tried to cuddle with you, you pushed me away! Koga I'm trying here" he sighed
Koga sighed, and said quietly "You said it didn't mean anything-"
"Because it didn't" he rushed
"What about the others"
He frowned, and said "Do you mean everyone else I've had sex with?"
Koga let out a loud groan, and threw his book on the bed. Umber hands racked through dark brown hair, he jolted from the bed and faced the spider demon.
"God, how many people are there, Fabio?" Koga exclaimed
He was taken back by the beta's sudden movement, he took in a deep breath and cautiously exclaimed "Koga, I've dated a few-"
"No you haven't, you've fucked a shitload of people" Koga rushed, as he paced the floor.
He watched his lover pace the floor, hands bunched in his hair, a frown marring his perfect face.
Blue eyes darted frantically as he continued to burn a hole into the floor.
"Koga, come on, that's not fair! We only met a few-"
"No we didn't! We met in highschool" Koga spat
He rolled his eyes and sat up, crimson eyes focusing on his frantic lover " I told you I was going through a lot in highschool and I didn't have the time or emotion bandwidth for a relationship" he explained
"Expect with my cousin"
"I didn't have a relationship with Ginta, I fucked him. That's it, I don't even remember it" he said pointedly
"So you'd fuck him but not me"
He smirked, and licked his lips before he said softly "Oh trust me, I want nothing more than to bury myself inside your tight body but I'm trying take my time with you"
Koga stopped, spun around to face him;blue orbs filled with turmoil glared at him.
"Why? Is it because you think he's better looking than me" Koga loudly
He raised a slender black eyebrow, and bit his lip as he pushed himself off the bed and walked towards his upset lover. He stood closely to the shorter man, and took bronze coloured hands into his, he chuckled under his breath as blue orbs shined with frustration.
He sighed, and said quietly; looking deeply into blue eyes "I'm taking my time with you because I'm falling in love with you and I want this to work! I have a tendency to rush into things, and use my body as a way to keep people interested in me. But once we sleep together, they always take off"
He looked down, and cleared his throat as tears pooled into his eyes "I uhm don't want you to get bored of me. I need you to want me first, for everything other than my body. I don't remember sleeping with Ginta, and frankly I don't care because I didn't feel anything for him and he got what he wanted out of me. But you, you mean something to me Koga" he whispered as a tear slid down his cheek
He sniffled and took a deep breath, before looking up into his boyfriend's eyes again "I'm falling for you Koga" he repeated, a knot forming in his gut.
He has never expressed himself so honestly to anyone, most beta's sought him out because he was exotic looking but they never cared about him. So he indulged them, and it always felt like a transaction; sex for company. Koga was the first person he actually felt something for, and although he had a deep attraction for the wold demon he had secretly been holding off because he wasn't sure how Koga felt about him
"Naraku, I've loved you since highschool. I've always wanted you, I will always want you" Koga said softly,pulling the large demon into a hug. Burying his head into his boyfriends broad chest, enjoying the feeling of the bulging muscles cradling his head.
He sighed, and wrapped his arms around the wolf demon enjoying the feeling of having him in his arms.
"You two are weirdly similar" Koga muttered against his chest
He frowned, and said "Who?"
"You and Kagura"
He chuckled dryly and said "I'm nothing like my sister"
Koga looked up at him, soft blue eyes comforting him "Yes you are, she does the same thing. That's probably what happened with her and Tashio but looks like he surprised her and actually fell in love with her instead!"
He pulled back slightly, looking down at his boyfriend as his mind swirled.
Koga hummed, and reached up to pull his face gently down, placing a soft kiss on his lips. He smiled against his lover's lips, feeling him rub his chest before walking towards the small bathroom conjoined in the room.
"I'm going to hop in the shower" Koga announced
He nodded numbly, and said "Ah yeah, I was thinking we could go for a nature walk"
Koga smiled brightly, and said "I'd like that"
He nodded and watched his boyfriend disappear into the bathroom, he sat on the edge of the bed as a sickening feeling crept into his stomach. Throughout their lives many drew similarities between him and his twin, but they stopped at their appearance. Growing up, he had always been her shadow following her wherever she went but as they grew older he began to pass judgment on her foolish decisions and idiotic behaviour. Their relationship had been strained lately, mainly due to his own stubbornness, but Kagura never walked away from him; although he had given her many reasons to do so.
In high school he had come out to his family, and his mother promptly disowned him and kicked him out. She threw all his clothes in garbage bags, and threw them through the window; one cold December evening. He remembered crying and screaming on the sidewalk begging her to open the door, shocked shortly after, he watched Kagura calmly walk out of their childhood home with a small suitcase behind her. She gathered his things off the front lawn, and grabbed his hand, pulling him as he cried loudly. She found a park bench, and they spent the evening huddled up together, he began to ask her what she was doing, and she declared that she'd follow him anywhere.
It had been the worst night of his life, but she never left his side.
They struggled together.
He sighed, as he cradled his head in his hands, he felt like a moron. He had been so hard on Kagura for her choices, and he never tried to be there for her.
He bit his lip, and stood, moving towards the door. He pulled it open and and walked into the hallway moving towards the stairs and walking down the steps quietly, he felt tears pool in his tears and his stomach sat in knots, he had angered and sickened by his own behavior.
He reached her door, and stood in front of it for a moment. The silence filling the space, as he swallowed harshly, he knocked quietly as he hung his head, he heard rustling as his eyes were trained on the floor.
"Hey Naraku, what's up?" Tashio asked as he opened the door, standing bare chested in the doorway.
"I ah need to talk to my sister" he said numbly
Tashio raised an eyebrow, weary about the demon's sudden appearance but he simply nodded and retreated into the room. He felt a tear fall down his cheek as he sniffled quietly, he cleared his throat and waited patiently.
"What do you want?" Kagura asked, walking towards him. He looked up with tear filled eyes as she stopped in front of him. Her crimson eyes filled with concern, as she gave him a once over, as a flash of anger marred her face.
"What did Koga do? Why are you crying? I'm going to fucking kick his ass" she said quickly, as she pushed past him, her small feet banging against the wooden floor. He rushed after her, barely stopping her before she reached the first step on the staircase.
"I swear he's dead," Kagura said angrily as she struggled against his large arms wrapped around her torso.
"Let me go, you fucking bear!" she said frustratedly, pulling against the railing.
He sniffled and held her tighter, placing his face on her neck.
She froze as she felt tears on her neck, she let go of the railing and said sincerely "Nara, what's wrong nugget"
He chuckled, she hadn't called him that since he outgrew her in junior high. He sighed, and stood still, words bubbling in his throat as he tried to find the words to best convey his emotions.
She stood still allowing him to hold her tightly, she sighed as she hear him sob behind her, she placed her hand atop his and said "Whatever it is, we'll get through it together"
He cried harder, as guilt turned his insides into knots, he sobbed "I-uhm I'm sorry Kags"
She sighed,and shook her head, prying herself from his grasp. "You need to lay off the burgers pal! You're got a little chubs" she joked, earning her a small laugh.
She smiled at him, facing her twin, cradling his face in her hands before she said "God you're a mess, snot everywhere! Not an attractive look"
He leaned into her palm, and closed his eyes.
"Not that I'm complaining but what's all this" she said
He took in a breath and simply said "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those things. How I treated you is unforgivable and I-"
She shrugged and said "Well too bad, already forgiven"
He laughed, wiping his face, he smiled at her lovingly "I'm sorry that I haven't been here for you"
She sighed, crossing her arms in front of her chest. Her hair sitting in a small bun atop her head, her body hidden beneath a large Havard sweat, the size was comical as it swallowed her.
"You can make up for it by being here for me now"
He nodded, and pulled her into a hug.
They held each other in silence, before a voice rang through the house.
"Naraku?"
She smiled, letting go of her twin, looking into his deep eyes, she said sincerely "Go, duty calls"
He bit his lip,nodding before he said "Koga and I are going for a little nature walk but uhm after maybe-"
"Oh god no, after that walk please just fuck him already"
He snorted, and shoved her slightly, earning a slight push back. He moved towards the stairs, as she walked back to her room.
"Wuv you" he said smallily, as he walked up the stairs slowly
She smiled before turning around, and said " Wuv you"
She walked back into her room, arms clenched tightly to her chest. She found Tashio sitting patiently in the middle of bed, legs stretched with glasses sitting comfortably on his nose, a small book tucked between his pointer finger, and middle finger.
Golden eyes found ruby coloured ones, concerned shining deeply in the swirl of gold.
"What was that all about?" he asked as she shut the door behind her.
She leaned against the door, as she bit the inside of her cheek. Tears pooled in her eyes and she choked back a sob, Tashio leaped from the bed and rushed over to comfort his girlfriend.
"Princess, what's wrong baby?" he cooed
She shook her head, as she gasped and cried with his arms wrapped tightly around her. She tucked her face into the crook of his neck, holding onto him tightly as she let out all the pain that she'd been hiding the past few weeks, she allowed him to comfort her as he whispered sweet nothing into her ear.
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