This is the second part but so this part makes more sense you need to know that in this story Andy and Robert never worked at the same station.
(Andy is Captain at 19 and Robert battalion chief of another battalion)
There is a part that is M rated and I will mark it with * so you can skip it if you don't want to read it :)
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When Maya opened her apartment door Andy was standing there with a bag and tears streaming down her face.
"Andy what happened?"
"Can I stay here for a while?" She wasn't in the mood to explain herself right now.
"Of course Andy, come in." Maya took the bag out of her hand and brought it to the spare bedroom while Andy plummeted down on the couch. She curled up and let the tears fall down. Maya came back and lifted Andy's head up, just enough so she could scoop under and let her head rest on her legs. Maya had put on a movie and for hours they kept staying like that neither of them speaking. Andy was glad Maya knew her so well and didn't push her to tell her what had happened. When she ran out of tears and no emotion was left inside of her she only felt exhausted. „I left him." her words cracked at those three words. „Wha... Do you wanna talk about it?" Maya had wanted to ask what the heck was going on, as she had noticed some tension between Andy and Robert lately but she thought they still wanted to start a family together. She decided not to ask that for her on sake because Andy would probably go off on her and scream. „No. I'll be taking a couple of shifts off. Can you act as captain in that time?" Andy asked getting herself up from the couch she had laid on for the last hours. „Whatever you need Andy."
„Thanks, I'm gonna go sleep now."
And before Maya could say anything but good night she walked into the spare room and got into the big bed. The big, empty, cold bed in which her husband was nowhere to be found.
The next morning Andy woke up by Maya who was running around the apartment getting ready for shift but as Andy had taken some personal days she didn't see a point in getting up. She stayed in bed sleeping a lot and the time she was awake she spent staring at the wall. And the next days she lived in that haze, never being fully in the present she was caught up in her thoughts about what she had done and the memories of the years with Robert rushed through her mind. She didn't really want to leave him. They had argued more lately and both have been on edge but the love between them was as strong as ever. Although Andy knew that medically it wasn't her fault she hadn't gotten pregnant yet, she couldn't help but feel like this was her fault, like she was messing up their lives and as if she was taking his happiness away. That's why she told him to find another women and live a happy life with her instead but saying that and leaving him had been so hard for her and ever since she left their house she felt empty and cold inside. She had left her safest place and now she felt lost without him. She spent most of the days in bed or occasionally switching to the couch. Completely ignoring all texts and calls she received from Robert knowing full well she couldn't stay strong if she was hearing his voice. She missed him so much that it made her whole body ache. In one evening Maya knocked on her door and came in before Andy could protest. „it's him" she waved with the phone. Andy shook her head. „Andy you gotta talk to him, he's your husband." maya said. „Maya I can't really please." she pleaded to her friend. „Fine but your gonna have to tell me what's going on" maya insisted and as Andy let out a deep sigh but nodded in agreement she uncovered the phone to speak to him. „Robert? Uhm she's not home Right now, she left a note saying she went on a walk... yea sure... okey bye." Maya had hung up and now sat down on the bed right across from Andy. „I lied to your husband for you so spill."
„How did he know I'm staying with you?" Andy tried to distract her friend with no real luck.
„Well he's your husband he knows you! But Andy, don't try to distract me. So start talking."
„Uhm... well... I don't know where to start." Andy said. „Why did you leave him Andy?" Maya asked. Andy took a deep breath before she began talking. „I left him because I'm never gonna be pregnant and I want him to be happy and all he wants is a family and his own kids. He's never gonna get that from me and I don't want him to stay with me and be unhappy." Tears started to roll down her cheeks and Maya took her hand to give her some comfort. „But you told me you are healthy, so this isn't you fault Andy."
„Well, maybe. Yes but... but what if it's still my fault?"
„Andy are you serious? Just because women are carrying the baby it's not their fault if they don't get pregnant! Do you really think he will be unhappy with you?" Maya asked and Andy looked down at the blanket nodding slightly.
„As he said that? Like ever?"
„No but..." maya cut her off.
„No but Andy! You know I love you but you have to talk to him!"
„No I don't! He will be better off without me!" Maya sighed at the stubbornness of her friend.
„Andy you gotta get over yourself! You left him not the other way around! He didn't leave you, he loves you and if I know you, you love him too. You are just scared." And maya was right. She was scared he would leave her soon if she wouldn't get pregnant so she left him before he could.
„I hate you, you know that Right?" she said to maya.
„Yes and I hate you too." she replied and took Andy into a hug.
„I'm on shift tomorrow but if you haven't talked to him when've get back I'm gonna drag your ass over to your house!" she said fiercely and left Andys room.
The next morning Andy got woken up by Maya running around the apartment again. She hadn't slept much and thought a lot about what Maya had said to her. Why did she think she would make him unhappy? He always wanted kids but he had never pushed her to start trying and he never said anything that could lead her to the assumption he would leave her if they won't have kids. And still she couldn't help but feeling like she is to blame for everything. Even though she hadn't slept much she couldn't fall asleep again so when Maya had left she took a shower and changed her clothes. After she got a box of cereal and turned on the TV. She barely paid attention to what was on and kept thinking about what she could say to Robert, she wasn't ready to go see him but she knew Maya would really drag her over to their house and make them talk. So now was the time to figure it out while she was on her 24-hour shift.
When the door rang Andy got pulled out of her thoughts and a short look at the clock told her that it was already 6pm by now. She grunted but got off the Couch Anyways, heading toward the door. But looking through the spy hole and seeing who it was she didn't open and just wanted to ignore it all along but as she turned away from the door she heard his voice. He must have heard her steps towards the door.
R: „Andy, please open up. I wanna talk to you. I kept calling and texting you but you never answered once. But we need to talk, I don't want us to be over and i hope you didn't mean it like that when you left because I still love you Andy."
She couldn't move and every word sunk into her and sparked a fire that was now burning inside of her, craving him like she had every single day for the last week.
R: „Andy, I know you are there. Please open up." he said with such a soft voice that Andy's knees started shaking when she slowly turned back to the door. She placed her hand on the door knob and took one last deep breath before opening because she was sure she couldn't breath when he would be right in front of her again. She slowly opened the door and there he was. Looking like always but with pain in his eyes but she could see something else in his eyes. He was longing for her as well, to have her back in his arms and in his life. For a minute neither of them said a word but the air between them crackled and they kept staring into each other's eyes feeling the heat rising. It was exactly like the first time they met.
6 years ago they bumped into each other in a supermarket. Andy was just running around grabbing a few things and was looking down at her phone not really being fully awake yet as it was only 6:30am but she was starting shift at 7pm. So when she turned a corner without looking where she was going she bumped into someone. „Oh my, I'm so sorry, I wasn't pa..." Andy started but couldn't continue when she met eyes with the very handsome stranger. He was smiling down at her, thinking how incredible cute this women was even though she did nothing but run into him. But through their eyes they looked into each other's soul and felt the heat rising between them. „Oh no worries, no harm done." He said and laid his hand on her shoulder and with the simple touch of him he sent electricity through her entire body. „Maybe I can make it up to you with a dinner?" she asked. It really wasn't like her to just ask a man she didn't know at all out for a date but with him it was different. She was different. "Oh so no causal coffee just jumping straight to dinner, hm" he said with a smirk on his face. Andy plushed but had an excuse ready. "Well I'm about to start my shift soon and coffee in the evening might not be the best thing."
"So I'll pick you up at 8pm." He took the box of cornflakes out of her hand and started scribbling something onto it. "here text me the address." He handed her back the box and she smiled at the number he had written down for her. "I will." She said. "Great, see you later ..." he looked at her with a questioning face. "Andy."
"I'm Robert, I will see you later Andy." He said, smiling at her one last time before he turned around and left her standing there. He left her there trying to catch her breath again. This man was like no other she had ever dated, he was sure of himself but not arrogant and he made her feel which no man has ever done.
Andnow that he was standing in front of her again they both felt the same fire rising inside of them. Both were Frozen in time,neither knowing what their next move should be. But then Robert broke the ice an made the first move. „Can I come in to talk?" he asked cautiously as if he was scared Andy would slam the door in his face at any second. But she didn't, she slowly opened the door more and stepped aside so he could come in. They both walked over to the couch leaving some space in between them but both sat turned towards the other. Silence was surrounding them and again Robert was first to find his words again. „I... Andy, why did you leave me?" he swallowed and Andy could see how much she had hurt him when she only did it to set him free. „I... You always wanted kids and obviously I can't give you that." she said and looked down, picking on her nails. Robert was confused by what she had said. „but Andy? You got that it's not your fault you didn't get pregnant yet, right?" He wanted to look her in the eyes but she kept her head down. „Yea... I guess. She said quietly. „I still feel like it's my fault somehow and..." she broke off her sentence. The lump in her throat almost making it impossible to talk. „And what?" Robert asked. He got closer to her and laid his hand on her thigh and with his touch a wave was sent though her body. The way she had missed his touch. She started sobbing. „I was scared you were gonna leave me because of that and I didn't want you to break my heart so I left before you could." Robert shocked at her confession, he stroke her gently before he move up her chin so he could look into her eyes. He saw the tears rolling down her face and couldn't believe that this was the reason she had left. He had been so sure he had done things wrong and drove her away. „Andy, I Never thought it was your fault and leaving you didn't cross my mind ever, not even for a second. You are the women I love and I wanna be with you, with a baby or not. You and me, I wouldn't have it any other way." Andy's sobs faded and she stared at him with tears still silently rolling down her cheecks. „You wouldn't?" she asked and slowly she was realizing that her insecurities had gotten her to this point. „I will never leave you Andrea Herrera-Sullivan, no matter what. You can't get rid of me that easy." a smile spread across his face because now his world was making sense again. Now he knew that she didn't really want to leave him, she was scared and from now on he would make sure she would never have to be scared again. And a little smile spread across Andy's face now too that grew bigger with every second. She climbed onto his lap, grabbed his head with both her hands and placed her lips on his. The kiss was slow and soft as had been their first kiss. Both going slow and exploring what the other person liked while at the same time they wanted to rip off their clothes and feel the skin on theirs. When their lips parted again Andy kept holding his head just staring into his eyes. „Thank you Robert" and there was no need for him to reply anything he just took her into his arms and held her close. And like that the hours passed. They didn't have to talk anymore all they needed was too be close and heal their wounds with the warmth of each other's body. At some point they had fallen asleep on the couch with Andy still in his arms and when she woke up the sun was already slowly rising. She had no intention to move because in his arms she was safe, from everything.
She felt his soft lips planting kisses on her neck and she got goosebumps all over her body. Last night nothing more happened between them but now the anticipation was growing. He kept kissing her and running his hand up and down her body. Still spooning her, Andy could feel his erection growing and she turned around to face him. The air between them was catching flames and neither could hold back any longer as their lips met and the kiss getting as passionately as it could. Robert rolled on top of her and took of her shirt and even if he had seen her in a bra many many times it still took away his breath. He started kissing her from her collarbone making his way down and she explored every part of his upper body with her hands under his T-shirt until she couldn't reach him anymore when he made his way down her stomach. she instantly missed having a hand on him, So she started stroking over his head when it was all she could reach of him. When Roberts kisses got down to the waistline of her pants he stopped and started to kiss her soft lips again while Andy took the chance to get her hands under his shirt and took it off. She tried to reach the zipper of his Jeans to get them off as well but from the position they were in she couldn't reach it. When Robert noticed he broke their kiss. „Hm I guess someone is to short. Well too bad I guess you won't be getting that then." he said, knowing very well how to tease her. „Glad I can reach this though." and he started getting her pants of leaving her in just underwear. He started placing kisses along the line of her panties and Andy let small moans escape her lips. Now Robert let his hand wander over her panties, gently stroking her, making Andy's moans louder as her back arched. „Robert, please take off your pants. NOW."
„Well somebody is a little impatient huh? Well you won't be getting that, you couldn't reach it babe."
"Uggh" and let out a sigh mixed with a moan as Robert had removed her panties during his speech and was now letting his tongue wander around between her legs. He started sucking her clit and Andy moaning now so loud holding onto the couch he knew she was about to come and he decided to give it to her. Upping his speed Andy climaxed while Moaning his name. Robert laid down next to her drawing shapes on her bare arm with his finger. "That was amazing but... we are not done yet." She said and they started kissing again while Robert let his fingers play with her hard nipples. He then was quick to take off his shorts. He was about to get on top of her again but Andy hat different plans and pushed him into a sitting position before she climbed on to his lap. Then she let herself down on his erection slowly letting him enter her. She started to ride him slowly enjoying every single second as both started moaning, when suddenly Andy heard the door opening and stopped moving. She had her back to the door but there was no one else it could be by maya. "What the... omg. I'm sorry. I'm... leaving... god I'm sorry." And as fast as Maya was suddenly standing in the door she was gone again. Andy couldn't help herself but start laughing at the embarrassment that was written all over Roberts face when Maya suddenly stood in the Appartement looking at them while he was deep inside of her. "Babe, it's all good. She'll be fine." She said with a chuckle. She kissed him and slowly started to move again. Both of them were still so turned on it didn't take long for them to climax.
"ROBERT!" Andy shouted.
Robert came running down the stairs and saw Andy standing in the middle of the living room starring at her phone.
"Babe, you okay?"
"The...they... We... they called..." Andy stutters. "Who called?" Robert asked, now right in front of her. "They called." Andy repeated. Robert looked at her raising an eyebrow, he wasn't sure what was going on with Andy. "We are getting a baby Robert." She let out when she was finally able to form an entire sentence. Roberts smiled so wide that now also a smile grew on her face as she realized that it was in fact, finally happening. "We gotta get going. She's at the hospital." Andy said running to grab a little bad packed with a few baby things they already had packed out of the baby room, that now had been done for a while. "She?" Robert said when she returned. "Congratulations daddy, you got a little princess." She said and got on her tip toes to kiss him. "We better get going now." She then insisted. Robert drove and while they were making their way to the hospital Andy got nervous. They had been approved to adopt a baby but what if she would cry when she held her, would they think she's a bad mom and take her away again? Robert could feel Andy was getting more nervous the closer they got to the hospital so he put his hand on her leg waiting for her to lay hers in his. "It's gonna be all good, you're gonna be an amazing mom. I have no doubt at all." He said and lifted Andy's hand up, to place a kiss on it. Andy who had just been staring out of the front window now tilted her head into his direction. "Thank you."
"Here's your little girl." A nurse said as she walked out of a room with the sweetest little girl they had ever seen in her arms. She handed the baby over to Andy who carefully started to caress her cheeks. The little girl lightly squeezed the tip of Roberts finger as he had gently stroked her little hand. Andy and Robert couldn't take their eyes of their precious girl but for a second they looked into each other's eyes with their daughter right between them and both had tears of happiness in their eyes. They now had a little girl. It had been a long road but through all the ups and downs they somehow managed to stick together and grow even closer with every obstacle that came their way.
"Welcome to the family Ella Marie Herrera-Sullivan."
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I hope you all like this second part and I could make up for all the pain
As always let me know how you liked it
(Also maybe you can let me know if you like smut or not, I'm not sure wether I should keep some in my story's or leave it out)
