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Rated: M, as I mentioned earlier, so much Sex… because we didn't get enough from George Lukas
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This story takes place long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away ...
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Broken , Chapter 2
Who was Jedi Master and member of the the High Council, Anakin Skywalker?
… .. a promising young padawan who was envied….
Anakin got better every year. He learned a lot. He was often seen sitting and reading in his free time in the Jedi archive, sometimes it wasn't holos, it was precious old books that were printed on paper. Not everyone could get their hands on it, but Anakin deserved the privilege. He made friends with Master Jocasta Nu. When she realized how extensive his knowledge was even then, she allowed him to read that precious books. They were reports of encounters with Sith Lords or Chronicles, all no less than twenty-five thousand years old. What were the Sith, when and why did they get angry, what was their philosophy? All of this interested Anakin, he wanted to familiarize himself with the matter.
His ability to move within the power, to feel it and to use it, were overwhelming, his willingness to meditate less. He had to be reminded of this over and over again by his Master.
Everything that he enjoyed, such as the history of the galaxy, navigating, flying and lightsaber fighting, he couldn't be beat. That was exactly what bothered his Padawan colleagues, he was simply better. Anakin had an eternal rival named Ferus Olin. Ferus was three years older, good at everything, but Anakin was a little better. Most of what bothered him about Anakin was that all Anakin's violations of the Jedi Code were tolerated. He always thought that if he did so he would have been removed from the Order long ago. It wasn't just Ferus Olin, there were others too, only he was the loudest opponent and didn't hide behind the false admiration of Anakin's abilities. Anakin was happy when Olin left the Jedi Order.
Sheev Palpatine, the Sith Lord Darth Sidious, has been looking for a suitable apprentice since the death of his apprentice Darth Maul. He decided to find the right time to lead Anakin to the dark side of the Force. He became his mentor, his confidante, and manipulated him for years. Nobody noticed, not the Senate, not the Jedis, not even Anakin himself. The clever Senator Amidala will notice it later.
Already at the age of sixteen he accompanied Obi-Wan on missions and when the acts of war degenerated into acts of war, Anakin was allowed to join his Master as support. Most of the time they complemented each other perfectly. Their different lightsaber fighting styles have worn their opponents down. In training to become a Jedi, the padawans are taught all lightsaber fighting styles. According to their possibilities and affinities, they ultimately chose their own. It doesn't mean, however, that you couldn't change and adapt your style during the fight. Anakin preferred Shiem / Djem So. It is suitable for dueling and fending off blaster shots. This technique requires high speed, a lot of strength in Force, light-footed movements with the whole body and is wild and aggressive at the same time. Exactly in line with Anakin's nature. Obi-Wan fought Soresu. This is considered to be the most defensive of all styles, developed with the advancement of blaster technology, actually a style of defense that goes perfectly with Jedi Philosophy. Obi-Wan perfected the style to wear down the opponent, the opponent gets tired, unfocused and makes mistakes ... fatal mistakes.
At eighteen, Anakin was already known as the Chosen One, a burden that was heavy to bear. He accompanied his master everywhere, the Skywalker / Kenobi duo was known in the whole galaxy. Numerous exploits by the two conquered the holonev of the galaxy.
Every girl and woman in the galaxy raved about the handsome Jedi Padawan, but Anakin thought only of one, Padmé. He didn't just think of her, he dreamed of her, his Angel, every night. He was already out of puberty, so to speak, and in contrast to nine years ago, when he could not define his feelings, he knew what he was feeling now. He loved her, his Angel. He often wondered when he was awake in bed and couldn't sleep if he would ever see her again. And then he was sure there was going to be a meeting, she was a Senator from Naboo and lived on Coruscant. One day he will see her ... will she recognize him? Certainly, especially when he's with Obi-Wan, she'll remember Obi-Wan for sure, he hasn't changed that much. He himself has changed. The last time he saw her he was still a child, now he is a young man ... but she promised that he could be sure of her affection forever. Does she remember that?
Senator Amidala would surely recognize him, she was always well informed. She loved little Ani and wore the Japor pendant he had carved under her elaborate senatorial dress.
On the approach to Coruscant, Padmé was already very restless. She knew that she was a target of the assassins, currently unknown clients, and always had to travel with a double. So her bodyguard, Cordé, had to give up her life. As she walked down the ramp of the Naboo cruiser, a bomb exploded, killing her.
Palpatine insisted, so the Jedi Council decided to protect the Senator. Palpatine pursued his plans and suggested Obi-Wan and Anakin as protectors, since she knew them. She said that she was not brewing any protection, but Grand Master Joda was of the other opinion, which she should accept. And she did, but she knew that Palpatine was up to something.
Anakin and Obi-Wan had just returned from a mission and were sent to Senator Amidala that same evening. Anakin was very excited and confessed to his Master that he was, he hadn't seen her in ten years.
She greeted them formally, but was happy to see them both. She was surprised at how Anakin grew up, even though she wasn't. She pretended that he would always be a little boy from Tatooine to her. The statement hurt him a little, didn't she see that he was a young man. Of course she did, she just wanted to convince herself otherwise.
There was another assassination attempt that night. Although they reacted immediately, Obi-Wan and Anakin could not catch the perpetrator, but clues emerged.
The Jedi Council decided to act. Obi-Wan is supposed to follow up on the clues and Anakin is supposed to accompany the Senator to Naboo, where she is safe with him. On the way to Naboo, they talked about the past few years and found that they had thought of each other very often. She pulled the Japor pendant she wore on the chain and showed him. He couldn't believe it, but was glad that he now had a chance to win her over.
They didn't know how long the stay on Naboo would be. It was said until the danger was over, until Obi-Wan found the culprit, according to the clues he had. Anakin hoped it would take longer. Being here with Padmé felt so good and yet he was in agony. He got to know her family and was welcomed very warmly. Padmé's sister Sola was very nice and attentive, she had not missed how he looked at Padmé and how Padmé looked at him.
They spent the days in peace in Varykino. They went for a walk, told each other what they liked and what they didn't, laughed together. On the veranda of the house, Anakin dared to kiss her, and she kissed him back. He was afraid of wanting too much at once and left it at that. The next day they picnicked by the lake. It was so cozy on the blanket in the grass. She liked Shuura fruits. He cut the pieces and put them in her mouth. They discussed all sorts of things, politics, their first boyfriend and when she started talking he didn't want to hear it. He was jealous, even if it was years ago. He lay down on the blanket and closed his eyes. She continued to tell. After a few long minutes she thought he had fallen asleep. She put her hand on his chest and shook him lightly. He took her hand, pulled it to him and rolled with her in the grass. At some point she was on top of him. He pulled her close and kissed her. She did not withdraw. He saw it as an invitation to continue. He kissed her again and then again ... until they have almost come to the point where there is no return. Nothing was said, no words were needed.
That evening, after dinner, the two sat on the sofa in front of the fireplace.
"From the moment I met you, all those years ago, not a day has gone by when I haven't thought of you. And now that I'm with you again ... I'm in agony. The closer I get to you, the worse it gets. The thought of not being with you - I can't breath. I'm haunted by the kisses that you should never have given me. My heart is beating ... hoping that kisses will not become a scar. You are in my very soul, tormenting me ... what can I do? - I will do anything you ask. "
She looked at him but said nothing.
"If you are suffering as much as I am, please, tell me."
"What should I tell you Ani? Yes i suffer too? Is that what you wanna hear It is impossible for us to live this love. "
"So then you love me ?"
"That would be wrong to say. We are not allowed to do that and if we hide that, we would live a lie that would destroy us "
"You are right, but you have to know that I love you"
"I know"
That night he had a nightmare, one of many. His mother called for help. He knew he had to go. When he woke up and went out onto the terrace, Padmé was outside.
"I couldn't sleep, I heard you called your mother in a dream. Tell me what it's about. "
"I keep dreaming how she dies and before she dies she calls me to help. Padmé, I have to go to Tatooine. "
"We go together"
They got dressed, took their Naboo cruiser, and flew to Tatooine. Mos Espa was a dangerous place that didn't know their way around. They immediately looked for Watoo's shop, who was very surprised to see Anakin, and immediately asked him a favor. Unimpressed, Anakin demanded information about his mother. He got it and the two made their way to Cliegg Lars' moisture farm. There he was received with concern, his mother had been missing for a month. He left Padme with Lars family and wanted to get on the speeder bike when Padmé came to him and hugged him tightly. Now he was almost certain that she loved him. The search for the mother lasted all night. He found her tied up with the Tasken robber. He freed her and took her with him, had to fight his way free by killing some of the members of the clan.
When he arrived at the farm, he saw how happy everyone was to see her alive. She was badly hurt. Anakin bandaged the wounds and used the Force to heal her. Every Jedi possessed this ability to some extent. The mother was still very weak and it would be a long time before she fully recovered. She told him what she experienced in the years of his absence and what she did, how she got married and told him that she would stay with her husband Cliegg, he was a good man. Anakin promised to visit her soon. They said goodbye.
Arrived at the Naboo cruiser, the holo message awaited Obi-Wan, he was cornered by Droidika ... and maybe killed? The message was interrupted. He couldn't leave Padmé, what should he do? He immediately informed the Jedi Council and received orders to protect the senator at all costs. Padme had another idea than to wait, she wanted to help Obi-Wan, so Anakin had to follow her to Geonosis, where Obi-Wan was captured or killed. They didn't know that.
Geneosis was a terrible place, populated with a semi-insectoid species, place where the main point of manufacturing battle droids was.
Anakin and Padme were out of luck. They were caught and arrested by the droids. After a brief trial led by Count Doku, they were sentenced to death, as was Obi-Wan. They were handcuffed and prepared to be taken into the arena and executed.
"Don't be afraid."
"I'm not afraid to die. I've been dying a little bit each day since you came back into my life. "
"What are you talking about?"
"I love you."
"You love me? I thought we had decided not to fall in love. That we'd be forced to live a lie and that it would destroy our lives. "
"I think our lives are about to be destroyed anyway. I truly ... deeply ... love you and before we die I want you to know. "
"We will survive Padmé and then we will never be apart "
"Yes Ani, never "
They kissed.
In arena they fought valiantly as much as they could ... tied up. But a Jedi is a Jedi, he's almost invincible, and there were two. They got the help of Master Windu and other Jedis who came, but luck almost left them until the rescue came from above: Master Joda and the clones. The battle was won, but the war has begun. Clone wars.
In the fight against Graf Doku, Anakin lost his right forearm, Graf Doku escaped. Because of this, Senator Amidala still had to be protected. Anakin Skywalker was entrusted with this task, but only after he had recovered from the loss of his forearm and was able to familiarize himself with the prosthesis. Padmé did not leave his side. She was safe too in Jedi Temple. Obi-Wan wasn't thrilled with the situation. He knew Anakin felt something for her. Infatuation, he thought at first, but then he noticed how Padmé looked at Anakin that she had spent the whole day with him in his hospital room. He asked her not to ruin Anakin's future if she had feelings for him. She didn't want to promise anything, claiming it was just a deep friendship. Obi-Wan couldn't tell them apart every day, he was on a mission and had to go.
Anakin spent a lot of time in rehabilitation where he also had to learn the new way of using the lightsaber. But Anakin always learned very quickly.
When he felt fit enough, they set off for Naboo with the Naboo cruiser. They were alone, yes the C3PO and R2D2 were there, but somehow ... they were droids, so Padme and Anakin could make their plans. They promised each other that if they survived Geonosis, they would never be apart. What mean not be apart? You wanted to stay together ... as a couple, secretly? Or even marry ... dangerously? They loved each other and wanted each other ... physically too. But to violate the Naboo tradition? Neither of them wanted that. They chose the most dangerous option: getting married.
Arrived on Naboo, Padmé called Pontifex Algolerga, an old friend of the family. He came to perform the ceremonies. The witness were C3PO and R2D2, no one else was there. Anakin stood in his Jedi robe and Padmé in an ivory-colored dress with a lace veil. They exchanged vows. It was done, they were married ... with the vow promised one another beyond death.
The wedding night after the wedding was their first sexual experience, which was reflected in their insecurity. They slowly undressed, giving each other shy looks. Then they both laughed and sat down on the bed that Dormé had made up. They kissed, caressed, he stroked her hair but didn't know if she would like to be caressed with his metal hand. He could feel everything with that hand too.
"Do you mind if I stroke you with my right hand?"
"No, do it"
She leaned back and he came up to her.
"Have you ever ... with someone ...?"
"No, and you?"
"Me neither. We'll make it, Angel. If it were so difficult, the galaxy would not exist. "
Then they laughed and then they kissed and caressed each other again until they realized they were so aroused that it was time now. He kissed her neck, breasts, sucked the nipples, licked her stomach until it was between her legs. He had no practice experience, but some good tips could be found on the holonet. He remembered all of the pictures and she was really up to it when he stimulated her clitoris with his tongue. Then he crawled back up, spread her legs with his own, and positioned himself at her entrance.
"You know it would hurt?"
"Yes. This is my gift to you Ani. "
He pushed himself in to a certain depth and pushed deeper and harder until he suddenly slipped in with the entire length.
Padmé screamed. He stopped.
"Are you okay? Does it hurt?"
"It hurt, terribly, but no more."
"Can I move?"
She nodded. Anakin moved faster and faster until he reached orgasm. For him it was the best that he had experienced. For Padmé it was just painful. She hoped to be able to enjoy sex one day too.
"I love you Angel. I'm sorry. "He kissed her hair, which he loved so much.
"You don't have to feel sorry for that, Ani. This is normal, every woman endures it. I love you."
They spent ten full days in Varykino. They bathed in the lake, went on excursions, walks, cooked together, watched holonews and, above all, made love. They were addicted to each other.
After ten days they flew back to Coruscant, Anakin had to go on a mission with Obi-Wan, she stayed in the Jedi Temple for the night, and during the day she went to the Senate accompanied by two padawans.
She wondered if her whole future would be like this: Anakin on a mission, she alone, or in the company of other Jedis, in the Jedi Temple or at home. That's not how she imagined it. But it was too late, she was married. There was an error. It happened at a moment when the emotional got the upper hand. Otherwise, with her the ratio was always in the foreground.
He's been gone a long time, two months.
During those two months, Anakin was in different corners of the galaxy. He conscientiously carried out the task, his Master made sure of it. Most of the time it was aggressive negotiations, but that was his specialty. He often thought of his Angel, his wife and the uncertainty when he will see her again caused him sleepless nights. Finally it was said: back to Coruscant. He couldn't wait.
It was noon when they docked, he ran to the Senate and stormed into her office. With the Force he locked the door. It was buried alone in the DataPeds.
"My Angel, I missed you so much"
He lunged at her, kissed her, lifted her on the table, lifted her skirt, pulled down her panties and pushed himself into her warmth. It was over very quickly, nice but short.
"Are you satisfied?"
"Well ... yes."
"Not for me. Do you know what that was? "
He looked at her confused.
"That wasn't love, that was fucking. I don't need that and I don't want that Ani. I am your wife, not your whore. "
"What is wrong Angel?"
"We're talking this evening. You know where to find me, I'm also in the Jedi Temple. "
"Well, then I'll come, I love you."
"I know."
What was that? He wondered. Has he said or done something wrong, is it wrong to take his wife after such a long time ? She was somehow different ... dismissive.
That evening there was a discussion that should have taken place before the wedding. Until Graf Doku has not been captured, she could not be alone in her apartment. She had a room in the guest department, a simple room with a comfortable bed.
He knocked on the door, she let him in.
"Has anyone seen you?"
"No, Don `t worry"
"I'm worried about everything. You've been gone for so long It will always be so long now. When are you going on the next mission? "
"I'm not always away so long, Angel. It's always different and I can't influence it, it doesn't depend on me. How are you so mad at me? I just do my job just like you do yours. We knew from the beginning that it would not be easy. But we love each other and we will get through it all Angel. "
"You are saying that as if it was easy. It's been a terrible, terrible months. I do not know….."
She cried. He sat down next to her on the bed and comforted her. She had buried her head in his boat and kept crying.
"That's definitely the whole situation with the attacks and that you can't go home, but it will be resolved soon."
Kiss after kiss and they had undressed, were lying on the wide bed, covered with the cozy blanket. He crawled underneath and kissed her feet, calves, thighs and held himself for a long time with his face buried in her crotch. After an orgasm she got another one by spoiling her with his imposing dick. "
"I love you Ani and I always want to have you with me."
"And I want you to be with me all the time, but you know that that is not possible. The Galxis needs us. "
He stayed all night ... and the night after and one more.
Then came his next mission. Of course, it was frustrating that she didn't know where he was, they were secret missions. He stayed away for six weeks and she was sitting alone in the Jedi Temple. She tried to get permission to go home from Grandmaster Joda, without success. Although she was safe and didn't need to worry, she felt like she was in jail.
When Anakin got back from the mission, it wasn't any better for her. She was frustrated, there wasn't much missing that they quarreled. She wanted out, have him at home and he wanted to do his job to soon be raised to a Jedi Knight. Her and his wishes spoke against each other.
During these days, sometime in the middle of the Clone Wars, Grand Master Joda decided to raise Anakin to the status of a Jedi Knight.
The ceremony saw the padawan cutting off the braid with a lightsaber and giving him this piece of himself as a memento.
Padawan Anakin Skywalker became Jedi Knight Anakin Skywalker.
