OH MY LORD THIS WAS SO AWKWARD TO WRITE LOL! I don't write much like this usually, but for y'all, I will. So let me know if you liked or disliked it. If it was too much or not enough. LMK! I need to pace now. Poor Airawende
I looked up terrified between Gothmog and the other balrog. Gothmog had a menacing look in his red eyes, but the other balrog seemed unperturbed.
"You cannot tell me that are you are, now, not curious" he said raising an eyebrow at Gothmog. The temperature kept rising and I felt sweat break out across my body.
"We don't get names that describe us usually" I blurted out hoping to distract them.
"So then you are not fertile or you don't know?" he asked studying me curiously. I looked up at Gothmog behind me and cowered back at the hellfire in his eyes.
"If you wish to suffer in pain for all eternity you'll keep going" Gothmog hissed at him. He grabbed my shoulder and yanked me into him before pinning me against with his arm. I contained the yelp that wanted to break free at the force. He was so strong without realizing it. Without thinking about it, I wrapped my hands over Gothmog's arm and held it tightly attempting to use it as a defense mechanism from the one trying to test fertility.
"Very well" he said bowing his head slightly "I shall desist". I tried to look up at Gothmog again, but I was pretty well stuck by his arm. Honestly, I was a bit surprised they didn't kill each other. What would happen to me if Gothmog died?
"He was just testing the situation, elder brother" drawled the one who had insulted me about being an "earthly being".
"I know what he was doing, and what he was thinking, but that does not mean I will tolerate it on any level" Gothmog said authoritatively. My hands were shaking as they all bowed, even the one who hadn't being paying much attention gave a slightly tilted head bow, towards Gothmog.
"Yes, my lord" they chorused in rumbly voices. Why did I ask to leave my room? I cursed myself soundly in my head still clutching Gothmog's arm around me.
"To dissuade any speculation or thoughts of such experiments" Gothmog growled "I will lay matter to rest now". I tried to look up completely baffled, but was still stuck too tightly.
I let out a yelp of surprise as I was quickly released and spun around. I felt light headed from how fast it was and the heat didn't help. I felt myself lifted up off the floor in his strong grip and I blinked as his red eyes caught my for moment.
Then, before I even realized something was going to happen, his tongue was in my mouth and his lips were over mine. I was so startled that I just froze as he explored my mouth. I tried to shift away slightly, but was he holding me too tightly and one of hands was keeping my head in place. I couldn't help the groan that escaped me, but it seemed to encourage him further. He pressed his advantage a little harder and I felt my eyes fluttering shut trying to block out the fact the other demons were watching. I felt so dominated as he continued his exploration for a moment longer before releasing me.
I gasped and tried to move away. He just ignored my movement back and pulled me back to him like how we had been before he kissed me. I gently set my fingers on my lips and winced feeling how tender they were. It was definitely going to bruise from the force he used and was likely swollen already. I noticed that all of the others were looking at us except the one who seemed like he was dreaming in a faraway place. He was just staring up with glassy eyes tapping his fingers on his arm.
I felt shame and embarrassment wind its way through me at their looks. They didn't even really have any kind of expression, but it was unnerving and I felt mortified they just saw that. Never in my life had someone kissed me so harshly, deeply, or without my permission. I couldn't even cry I was still so shocked. I could still feel the pressure and heat of his lips pressing down on mine forcefully. Even more burned into my mind, probably forever, was how he dominated me with his tongue in my mouth. I couldn't have stopped him even if I tried.
"Go get that slave to take Airawende back" Gothmog snapped at one of the ones that had been previously conversing farther away from us. Though they were certainly looking at us now. "She's tired" he caressed my hair lightly and I couldn't help the shudder that ran through me. The teacher couldn't get here fast enough.