Hello there, bet most people thought I was dead, Didnt they?

My life has...changed, alot, got logged out of most of my accounts in 2020. Recently regaining some of them

Im 18 now..Ive graduated...And frankly, I deeply regret how I didnt work on this more in retrospect..YEah it may not have been great, but It would have been worth it. ANd it would have been nice to see what I would have written and how I would have continued this

Im...Trying to go on a sort of 'Mission of rediscovery' of sorts, where I get more into alot of my old hyperfixations...Im gonna habitually continue this as well, I think

ID just like to ask for some help, maybe