Chapter Eighteen
When Roya woke up she instantly grabbed her head, she groaned as the mistakes of last night started to weigh down on her. Soon she realized that she was in Jonathan's bed. Quickly she wondered what happened and then suddenly a flood of memories came back to her. Shit, she thought as she remembered exactly what happened. Looking around she noticed Jonathan was missing and Joshua was sleeping next to her. She smiled, his hair was messy and covered the pillow. She reached her hand out and brushed some hair out of his face. He looked so peaceful when he slept, but he is the devil in disguise, she thought as she remembered how he made her orgasm twice in a row. He definitely wasn't lying when he said his woman wouldn't need a vibrator anyday of the week. Suddenly Jonathan walked in with a bottle of water and aspirin in case she needed it.
"Morning." she greeted whispered
"Good morning." Jonathan replied as he handed her the bottle of water and sat down on the bed, "How are you feeling?"
"Like I had one too many shots." she replied
"You did take them like a champ though." he laughed, "Do you remember everything that happened?"
Roya suddenly blushed when she realized what he was implying, "Yes, I remember everything."
"Good. Again I am happy you "enjoyed" yourself last night. And I meant what I said, I feel like if it is going to happen it should be under better circumstances not just a heat of the moment thing. I love you and I know Josh loves you too. You mean a lot to us; we promised you we would treat you like you deserved to be treated and that's why I want it to be special. That may sound like some cornball shit but I mean it." Jonathan stated as she smiled
Just as she was about to say something, they heard Joshua sniffle,
"That is so beautiful." Joshua pretended to be choked up as he was listening to them
"Oh hush." Roya commented as she playfully slapped his shoulder
"Just messing with you," Joshua said as he sat up, "I one hundred percent agree. This is something new for all of us and honestly I wanted to fuck the hell out of you last night but I knew better. I would like it to be special, mean something for all of us."
"And I feel like the ball should be in your court with this. We should know what you're comfortable with sexually with us. For instance..." Jonathan paused it was a question that had been on his and Joshua's mind
"...If I would sleep with both of you separately or together?" Roya interrupted as he nodded
"I actually wanted to ask that as well. Just wasn't sure what would be the right time to ask." Joshua added
The thought had crossed her mind; she wondered what it would be like to sleep with the two of them at the same time. She had never been in a threesome and questioned if she could satisfy two men at once and handle it.
"I have thought about it and honestly I'm not sure. I really enjoyed last night but I question a threesome." she stated
"Well how about this, it is completely up to you. You tell us what you want. We will only go as far as you allow us." Joshua suggested
"If it happens, it will be because you're comfortable with it. We're not rushing you." Jonathan commented
"I definitely appreciate how you guys are handling this. And I agree it should be natural when it happens." Roya said
"Good." Jonathan, "Now since that discussion is settled, I need food."
"Yes!" Joshua agreed
"I need a shower." Roya commented as she slowly got out the bed and she stretched. She then remembered she didn't have any underwear on. As if reading her mind, Joshua picked them up from the nightstand and handed them to her with a smirk.
"These are very sexy by the way." Joshua smiled
Roya took them out of his hand and slightly laughed, "I know black is a favorite color for both of you."
"After last night I think red is my new favorite color," Jonathan stated as he looked her over, "Do you need help showering?"
"No." she laughed
"Sure you don't need extra sets of hands to make sure you get every inch cleaned?" Joshua teased
"Go do something with yourselves." Roya sighed as she left the room. Walking down the stairs she looked around the living room and wondered what happened to Olivia and Nick.
"Good morning sunshine!" Olivia announced from behind the couch. Roya grabbed her chest as she scared the he hell out of her.
"Christ!" Roya stated
"No just me." Olivia laughed, "Sorry to scare you."
"It's fine. You didn't sleep in the guest room?" Roya asked
"Nah, I was fine on the couch. Had some pillow talk with Allen to pass the time." Olivia replied
"What happened to Nick?" Roya asked
"Ashley needed him to help her with Dean and Thomas. They had too many beers and Thomas has a bad temper so I can only imagine what happened." Olivia explained
"You good?" Roya asked as she walked over to the couch
"Not as good as you but I'm okay," Olivia smirked as Roya blushed, "You are quite loud my dear."
"Well that's not embarrassing." Roya sighed
"You're fine hun. Just messing with you. I'm honestly glad you had fun." Olivia said as Roya smiled
"What are you plans for the morning?" Roya asked
"Well as an apology Nick is treating me to breakfast. However, I want details later and I am sure Tyler will too. So lunch later today maybe?" Olivia asked as she put on her shoes. Nick soon texted her
"Sure." Roya replied
"Sweet. Well Nick is outside, tell Usos I will catch them later and I appreciate the hospitality." Olivia stated as she read a text from him.
"Tell Nick I said hi." Roya said as she hugged Olivia and walked her to the door. Once she was gone, Roya turned to go to the guest room so she could get cleaned up. After taking out her clothes, she went to shower. Once she was refreshed, she put on some grey yoga pants and a black tank top. It was at that moment she finally looked at herself in the mirror. Her eyes widened and she stormed out the room.
"Jonathan!" Roya yelled as she found the two of them in the kitchen making breakfast. Jonathan was cooking eggs and had a confused expression on his face
"That is not the way I wanted you to scream my name." he laughed
"I look like a freaking leopard." Roya groaned as she pointed to all of the hickies on her neck and shoulders. Jonathan smirked at his work,
"Well... you looked like a snack last night." Jonathan said
"Tasted like one too." Joshua smirked
"This is not funny." Roya sighed as she wondered how she could cover up all of these marks. Jonathan tried to contain his laughter as he finished the eggs and walked over to her. Roya playfully tried to push him away as he reached out and hugged her.
"I am sorry Ro. I just couldn't help myself last night; you looked too damn good and I wanted to bite every inch of you. Looking all delicious and shit." Jonathan said as he leaned down and kissed her
"Sorry doesn't stop me from looking like a leopard." Roya commented
"But you are a beautiful leopard," Jonathan teased, "Meow."
"Stop trying to make me laugh." she smirk, "I'm still mad at you."
"I will make it up to you at some point," Jonathan smiled as he leaned down to her, "Besides I still need to hear you scream my name like that." Roya felt that familiar tingle run down her spine.
She cleared throat, "I see you guys are making breakfast."
Jonathan smirked at her reaction as he let her go, She walked into the kitchen as they all finished cooking then prepared the table. Sitting down they started to eat breakfast and the guys explained that they were going to head to the gym with Joe in the afternoon. They offered for Roya to tag along but she kept her word and decided to met up with Tyler and Olivia for lunch and girl talk. When they were done, Roya went back to the guest room to try and cover Jonathan's "artwork" with concealer and a long sleeve shirt. Once she was dressed, she grabbed her things and walked back into the living room. The guys were packing their gym bags as they looked up at her.
"You look nice." Jonathan stated with a smirk as he noticed how she tried to cover the hickies but there were so many that some of them were peeking out from under her shirt.
"Don't even." Roya groaned as he walked over and kissed her
"I'm sorry," Jonathan laughed, "Have fun and tell them we said hi."
"Tell Joe I said hi too," Roya said as she turned and kissed Joshua, "See you guys later."
Tyler and Olivia were already at the restaurant waiting for Roya. As she arrived she was surprised to see Nikki and Brie there as well.
"Look at this pretty lady." Nikki smiled as they all hugged her
"I feel like I haven't seen you guys in forever." Roya stated
"Good dick will do that." Tyler laughed
"I know that's right." Olivia added
"Ohhhh...spill it." Nikki commented
"There isn't much to spill." Roya sighed as she sat down next to Nikki
"That's literally not what I heard." Olivia smirked. Roya knew there was no use trying to avoid it especially as she noticed Tyler staring at her neck.
"I spy with my little eye a bad concealing job." he said. Roya narrowed her eyes at him as Nikki leaned over and pulled Roya's hair to the side
"Oh wow, someone had a great time last night." Nikki stated
"Is this from the two of them?" Brie asked
"Just Jon." Roya replied
"Jesus, he tried to eat you alive. So what was Josh doing then?" Tyler asked
"He...was eating something else." Roya replied as Tyler nearly fell out his chair.
"His tongue must be amazing because from what I heard..."Olivia stopped as Roya glared at her
"Enough with you! Damnit Liv, your play by play is not needed."Roya stated
"My bad." Olivia laughed
"Someone needs to give me the play by play. The tea has already been stirred so there is no going back after this point. Details please and thank you." Tyler commented
"I second that. We haven't talked in a bit and it looks like we missed some important events." Nikki said
"Is it safe to say that the Usos won the title last night?" Tyler asked
"No, we didn't sleep together." Roya replied
"So all that moaning was just from Josh's magical tongue?" Olivia asked as Roya nodded, "...and Jon's artwork on you of course."
"Hmmm teamwork make the dream work," Tyler paused, "So I have a burning question, are the Usos going to get their "title" shot as a tag team or will they be in singles division?" Everyone laughed at his analogy.
"The three of us actually talked about that this morning. The twins don't want me to feel obligated to but would be open for it. They want me to make the decision though and we agreed we want it to happen naturally." Roya replied
"So you would be up for a threesome with them?" Brie asked
"I would but I have a few concerns." Roya admitted
"Like?" Nikki asked
"I have never been in a threesome; so there's the pressure of that and also the fact that it's the first time I would be intimate with Jon and Josh on that level. I mean I like to think of myself as a pretty confident person but I still have body issues. So it's kind of scary thinking about showing them all of me. I know they are attracted to me; they express it everyday but I still can't help but have insecurities in the back of my head." Roya explained
"Left over Darren residue." Tyler commented
"I guess," Roya sighed, " I mean he never made me feel like he wanted me like that. Since I gained a few pounds from stress my confidence in my body has dropped dramatically."
"Bastard had her starving herself and had the audacity to complain she wasn't as small as she was when they met. Man I want to punch him again." Tyler said
"Darren sounds like a real piece of work...and by work I mean shit." Olivia commented
"Oh you would have put him in a leg lock for sure." Tyler replied
"But he is out the picture and you have "two" amazing reasons to make up for that asshole." Brie said
"You should talk to the guys about this, they should know how you feel so that it can ease things." Nikki suggested
"We have talked a bit about sexual experiences and slightly touched on my issues." Roya said
"Perhaps you need to have a more detailed conversation. I know what it's like to deal with body issues, hell I still go through them now. I was always the "bigger" twin between Brie and I so naturally I felt a certain way about by body. It took time but I eventually found a love for my body and it feels great when you have someone that appreciates all of you as well." Nikki stated
"You just have to find a love for your body; you're a beautiful woman and I trust the guys love every inch of you." Brie said
"It takes time to love yourself; I was and still am most of the time the "biggest" girl in the room. I was always taller and weighed more than my friends. But I believe this new experience will give you a new found confidence in yourself." Olivia said
"What you should do is get you some cute lingerie, let your hair down and put on some heels then walk right up them and bam! Sexy time," Tyler stated, "But of course have the body issues discussion first. Which I know for sure will go well because I have seen the way they look at you girl. Trust me, those men love the hell out of your body. You is a snack and they is hungry. But for real, you know how much you mean to me. You are the reason I am happy with myself and able to love who I am. I want you find that love for yourself as well."
"I will talk to them."Roya said
"Good," Olivia stated, "And lingerie isn't a bad idea. Nothing makes you feel sexier than putting on a little something."
"The three of you should go out to dinner," Brie added, "Start the evening off right with a very romantic dinner. Get all dressed up too."
"And as far as the threesome issue goes, don't worry about it. Let it happen slow and do what feels comfortable. Both of them are probably going to put you above their needs so they will be pleasing you. Your job is to just enjoy it." Nikki said
"That's it though, I don't want to just lay there and do nothing," Roya sighed, "I want to please both of them."
"Honey, don't overthink this. Take a shot of whiskey, smack your ass and then double your pleasure. It's not difficult, trust me." Tyler stated
"Oh really? You sound like you're familiar with this." Olivia commented
"I plead the 5th." Tyler replied
"I bet you do." Nikki laughed
"Just take my word for it and go at your own pace." Tyler said
"Okay." Roya sighed. She knew they were right and would definitely sit down with the guys when she got home. In order for them to get to the point of being intimate, she would have to be one hundred percent comfortable.
After lunch, they all went their separate ways. The twins went back to the hotel while Tyler and Olivia went to happy hour. Getting back to the house, Roya walked in to see that the guys were relaxing in the living room and watching television.
"Welcome back." Joshua greeted as she walked over to the couch and sat next to him. He kissed her and could tell something was on her mind, "What's wrong?"
"You okay Ro?" Jonathan asked as he changed positions to sit next to her and gave herr a small kiss
"Yeah I just wanted to talk to you guys about something."she replied
"Of course sweetie." Joshua said as Jonathan turned off the television.
"I love you guys; the love and affection that you have been showing me is beyond anything I could have imagined. Coming off of the Darren situation I forgot what it was like being wanted and feeling sexy. That being said I have to admit I have body issues. I know it's a contrast from me being so open with my sexuality but when I'm aroused I'm a different a Roya; I feel frisky and will express herself freely. But the Roya who looks at her body doubts herself a lot. Like you guys know what I went through as a kid and even up to college, I always felt like I wasn't very pretty. I make it seem like I have gotten over those issues but there still in me. I just mask them well. So I guess there is a worry that I'm not enough for you two buried in the back of my mind." Roya said
"First...fuck Darren," Joshua started as he pulled her hand into his, "And second, you have no idea how beautiful and sexy you are to us. You are are beautiful above all; your personality, your heart, you mind, everything about you draws people to you. Then to top that you have a body that is gorgeous. Every time I look at you, I have to resist the urge to touch you."
"I know you can't help how you feel inside but know we honestly want you. For years I have watched you turn into this woman who is beautiful in so many ways. Physically I see nothing wrong with you. You don't understand how much willpower it took to just end it like that last night. I went to sleep hard and woke up hard." Jonathan stated
"My right hand leveled up last night," Joshua commented as they laughed, "But you enjoyed herself so we're happy."
"So come on Ro, please don't put yourself down like that. At some point I would love for you to see your body as we see it." Jonathan said
"I appreciate that a lot guys." Roya smiled, she was happy to express her issues and get it off her chest. With that out the way she also wanted to talk to them about how she wanted their first time together to happen. She relaxed her shoulders and grabbed both of their hands, "And now with that out the way...I want to know if you two would be free this Friday night?"
"I'm free, probably hit the gym in the afternoon." Jonathan replied
"Same." Joshua commented
"Great. So I would like both of you to be showered after the gym and dressed to impress." she said
"Why?" Jonathan asked
"Because I plan on having a surprise for you two. First we start with dinner and I will have the house prepared for our return. Something very intimate and romantic." she replied
"I like surprises," Jonathan smiled, "But are you sure though?"
"Yes, the ball is in my court and I want to try this." Roya replied
"I am up for it and we can just take it step by step. No expectations. Plus a romantic dinner is always a good thing." Joshua stated
"Sounds like a great idea," Jonathan said, "And on that note, guess who is hungry." he stood up and walked towards the kitchen.
"Hey Roya," Joshua started as she turned to looked at him, " I appreciate how honest and open you have been with us; I know this is something we all are adjusting too. But what you expressed to us is definitely important and I really want us all to be happy in this situation."
"Me too Josh," Roya smiled, " I love you guys and I just want this to work."
"I have faith that it will; challenges may come but neither of us know how to say quit." Joshua said
"Damn right." she said
"...And just so you know, " Joshua started as he leaned in close to her, "Even if your plans for Friday don't happen, I would be one hundred and ten percent okay with just eating you out again. Because I am very much still hungry." Roya bit her lip as she smiled
"You are still too much." Roya commented
"Get used to it." Joshua replied