Christian POV
For 2 weeks I was so enraptured in a passionate affair with Megan that I hadn't stop to think about my wife and son, it wasn't until I was back in Seattle alone while Megan arranged her move to the new apartment I bought her in Seattle that I started to feel the enormous shame of what I was doing that I was dreading coming home.
As soon as Taylor parked the SUV and opened my door Ana came rushing with Teddy in her arms both of them genuinely happy to welcoming me home, I tried not the look directly at my wife's beautiful eyes afraid she would be able to read on my face what I had done. Obviously this made Ana frown, confusion and hurt reflected in her face
A- "Christian are you ok?, did I do something to upset you?
C- "No I'm just really tired, I need a hot shower then I'm taking a nap" I say giving her a chased kiss to her lips
A- "Of course, we better get out of your hair so you can rest. I'm sorry for bothering you I just missed you so much"
She did not wait for any response simply turned around still holding Teddy and walked away from me. I could see she was hurt by my less than warm show of affection towards her. But I was so confused, Ana was the love of my life and that much will always remain the same, but it was so good to have someone's undivided attention all the time that made me feel young and in control of my own universe, which was completely the opposite with Ana, we still had sex 1 or 2 times a day but not with the same fervor that we had before, it was a struggle to get Anastasia to spend time with me alone, or just to let me buy her nice things. So I just needed to be careful not let anyone find out about Megan because I have no intentions of leaving her.