Chapter 9

Ana POV

I'm in the delivery room, God this pain is unbearable but still is not as bad as the pain I feel on my heart. I wish I could stop loving him so much, I long for the day I can go a minute without thinking and hurting about him. Just then I see Gail rushing through the door, Kate and Elliot are with me

G- "Mrs. Grey, Mr. Grey is outside he is insisting he wants to be here for his daughters birth. The hospital staff already warn him they will be calling the police if he doesn't control himself. But only 2 people are allowed on the delivery with you if you want him in here one of you has to wait outside" she said looking at Kate and Elliot

E- "Ana you want him here or you want me to go try to calm him down?"

A- "Its ok Elliot let him come in, I need to talk to him alone for a few minutes then once he leaves you both can come back if you want"

K- "Ana I don't…" before Kate can finish talking Elliot grabs her hand

E- "Of course Ana, all we care is to support you and our niece and nephew" he stresses this looking at Kate

K- "Fine" Kate huffs rolling her eyes

A couple minutes later the door opens again and Christian comes in, he looks sad, tired, he still gorgeous but he's missing the glint of happiness his eyes that I loved so much. Just then I get another contraction making me hold the bed's handrail strongly Christian then comes to my side and massages my back softly, as much as I hate to admit it he does makes me feel better, but I need to be strong by myself I try to remind myself.

A- "Thank you but I feel better" I say

C- "Do you want me to leave?" he asks nervously

A- "I want to know why you came in the first place. You could've come to see your daughter once she was born?"

He winces like I just slapped him, but I don't care

C- "I came because I love you and I wanted to be here with you while you were in labor"

A- "I wish you could really love me, but you don't know what that means. When you love someone you don't hurt them the way you've hurt me"

C- "Please forgive me, I can't keep going like this. I feel so much pain I miss you, and Teddy. I made a terrible mistake but I swear I won't ever do it again please baby come back to me" He pleads crying but I can't concentrate because another contraction passes and I just say

A- "Christian, the baby is coming please get the doctor now!"