Chapter 10

Christian POV

I'm amazed at how strong and compassionate my wife is. She allowed me to hold her hand until the minute our daughter was born, I was able to cut the umbilical cord, and be the first to hold our daughter even when I don't deserve it, she still allow me to be here.

After all the excitement and crying that went on Ana and our daughter were transferred to the recovery room where they're both asleep right now. It's so good to see them sleep. Why did you have to fuck everything up, Grey? Why didn't you just talk to your wife and tell her you felt lonely since she was so busy all the time? A few minutes later my family starts to walk in the room waking my girls up. Mom and Dad and Teddy were the first ones and besides my son no one has even bother to look at me. They all know what I did, and everyone hates me.

C- "So Teddy, how was school?"

Td- "It was good Dad, but I missed you and mom, When will we go back to our house?"

C- "Son, I wish I could tell you but I don't know yet. Just remember that whatever happens between your mom and I we both still love you and we will always be part of your life"

My beautiful 6 year old frowns sadly and I wish I could go back in time and change everything I did to prevent him from hurting, I hug him close and he starts to cry softly in my neck.

Once everyone is gone, I ask Ana for a couple minutes for us to talk,

C- "Please Ana, just give me a couple minutes"

A- "Fine what is it that you want to talk about?"

C- "I want to try to fix us, I want my family back I love you so much Ana"

A- "Really?!, tell me Christian after I caught you fucking your mistress, did you brake it off with her or have you been fucking her happily since I caught you together?

Fuck! Why why did she had to ask me that? If I tell her the truth she will definitely never forgive me…

A- "The fact that you're not able to answer is answer in itself. You keep lying to yourself. You don't love me Christian otherwise you would not have gone back to fuck that bitch right after I caught you in the act, you didn't even took the time to find me to talk to me because I was not important enough for you to bother" she closes her eyes and starts to cry

C- "No Baby that is not true, I didn't know what to do. I wanted to give you space I knew you wouldn't be able to talk to me right away and to be honest I was afraid to push you too much so I stayed and started drinking. I thought she was also gone but when I was drunk she found me and well I'm sure you know the rest"

A- "Yes, I heard Elliot tell Kate how he found you. So there is no point on arguing anymore, I will contact an attorney as soon as I can for now you can come to my new apartment to visit Ted and Phoebe and I'll try to be civil with you to make things easier for them"

No, no, no. she wants a divorce, I can't loose her I won't survive

C- "Anastasia please baby give me one last chance I'll never see her again, if you want I can have Taylor go get her out of the penthouse right now"

A- "So she is still living with you at Escala? Tell me something Christian did you fuck her today before you came in here?"

God she is right I am a fucking asshole, how can I explained her I was so distraught I even allowed Elena to punish me every way she wanted. If she finds out about Elena she will not only divorce me she'll make sure I never see the kids not that I blame her

C- "I.. is not.. Yes, I'm sorry"

A- "Do me a favor Christian leave and don't come back, you can visit your daughter once I'm home and can make arrangements for visitation with someone present so I won't have to see you again"

C- "Ana please don't do this"

A- "No Christian you did this, you and your selfishness finished our marriage not me"