APOV
It's been 2 weeks since I've seen Christian, he never came back after he came to the hospital I keep wondering what was in that box? why didn't he come back at all? Luckily for me my baby girl starts to suck her little hand and softly whimper letting me know she's hungry, funny she looks just like me except for her grey eyes and temper are all Christian's sadly he doesn't know much about his daughter because he has not seen her or Teddy since she was born.
"Steele? are you ok? I've been calling your name for over 3 minutes but you seem to be on another planet, also Phoebe has been crying all this time"
I see her picking Phoebe from my arms and I finally snapped back to reality
"Sorry Kate, I was lost in thoughts"
"I can see that honey, do you want to talk about it?"
"No, I rather not talk about it. Talking won't change anything and maybe if I don't mention him I will be able to forget him one day"
She looks at me with sad and remorseful eyes, I don't know why but I sense she knows something but doesn't want to tell me
"Kate, what is it?"
"What? I don't understand"
"Please, I know there is something bothering you. Just tell me nothing you say could hurt me more than I already did?
"I don't know Ana, maybe we should talk about this when you are emotionally better"
"Look Kate I won't force you to tell me. But if this is something that affects me and I find out from someone else I might not be prepared for it and end up making a fool of myself"
nodding she breathes deeply and says: "Last night Elliot took me out for dinner at The Mile High Club and we saw Christian with that woman there, they were all over each other to the point that they made most people uncomfortable. Elliot got so mad that he confronted his brother right then and there"
"What did Christian say when he realized you two were there?"
"He basically told Elliot, to mind his own business and let him alone. Then Elliot asked him about you and the kids and he said that you guys were not his problem anymore"
"He insinuated he was not even sure Teddy and Phoebe were even his"
"What!" I feel winded
"Ana, the worst part is that someone must've talked to the media because most newspapers and magazines are talking about it" nervously she takes my hands
"Ana I want you to be ready because everyone is talking about you and not in a good way, you should try to stay home until this dies down"
CHRISTIAN
I couldn't sleep at all last night, I took Alison to the club with the intention that someone will see us I've done everything I can to get Anastasia to hate me and finally get away from me. No one in my family understands but I do, I need to let her go find someone that can give her pure love and happiness, all I ever did was hurt her even when I love her with everything I am. The problem is that I am a monster who'll never be good enough for someone as pure, caring, and honest as her. I will never abandon my kids I will make sure they are financially secured but for their own good is better for them not to see me either.
A knock on my door brakes me from my thoughts
"Come in"
"Sir, there's someone with personal delivery for you"
Taylor says briskly I know he is disgusted by my actions the last couple of weeks. At first, he supported me when Anastasia caught me in the playroom with my current submissive because he could see I was very sorry and wanted to get Anastasia and my kids back. But after I saw the video Elena sent to my wife something inside me finally broke and I realized I was no good for them, I'll always love Anastasia and I'll never abandon my kids but I need to let them go.
"What kind of delivery"
"legal documents Mr. Grey"
"Ok let him in" I take a deep breath and try to remember this is exactly what I wanted right? This is why I've been doing all this shit with Alison. I try to stop myself from relieving all I've done since the day I intercepted Elena's video to Anastasia.
2 weeks ago...
After arranging with Alison to stay for a couple of weeks more I take her to my club The Mile High after we drank champagne and ate oysters we started heavily making out when Elliot suddenly walks up to our table and confronts me
"What the hell do you think you're doing asshole"
Surprised I turn to him "Elliot, what are you doing here"
"Really, that's all you have to say? well I am certainly not cheating on my wife with a slut for everyone to see"
"Well good for you, now what don't you go back to whatever you were doing and leave me the fuck alone"
"Have you ever thought about what will this do to Ana and your children once it becomes public because your not even trying to be discreet your in the middle of a god deamed restaurant for fuck sakes"
"Like I said that is my problem, not yours"
"You know I never thought I would ever hate you, not even when you treated us like shit but now I really do. I'm glad Ana left you because you don't deserve her"
Once he walks away I take a moment to compose myself and finish with what I need to do. Once I am sure Elliot and Kate have left the restaurant I continue with my plan kissing and touching Alison until I decide we have to go unless we want to be arrested so I pull Alison towards the car, as soon as we enter the SUV I asked Taylor to go up and wait until I call. After he's out of sight I start kissing Alison while pulling her strapless dress down to free her breasts pinching and licking her nipples
"show me how you pleasure yourself"
I say while already opening my pants and freeing my cock
"But take off all your clothes, I want you completely naked"
I start stroking my cock while she undresses and starts playing with herself, she sinks two fingers in and out of her pussy while pinching her nipples with her other hand she then starts rubbing her clit in circles and when I can see she's about to climax I stop her
"That's enough, come and suck my cock"
"But baby I'm about to come"
I glare at her" what did you call me?"
"I'm sorry sir"
"Oh you'll be sorry alright, come I won't repeat myself suck my cock"
She kneels and starts sucking me off, while all this has been photographed by a PI I hired in order to send the pictures to my wife, I know I'll break her even more but I need her to give up on me for good because I know I won't be able to contain myself and I'll beg her forgiveness. Hopefully, she will be so disgusted with me she just simply won't be able to stand my presence. I know I'm killing myself and hurting Ana and our kids, but I hope eventually they will be able to move on and be happy without my fuckedupness messing them up.
Present...
"Mr. Christian Grey?"
"Yes, who are you"
handling me a large enveloped he says
"you have been served, good afternoon sir"
I turn around and see Taylor waiting for me to handle the envelope to him to clear it of anything potentially dangerous. I roll my eyes knowing the envelope contains something more than dangerous to me, divorce papers. so I dismiss him and get myself a glass of whiskey, I need it if I am going to be able to open the contents of that envelope.