Behold! The result of not sleeping for three days and then sleeping for three days straight, followed by a friend suggesting a new kink and you not having the brain power to come up with something else. This chapter is a mess. Did just want to take a moment to thank all my readers, and especially the one who never fails to leave a comment. You have a special place in my heart :* I might not know your name but I've told all my friends about you :)
*WARNING* There is some more BDSM type stuff in this chapter. No part of this story is suitable for under 18 viewers, but I know what horny 13 year olds are like, so... yeah.
The Commander
It was surprising how much you can fit inside a single storage box. It was surprising how much stuff some parents let their children store at their house.
Andy had expected them to finish moving all of Milo's stuff into her house before noon at the latest. Most of his stuff Sandra had taken with her to Seattle, so how much could there be left? The only reason she had even gotten a moving truck was because of the piano he had stored at his parents' house, but it had turned out very necessary.
It was almost four by the time they threw in the towel for the day. They had gotten everything inside and some of it unpacked, and that was enough for the time being. Andy still had some stuff she hadn't even unpacked since her and Les' move from Washington five years earlier and she knew that if they didn't get it done now then it would be a long before they would unpack, but every muscle in her body ached and she was done.
''That's the last of it,'' she said as she plopped down a surprisingly light box down on the floor in her bedroom. She watched Milo let himself fall face down onto her—no, strike that, their bed and couldn't help but grin. He usually wasn't one to complain all that much and he worked out a fair amount but Andy knew it had taken the life out of him more than it had out of her. She pulled off his shoes one by one and could hear him groan, she knew that his feet probably hurt as bad as hers did.
Milo looked over at the clock on Andy's side of the bed, they still had a good while before their dinner reservations and he was glad for it. He needed some time to recharge. He tried to roll over to look at Andy but she pushed him back onto his stomach, moving up his body and eventually sitting down half on his ass, half on his lower back. ''Are you comfortable?'' He asked with a chuckle as he could feel her shift around.
Her hands snuck under his shirt, pulling it off of him. She could see goose bumps forming and softly stroked up and down his back. ''I'm glad you finally moved in,'' she said as she started to massage his shoulders. The strong muscles in his back moved as he slightly shifted positions and she couldn't help but stare; it certainly didn't hurt her attraction to him.
''I would've moved in months ago if you had let me,'' Milo said as he folded his arms and rested his head on top of them. The bed was very comfortable and just laying down had already relaxed him quite a bit, feeling Andy work out all the knots in his back left him feeling like putty.
''You should've asked,'' Andy said, ''I'm sure I would have agreed.'' She felt his soft skin and hard muscles beneath her hands and leaned forward, softly kissing his neck. Despite her being as tired as he looked she still wanted to take the opportunity to be intimate with him. She felt like she had been spending a lot of time with Lu lately and not so much with him and hoped that their living together would somewhat rectify that situation.
Milo shrugged and yawned. He hesitated to tell her this but decided that she probably already knew, ''You set the pace,'' he told her, ''Both with me and with Lu,'' this is one of the things they had talked about when they had gone out for dinner almost two months ago now. Especially Lu seemed to let Andy take the lead in that regard. Lu was the boss inside the bedroom but outside of that… she was letting Andy decide when they would take the next steps in their relationship—Milo knew that if it were up to Lu they would move a lot quicker but she seemed hesitant, not wanting to scary Andy off.
It was what had made Milo realize that by and large he did the same thing. It was one of the things that had spurred him to finally ask Andy to marry him, and to push a bit more for them having a baby together. He was sure that Andy would eventually want more but he didn't want to wait.
Over and over he in his mind replayed that moment in his head. The moment Sandra had asked him if he was really coming with her to Seattle. When Milo closed his eyes he could still see the look in her eyes, could conjure up the exact feeling he had felt in that moment. It was then that he had realized that he wanted forever with Andy and he didn't want to wait for that for one more second. Didn't want one more morning where he didn't wake up to her face, didn't want one more evening where her face wasn't the last thing he saw before he fell asleep.
That still didn't happen. Not most morning or evenings at least, but he was happy nonetheless. He had the girl. And he was increasingly becoming more comfortably with his girl having her girl.
''What are you talking about?'' Andy asked as she sat back up. She had never expected him to speak on behalf of Lu as well, from what she could tell they didn't talk often enough to really be able to do that, so she hadn't seen this coming.
Milo rolled over beneath her, finally facing her. He could see that she was genuinely confused and wasn't all that surprised by that. ''I never want to push you to do something you aren't comfortable with so you set the pace; you're in charge, always.'' Milo said, worrying about how it would come off. It wasn't criticism as much as it was stating a fact. He was fine with it. For her he could be patient.
''Like when?'' Andy asked, surprised at the twist this conversation had taken. ''I didn't tell you to propose to me, and you were the one who brought up having kids…'' In the army she had always taken charge, it had been her job and she was good at making decisions under pressure. But she didn't want Milo or Lu thinking that she was too bossy, like they had to wait until she was the one bringing it—anything—up.
''I did propose to you,'' Milo concurred, ''And then I waited for you to set the date.'' He hadn't brought any of his own input into that decision, and even if he did feel like a ten month engagement was rather long, he had bitten his tongue. He would be okay with a ten year engagement if he was being perfectly honest, as long as it ended with her in a white dress—or whatever kind of dress she wanted to wear—and saying ''I do''. ''And you're the one deciding if or when we have kids.''
''Sorry but I don't think that's a decision to take lightly,'' Andy said, knowing perfectly well that if it were up to Milo they would already be trying. She opened her mouth to ramble but Milo cut her off before she could.
He ran his hands up and down her arms, seeing that she was getting a bit upset over this. ''Andy, honey, it's fine. I do want you to be sure when—or if—we have kids, take all the time you need. It's not a bad thing that you take charge.'' He figured framing it like that—as opposed to them letting her take charge—would make Andy a bit more agreeable. ''You know what you're about, and you know what you do and don't want, if anything I'm glad for it.''
Andy looked away, trying to accept it as something other than critique. She didn't know what else to call it. ''And Delgado?'' She could see him start to answer before stopping himself and she cocked her head, ''What is it?''
''I shouldn't speak for her.''
''What did she tell you?''
''Don't you think you should just ask her? I don't want to make assumptions about what she told me.''
Andy shook her head at him, ''Just tell me what she said.'' It would probably a few days still until she would see Lu and she knew that it would plague her if she didn't know. She knew Milo knew it would plague her. All she wanted was to have a nice weekend with Milo, to celebrate Valentine's Day with him and preferably spend most of the weekend in bed. That meant not speaking to Lu until they were both at work on Monday, she didn't want to wait until then to find out.
Milo couldn't remember what Lu's exact words had been but knew the general sentiment. He sighed, ''Lu loves you a lot,'' he said straight up. In a way it was making assumptions about how Lu felt, but with what he had seen between Lu and Andy it wasn't exactly farfetched. ''I think that if it were up to her you two would be married by now-''
''We can't get married.''
''I know that,'' Milo said, ''And so does she. Trust me, she knows.'' They had been friends while he and Andy had been broken up but their friendship had soured quite a bit since then, nevertheless he knew Lu well enough and they had talked just enough since both getting back together with Andy that he knew exactly how she felt. ''I am just saying that she wants to make sure you're comfortable with everything you two do, it's why she didn't tell Lana about you two sooner.'' He hesitated to continue but ultimately decided to just spit it out, ''I honestly think she got engaged to Jonas and stayed with him as long as she did because she thought you would be more comfortable dating her if they were together.''
It wasn't anything Lu had told him, or anything she had even hinted at. It was more so just his assumptions. He had seen the spark go out between Lu and Jonas a long time before they broke up and had been surprised by how long they had stayed together. He had been glad when they got engaged because he figured it would help Andy move on but would be lying if he said that he thought they would have their happily ever after together. It was an assumption, but not a baseless assumption.
Andy backed away from Milo, sitting down next to him on the bed instead. ''I don't think that that's true,'' she said, not quite believing that Lu would or could ever do that.
''And I don't think you realize how crazy she is about you,'' Milo said as he pulled Andy close to him again. He softly scratched her back as they laid in silence.
''I know she loves me,'' Andy said, ''I love her too, but-''
''Andy,'' Milo said, interrupting her. He could tell she was starting to get upset and was quick to nip it in the bud. ''All I'm saying is that I think Lu is waiting for you to make any kind of commitment, maybe you should just let her know somehow that you think you'll still be together a couple of months from now.''
''I've got a present for you,'' Andy said, slipping the envelope to Lu across her desk.
Lu picked it up hesitantly. The last time she had gotten a present in an envelope it had been from Jonas for their one month anniversary, it had been stock in his company, not something she had been too impressed by. ''What for?'' She asked, not quite opening it yet. She could see a glimmer in Andy's eyes and it made her wonder. They hadn't seen each other since the previous Friday and something seemed different now.
''A belated Valentine's Day gift,'' Andy said as she sat on the armrest of the chair across from Lu.
Lu slumped down, ''You didn't need to get me anything for that,'' she said, putting down the envelope, ''And even if you did, you talking to Marc was more than I could've asked for.'' Marc surprising her with pancakes was one thing—a very welcome surprise—but the story that went along with it. Lu hadn't expected Andy to make such an effort to restore the mother-son relationship they had once shared, but had been glad for it.
''Still,'' Andy said as she pushed the envelope back in Lu's hands, ''Open it.'' She couldn't help but smile as she watched Lu do just that. She had listened to Milo's advice and—just like she had once told Lu she should—she was taking more responsibility for the part she played in their relationship. Reflecting back on it, what Milo had told her didn't seem so crazy. Yes, Lu usually wasn't hesitant to let her wishes known and could be very vocal when she felt that she or someone she cared about had been done wrong. But, during their relationship Lu did seem a little less eager to do that.
Lu frowned as she pulled the content from the envelope, ''Hotel reservations?''
''For two nights, next month in Atlantic City. I remembered you mentioning that you wanted to go there and I figured we could make a weekend out of it.'' It wasn't quite the same as the trips that she had taken with Milo to Cape June let alone Maui, but it was something. She felt she had to explain herself further as she slipped into the seat of the chair, ''I actually wanted to book a longer vacation this summer but I didn't know where you'd want to go so…''
Lu circled her way to the other side of the desk, slipping into Andy's lap, ''Thank you,'' she said, laying the envelope back down as she sat more squarely on Andy's knees, her own legs pulled up and tucked in next to Andy's thighs in the chair. One of her arms was draped around Andy's shoulders, ''Thank you for this as well as for talking to Marc, he… I think he's starting to come around.''
Andy looked back and forth between Lu's eyes; getting Marc to come around made her hopeful that maybe one day her daughters would be able to accept their relationship as well. ''I hope so.''
A few weeks had passed. Andy and Lizzy's birthdays had come and gone, and Kayla had—after months of looking—found an apartment that was both big enough and didn't cost as much as ''a four-bedroom house on 20 acres back home''. Andy knew that Milo moving on would only make Kayla more eager to move out but had hoped that she would have a bit longer with the intern. Over the years she had come to think of her as her own daughter and it was going to be strange not having her around.
Milo snuck up behind Andy who was leaning in the doorway, looking into the empty guestroom. He wrapped his arms around her shoulders, ''So… she's really gone, isn't she?''
''Is it weird that I miss her already?'' Andy asked as she turned around in his arms. Since Jesse had started college she wasn't around nearly as much either, now it was just going to be her with Milo and Lizzy. The house was starting to feel a bit empty.
''You regularly spend fifteen hours a day at the hospital,'' Milo reminded her, ''You'll see her lots.''
Andy took a deep breath as she broke away from Milo, grabbing his hand and dragging him behind her to their bedroom, ''Come with me. I got something for you.'' Their conversation had reminded her of a gift she had bought him and figured it was now actually time to give it, even if the implication attached to it made her a bit nervous.
Milo followed her with his eyes as he sat down on the bed. Getting a plastic bag pushed into his hands he looked at her amused, wondering what she could have possibly gotten him. He pulled a small carton box from the bag and gave her a confused look before taking a closer look at it. ''Now what is this?'' For a second thinking it was a pregnancy test.
''Ovulation tests,'' Andy clarified, taking the box from him as he put his arms around her waist, holding her close. She looked in his eyes as he looked up at her in surprise, ''Like the fertility specialist told you last month, if we're going to try to have a baby then I should keep track of when I'm ovulating.'' The happy but speechless look on his face made her smile, ''You know I can't guarantee that we'll actually get pregnant but… let's give it our best shot.''
''Are you sure this is a good idea?'' Andy asked between kisses as Lu was pushing her up against the bedroom door.
It was March 18th, Milo's birthday. He and Lu had talked in his office over lunch, leaving Andy out of the loop. All she knew was that Milo was in charge today, Andy had given him full freedom to do whatever he pleased; any fantasy he might have she would fulfill. And despite his still somewhat lingering jealousy over her relationship with Lu, he had now fully embraced the latter woman for the time being to make it all come true.
Lu shushed Andy, spinning her around so she was facing the door. ''Don't say anything,'' she said in a firm tone. ''And don't move.'' Andy could hear Lu walking away from her, towards the bed, the sound of something scraping over the floor. She immediately recognized the sound; it was the plastic box Milo kept under their bed, filled to the brim with random items he used to kick their sex life up a notch. Not that it had needed that for quite a while now.
Lu ran the silk fabric through her hands as she checked out the content of the box, pleased to find everything in there that she could possibly need. She had a few hours which was more than plenty for what they had planned.
Andy could hear Lu approaching and her heart raced. Yes, she had agreed to let them do whatever and she was mostly excited, but what they did on a regular basis was already more extreme than most couples did on special occasions. She couldn't imagine what they could possibly have planned.
She could feel Lu slide the silk eye mask across her face and for a second it disoriented her. Having others take over control was somewhat liberating for her, it took the responsibility she felt on a daily basis—both for her children as well as her patients—away from her, but taking control was also something that came natural to her. Part of her still wanted to always be in charge, to not even be able to see was going to be a challenge.
Lu, for a second, contemplated what to do next. Using these kinds of items seemed to be more Milo's forte. Merely being with Andy had been experimentation enough for her, and if it wasn't for Milo asking her to do this she would have never brought it up. Picking her next item up, she turned back to Andy. ''Take off your clothes.''
Andy had already kicked off her shoes when they had first entered the apartment, but was still in her work clothes. Trying not to think too much about this as she was sure it would ruin the mood, she pulled off her clothes as quickly as possible.
Trying to just tune out her mind and go with the flow, Andy didn't even hear Lu grab anything else, just her suddenly grabbing both of Andy's wrists, pulling them close together and closing the handcuffs around them. Andy pulled against the restrain for a second, wondering what the hell she had agreed to. ''Do I want to know what you have planned?'' She asked as she turned to Lu, knowing that the deal was that she wasn't going to ask questions.
Lu knew that as well, and decided not to answer anything—actually, this gave her an idea. She hadn't cleared it with Milo but since it was amongst the items he had laid out for her it must be fine. ''Open your mouth,'' she ordered, reaching behind her and grabbing it.
Andy frowned behind the mask even though she knew Lu couldn't see it. She was trying to remember the items Milo had put in the box but was coming up empty. ''What?''
Lu licked her lips, ''Turn around.'' This was something she had discussed with Milo, any kind of punishment she was allowed to give. After a moment of hesitation Andy did as she was told, turning away from Lu and wondering if she still had to open her mouth. Not giving herself a moment to doubt her doing this, Lu landed a quick blow on Andy's ass.
A yelp left her mouth, surprised by this. Though Lu had over time grown fonder of giving Andy the occasional slap on the ass, it was still a bit of a rarity and Andy hadn't seen it coming. When after a few seconds there was no second slap, she turned back around.
''There's more where that came from,'' Lu said, holding back a smile. She knew Andy couldn't see her but her smile was almost audible to Andy it seemed.
''Is that supposed to stop me?'' Andy asked, holding back a chuckle. Spanking was a good kind of punishment, on more than one occasion she had pretty much come from just that, not much extra stimulation necessary. If Milo wanted to do just that all night long, she would probably agree to it.
''Next time I won't use my hand,'' Lu said, realizing that Andy probably didn't care that much. ''Now, open your mouth,'' she repeated. After a second, Andy did. Pushing the ball into her mouth and then securing the ball gag behind Andy's head, she could hear her start to argue despite the sounds being muffled. ''That'll teach you to question me,'' Lu said, staring at the image in front of her.
It had never been her thing, but seeing Andy standing there—buck naked and helpless—it wasn't the worst thing in the world. ''Now, since you can't talk anymore…'' Lu was looking around, trying to find something before realizing that would be helpless since Andy couldn't see, ''The new safe word is just tapping out. Tap the ground with your foot a couple of times or something, okay?''
Andy nodded, balancing from one foot to the other as she waited impatiently for Lu to continue. They were doing exactly what Milo wanted, and he had never hesitated to push past what he thought her boundaries were—and though it had always worked out fine, she was sure that sooner or later something was going to end disastrously.
Lu grabbed Andy by the arm, guiding her to the edge of the bed. ''Bend over,'' she said, pushing the box to the side to make room. This is the part she was the most nervous about, but she was determined not to let that show. Andy had always been more than willing to take on the submissive role and that's exactly how she wanted her, have her be ready for anything when Milo came home. He hadn't been exactly clear on what he had planned, and Lu had decided against asking.
She could feel a certain amount of hesitancy coming from Andy as she leaned over the bed and whilst normally that would make her take a step back and reaffirm her consent, she knew that that wasn't what was expected tonight. Ignoring Andy for a second she lifted up the box and set it down on the bed, rummaging through it.
As she ran her hand over Andy's back, Andy straightened her legs, pushing her ass up in the air even more. Lu ran her eyes over the long toned legs. She didn't need to rush. She could take her time taking in the sight in front of her, making Andy's anticipation grow stronger. Only Lu knew exactly what she had planned, not even Milo was privy to all the details.
She took a deep breath as she picked up the next item she wanted to use, the one she was the most nervous for. It was purple. Not too big, not too small. It had been in the box Milo had but she couldn't recall Andy ever mentioning them using it. It felt sturdy enough in her hands, the wide base fit perfectly in her slender hand. Wanting to make Andy more curious she put it down on the small of Andy's back which dipped down just perfectly.
Despite Andy not being able to say a word, or even just give Lu a look, Lu could still sense her wondering. Grabbing a small bottle of lube Lu squirted some of it into her hand before running her hand over Andy's ass. She had never been much for anal play. Had never suggested it to any of her boyfriends and had never responded much when they brought it up, but doing it to someone else was a completely different story.
She pushed one of her legs between Andy's legs before getting down on her knees. With a bit of maneuvering she could still go down on Andy from behind, and it made it much easier to now push further than she had before and find her intended target with her tongue. One of her hands had sneaked around Andy's hips and her fingers had in no time found Andy's clit. There had been enough encounters between them now that she could map out all of Andy's body without even looking.
Really, it tasted just like any other piece of skin. The only big difference from going down on Andy's pussy was that there was no natural lubricant—no sour juices coating her tongue. The temporary stiffening in Andy's legs told her that this had taken her by surprise, and frankly it had taken Lu by surprise as well. She hadn't planned on doing this. It wasn't until she saw the butt plug in the box that she had made up her mind to finally cross this new boundary.
There was nothing inherently dirty about it, and as she heard how much Andy was enjoying it after overcoming the shock she regretted not trying it before. After a minute or so she pulled away, switching her tongue out for first one finger, then two. She heard how shaky Andy's breathing was, which could mean one of two things: either she was so into this that she was trying not to moan and it caused her to breathe funny, or she hated this enough that she was trying so hard to restrain herself from jumping away that she forgot to breathe and was now trying not to make her need for oxygen STAT too obvious.
Lu got up and leaned over, bringing her lips close to Andy's ear, ''You remember the safe word, right?'' Realizing a second too late that it wasn't a word at all, but she knew Andy would understand her. After Andy gave her a quick nod she pulled back a bit. With the reaffirmation that if anything was amiss Andy would let her know, she picked up the plug again, pulling her fingers away and softly pushing the lubed up plug in. She could hear Andy gasp and watched her go weak in the knees for a second. ''Is this okay?'' She asked quietly.
Yes, she was in charge. And tonight was all about new things. But when it came to new stuff she always felt the need to be a bit more careful. Andy nodded into the comforter below her face and Lu pulled it out the slightest bit before thrusting it back in. One of her hands looped back around to the front and she started to slowly rub Andy's clit.
Andy couldn't deny that she was just a bit uncomfortable in her current position; nor could she deny that this just felt really good. Her usually method of biting down on her lip to keep herself from making noise wasn't working at the moment and even though every sound came out quite twisted, the message was all the same. She was nearing the edge embarrassingly fast and when Lu pulled out the plug yet again it was Andy who pushed back against it, not willing to wait until Lu pushed it back in—knowing that if only she were allowed to set the tempo herself she could reach completion in no time at all. After which she knew she would let herself be at Lu's mercy, would let her do whatever she wanted.
Lu looked down at Andy thrusting back against the plug and moved her hips in the same motion, pretending for a second that she was fucking Andy like this. She knew that Andy would never need this from her since she had Milo but it was something fun to fantasize about anyway. She watched Andy arch into the bed and with her hips pushed her closer up against the edge of the bed, needing something to hold Andy up as she came undone.
With a shudder Andy could feel her knees buckle under her and was glad for Lu holding her up. In that moment she didn't have the brain power to focus on not falling to the floor as her nervous system was flooded with endorphins.
Lu pushed the butt plug all the way in, deciding to just let it stay in for now as she rolled Andy onto her back. She was sitting on Andy's upper legs, her knees digging into the mattress. Lu leaned over, kissing Andy's neck as she slowly made her way down, trying to figure out her next move as she ignored the fact that Andy still hadn't completely come down from her orgasm. She dragged her teeth over Andy's nipples, her hands stroking any soft skin it could find. For a second she ignored that Andy had been made unable to speak and half expected an answer when she asked—with one eye on the box still on the bed next to them—, ''We've still got a few hours until Milo will be here, what else should we try?''