Warning: More heavy topics in the beginning of this chapter.
We spent one more day in Goron City. I avoided Link, spending most of my time with Daruk and Donos, either discussing battle strategies or war preparations. Daruk and I did more training as well, but we stayed close to Goron City. Death Mountain had calmed since yesterday, growing still and silent. But I wondered for how long.
I retired to my chambers early, my mind heavy. Daruk could sense something was wrong, especially since he could see me actively avoiding Link. I knew he wanted to ask, but I was grateful that he didn't. I wasn't sure what to say to Link… or rather I did know what to say, but I didn't have the courage to do so.
Funny how I had been praying at the Spring of Courage for years, yet I hadn't an ounce of it in me. Perhaps all my prayers just fell on deaf ears.
Once in my room, I laid down, staring up at the ceiling, aglow with the soft blue light of luminous stones. Although I could feel all the worrying thoughts on the outskirts of my brain, my mind was numb. I just focused on the ceiling, trying to drown everything out.
A knock sounded at my door, ripping me from my concentration. I sat up and stared at the door, knowing it was either Daruk or Link. I frowned, not feeling up to talking to either of them. Instead I rolled over in bed and wrapped the pillow around my ears.
The next day Link and I left. I bid Daruk and Donos goodbye, hugging both of them. They once more assured me that they would be ready when I sent word to them. Daruk smiled at me, although it faded as his eyes scrutinized me. Bending down, he whispered, "Zelda, what's wrong."
I just shook my head, "It's really not that relevant." I replied in a monotone. "Link and I had a fight. That's all. I'm sure we'll resolve it." But would we? I didn't even want to be near him, let alone talk to him. Perhaps we would be back to our earlier dynamic where we traveled in an awkward silence.
Daruk's eyes glanced over at my knight, who was waiting patiently for me. "I see." Daruk scratched his forehead, "I suppose it's partially my fault."
"No." I said. "Link and I need to work some things out. The events leading up to what happened on Death Mountain just revealed that."
Daruk sighed, "Well try to talk to him Zelda. You and him both have been out of sorts." I glanced at Daruk, curious. "Yes, I know he's stoic and doesn't show much emotion, but I can tell he's… different. Got the gloomy shadow following him."
I closed my eyes and brought my hand to the bridge of my nose. Guilt stabbed me. "I will talk to him when we reach the stables." Giving myself a deadline was the only way I'd actually do it in a timely manner instead of repeatedly putting it off.
"Good." Daruk gently patted my back. "When I see you next, you can tell me all about it."
I nodded, "I will. Thank you Sensei for everything."
"Of course." I turned to leave, but stopped as Daruk called, "And one more thing Zelda." Our eyes met, "Please take care of yourself."
I swallowed, my throat aching suddenly. "I will."
Returning it Link's side, I gave him a brief nod to inform him we were ready to go. Waving one last time to the Gorons, Link and I departed Goron City. Once out of range of the Gorons, who had cheered and hollered as we walked way, Link and I fell into tense silence. We passed through the Southern Mill quickly, which gave us a reprieve from the quiet, however it didn't last long and once more we were swallowed by it.
I walked ahead of Link, keeping a good distance between us to discourage Link from trying to talk to me. However he must have understood my intentions regardless, for he didn't try to close the distance.
Thus we traveled through Eldin awkwardly and as we passed under the Maw of Death Mountain, I had never been happier to see a stable in all my life. I quickly found the owner, who returned our stuff, and then I paid for two beds.
Setting my backpack down, I began to return all my belongings to their appropriate places in my saddle bags. Once this was done, I quickly grabbed my bow and quiver and strapped them over my back, happy to have them back. Once I was all packed, I recalled what I had said to Daruk.
I bit my lip and looked outside; Link was most likely with the horses. Uncertainty filled me and I dreaded having to break the tension between us. Perhaps I could wait a little longer. I shook my head, steeling my nerves. Walking outside, I looked in the direction of where the horses were kept, but at the last minute, I lost my nerve and instead walked in the other direction. My feet took me to the ledge overlooking Lake Cephla, and I sat down on it, dangling my feet. I rested my chin on my hands, trying to convince myself to talk to Link.
So deep in concentration was I, that I didn't even notice when someone walked up behind me. "Ugh…. Zelda?" The uncertain voice called, making me jump, almost off the ledge and into the water.
I spun around, casting narrowed eyes upon the perpetrator only for them to widen in surprise as I saw Link behind me. "Oh." Was all I could say.
We stared at each other for several moments, every second more awkward than the last. Turning around so I was facing the lake again, I folded my arms and said crassly, "Since you're here, you mine as well sit down."
There was a pause, but then I heard Link shuffling behind me until he finally came to sit on the ledge, not too far from me, but facing south, while I was facing east. "I wanted to talk to you about the other day." He said hesitantly.
I sighed, knowing this would be unavoidable. Biting my lip, I uttered, "I'm sorry."
There was a long pause, and then, "Huh?"
Turning to face Link, I repeated, "I'm sorry." I looked down, "I should have told you where I was going. And I shouldn't have yelled at you. I just… I was…." I trailed off, not sure how to explain what had been going through my mind.
Link said nothing for what seemed an eternity. Slowly, I chanced a look at him, only to find his eyes intently looking at me, slightly surprised, but also compassionate.
"Zelda." Link shook his head, "You don't have to apologize. I didn't realize my actions were invalidating you. I wanted to talk to you, because I hoped we could come up with an agreement. I'm here first and foremost to protect you, but I'd also like to respect your feelings too."
I felt my lips quiver and I spun around, my hands forming tight fists in my lap. "Why?" I asked, my eyes squeezing shut. After the scene I had caused, the screaming, the lashing out… yet he still was so… "Why are you being so nice to me?"
There was a pregnant pause. "Because I'm your friend."
Whatever I expected him to say, it wasn't that. "You don't have to say that." I whispered. "If I was you, I'd be mad at me."
Link sighed, and I peaked over at him, his hand running through his hair. "I'm not mad at you." His eyes flickered to me, making me look away. "I was wrong to yell at you yesterday. I should have broached the subject more tactfully."
"Why are you apologizing?" I replied a bit too forcefully. "I was the one who stormed off. You had every right to be angry with me, but I couldn't take accountability for that. Instead I just screamed and ran away." I brought my knees to me and rested my head on them.
"If anything, you're taking accountability now." Link offered and then sighed. "Look Zelda, my role in all of this initially was to be your knight - to keep you safe. That is my first priority. However since we started this journey, you've become more to me than a Princess I must protect. You're a partner and a friend. Thus I need to start taking your feelings into account."
His words surprised me, and I felt a deep ache in the back of my throat. Clearing my throat, I said, my voice cracking, "I didn't realize how upset I was about it until yesterday. It's just everyone around me seems to treat me like I'm delicate and will break . Even Urbosa and Daruk at times. Which I can't blame them. I don't have the best track record."
Link didn't reply for a moment. Hesitantly, he asked, "I don't mean to pry, and of course you don't have to if you don't want, but…. I wanted…. Rather, would you…." Link trailed off, his voice seeping with nervousness.
Turning my head to Link I asked, "What is it?"
Link exhaled, "Well, would you feel comfortable telling me what happened?"
I stared at Link, his brilliant blue orbs fixed on mine, curious, but also compassionate. I swallowed and looked at my feet, resting at the edge of the ridge. It had been a long time since I had told anyone about that time in my life. Urbosa, Falnor, and Daruk where aware, and had offered me console when needed. But I did not talk much to them about it and they were equally hesitant to bring it up. It was an unsightly part of me that no one wished to dredge up, thus I kept it hidden deep inside, riding it out when it flared up again. Because I was a failure already, I didn't want to be an extra burden.
Yet Link seemed like he wanted to know about it. He was cautious about bringing it up, but only to not offend me. And maybe telling him wouldn't be so bad… and yet the fear of his rejection weighed heavily on my heart. But perhaps if he knew what a mess I was, then it would nip the growing feelings in my chest for him. Who would want to be with someone like me?
"It's hard for me to talk about it." I whispered back, my hands gripping my shins.
"That's ok." I heard Link shuffle to his feet. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."
I bit my lip. Then in a small voice I uttered, "No. I… I would like to tell you. If you really want to hear."
I felt something brush against me and to my complete bewilderment, Link was suddenly at my side, sitting next to me, his shoulder barely brushing mine. "I do. And if it gets too hard, you don't have to finish." Link sighed, his head tilting back to look at the darkening sky, the first glimmers of stars appearing. "But I want you to know Zelda, when things get hard, I'll be here for you. If you ever need a hand, mine will always be there."
I felt my lips tremble at his kindness. He held his hand out to me and shakily, I took it, his hands rough and calloused from training and honing his skill for years. Then again, mine probably weren't much better. I had plenty of calluses from my bow and brass knuckles. Despite that, his hand felt nice in mine.
Taking a breath, I looked out at the lake, wondering where to start. "My mother died when I was five. Before that, things were… good. Although my memories from back then are scattered. But I do recall mother, father, and I being a happy family. But then she died…" I set my chin back on my knees, feeling very small. "Neither father nor I took it very well. Father started to grow distant and began to put a lot more responsibility on me. It honestly felt like I had lost both parents. And then suddenly all of Hyrule was making demands of me… I had to harness my powers, I had to study, I had to learn diplomacy, I had to travel the lands and get to know the clans and people I would one day rule. It was like a whirlwind had been thrown at me and I was barely able to keep myself steady." I paused, chewing my lip as images flashed in my mind… images of a sad little girl who just wanted to be acknowledged...
"Father!" The girl called. "Look, I got everything right on my history exam today. And Ms. Furona said my penmanship is excellent!"
The man turned to the child, his lips frowning and his eyes flickering with annoyance. "Zelda, I'm busy. Besides, I expect nothing less than perfection from you. You need to keep a calm disposition instead of parading around after every little thing." With that the King walked away, leaving the child alone, her sad green eyes following him until he disappeared.
"Zelda, your father wishes to see you." The maid called.
The girl, slightly older now, glared at the door, deep in concentration as she tinkered with a few ingredients Impa's older sister had given her. Several books were spread open on her desk as she gleamed whatever information she could on the ingredients, hoping to make a healing salve that she could use to put on her bruises and cuts after training.
"Zelda!" The maid called again.
Growing frustrated by the distractions, the girl turned to the door and shouted, "Tell the King I do not wish to see him!"
There was a pause and then the sound of footsteps receding. No one bothered her for the rest of the night, which had been the girl's wish, however she couldn't help but feel a slight sting in her chest.
"Is that the Princess? Voices whispered around the girl as she stood and played the violin as the rest of the royals milled about, enjoying the evening in the dinning room. A feast had been prepared for the nobles, and the King had ordered Zelda to play for everyone. Begrudgingly the girl agreed, only after threats were made to cease her science lessons.
Thus there the girl stood, surrounded by royalty as she played her violin. The notes were pleasant and serene, however she hated playing the violin. The King knew that. It hit too close, brought back too many memories. Yet he had forced her to play - unyielding. For tonight she had to act like the perfect Princess she was supposed to be. The maids had made sure to cover the cuts on her hands which she had acquired from punching her mirror earlier that day. They had bandaged them and given her white gloves to wear. They dressed her up and told her to shut up. All she had to do was look the part and play.
So she did.
It was only later in the evening when the nobles had had enough alcohol to drink did the girl shift the tone of her playing. Instead of peaceful and laidback, it turned slow and lugubrious. Yet at this point in the night, no one noticed. No one noticed the girls sorrowful cries. It was as if she wasn't even there at all.
"Zelda, it is unbecoming of a Princess to pick fights." The King sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose with two fingers. "I don't understand why you can't behave."
The girl folded her arms, "They started it."
"I do not care who started it. You, as a Princess, should be mature enough to act accordingly." The King fixed her with intense, judging eyes. "Perhaps it best if you stop these silly endeavors. A Princess need not learn to fight or to wield a bow."
"You can't stop me." The girl bit out, growing angry.
"I'm the King and I'm your father." He replied, "If I say you will stop, you will stop!"
The girl clenched her fist, "I refuse!" Before the King could say anymore, she spun on her heel and ran out of the room, anger flaring up inside her, but beneath that was an all-consuming sadness. Although surrounded by people, she felt utterly alone.
"Zelda?" I lifted my head, the memories fading away.
"Sorry." I murmured and shook myself. I felt a soft squeeze on my hand and looked down to be reminded that Link was still holding my hand, as if to say it was ok. "Needless to say, I didn't handle it very well." The words came out bitter.
"My father and I fought a lot." I continued. "Which you probably already surmised." I sighed and rubbed my forehead with my free hand.
I felt Link's gaze on me. "You don't have to continue." I found his voice reassuring.
Shaking my head, I replied, "It's alright. I just don't really know how to convey any of it. I've never really had too."
Link shrugged, "That's fine. I'll listen regardless."
I closed my eyes, still pondering why he was so kind and understanding towards me. His presence had been nothing more than an inconvenience to me initially, but now I found so much comfort in it. Perhaps that's why I was terrified to feel what I did and trust him so…. Because what if he saw all the unsightly things about me and ran away. Who would stay?
And yet there was the fleeting glimmer of hope that compelled me onwards.
"As I've said before, father grew distant and cold towards me. I felt as if I was just an item to him - something that he fed resources into and then paraded me in front of nobles. I felt less and less like his daughter…. Less and less like he actually cared about me. Daruk and Urbosa tried to talk to him, but it never seemed to help. They tried their best to help; Urbosa let me live with the Gerudo for several months every year as a reprieve from the castle, and Daruk would take me on training excursions away from the castle. Vorel, he also saw the strife between my father and I and took me under his wing, allowing me to train with the Sheikah. I had people around me that cared and wanted to help, but despite all they did, everyone avoided the topic of my mother. I don't blame them though. It was a hard topic to broach, especially since I had become closed off.
"As more time passed, I…. rebelled. I picked fights with other kids, I yelled and screamed, I broke things…. I was consumed with so much anger. Because that was the only emotion I could deal with. All the others were just too much for me to handle… the sadness, the self-loathing, the hatred, the isolation…" I swallowed, my throat tightening. "Guess that really hasn't changed." I tried laughing but it came out more like a sob.
Link hadn't said anything while I talked. He just sat and listened. Yet his hand hadn't left mine, which gave me resolve. "This persisted throughout my childhood. Eventually I reached an age where more and more stress was put on awakening my powers. It was all I heard, and the longer I went without unlocking my abilities, the more intense and severe my father grew. He put a lot of blame on me. He said I was wasting my time with training and science…. He said my only purpose was to use these powers… He said I was a failure. Suddenly I felt the weight of all of Hyrule on my shoulders. It was my burden to bare; no one could help me. It was then I…" I let go of Link's hand to grab my opposite bicep, my hand curling around it tightly.
"Zelda." Link's voice was low and soft, "You don't have to go on."
"No." I whispered, knowing I had to get the next words out. "Just let me finish."
Link paused for a second, "Of course."
Steeling myself, "I felt so overwhelmed… and just so awful. I felt as if I couldn't do anything right. It was then-" My voice cracked and I felt tears sting the back of my eyes as I thought of the young girl I used to be. So sad and lonely. Suddenly I felt a pressure along my shoulders and realized Link had wrapped his arm around me. His warmth radiated down my back, calming me - giving me strength to continue.
"I started to loathe myself. I hated how incapable I was - it pushed me to try even harder, but no matter what I did I felt like more of a failure. I didn't rely on others because I felt like a burden. But more than anything I hated myself. I felt like I wasn't good enough. And in my anger, my sorrow, my hatred… I… I hurt myself. All I could think is that this is what I deserve. I started to do drastic things. I just hated everything about me." A tear slipped from my eye, silently falling. "It was only thanks to Urbosa, Impa, Daruk, and Falnore that I stopped on my trajectory. They pulled me from the heart of the flames I was standing in - as I was ready to burn everything around me to the ground. If not for them, I don't know if I'd be here today."
An anxious silence filled us. I bit my lip, nervous after pouring all that information on Link. He had patiently listened, yet I knew it was a lot to take in… and to understand what I had done and felt; it wasn't something others could comprehend easily without feeling the same things.
Finally, Link's voice shattered the silence, calm and soothing. "Thank you for sharing that with me." I turned to look at him, my eyes apprehensive, but curious. I met his gaze, startled to see such sadness in them.
"Link." I breathed.
His hand came up to my face and gently wiped away a stray tear, his touch soft. "I'm so sorry you had to go through that." He inhaled, his eyes growing serious. "Please know that you are strong Zelda. You're one of the strongest people I know. You're smart, you're skilled, you're determined, you're so many things. You may not see what an amazing person you are, but I do. And I want you to know, I'll be there for you. I know some battles you'll have to fight on your own, but I'll be there to support you. Understand?"
It felt like I was in a dream, listening to him talk. For so long I had wanted to hear those words. That someone accepted me. That someone saw how damaged I was, but regardless they still accepted me and would stand besides me. My chest swelled with emotions as I listened to my knight, his words sincere and his eyes filled with kindness.
Did I really deserve to have someone like this in my life?
I swallowed as Link finished, and without thinking, I leaned into him, wrapping my arms around his torso and leaning my head on his shoulder. I felt Link tense for a moment in surprise, but then his muscles relaxed and his other arm wrapped around me, embracing me in a hug. "Thank you." I whispered, my voice sore. "Thank you, Link." Tears fell from my eyes as I was unable to hold them back much longer.
In response, Link held me tighter.
The next day we awoke early and quickly saddled our horses. Link and I did not say much, but I could tell we were back on normal terms. I felt a little embarrassed about everything I had said last night, but Link wasn't bothered in the least. He seemed to take everything in stride and was very understanding. A part of me wondered if anything bothered him.
Climbing into my saddle, I frowned, recalling what had initiated the fight between Link and I to begin with. Although we had talked last night, which seemed to fix things, we hadn't resolved the initial issue.
Riding south, towards Ternio Trail, I urged Icefire along until we were next to Link and Epona. Link arched an eyebrow, telling from my expression I had something to say. Clearing my throat, I started, "I understand where you are coming from, and because of that, I will not go off on my own anymore. At least not until Calamity Ganon has been defeated. I think it reasonable that I can still be with others though without you present. However I shall notify you of my whereabouts." I stated everything as if it was some diplomatic agreement we were about to make.
Link stared at me for a few moments and then let out a little chuckle, which made me narrow my eyes at him. "Is something funny about my proposal?" I inquired.
Link shook his head, smirking, "Not at all. You're just so formal about it."
I looked away, feigning offense. "Yesterday you did say we should come to some kind of agreement. So this was the compromise I came to. However, if you have any objections or things to add, do so now."
Link shook his head, slightly laughing, "I can't really argue when you put it like that. But I think it's a decent compromise. Thanks Zelda." His bright smile made me blush.
Looking down at my hands, I replied, "Of course. It's the least I can do. Besides, we shouldn't be fighting. There are other things we need to focus on. Hyrule depends on us working as a team."
Link nodded. "True. But regardless of that, I prefer it when we get along."
"Yes, me too." I smiled softly. Glancing over at Link, I said in a more hushed tone, "Thanks for listening, Link."
Link nodded, "Any time Zelda. I'm here to support you. You've been there for me, so it only seems right that I'm there for you."
I blinked, having forgotten our talk at the Kara Kara Bazaar. "I suppose you're right." I smiled. Perhaps Link really did see something in me that I could not. Maybe one day I would see it too.
Things were definitely better after Urbosa, Daruk, Impa, and Falnore came to my aid. They saw the downward spiral I was on and pulled me from the storm I was weathering. I had been able to more onwards and find good things, mainly the people around me, that drove me to move forwards instead of wallowing in my inner darkness. It had been hard, and I knew those underlying issues were still present, lurking and waiting in the shadows of my mind. But for the last few years I had been able to keep them at bay, although when I was alone or when the sense of failure crept over me, they would seep out, consuming me.
I wasn't sure if I'd ever get to a happy place, but for now, I was fine being in a relatively stable place.
"Well it's settled." I stated, finalizing our agreement. Link gave a quick nod, signaling his approval.
Reaching Ternio Trail, we turned onto it, heading into Akkala territory. There were several objectives we needed to focus on in Akkala, although one of them I deeply dreaded. "We'll make our way to the East Akkala Stables." I informed Link. "From what Purah told me, Robbie's lab is just north of that. We'll head there first."
"Another researcher?" Link asked.
"Yes." I confirmed, "He and Purah are perhaps the brightest minds alive today. Their research will be instrumental. I believe the guardians they discovered will be a great advancement. Although convincing father may prove difficult." The last sentence I muttered, wondering how I would discuss the matter with him. Surely he would see the usefulness of such technology.
"They do seem dangerous." Link mused, probably recalling the laser beam Purah had accidentally triggered.
"When misused, many things can be dangerous. And really, is the guardian any more dangerous than the sword you wield? Or the bow I carry? All can be used for lethal purposes as well as protection. It merely matters what side you are looking at it from."
Link arched his eyebrows at me, not expecting such an answer, "You sure you aren't included in the list of brightest people alive?"
I laughed, "Hardly. Purah and Robbie can run mental circles around me. I aspire to be as erudite as them, however my research is merely tinkering compared with theirs."
"I don't know." Link scratched his head, "The arrows you made seem pretty impressive and useful. And that healing ointment you have is pretty effective too."
I smiled at his complement. It always made me happy when people appreciated the fruits of my research. "Yes, I suppose so. But Robbie and Purah are on a completely different level. Purah and Robbie have provided the Sheikah with many advancements. They developed a line of stealth clothing - boots that muffle footsteps, clothes that create no noise as you move through forest. It's even waterproof! And the weapon enhancements they've come up with - Astounding. And of course Robbie loves his contraptions. Some of them have been rather odd however." I chuckled as I thought back on some of them.
"You really love research, don't you?"
I nodded, "Yes. I'd love to be a researcher. However I know that isn't possible. It will be nothing but a hobby. So until I take the throne, I think some kind of mediator between the clans would be something I'd enjoy. Plus if I do that, I won't have to stay at the castle for long periods of time."
"You do seem to enjoy traveling." Link mused.
"Yes." I agreed. "Hyrule is beautiful. It is hard to appreciate it truly when you do nothing but make policies inside a stingy castle every day." I sighed, knowing that was my fate. "So until that day comes, I wish to explore and appreciate everything Hyrule has to offer."
"Even when you do become Queen, I think you can still travel." Link replied. "After all, you are the Queen - you kind of make the rules."
I tilted my head at Link, never having thought about my future role as Queen like that. Everything had always been dictated for me or I had been held under tight constraints my entire life. But when I was Queen, who really would have the authority to stop me? "I suppose you have a point." I voiced.
We continued onwards, passing by several merchants and knights on horseback as we continued towards Akkala. As a prevalent military hub, Akkala was a very busy region - many coming and going. Preferring to keep a low profile, I took out my cloak and threw it over my shoulders, pulling the hood up over my head in the process. Thankfully most of Hyrule had no idea what Princess Zelda looked like. However since the knights at the Akkala Tower frequented the Castle, some of them would definitely recognize me. However as we passed two knights on horseback it appeared I had been mistaken about who they would recognize between Link and I.
"Link?" One of the knights called, stopping his horse only a few paces in front of us. "Is that you?"
My eyes fell on a knight around my age, his auburn hair cut short. His piercing hazel eyes were intently focused on Link and an array of freckles splattered his face. The knight with him came to a stop as well, donned in full armor, only his tanned face revealed.
I saw Link's eyes light with recognition, "Kajo?" His eyes flitted to the armored knight, "Tulun?"
"Well, I'll be!" The freckled knight, Kajo said, "It is you. Whatever are you doing here? Thought you got a big-wig job at the castle."
Link nodded. "Yes."
Deciding to intervene before Link said anything more about my identity, I interjected, "He has been assigned as my escort. I am the daughter of Vorel, the Sheikah leader."
Kajo's eyes turned to me, as if just now realizing I was here. "A Sheikah, huh?" He rubbed his chin, "You're a ways from home."
"Perhaps." I replied, "I am here to visit the researcher Robbie."
"Ah, him." Kajo laughed, "He's a bit of an odd one. Although there certainly has been lots of commotion lately with him and Hyrulian officials."
I blinked several times, "There has?" I asked, baffled.
"Yeah. Some big research project. The captains haven't told us much about us, but they've been transferring a lot of equipment from the researcher's place back into Central."
"Is that so?" This was certainly news to me.
"Oh, I think there was another Sheikah visiting too. There were some security protocols around her." Koja thought for a moment, then his eyes went back to me, "Actually, I think she was Vorel's daughter too."
I arched an eyebrow. Surely Impa couldn't be here. No, Impa would have no reason to visit Robbie; but Purah would. What exactly had Purah been up to since I had last seen her? I had requested her services, and it appeared she had already acted upon them.
"Yes, that is my sister, Purah. Her and Robbie are collaborating."
"Huh. I wonder just what it is they could be working on with the Central government." Koja mulled.
Before I could deflect, the armored knight with Koja finally spoke, "We must be leaving, Koja. We need to reach the military base before dusk."
"Right right." Koja replied. "Well, was nice seeing you, Link. And a pleasure meeting you…"
"Impa." I supplied, figuring Impa wouldn't mind me using her as an alias for now.
"Yes, Impa. Nice to make your acquaintance." He gave an elegant, yet slightly dramatic bow on his horse. "Don't have too much fun with your big-wig escorting mission, Link!" He grinned and then tugged on his horse's reins. The two knights were gone within a minute.
As they disappeared, I let out a sigh. Link gave me a questioning look, "Impa?"
I glared at him, "I think it best to make my presence scarce. Do you know the gossip it would incite if the knights and higher ups caught wind I was here? Ugh, they wouldn't leave me alone! Dealing with you is bad enough, but General Cyprian would send an entire squadron to my aid. He wouldn't dare let anything happen to me in his domain for fear of insulting my father."
Link arched an eyebrow, "Perhaps we should stop by the Akkala Citadel."
I glowered at him, "If you so much as alter your direction towards the Citadel, I will shoot you." I grabbed hold of my bow for dramatic effect.
Link laughed, "Well, I definitely don't want to chance getting blown up."
Link continued to chuckle to himself while I leered at him, not pleased with his teasing. Passing under the giant archway that led into Akkala, I was greeted by the vibrant and colorful scenery that was Akkala. The trees and vegetation in Akkala were nothing less than a delight on the eyes.
"Have you been to the Citadel before?" I asked Link, wondering how he knew the knights we had just run into."
Link nodded, "I was stationed here for a while. But I also stayed here several times as a kid when my father was on duty."
"You must be quite familiar with Akkala then."
Link shrugged, "I suppose. I had lots of time to explore while my father was working. My mother and sister would come to visit us sometimes too."
"How nice." I smiled, imagining a child version of Link spending time with his family.
We fell silent after this, the towering structure that was the Citadel coming into view. We took the road north, riding closer towards the Citadel. More and more travelers were on the road, and the busy life of the town just beneath the Citadel could be heard as we rode past. Knights frequented the road, groups walking by us on foot while some trotted by on horseback, not paying Link or I much heed. Still I grew anxious around all these soldiers and quickened our pace.
Eventually we reached the South Akkala Stables, which was bustling with life. Knights, merchants, and travelers alike were busy doing business or spending some time relaxing there. It felt as if it was almost a mini version of the Kara Kara Bazaar. Without drawing much attention to ourselves, Link and I continued on as I pulled my hood further down to mask my face.
Instead of taking the road that ran close to the Citadel, I took the northernmost road, which was the one I typically took when visiting the Spring of Power. However I wasn't planning on stopping there today. My goal was to reach the Eastern Stables, which would be much less busy as well as adjacent to Robbie's lab. After what the freckled knight, Koja, had mentioned, I was quite curious to see what was happening between Robbie, Purah, and those back at the castle.
Making our way through Shadow Pass, colorful trees surrounded us on both sides. This road was far less traveled, and the noise of civilization had faded away, leaving room to hear the rustle of leaves and chirping of birds. Movement caught my eye, and I noticed a rabbit dashing back into the undergrowth. Dragonflies and butterflies danced about all around us. The trees and shrubbery created a dazzling display, their vibrant leaves mingling together to create a mural of oranges, yellows, reds, browns, and the faintest hint of indigo as well as splashes of green.
However the scenic view soon melted away as we left Shadow Pass, coming to an open meadow. On our left was Ordorac Quarry, a mine discovered several decades ago by the Hyrulian government. It had become an important resource for the kingdom, as it was rich in many useful ores as well as some rare ones. Although it was Hylian owned, the work had been outsourced to mainly Gorons, who were expert miners. A small Goron settlement had been built in the Quarry, one I had stayed at several times during my visits to the Spring of Power, which was most accessible through the Quarry.
We kept at a good pace, reaching the Eastern stables only a few hours before dusk. As expected, this stable was far less populated than the previous one closer to the Citadel. Paying for two beds, I drug my saddle bags over to my bed and fell onto the bed, happy to be done traveling for the day. For some reason there were days were traveling didn't bother me at all, while others I was left exhausted and wary. For some reason today I felt unusually tired, perhaps because I had been tense the entire time riding past the Citadel.
Link came in then, his eyes instantly finding me. "Tired?" He asked.
I nodded. Before I could reply however, two knights entered the stables, claiming two beds across from us. They paid us no attention, but that didn't stop me from rolling onto my stomach and burying my face into a pillow. My actions earned me an amused expression from Link. I leered at him, "I'd just prefer to not cause a commotion."
Link chuckled, "I don't think half of the knights at the Citadel would recognize you. In fact I didn't know what you looked like until I was stationed at the Castle."
I exhaled, knowing he was probably right. "I still don't like chancing it." I hissed.
"Would it really be that bad if one of them noticed you?" Link scratched the back of his neck, "You could always just say you're here on business and must be on your way."
"Yes, that is true." I replied stingily, my back still turned to the knights.
Link shook his head in amusement, "Well while I cook dinner, I can collect some of Icefire's hairs and braid them into a wig for you, Impa." His voice was teasing.
"Har har, you're hilarious." My voice was laced with sarcasm.
Link chuckled and walked away, leaving me lying on my bed. Thankfully the other knights exited the stables, and I was left alone besides a female traveler who appeared to be napping a few beds over.
I sighed, growing bored just lying in bed. Although my body felt tired, my mind was not. Grabbing my cloak, I pulled the hood over my head and walked outside. However what I found surprised me, making me stop in my tracks. Link and the two knights were gathered around the campfire, easily talking. It appeared Link knew these knights as well. One was middle aged, his hair dark gray with flecks of white, while the other was younger, around my age, with brown hair tied back into a low ponytail.
I grimaced, not wanting to join them however I didn't really want to go back inside either. I debated for a moment, and then turned towards the stables, deciding this was the safer option. However Link had noticed my presence by now, and waved me over. I folded my arms in response, yet by now the other two knights had noticed my presence. Feeling I had no other choice now that all the attention was on me, I glumly walked over to the fire.
"Is this who you are escorting?" The older knight asked, his voice low and pleasant.
Link nodded and I gave a brief wave. A rush of awkwardness washed over me and I shuffled my feet. "I'm going to check on the horses." I blurted out; it was the first excuse I could think of to leave. With that I darted off before anyone could say otherwise. I breathed a sigh of relief as I rounded the corner and found Icefire grazing. I walked over to the fence and seeing me, Icefire gave a brief neigh, and then turned away from me. I huffed. Clearly he wasn't too pleased with me. He probably didn't appreciate being left behind at the stables for days while Link and I went off on foot. He really was a spiteful stead when he felt offended.
My eyes drifted towards the North, following the path that led to Robbie's lab. Curiosity and anticipation filled me. If it wasn't so late, I'd have gone there right away. But at this point in the day it would have to wait until tomorrow.
"Zelda." Link's voice caught my attention and I saw a bowl of steaming food in his hands. "Did you want to join me by the fire? The knights decided to do one more patrol."
I grabbed the bowl from Link's hand and followed him back to the fire, happy to see it deserted besides for the two of us. Link and I ate in silence, however once we were finished, Link said, "The knights from before, they invited me to do some training with them tomorrow."
"You'd enjoy that." I replied.
Link nodded, "Yea, although I wasn't sure when we'd be leaving for Robbie's lab."
"Right." I thought for a moment, knowing Robbie's lab wasn't far away, that much was evident by the spiral of smoke in the distance, likely coming from a furnace in his lab. "Why not train with them while I visit Robbie? It's a quick walk from here. I doubt I'll run into any trouble, but if I do, you'll probably hear me scream."
Link arched an eyebrow, "I'll hear you scream? More like I'll hear your enemies scream."
I gave a meek laugh, knowing that was more accurate. "Well, what's your decision, Hero of Hyrule?"
Link gave an exasperated sigh at the regal title, "If it's not that far, I could always walk you there and come back."
I shrugged, expecting that reply. "That works. I just didn't want to interrupt you if you started training before I left."
Link looked away and then let out a sigh, "Perhaps you have a point. I guess if it's not far… and since the area is heavily patrolled…. I suppose there isn't much danger."
I beamed, feeling accomplished at this small victory. "Exactly. Although, if you change your mind tomorrow, that's alright."
Link smiled, "I'm just happy we can discuss this now."
.I felt pleased too. "Well after our talk yesterday and this morning, it would be prudent of me to abide by what we agreed upon and be more open with you."
"I appreciate it, Zelda. Really."
"Besides," I started, "This will be practice for when you have to return to Korok Forest and I'll be left all on my own. Oh, whatever shall I do?" I made the last sentence extra dramatic.
Link shook his head, "I know you are more than capable of surviving without me." He gave a strained smile, "Just don't do anything reckless."
"Ah." I replied, putting a finger to my chin, "There goes my plans of hunting Lynels."
Link sighed and shook his head, his hand coming up to massage his temple, "Knowing you, you'll just stumble upon a lynel without even looking for one."
I folded my arms, "I know I have a bad record, but lynels are exceedingly rare. There haven't been reports of them in several decades… maybe even centuries. I know monsters are starting to move, but I don't expect to see any lynels anytime soon."
"We can only hope." Link teased me. "But you'll be the first to find them when they return. Monster Magnet."
"I. Am. Not. A. Monster. Magnet." I bit out, putting emphasis on every word.
Link laughed. "I really don't believe that."
As much as I hated to admit it, he might have had a point. Although I'd never tell him that.
Morning came and for once I woke up early… not as early as Link however, who was busy polishing his sword, the blade gleaming in the faint morning light. He greeted me with a nod of his head and then went about cooking breakfast. While we were finishing up, the two knights from yesterday woke up and joined us; Link quickly cooking more food. I gave Link a nervous look and then nodded in the direction of Robbie's lab.
He gave me a small smile and a brief nod. With that I left, quick to leave before the other two knights took much notice of me. Perhaps hiding my identity was futile, because someone around here must have heard Link was appointed as the Princess's personal knight… It had been a huge event at the castle and caused much fanfare.
I sighed, perhaps I was making too big of an issue out of it.
I did not have long to ponder it because it didn't take me long at all to reach Robbie's lab. It appeared much like Purah's lab, except for all the guardians and piles of scrap metal and parts positioned all around the lab. If it wasn't for all the mechanical equipment, I would imagine the place would be quite pretty as it was located on a ledge high above the sea… yet it was hard to appreciate the beauty of the sea with war machines blocking the view.
Walking to the door, I gave a brief nod, figuring Robbie would be up as he slept even less than Purah. There was a loud crashing noise on the other end of the door and then some shouts, although it was hard to make them out. A few seconds later the door was opened, although I was not expecting to see a familiar female face.
"Purah?" My forehead creased in bafflement.
"Zelda!" She exclaimed, "I was wondering when you'd make it up here. Oh boy, do I have so much to tell you!" She grinned from ear to ear and was bouncing from excitement.
"Who's there?!" A male voice shouted.
"It's the Princess!" Purah shouted back and then rolled her eyes at me. "He's an odd one."
I gave Purah an incredulous look, "He's an odd one?"
Purah laughed and then beckoned me in. The inside of this lab felt much more chaotic than Purah's… things were lying about everywhere, stacked on top of each other, in corners, on shelves… there looked to be no order whatsoever. There were gears and springs and other parts scattered about all over. Papers were strewn across the floors and tables. Books were opened as well as stacked into random piles. There was so much stuff, it was hard to take it all in.
From the adjoining room came Robbie, eccentric as ever. His hair was all over the place, neatly positioned in some crazy hairstyle in which strands were slicked into a bun on the top of his head, but as well as spiked out to the sides. He wore loose pants and jacket, both gray, with a red button-up top underneath. A strange looking pair of googles covered his eyes and he had a toothy grin upon his face as well as several smears of grime.
"The Princess?" He inquired, his head turning towards me. "Well I'll be. Purah said you'd stop by, but the longer time passed, the more I doubted it. Doesn't take that long to get from Kakariko to here."
"I took the long way around." I offered.
Robbie rubbed his chin, "That explains it."
"How has your adventure been going?" Purah asked, a sly look on her face. "That knight of yours still alive? Oh, and Impa says hi."
I blinked, not sure what to address first. "Yes, my journey has been productive. And Link is fine." Notwithstanding a few close calls, but I decided not to add that. "But tell me, what has been happening? I heard those back at the castle have been working with you."
"Indeed." Robbie replied, "They're quite a nuisance. But I can't complain about the funding."
Purah laughed, "I guess I'm to blame for it all." She stuck out the tip of her tongue as she grinned. "You see, after you had left, I decided there was no reason to wait until you got back to Hyrule Castle to start working with you Hylians. So I took matters into my own hands… and used my father's connections to get an audience with some of the officials at the Castle. Once I showed them the guardians, it was a done deal. I contacted Robbie, the Castle folk offered to fund us as well as give us a new and improved lab, and we've been preparing ever since."
"A new research lab?"
Purah nodded, "Yep. That's where we've been hauling all our equipment too. Been a real pain, especially carting the guardians over. Although Robbie's trying to convert them over so they fly instead of crawling around like a spider. That will be so helpful."
Although the thought of the guardians flying was intriguing, I asked, "Where is this new lab? We don't have a lot of open space at the castle."
"It ain't at the castle." Robbie answered, "Apparently there's this building that used to be a military facility, but they haven't used it in five years. They were able to convert it over really quickly to a research facility. Looks pretty nice. Although getting to it is a little bit of a pain since it's located at the bottom of the Tanagar Canyon."
As soon as Robbie said it, I knew exactly where it was, recalling how the military had almost abandoned the place after the military camp and training facilities at the castle were expanded.
"Eh, you can get in through the roof." Purah waved Robbie off, "So it's not as bad. The got a ramp and stairs, so we just hop onto the ceiling and then roll or carry everything down."
"Still annoying." Robbie defended.
"Oh, what's it matter to you? You aren't even involved in transporting any of our stuff." Purah stated, giving Robbie a hard look.
Robbie shrugged, "Fair."
I looked at Robbie. He was older now, although he still had the eccentric personality I recalled. "How have you been Robbie?" I asked, wanting to know how the Sheikah researcher was. "The move to Akkala went well?"
"Oh yes." Robbie answered, "Akkala is great. No clan members to interrupt my important research. And now I'm royally funded. Even if I have to put up with the Hylian government, its worth it."
"Well that's good to hear." I replied, "We will need both of your brilliant minds."
Purah giggled, "Mine as well put our projects towards the greater good. At least some of them. Robbie has a lot of… side projects if you will. Each with questionable validity."
Robbie frowned, "Each one is a stepping stone. Besides, they all have their own practicality. In fact, I have one that you would appreciate, Zelda."
"Do you?" I asked, excitement filling me. Perhaps he had invented some new kind of bow.
"With all the traveling you are doing, this is sure to be handy." Robbie said, waving at me to follow him.
"Oh no." Purah laughed, "Not that."
Robbie smirked, "Yes, indeed - that."
I looked back and forth between the two scientists, uncertainty rippling through me. This likely wasn't a bow. And I was beginning to question the usefulness of whatever this project was. "Come Princess." Robbie walked into the other room and with hesitancy, I followed. This room was a little more organized, although that may have been due to most stuff being packed away in boxes, likely to be transported to the new research lab soon.
We made our way through the room and then Robbie exited out onto what I could only call a porch, although it hardly resembled one. There was a roof over it and lots of shelves along the back wall of the lab, while the rest was open. There was plenty of contraptions and spare parts sitting about, however the thing that caught my attention was an odd looking machine sitting at the center of the porch. It came up to my hips and looked like some kind of vehicle due to the two wheels and the black seat at its center. However it puzzled me as I had no idea how one would steer such a thing or even operate it.
"Lovely, isn't it?" Robbie spoke fondly as he stroked the side of the strange machine.
"What is it?" I asked him.
Clearing his throat, Robbie began his explanation, "It is an ancient mode of transportation I have been in the process of restoring. I call it the Master Cycle. You see, it's basically like a horse, however it can go much faster and even on terrain horses can not cross easily. Quite brilliant if you ask me."
I raised my eyebrows, not sure if I believed his words. It honestly didn't look like much. "How do you operate it?" I asked, carefully inspecting it. I noticed there were several buttons by the handlebars.
Robbie grinned, "Do I detect interest?" Robbie clapped his hands in excitement. "I've been needing someone to test it out after my most recent modifications. You would be the perfect candidate."
"What?" I said, my voice filling with alarm. "I don-t know if-"
"Come, come!" Robbie ushered me closer to the Master Cycle. "This here is the start button. There are several different gears, which you can alter by squeezing the clutch" He pointed to a lever on the left handlebar, "And pressing up or down on the shifter." He pointed to a small pedal on the left side. "Shift up to go faster, and shift down if you need more power. Listen to the engine closely, it will tell you when to shift. Also, here is the brake and the throttle." He pointed to the right side of the handlebars and demonstrated the right handlebar could rotate. "You'll probably choke it off a few times, but no worry. Just hold the clutch in and start it back up."
"But-" Before I could protest further, Robbie pushed me closer to the bike and feeling there was no other option, I climbed onto the seat, straddling it.
"Now hold in the clutch and press the green button." I silently pulled the left lever in and pressed the green button, which made the Master Cycle roar to life, startling me. I gasped in surprise while Robbie grinned with glee. "Excellent now let the clutch out…. Slowly!"
I let the clutch out as he instructed, however I did not catch the slow part and the Master Cycle lurched forward and fell silent.
Robbie sighed, shaking his head. "You need to let the clutch out slowly. Otherwise it will choke off, like that."
"Oh." I said, clutching the Master Cycle tightly as I thought for sure I was going to fall over when it had lurched forward.
"Try again."
Resolutely I turned the cycle on and this time slowly let out the clutch. Suddenly the cycle was moving, slowly at first, but by the time the clutch was full out, I was riding along. I twisted the throttle slightly and the engine revved.
"Shift!" Robbie shouted from behind me. Quickly I pulled the clutch in and shifted the lever by my foot up. The engine instantly softened and I was able to go faster.
Smiling, I turned the cycle and drove back around to the front of the lab. As I reached the road, I increased my speed. The engine once more revved and I shifted up again.
I cruised down the hill, feeling elated. I was grinning by now and almost felt like laughing. How fun this was!
Before I knew it, I was at the bottom of the hill, the stables approaching rapidly. I spotted three people training with their sword behind the stables, and turned towards them, wanting to show Link the cool invention.
As I went off the road, the trip became a lot bumpier, however the cycle handled the rough terrain quite well and maintained speed. As I approached the three knights, they noticed me and stopped training. As I neared, I realized I had no idea how to stop the cycle…a key detail Robbie had left out.
I balked, wracking my brain for what I should do. As I did this, I rolled past the three knights and heard Link shout, "Zelda?"
"One moment!" I shouted. "I need to figure out how to stop this thing!" There had to be a way. Robbie had explained all the controls… so it had to be one of those. He mentioned shifting up and down… I had only shifted up, so perhaps if I shifted down… Quickly I did that and the bike began to slow. I lessened the force on the throttle and shifted once more, which slowed my pace even more. However I was still costing along, slowly, but the cycle showed no signs of stopping. An idea came to me and I pulled the clutch in and finally the cycle coasted to a stop. I let out a sigh of relief as my feet touched the ground.
"Zelda!" I turned to see Link, who was running to me. Looking behind him, I was surprised I had traveled a decent distance from the stables. Robbie had been right, this machine was faster than a horse.
Reaching me, Link came to a halt, his eyes fixed on the cycle. "What is that?"
I grinned, "It's an ancient mode of transportation Robbie has restored. He calls it the Master Cycle."
Link raised his eyebrows, "He just let you take off with it?"
I nodded, "He gave me a brief lesson beforehand. Although he failed to mention how to stop it. But I figured it out." I stated proudly.
Link exhaled and rubbed his forehead. "That seems like an important piece to leave out."
"I agree." I replied, although I should have expected it from Robbie. He sometimes gave others too much credit and assumed they knew things that were second knowledge to him. Explaining something so basic to him seemed irrelevant. I looked over to Link and said, "Hop on."
"What?" He responded, giving me a skeptical look.
"It's fine. There's room." I pointed to the extra seat behind me with my free hand.
Link continued to look at me with a skeptical look. Finally he shook his head and walked over to me, throwing his leg over the cycle and then sitting down. He rested his feet on the second pair of footrests.
"You probably want to hang on." I warned him. There was a pause, but a moment later I felt Link's arms snake around my waste. Not sure what I was expecting, I felt a blush rise to my face. I swallowed and then focused on letting the clutch out. Slowly we took off. I felt Link hold on a little tighter as we drove along, the stables coming into view.
"Do you want me to drop you off here?" I asked. "Or do you want to come back to Robbie's lab with me?"
"You can drop me off here." Link replied, his voice slightly shaky. "I'll finish up with my training and then head up to the lab."
"Got it." I said, thoroughly enjoying myself on the Master Cycle. I stopped the bike and Link hopped off, rejoining the other knights. I waved and then was off, speeding up the hill. Once Robbie's lab came into view, I stopped the cycle, although I was unsure how to actually turn it off. However Robbie and Purah rushed outside, Robbie looking delighted, while Purah looked furious.
Robbie raced over to me and flipped a red button I hadn't noticed before, silencing the machine. "How did it go?" He asked anxiously.
"How did it go?" Purah questioned, "More like is she alright? You can't just recruit the Princess of Hyrule for some dare-devil test of yours!"
I glanced at Purah, surprised by how upset she was. Abashedly, I replied, "I thought it was rather fun, to be honest."
Purah sighed, "Of course you did. Just as long as you're alright."
Putting down the kickstand, I hopped off the cycle. "I think you should definitely make more of these, Robbie." I told the researcher, quite serious.
Robbie grinned, "I'd love to! Although for now this was the only one of its kind I recovered. Any others I'd have to make from scratch… which won't be a possibility until I understand everything that composes this one."
I sighed, "How unfortunate."
Robbie laughed, "Don't worry. I'll let you ride it a few more times before you leave. I won't pass up a willing participant!"
"That would be great." I replied, already excited to ride it again.
Sorry this took a little longer than normal to get up. I actually finished writing this chapter a couple of days ago, I just put off editing it… editing is definitely my least favorite part of the process. I'll try to get the next chapter out within the normal time frame. So this weekend… hopefully.
I hope I didn't bore you guys with the motorcycle details. I love motorcycles, so I can get a little carried away. Haha! I'm really looking forward to some of the upcoming chapters, so I hope you all are liking this story so far and looking forward to where it's going. I've said this a few times before, but thank you so much for the follows, favorites, and reviews! Whenever I get notifications of them, it literally makes my day :)
