AN: This is still Madison's friend. Thank you for all the kind comments & support! I appreciate it more than you will ever know. This week has been horrific. Yesterday was the worst Thanksgiving I've ever experienced. Dementia truly does steal all the joy from a family. If you know any caregivers please, be kind to them. I promise you they need all the kindness and positive vibes they can get. I will keep updating when I'm able to, as long as the trolls don't get too nasty. I would like you all to leave comments again. Some people had the idea that I post updates of 1 story in bulk until that story is complete. Then posting another story. If I do that. Which story would you like me to post first? Do you want me to post 1 story to it's completion, before posting another story? Keep in mind that as of now I can't post Unwritten. I'm waiting on Madison to fix the story, when she has a chance.
AN: I apologize for originally posting the wrong chapter. I don't know what went wrong. Hopefully it will post correctly this time.
Chpt. 15 APOV:
The weekend passes by quietly; Christian and I spend the entire weekend at his place neither of us wanting to leave. I try to keep my mind off of everything that happened on Thursday, but no matter what I do my mind seems to wander back to the image of my apartment that night. All I wanted to do was to crawl into my bed and go to sleep, instead I had to deal with everything that Hyde did that night. Christian has been wonderful all weekend; trying to keep my mind off the situation and reassuring me that Hyde will be caught. I'm very thankful for Christian right now, he has been nothing short of amazing in helping me deal with everything going on. From handling the logistics of getting my apartment back to normal, to having clothes delivered to the apartment, to hiring security and from just holding me when I needed to cry he has done everything that I could have asked for.
"Did you want to go to the office tomorrow or would you rather work from here?" Christian asks.
"No, I need to go. There are several things that I left that I'm in the middle of working on plus being out of the office all last week I'm sure there are things stacking up" I answer as we get ready for bed.
"If you change your mind, you can always use my office here" he says.
"Thanks" I crawl into bed and cuddle up next to Christian.
Very quickly, Christian is fast asleep next to me yet I find that I am wide awake. I can't believe how everything has changed between us. A year ago, we were perfect strangers in a foreign country looking to explore a lifestyle we knew very little about. We spent two wonderful nights together in Taiwan before being separated having never known each other's real name. A year later, we happen to meet at a charity event that Kate invites me to just as I relocate to Seattle. We just started getting to know each other again when Hyde attacks and now I find that we are practically living together at least for the foreseeable future. If you would have told me when I first started learning more about BDSM that this is the type of relationship I would be I would have told you that you were crazy. Initially I thought I would have a dom that I would occasionally, maybe on the weekends or a couple nights during the week for a scene and that would be the extent of our involvement with one another. I could never picture something like that with Christian; we seem to have an emotional connection and I think we have from the first night in Taiwan.
The week passes by slowly; as Taylor said, Luke Sawyer is my shadow every day outside of Christian's apartment. I thought it would be weird having someone follow me around all day, but Sawyer sort of blends in at the office. He doesn't enter to my office unless necessary and thankfully does not follow me to the restroom since he can see it from where he sits outside my office. Stacy and Sawyer have seemed to have hit it off which I'm thankful for since she is the key to my office running smoothly. Most nights this week I am at Christian's apartment long before he is; several nights I have felt him crawl into bed long after I have already been asleep. He has several big projects going on that he is trying to wrap up which I don't mind because it's given me the opportunity to catch up on the work I missed last week.
There is nothing new on the Jack Hyde front; Welsh checks his financial transactions daily but nothing has come up since he emptied his bank account. Taylor is handling everything with the home owner's insurance company and with Escala's management team to insure my apartment is fully restored to its original condition as quickly as possible. We still don't know how Hyde accessed my security code for the elevator; reports indicate though that it was my code in the elevator used to access my floor that night.
What time are you done working tonight? –C
I should be done in the next hour or so –A
Come to my office when you're done? I have a conference call but could have dinner here? –C
Sure –A
After I wrap up the manuscript I'm approving, I send off a few emails and pack up my laptop for the weekend and head out with Sawyer. Christian and I haven't talked about this weekend but I'm hoping he doesn't have to go into the office every day. If he does, I will likely spend some time shopping with Kate or at least meeting her for lunch since I feel like I haven't seen her very much since the charity ball. As we leave the office, Sawyer notifies Taylor that we are on our way and he drives the few blocks to GEH. I never realized how close Christian's office was to SIP; it's literally a matter of blocks away.
"Hello Mr. Grey" I walk into Christian's office.
"Shut and lock the door" Christian says in his dom voice.
I immediately comply and as quickly as I turn around, Christian's lips are on mine. Christian and I haven't been intimate in days; his late hours and early mornings have left it impossible for us to spend much time together. He pushes me up against the wall, his lips crushing mine as his hands roam my entire body. He presses his erection against my sex and despite all of our clothes; I can feel how much he wants me right now. His lips never leaving mine, he unbuttons my blouse tossing it to the floor before nearly ripping my bra off. He pushes my skirt and underwear down so I am left in only a pair of heels.
"I missed you" Christian moans as I rub his erection through his pants.
"Mr. Grey, your call is about to start" his assistant says through the intercom.
I look at Christian confused as he leads me to his desk; he unbuttons his pants and pulls down his boxer briefs before sitting in his desk chair.
"Under the desk" he says.
I quickly realize he wants me to fulfill my promise of sucking him off during a conference call which the very thought of turns me on. I kneel under his large wooden desk and am thankful that even if someone were to come in right now they couldn't see me under here. Just as I reach up to stroke Christian, he quickly gets up from the chair and I hear him walking around the office. I have no idea what he is doing but he quickly returns to his chair, adjusting his chair so the height places his rock hard erection is inches from my mouth. I immediately grasp his erection in my hand and begin slowly stroking it as I hear him lift his phone to begin his conference call. I slowly lick him up and down, kissing the tip of his erection before taking him into my mouth. Christian's voice never gives any indication of what is going on, however his hand is gripping my head tightly as he urges me to take him deeper.
"One moment gentleman" I hear Christian say. "Andrea, I need the file we spoke about earlier, please bring it in quickly…..Gentleman you may continue I will have the file shortly."
Christian pushes my head down roughly against his erection until he hits the back of my throat. Seconds later I hear his office door open and I pull back causing him to nearly fall out of my mouth. Christian quickly pulls me back to his erection, once again pulling me so he is deep in my mouth. I hear Andrea approach his desk and him talking to her; there is nothing I can do but hope she is oblivious to what is occurring under the desk she just put a folder on. Christian eases his grip on my head, I slowly resume my pace of sucking him as I hear Andrea leave his office.
"Gentleman, please hold on for a moment…I have another call but will be back shortly" Christian says.
Christian holds my head firmly with his hands, setting his own pace as he thrusts deep into me several times. His breathing has increased and I can hear him moaning quietly as his grip on me becomes tighter.
"Oh….ANA!" he moans just before finding his release deep inside of my throat.
"I can't tell you how many times I've thought about that since you were in here last week" Christian helps me from under his desk.
"Me too" I smile.
"I need to finish this call before we head home, there's dinner on the table under the hot plate. Will you bring me one?" Christian asks.
"Sure," I say putting my clothes back on.
Christian and I eat our dinner, however business separates us as he continues his conference call and I check emails when finishing my dinner. After another hour or so, Christian finally ends his conference screaming into the phone before throwing the file he was working on across the room. I've never seen Christian like this; his eyes are full of anger and frustration.
"Are you done?" he asks.
"Yes" I answer quietly.
"Let's go" he says packing up his briefcase before taking my hand as we leave his office.
The ride back to Escala is quiet but I can feel the tension radiating from Christian's body. I don't know what the conference call was about or why it turned out sour so quickly as I was wrapped up in reading edits on a manuscript but whatever happened I can tell it pissed Christian off. Christian spends most of the ride responding to emails on his phone and as soon as we arrive at his apartment he apologizes and heads to his office. I can tell he is frustrated and stressed but I really don't know Christian well enough to know what helps him when he is like this. I quickly come up with an idea, take my phone and head to the playroom. I unlock the door and step inside; immediately I remember the last time we were in this room – the night Hyde destroyed my apartment. That night was amazing, even though I thought Christian was crazy for bringing me in here with everything going on, it truly did help me feel better. It took my mind off the entire situation and eventually I listened to what Christian had been trying to tell me from the beginning – that he had everything handled. Just remembering that night, the intense scene and the hard orgasms that I had that night has my panties soaked. I quickly remove my clothes, folding them as I put them on the table.
I'm waiting your command sir –A
I kneel on the floor in standard sub position, having put my phone on the table with my clothes as I don't expect a response. A few moments later, I hear the door open and Christian gasps loudly likely taking in my naked body. My eyes remain glued to the floor as I hear Christian shut and lock the door behind him.
"Stand" he orders, his voice in full dom mode.
I quickly stand in front of him, my eyes remaining glued to the floor as he walks around my body slowly. I feel his eyes roaming my body as if he is looking at me for the first time. His hands gently explore my body, rubbing my back, massaging my breasts, touching me everywhere as I struggle to hold in a moan.
"You're very wet" he states.
"Yes sir" I feel my face blush.
"Tell me what you were thinking about when you walked in here" he requests.
"The last time we were in here…." I begin. "The intensity of the scene….how hard I came…."
"And that got you excited?" He asks rubbing my clit.
"Yes sir" I moan.
I hear Christian walking around the room, I hear drawers open and close but my eyes remain fixed on the floor. He returns and quickly places a blindfold over my eyes before gently pushing my legs apart. I quickly feel him insert the Ben Wa balls deep inside my sex as I gasp at sudden action. I suddenly feel him sucking on my nipples hard, pinching and sucking them repeatedly just before he attaches a clamp to both of them.
"Ohhhhhhhhhhhh" I moan at the slight pain.
"On your knees" he commands.
I immediately comply; I feel his hands gently open my mouth before he inserts something large and round in it. He attaches something around my head which seems to connect to the other side of my mouth. I realize that the item he has affixed to my mouth makes it impossible to close my mouth. Without warning he thrusts his erection in my mouth, holding my head so he immediately hits the back of my throat. I struggle to swallow and I realize this even more difficult to do than normal seeing that my mouth is stuck in this open position. I'm holding onto his thighs tightly as he continues to thrust in and out of my mouth while I'm feeling immobilized by this item. The constant thrusting moves the balls inside of me around nearly hitting my g spot every time Christian hits the back of my throat. This continues for several minutes until I'm moaning loudly with Christian deep in my throat. Just as unexpected as he entered my mouth, he quickly pulls out and removes the item that was holding my mouth open. My jaw is sore from being open for so long but I'm so turned at this moment I don't pay much attention to it. He lifts me up off the floor and I immediately feel the wetness between my legs; my thighs are likely coated with my juices.
Christian attaches a long chain to my nipple clamps and gently pulls on it urging me to walk towards him. I can't see anything, but I have been in this room enough times to have a general idea of the layout. He leads me a few feet before turning me around, his lips finding mine, his tongue thrusting in out of my mouth quickly. He pushes his erection against my clit, making me moan loudly against his lips. I can feel him slick with my juice which turns me on even more. He takes gently lifts my leg up to attach it to the cross that I now realize is behind me. My other leg and wrists are attached and I realize I am on full view for him. My face flushes with embarrassment realizing he is likely standing there staring at my naked body, seeing all my imperfections while there is nothing I can do. My hands are immobilized above my head so I can't cover my body up.
"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I moan as a riding crop comes down on my stomach.
The riding crop hits me lightly all across my body, hitting my breasts, my clit, my stomach, my hips over and over again. My body tries to move against the cross but I'm not sure if it's to get closer or further from the crop as my skin heats up drastically each time the crop hits me. The movement causes the balls to move around me intensively hitting that magical spot every time.
"Christian….." I moan.
"Tell me" he requests.
"Please….Christian…" I moan.
"Tell me" he orders.
"Please….I need to come….Sir Please" I beg.
Christian's lips are on mine again, his hand is against my sex rubbing is harshly as I find myself grinding against him trying to find some relief. Suddenly the balls are removed, I come hard and loud screaming Christian's name repeatedly.
"Did I say you could come?" Christian releases my arms and legs before assisting me from the cross.
"No sir" I say breathlessly.
Christian doesn't say a word but I can sense his displeasure immediately. He leads me to the bed, removing the nipple clamps harshly before directing me to bend over the bed. He walks around the room once again, more drawers are opened which increases my anxiety not knowing what he is going to do. I'm lying on the bed, my overly sensitive nipples rubbing against the cool fabric when I suddenly feel Christian behind me, rubbing his erection against my soaking folds. His hand finds my clit, all too quickly my legs are turning to rubber the more turned on I get. I'm quickly on the verge of an orgasm when I feel him press a cold object against my ass. My breath hitches remembering the anal play during our last scene. Although my mind thought it was wrong, my body enjoyed it tremendously as evident by the hard orgasm that ended our session.
"Ahhhhhhhhhh" I moan as he pushes it into me.
"Breath" he says before quickly pushing the remainder of the item into me.
"Ohhhhhhhhhh…..Christian" I moan.
This feels bigger than the last time; not just wider but it feels like it's deeper inside of me than before. I'm breathing heavy at the uncomfortable feeling and contemplate using my safe word but once again as soon as Christian begins rubbing my clit and my nipples, my body defies and juices coat the erection that is probing my entrance. I quickly find the orgasm that was out of reach moments ago, building very quickly as Christian continues to tease my opening. I find myself grinding against him, needing him, wanting him…
"What do you want Ana?" he asks.
"Fuck me…please Christian, fuck me" I beg shamelessly.
"Do you want to come again?" he asks.
"Oh….God…Yes!" I scream as he thrusts inside of me quickly.
I'm so full, the sensations are overwhelming. The plug in my ass pushes Christian closer to my g spot so every time he moves I feel him deep inside of me. I am moaning loudly as the feelings become too intense, having both of my holes penetrated intensifies the feelings drastically.
"Christian…..I'm so close….Please" I beg.
"Come Ana!" he thrusts in me hard.
"CHRISTIAN!" I scream as the orgasm rips through my body.
"Oh God Ana! You feel so tight!" Christian moans thrusting into me hard before finding his release.
Christian stays deep inside of me for several minutes as we both ride out our orgasms. After several minutes, he gently pulls out of me as I moan at the sudden empty feeling. Christian takes off my blindfold before massaging my very sore legs. He quickly finds the silk robe that I have worn several times and helps me put it on before kissing me deeply, pulling me close to his body.
"You came without my permission" he says.
"I'm sorry….I couldn't hold it" I admitted blushing deeply.
"I thought about punishing you by not allowing you to come the rest of the night" he says.
"Hmmmmmmmm" I whimper at the thought, especially after that intense session.
"Instead, I decided I'm going to leave this here for the night" he says pushing the butt plug into me further.
"What? Christian….I…." I whine.
"Every time you move tonight it will remind you who is in charge of your orgasms" he points out.
"Yes sir" I sigh.
"Let's go to bed" he takes my hand and leads me out of the room to his bedroom.
Walking is somewhat uncomfortable as each movement jostles the plug inside of me. I quickly use the bathroom, which is not as easy as one would think with a plug up your ass, and return to bed where Christian is waiting for me. I strip off the robe, climbing into bed and cuddling up next to Christian.
"Thank you" he sighs.
"For?" I ask confused.
"Calling me into the playroom" he rubs my legs gently.
"You seemed so stressed out, I wasn't sure how to help you" I admit.
"What you saw today is the exact reason I started to explore BDSM. When things at work begin spinning out of control I feel like I need to take control of something else in my life. I've been working on this project all week and it seems like every time we get close to finalizing the plans something gets in our way and delays our process" he explains.
"I get it" I kiss him gently. "It was the same reason I started looking into the lifestyle. Except when my world gets out of control, I want someone to take control for me so I don't have to be in charge for once."
"Well, I hope you don't have plans this weekend because I plan on spending a lot of time with you making up for this week" he smiles against my neck.
"I'm looking forward to it" I quickly fall asleep.
The morning sun wakes me a couple of hours later and I find Christian sound asleep next to me. Every other day in the past week, I have woken up alone or with him already in the shower getting ready for work. I move next to him, resting my head against his chest listening to him breath peacefully. I'm unable to go back to sleep even though it's early; I decide to go down to the kitchen to start breakfast. I quickly find my robe, throwing it on before heading to the kitchen. Christian told me that Gail is off on the weekends and unless Taylor needs him he is typically in the staff quarters so I don't worry about walking around in the skimpy robe. I make a pot of coffee and begin making omelets for breakfast; as I move around the kitchen I am constantly reminded of our scene last night seeing that the plug is still deep inside of me. I'm just finishing breakfast when Christian comes down from the bedroom and kisses me on the cheek.
"My mother is on her way over…you might want to go put some clothes" he smiles.
"Shit" I dart upstairs to find some clothes; the last thing I want is to meet his mother wearing a thin silk robe with nothing underneath.
I quickly settle on a sun dress before washing up in the bathroom and returning to the kitchen where Christian is already enjoying his omelet. I sit next to Christian, wincing as I momentarily forget about the plug that Christian has decided needs to stay inside of me until God knows when. He smirks at me seeing my sudden discomfort just as his mother enters the kitchen.
"Mother, I would like you to meet Anastasia Steele" Christian introduces.
"Mrs. Grey it's so nice to meet you" I say shaking her hand.
"Please, call me Grace. It's lovely to meet you as well" she says.
"Would you like coffee or tea?" I offer clearing our breakfast plates.
"Coffee would be nice, thank you" she answers.
I quickly make Grace a cup of coffee and decide against trying to sit down again since it likely won't happen without making a face in discomfort. We all chat for a few minutes before Grace excuses herself saying she needs to get to work but not before inviting both of us to dinner at her house next weekend. Christian walks her to the elevator letting her know we would be at dinner as I load the dishwasher with our breakfast dishes. Christian returns to the kitchen, grasping my ass as I bend over to put a pan in the dishwasher.
"You have such a perfect ass" he says pulling me against him.
"As do you Mr. Grey" I say turning around and grabbing his ass.
"I really like this dress" his hands exploring everything under my dress.
"Hmmmmmmmmm" I moan as his fingers gently move across my sex.
My lips quickly find Christian's; I run my tongue against his lips seeking entry. His hand continues to rub against my sex, with just enough pressure to turn me on but not enough to bring me to an orgasm. I reach between us and easily find his erection which is already rock hard. I stroke his erection through his pajama pants causing him to moan against my lips. His tongue finds mine just as his fingers move my panties aside and brush against my now drenched folds. I moan at the light contact, needing more, wanting more.
"Christian" I moan.
"Hmmmmm?" he asks.
"I want you….I need you" I grind my sex shameless against his hand as I reach into his pants to find his erection.
"I want you in my office" He says guiding me out of the kitchen.
He locks his office door behind us as our hands continue to explore each other, his lips once again find mine. He pulls my dress above my head before removing the remainder of my clothing. I push his pants and boxer briefs down to his ankles pausing on my way back up to take his hard erection into my mouth. He gasps at the surprise but his hand holds my head in place, encouraging me to continue sucking him. I take him in deep several times before Christian pulls me back to his mouth. He rubs his erection against my sex causing me to moan loudly. He leads me to the couch where he sits down and pulls me onto him so I am straddling him from behind. I bend slightly over his knees, grasping his erection before guiding it to my awaiting sex. I gently push myself down on him, he is barely inside of me before I am reminded by the incredible full feeling that I still have the plug in.
"Hmmmmmm" I whimper as I try to take him in deeper.
"Play with your clit" He commands.
I comply with his request as I slowly move against him, each time taking him a little deeper. The orgasm quickly approaches as my fingers rub against my clit; Christian's hands are firm on my hips guiding my movements.
"Oh God!" I moan as the orgasm is coming fast.
"Come for me….Let me see you come on me" he commands.
His words send me over the edge, I scream loudly as the orgasm rips through me. Christian holds me in place, moving in and out of me gently letting me ride out the final waves of my orgasm before lifting me off of him. He leads me over to his desk and gently lays me across it, the hard cold wood causing me to shiver.
"Hold your legs" he puts my hands under my knees pulling me open for him.
Christian rubs his erection up and down my sex, teasing my opening before finally slamming to me. He pulls me close to him, pushing himself further inside of me and I feel more full than before.
"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I moan at the fullness.
"Does it feel good?" Christian says moving slowly in and out of me.
"Oh God" I moan as he rubs my clit with his thumb.
"Tell me how it feels" he requests.
"Full…..so full" I moan.
Christian continues moving in and out of my slowly, letting me get accustomed to the feeling before increasing the pace. Within minutes, he begins thrusting in and out of me hitting my g spot every time he enters me.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I scream as he thrusts into me deeply, staying there moving himself in small circles.
"Come with me" He orders.
He continues thrusting in me deeply, hitting that wonderful spot each time. We both scream each other's names as the orgasm rips through us at the same time. He pulls me up off the desk, staying inside of me carrying me to the couch where we were almost minutes ago. He sits down, before pulling me down on him so our connection remains. I rest my head on his shoulder, sighing in content.
"Ohhhhhhhh" I moan as he finally removes the plug from my ass.
"You okay?" he asks.
"Yes" I answer.
"I missed you this week" he admits.
"Me too" I smile against him.
"Let's go take a shower" he suggests.
Our weekend is filled with sex both in and out of the playroom, by Sunday night we are both refreshed and ready for the week ahead of us. Given the hectic week Christian had the week before, this weekend was exactly what we both needed. It was also nice getting to know Christian outside of the bedroom and playroom. Although we have spent some time together outside of the playroom/bedroom, it was nothing compared to this weekend. We learned more about each other's day to day habits, preferences and overall mannerisms.