Chpt. 22 APOV:
Christian leads me out of the club after getting our jackets and hails a cab. As we sit quietly in the cab I'm glad that Christian decided to leave the club; it was much different than it was when we first met. It was as if I was in sub mode the entire time, not just while in the playroom. In a way though I think it was a learning experience, we both learned that neither of us could handle being in dom/sub mode outside of a playroom for that long of time. I was shocked at the number of doms who treated their subs as if they were beneath them, but it made me appreciate how gentle and kind Christian is. Even when we are in the playroom and he punishes me for something he never makes me feel as if I'm below him. We arrive back at the hotel where Christian once again assists me in getting out of the cab. We make our way to our room, I'm thankful the jacket Christian brought covers everything seeing as though my dress would give everyone a full show of my body.
"I'm so sorry" Christian says as soon as we are back in our room.
"For what?" I ask confused.
"For that…I had no idea it was going to be that intense" he answers. "I thought it was going to be like how it was when we met, I guess I didn't fully grasp the rules."
"It's not your fault, I'm glad we left though" I admit.
"I never want to do something like that again" he said pulling me close to him so I rest my head against his chest.
"Me either, let's stick to your playroom" I smile against him.
"That sounds like a good idea" he says. "But for now we can play here."
"Yes sir" I smile.
Christian gently peels the jacket off of me, his lips never leaving mine as he leads me into the bedroom. He quickly undresses himself, immediately I see how hard he is for me. I want so bad to touch him, but remind myself that right now Christian is in charge. He pulls my dress down, pausing to unclip the butterflies that were covering my nipples kissing them gently before taking the rest of my dress off. My nipples are sore from the clamps, but not as sore as they are after having a nipple clamp on them for some time. He slowly removes my bra and my underwear before kissing my entire body, ending on my lips.
"Turn around, bend over the bed" he instructs and I immediately comply.
"Ohhhhhhhhh" I gasp as he suddenly pulls the plug from my ass.
It surprises me how comfortable I had gotten with it in, I really only remembered it was there when we got into the cab as sitting down pushed it in deeper. Once we were out of the cab, I completely forgot it was in there. I'm confused at how my body reacts to anal play, I always thought it was wrong however now I'm struggling to find why it's so wrong.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhh" Christian's fingers find my sex, gently rubbing me and applying pressure to my clit.
"Did you like watching the scene at the club?" Christian asks.
"Yes sir" I answer honestly.
"Did it turn you on?" he asks, gently pushing a finger inside of me.
"Yes sir" I blush.
"What were you thinking about while you watched them?" he asks.
"I was thinking it was you doing those things to me" I admit.
"So was I" he sounds pleased.
Christian leads me onto the bed, urging me onto my back as he lays over me. He kisses me deeply, his tongue exploring my mouth as he nips on my lips. I can feel his erection against my sex and I find myself thrusting my hips upwards trying to get him to touch me more. He ignores my obvious request, but continues kissing me, making a trail from my neck to my nipples to my stomach before stopping at my sex. He gently pulls my thighs apart before openly kissing my sex; he licks me everywhere, sucks on my folds, bites my clit all while I'm moaning in pleasure. When I least expect he, his tongue enters my core with his finger teasing me even further.
"Christian…." I moan.
"What baby?" he smirks, knowing what I need.
"I need to come…please let me come" I beg.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I scream as Christian thrusts a finger inside of me quickly.
"Come Ana" He orders, I combust the moment his mouth sucks my clit.
"OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I moan finally coming down from the orgasm, my body continuing to tremble as Christian's fingers remain deep inside of me. He continues moving in and out of me slowly while sucking on my clit, keeping me in an aroused state.
Christian quickly pulls out of me, getting up from the bed before going to his dresser. I have no idea what he is doing but I close my eyes, waiting for him to return. Part of the thrill in being a sub is giving complete control over everything to Christian; right now I would rather not know what he has planned. Christian returns to the bed a few minutes later, his mouth quickly returning to my sex as if he never left. I had just come down from the orgasm and my body is immediately responding to his touch again. My body is quickly on fire with need and I'm sure Christian can feel the juices gushing from me. He quickly changes position, moving my legs so they are over his shoulders before thrusting into me deeply.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I moan as he hits that wonderful spot.
"Do you like that?" he asks.
"Oh God! Yes, yes! Don't stop" I beg as he continues to thrust into me roughly.
I close my eyes, losing myself in the pleasure as Christian manages to find that sweet spot deep inside me every time he plunges into me. I'm moaning in ecstasy as I find myself once again on the edge, desperately needing a release. Christian doesn't let up, his pace never slows as he continues plunging into me hard and deep.
"Christian….Please!" I beg.
"Come ANA!" Christian yells as he pinches my clit hard.
"CHRISTIAN!" I scream as the orgasm rips through my body.
I barely comprehend what Christian is doing but I feel him slowly moving in and out of my body, prolonging my orgasm. He gently pulls out of me, his fingers remain on my clit as I moan at the sudden empty feeling. Seconds later I feel him, cool and wet against me, this time further back and I realize he is at my ass.
"Christian?" I gasp.
"Relax baby" he says gently pushing the tip of his erection against my anus.
"Hmmmmmmmm" I moan as he slowly pushes into me.
I can tell it's only his tip inside of me, but he feels so huge! The feeling is uncomfortable, almost painful; my body immediately tenses at the new feeling. His fingers continue to play with my clit, pinching and rubbing it as he makes no effort to move into me deeper. I close my eyes, trying to concentrate on his fingers pinching and rubbing my clit, trying to ignore what is about to happen. I slowly feel my body starting to relax, to respond to Christian again.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhh!" I moan as something begins vibrating against my clit.
I look between us and see that Christian has placed a small vibrator against me; the sensation immediately makes me forget everything else going on. I close my eyes, desperately trying to fight off the impending orgasm.
"Play with your nipples" Christian requests.
I moan, knowing this is going to push me closer to the edge but comply with his request. My entire body is on fire; I find myself trying to thrust my hips up, needing more contact to find my release but I don't find it. The vibrator sits on my clit, with enough pressure to keep me on edge but not enough to send me over. My hands rub and pinch my nipples as the need continues to build; I'm so close but still cannot find my own release.
"OHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I moan as I suddenly feel very full.
I was so lost in the sensation of the vibrator and my own fingers on my nipples that it took me several minutes to realize that Christian was fully in my ass; I can feel his balls against me and his face is in pure pleasure. His eyes are closed, his head is back and he just looks to be in heaven right now. I'm not sure how I feel other than full, very very full.
"Oh God baby….you feel….so tight….so hot" Christian moans.
My breath hitches at the realization of what we are doing, but I quickly ignore these thoughts as Christian turns up the vibrator against my clit. Suddenly the sensations are overwhelming; the vibration on my clit, the fullness….it's all too much. I can feel the orgasm and know that when I come it's going to be hard.
"Oh Christian…..I'm so close" I moan.
Christian slowly moves in and out of me, setting a gentle slow pace which keeps me just on the edge…the need building even more. My legs are still against his chest so I have little control in this position, I subconsciously try to push my hips against him needing to feel him now as the vibrator isn't enough to push me over the edge. At this point I'm too desperate for my orgasm to feel embarrassed.
"I need to come….please sir…." I beg.
"Tell me what you need to come Ana" he commands.
Oh God, he wants me to say it. I'm sure he knows what I want; I can tell he is fighting off his own orgasm.
"Please…." I moan.
"Tell me" he orders, slowing his pace even further.
"I need you….Please….fuck me sir" I beg shamelessly.
"Tell me if it's too much" he says thrusting into me deeply.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I scream in pleasure.
It feels so good when he pulls out; the new pace is exactly what I needed. He is not thrusting into me as hard as he does when we are rough in the playroom; the pace is more fast and deep. I'm fisting the sheets, desperately trying to find that release but at the same time slightly scared because I know this orgasm will be one of the biggest I have ever had.
"Come baby" Christian directs.
"OHHHHHHHHHH CHRISTIAN! OH GOD! DON'T STOP!" I scream as the orgasm rips through me; I literally see stars before my eyes. I feel it through my entire body, it doesn't seem to end.
"OH ANA! I'm going to come….." Christian moans.
"Ahhhhhhh" I moan feeling him swell inside of me just before he screams my name finding his release.
He slowly moves in and out of me, riding out his own orgasm as he moves the vibrator off my clit finally giving my body a much needed rest. He pulls my legs off his shoulders, placing them on the sides of his hips before leaning up to me kissing me deeply.
"That was amazing…you felt…so amazing" he says breathless.
"I don't think I've ever….that had to be my biggest orgasm ever" I blush.
"Come take a bath with me?" he asks as our breathing returns to normal.
"Sure" I agree.
He slowly pulls out of me and I'm surprised at how empty I feel suddenly. I expected to feel relief but instead I just feel empty. I'm left feeling a little confused by this, but Christian doesn't give me a chance to dwell on it as gently lifts me out of the bed bridal style and carries me into the bathroom. He sits me on the step of the large soaking tub before running the water and adding some oils that were next to the tub. Christian steps into the tub before guiding me in so I am sitting with my back to his front between his legs. He leans back, bringing me with him and sighs in contentment.
"Did I hurt you?" he asks after a few minutes.
"When?" I ask confused.
"In the bedroom…just now" he clarifies.
"No, not at all" I blush.
"You're sure?" he asks.
"Yes Christian, I'm sure" I assure him.
"Did you enjoy it?" he asks nervously.
"I was surprised that I did" I whisper. "Did you?"
"You have no idea how much" he hugs me tightly. "To know that no one else has ever touched you like that, to know that I'm the only one…that no one else will ever touch you like that…"
My breath hitches realizing what he just said. He kisses my neck lightly while rubbing my back; I'm not sure he even realizes what he just said. I can't help but wonder if he meant it how it came out; I'm too afraid to know the answer to ask. All I know is right now I couldn't imagine letting someone other than Christian touch my body.
We crawl into bed that night, both exhausted still from the flight and tonight's events and quickly fall asleep Christian's arms wrapped around me tightly. We sleep throughout the night, thankfully Christian doesn't have any nightmares and we both wake feeling well rested. Christian orders room service for breakfast before taking a quick shower.
"When do you need to leave for your meeting?" I ask over breakfast.
"In an hour" he answers. "I should be back by early to midafternoon; I'm not sure exactly what time."
"Do you have other meetings this week?" I ask.
"Not yet" he sighs. "If everything goes as planned, I should wrap up everything today."
"That's good" I say.
"I thought maybe we could do a little sight-seeing before we leave?" Christian asks.
"I would like that; I didn't get to see much of the city last time I was here" I admit.
"I know you don't want to go back to the club" Christian pauses.
"But?" I ask nervously; I really don't want to go back there after last night but if it's something Christian wants I will agree to it.
"They have a store…I thought perhaps we could go and purchase a few items to bring back here" Christian avoids eye contact, almost as if he is embarrassed.
"I'd like that" I admit quietly.
"Really?" He sounds surprised.
"Christian, I still like our playtime…last night didn't change that" I assure him. "It just made me realize what I don't want."
"Me too" he sighs in relief. "Initially, that's exactly what I thought I wanted. I thought I wanted someone who wouldn't talk, would obey my every command and would just stand quietly unless I spoke to them. But….doing that with you felt so wrong last night and it made me realize it was not at all what I wanted."
"I hated not being able to look at you" I climb onto his lap, straddling him so I can see his eyes. "Not knowing what you were thinking, what you were feeling…even when we are in the playroom I can tell so much by your eyes. Last night I felt so disconnected from you…well until we left the club anyway."
"If you sit like this much longer I'm going to be late for my meeting" he smiles.
"Hmmmmmmmmm" I giggle.
"We will continue this later" he kisses me before lifting me off his lap.
My day went pretty quickly, I finished the manuscript I got lost in yesterday and notified the editing team that they should move forward with publishing it. My true test of a manuscript has always been whether or not I can lose myself in the story; if I can then I know it's likely to succeed, if not then it will need revisions or we will pass on it altogether. Before I realize it, the afternoon has flown by and Christian is still not back from his meeting. I decide to order us dinner assuming he will likely be hungry when he returns.
Ordering dinner; hungry? –A
Be back soon…out with guys from meeting –C
Well he doesn't answer me if he is hungry, so I decide to order him a plate anyway. I end up eating my dinner without hearing from Christian again; by the time he finally gets back to the hotel his food is likely ice cold. I hear him fumble with the door, trying to open it for several minutes before I open the door assuming his card is not working. He is a site…he is leaning against the doorframe barely standing and reeks of alcohol.
"ANA! I missed you" he stumbles into the room, engulfing me in a hug as the door closes behind us.
"Are you drunk Christian?" I ask laughing.
"No…." he giggles. "I only had a little to drink."
"How much?" I ask.
"Just a little" he holds up two fingers as if to show the amount of liquid he drank.
"I take it your meeting went well?" I laugh.
"Yes….very well" he hiccups. "They insisted on taking me out to celebrate!"
"Did you eat?" I ask.
"No…yes….some" he answers plopping on the couch.
"Are you hungry?" I ask.
"Yes…but not for food" he smirks.
"I don't know Christian…you're drunk" I shake my head smiling.
"Please baby…I just want to feel you…I need to feel your tight pussy around me" he pulls me closer to him.
"Christian!" I exclaim.
"It's true baby…I need you….I haven't had you all day" he complains.
"Have you been thinking about me?" I ask seductively.
"All day" he admits. "I couldn't get the image of you wearing that dress out of my mind…you looked beautiful."
"Did it make you hard thinking of me?" I ask.
"Oh God yes" he moans.
I decide I like drunk Christian, he is quite honest and very playful even a little blunt. I begin to wonder how playful drunk Christian would be…
"Are you hard now?" I ask.
"Come find out baby" he smirks.
"No, tell me" I say sternly.
"Yes…I'm so hard for you" he admits.
"Let's go to the bedroom" I walk away and in takes him half a second to follow me.
"Oh I can't wait to get you into bed" he moans, stumbling to take off his clothes while walking.
"I'll be right back" I say going into the bathroom.
I quickly use the bathroom, brush my teeth and take off all my clothes before taking a deep breath and opening the door. As I expected, Christian is laying butt naked in the center of the bed his erection standing at full attention. He smiles at me realizing I am also naked…
"Come here baby…I want you so bad" he moans.
"Shhhhh…." I climb onto the bed straddling his lower legs.
"You're too far away" he whines.
"Put your hands above your head" I say.
"What?" Christian says quickly.
"You heard me…heads above your head…no touching" I stroke his erection waiting for him to comply.
"Ana…I…." he stutters.
"I'm waiting" I stroke him a little tighter.
Christian groans but puts his arms above his head and I quickly take him into my mouth. I focus on just the tip, sucking him, letting my tongue explore him and driving him crazy. I can hear his breath hitch and increase as he bucks his hips below me, desperately trying to get me to take him deeper. I ignore his gesture and continue sucking on just the tip.
"Ana….baby…." he moans.
"What Christian?" I pull away from him for a moment.
"I need you" he says.
"I'm right here" I take him back into my mouth, this time taking him deeper but not to the back of my throat which I know is what he loves. I continue this pace for several minutes; my hands are on his hips trying to hold him still as he tries to push himself deeper into my throat.
"Ohhhhhhhh" he moans.
I see his hands come to his sides and I pause what I'm doing, glaring at him until he notices and puts his hands back above his head. I never thought I would take control like this, but I find myself getting aroused. It's very arousing having Christian moaning below me, knowing that I am doing this to him.
"Do you want me Christian?" I ask.
"God yes…Baby I want you so bad" he moans.
"Keep your hands there" I say as I slowly crawl up his body.
"Yes…Ana…let me feel your tight, wet pussy" he moans.
I blush at how blunt Christian is being right now, but the reality is it doesn't embarrass me but turns me on as I feel the evidence of my excitement on my thighs. I crawl up to his face, kissing him deeply, holding his hands in place as he tries to embrace me. I gently rock my sex against his erection, coating it with my juices as he moans with need. I push down on my hips slight, allowing him to just slide into me.
"Ohhhhhh….yes….Ana!" He moans as I lean up taking him in fully. "I love being inside of you."
I gently start moving up and down against him, feeling him glide in and out of me as the need quickly takes over. I run my hands along his firm chest as I continue to ride him, feeling him become harder inside of me. I can tell by looking at him that he is fighting not to come wanting me to find my release first. The fact that he can be so caring even in his drunk, sexually aroused state makes me hotter than before. I bend forward slightly, allowing him to rub against my clit every time I move against him.
"Yes….that's it baby….ride me!" he yells.
"I'm so close Christian…" I moan. "Tell me you're close, I want to come with you."
"I'm there baby…." He moans squeezing his eyes shut.
I increase the pace, slamming myself onto him before pulling up so only his tip is inside of me. I continue this pace for several minutes until we are both panting and moaning in desire.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I scream as I feel him swell inside of me which triggers my own release.
"FUCK! ANA!" He yells as I feel him empty himself into me.
I collapse on this chest but continue to move against him, allowing us to ride out our orgasms. His arms finally wrap around me, holding me against him tightly pushing my hips down so he remains deep inside of me. I can't believe how incredibly hot that was, I've never taken control like that before. Knowing that Christian couldn't touch me, that I controlled everything just made it that much more arousing. I could see why Christian enjoys taking control and being a dominant; I would never want to do it in a playroom but here in the comfort of a bedroom which was strangely arousing. I feel Christian sigh under me, glancing up I realize he is fast asleep. It's a struggling, but I finally manage to unwrap Christian's arms from around me so I can get up and use the bathroom. Christian doesn't move, he remains naked in the middle of the bed in the same position he was when I came out of the bathroom earlier I realize. I quickly get washed up before climbing back into bed with Christian, pulling the covers over us before falling asleep.