Chpt. 29 APOV:
After breakfast, Taylor loads the car and drives us away from the city eventually parking near the marina where Christian's boat is docked. Walking along the dock I'm truly taken back by the large boats that we are passing; several look to be larger than most studio apartments. I shouldn't be surprised when we finally come to Christian's boat towards the end of the pier which is easily the largest boat docked here. On the end of the boat, in black elegant writing is the name "The Grace" clearly named after his mother.
"This is beautiful Christian" I say as he helps me aboard.
"Come, I'll show you around while Taylor loads the luggage" Christian grasps my hand tightly.
There is plenty of seating throughout the deck area of the boat; couches for laying down, single chairs for sun bathing and even seats that recline. There is a small landing just off the one side of the boat if you want to sit with your feet in the water while the boat is anchored. There's a ladder of course leading down to go swimming as well. Entering the main cabin of the boat it's obvious that Christian spared no expense when he designed the boat. There is a full kitchen, three full bathrooms, three bedrooms, an office, dining room and a great room. All the rooms are decorated in soft blues and greens complimented by the dark wood furniture. The master bedroom is almost as large as the master bedroom in my apartment; the en suite is a smaller version of Christian's bathroom on his master bedroom.
"Wow…this is really something" I say as we return to the main deck.
"Other than my family, you're the only woman who has ever been here with me" he pulls me tight against him as we overlook the water.
"Thank you for sharing this with me Christian" I say.
"Sir, ma'am" Taylor interrupts us moments later.
"Taylor" Christian replies.
"Your luggage is in the master bedroom, the fridge is well stocked with meals that Gail prepared and the pantry has been restocked as well" he explains.
"Thank you Taylor, and please tell Gail thank you" I smile.
"Yes ma'am" Taylor nods.
"The GPS located is on?" Christian asks.
"Yes sir and both of your phones have the GPS feature enabled" Taylor answers.
"Very well, call if you need anything" Christian dismisses Taylor.
"Do you need help with anything?" I ask as Christian is moving about the boat getting things ready for our trip.
"No, just sit back and relax" he smiles.
Within a few minutes Christian has everything ready and we slowly move away from the dock. The boat moves slowly around several other boats that are entering the marina before picking up speed once we hit the open water. The water sprays me lightly as we hit the waves while I sit back and watch the marina get smaller and smaller.
"Baby, come here" Christian calls for me.
I slowly make my way to Christian who is at the controls of the boat, walking on here is going to take some getting used to I realize. The boat bounces up and down as we move throughout the water, so I'm holding onto the railing as I make my way to Christian.
"Hold this, just like that" he lays my hands on the wheel.
"Like this?" I ask cautiously.
"Yes, just like that" his hands leave mine and I feel him step away.
"Where are you going?" I ask panicked.
"I'm going to get a couple of water bottles from the fridge" he disappears from sight.
"Christian!" I gasp realizing he is leaving me to control the boat.
"What?" he pokes his head out.
"What if something happens?" I ask worried.
"Keep your hand on the wheel like I showed you, if you approach something pull down on the throttle next to you" he instructs. "There's nothing out here, you will be fine."
Several minutes go by before Christian returns with bottled water and a couple of towels; surprisingly I'm much more comfortable at the controls than I was when Christian initially left.
"You okay?" He walks up behind me.
"More than okay; this is amazing Christian!" I exclaim.
"I knew you'd like it" he laughs.
"It's as if there is no one else in the world besides us right now, it's so calm out here" I say.
"It's one of the reasons I love taking the boat out on the water…you can leave the world behind" he admits.
"Do you come out here often?" I ask.
"No" he says sadly.
"Why?" I ask.
"I don't know" he sighs. "I guess while it's nice getting away from everything sometimes it would just remind me of how lonely my life really was."
"You must have taken your family out here?" I ask.
"A few times" he answers.
"I'll come out here anytime you want to get away….this is really beautiful" I say in awe.
He wraps his arms around my waist, holding me close to him while we continue to move into the open water. We coast through the water for some time before Christian slows the boat down and eventually we come to a complete stop. We are in the middle of the ocean, in the middle of nowhere and completely alone. Even though it's only the two of us here I feel completely safe.
"Would you like some lunch? Or would you rather swim first?" he asks.
"Oh let's swim" I say excited. "It's been so long since I've been swimming!"
"Really? Why?" he asks.
"I don't know…I guess just too busy" I admit.
"You know there's a pool at Escala right?" he asks.
"I know…but it's a small indoor one, you really can't swim in it" I explain. "When I buy a house I want a large in ground pool that you can swim laps in."
"That sounds nice" he admits.
"Let's get changed" I run to the master bedroom while Christian anchors the boat.
"You're lucky there is no one around here Anastasia" Christian says sternly.
"Why?" I ask.
"That bikini leaves nothing to the imagination" he smirks.
I look down but still don't see what the big deal it. I'm wearing an ivory bikini; the top has two small triangles to cover my breasts and the bottom is a matching thong. The only thing on display really is my ass since it's not covered.
"Well then it's a good thing you've seen everything and don't have to use your imagination" I laugh before heading back up to the deck.
Christian is back on the deck a few minutes later in board shorts, showing off his chiseled chest, carrying two towels and suntan lotion. He slowly applies the lotion to my back, shoulders and even my ass before giving the bottle to me so I can get my front. After covering myself with it, I squeeze a small amount in my hand and rub it into his firm chest and back. Just as I'm drying my hand on the towel Christian jumps off the boat into the water, splashing me with cool water. I laugh before jumping into the cool water, landing right next to Christian purposely splashing him. We spend the rest of the afternoon in the water or on the boat warming up in the sun enjoying the peacefulness that has found us out here. Gail prepared us several meals that we just need to reheat for lunch and dinner therefore actual cooking is not required which allows us to enjoy the trip even more. I don't think I've ever seen Christian as calm, relaxed and even playful as I saw him today.
"Today has been so perfect, thank you" I gush over dinner.
"I'm so glad you're enjoying it" he smiles. "With everything going on lately I think you were right to suggest we escape from the drama."
"I can't remember the last time I had this much fun" I admit.
"Well tomorrow is another day, we can spend the day doing whatever you want" he says.
"I think more swimming is definitely called for" I laugh.
"Come, let's go to the front of the boat I want to show you something" he leads me back to the main deck.
We lay down on the soft, plush cushions on the front of the boat; glancing up at the sky I am once again in awe.
"I've never seen so many stars" I whisper.
"This is something you will never see in Seattle" he agrees. "What do you say we go to bed?"
"Are you sure it's safe out here?" I ask cautiously as we walk towards the steps.
"There's a motion sensor alarm system installed on here baby, you have nothing to worry about" he assures me.
"There is?" I ask surprised.
"Yes, it covers all entry points of the boat including the railings. If the alarm is triggered Taylor is immediately notified" he explains.
"Oh, okay" I reply.
"Come, let's go break in my bed" he smirks.
Christian leads me down the steps to the master bedroom; the door is barely closed before he nearly rips off my bikini top, tossing it to the floor.
"This does nothing to cover your perfect tits Ms. Steele" he says pinching my nipple harshly.
"Ahhhhhh….it covers exactly what it's supposed to" I moan.
"And this?" he snaps my bottoms against me. "What exactly is this tiny piece of fabric supposed to cover?"
"The important parts" I smirk.
"And these ass cheeks aren't important?" he grips my ass hard, pulling me against his erection.
"I….Yes….No…." I stutter.
"I happen to find them very important" he swats my ass hard. "You're very lucky no one else could see you today."
"Only you…." I moan as he grinds himself against my sex.
"Are you going to wear this again if we're not alone?" he asks sternly.
"No…" I answer.
"When we get home I'm taking you shopping to buy you a bathing suit that doesn't show everyone what is mine, understood?" he asks.
"Yes!" I yelp as he pinches my nipple again.
"You have no idea how hard I was the moment you walked out looking like this" he moans as I push his bathing suit down.
"Really?" I ask surprised.
"It took everything in me not to take you over this bed and fuck you senseless, or in the water, or on the deck of the boat…well maybe not there in case anyone would see you" he says. "I think we would have allowed them to see enough of you in this skimpy bathing suit, don't you?"
"Uh…huh…" I barely respond as my mind focuses on his fingers brushing against my sex through the bikini bottoms.
"And this part here….barely covers your sweet pussy" he rubs me harder. "I could see the outline of your lips every time you moved…"
"I….ahhhhhh" I moan.
"I've wanted to do this all days" he pushes the bottoms down quickly before plunging a finger into my wet sex.
"Ohhhhhhhhhh" I grasp his erection tightly.
"Fuck…." He gasps before his lips find mine. "This is mine."
"Yes! Only yours" his thumb finds my clit.
"And this is mine" I stroke his hard length.
"Oh Ana…" he moans.
Christian quickly leads me to the bed; his mouth never leaving mine, his hands holding me close to him as we fall onto the bed together.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I moan as he plunges into me deeply.
"You feel so good baby…." He whispers as he rubs against my clit.
His hands grasp my ass, pulling me closer to him as I wrap my legs around his tight ass. My hands roam his firm back, loving that he is so comfortable with me that this doesn't bother him. The teasing moments ago already had me on edge, but feeling him so deep and rubbing my clit forcefully has me teetering on the edge, burning with desire.
"Christian…." I beg.
He doesn't say anything but increases the pace and the depth in which he is in me. My fingers grip his hair tightly as the need takes over; my hips are matching him thrust for thrust as he hits that magical spot deep inside of me.
"OHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I scream as the orgasm finally hits me hard.
"ANA!" Christian finds his only release moments later buried in me deep.
"Wow…." I say breathless.
"Yeah….wow…." he mimics.
"I love you" I whisper.
"God….I love you….so much Ana" he gently kisses me on the cheek before pulling out of me.
He quickly falls asleep, his arms wrapped around me tightly holding my back to his chest as I think about the last words he said. I am truly amazed at how far we have come, at how close we have gotten in the short amount of time since we found each other at the gala. I knew we had a strong connection in Taiwan but since the gala it has been different, so much more intense, so full of emotion. I've never experienced something as strong as the way I feel when I'm with Christian. Sleep finds me quickly but I can't help but replay Christian's last words to me….
"Good Morning" Christian kisses my ear.
"What time is it?" I yawn.
"Almost five" he answers.
"What are you doing waking me up so early?" I complain.
"You need to see something" he pulls the blankets off of me.
"At this hour?" I whine.
"Yes, come….put this on" he throws a robe to me as he gets out of bed.
"Do I have to?" I ask.
"Yes! Quickly or you will miss it!" he says excitedly.
I reluctantly get out of bed and put on the silk robe he gave me before heading up to the deck to join Christian. The morning air is cool against my bare skin, the robe providing very little warmth as the wind beats against my skin. Christian wraps a blanket around me, urging me to sit on the couch next to him.
"Oh Christian" I gasp, the sun is just beginning to rise over the water.
"This is not something you want to miss" he whispers.
"Wow…." I say.
He holds me close to him as we sit and watch the sunrise together over the open water, a view I will never forget. The day is spent much like yesterday, in and out of the water with occasional sun bathing on the boat deck. Christian occasionally responds to emails but his focus this weekend for the most part is only on me. He has been so relaxed this weekend, it's easy to see why he loves coming out here.
"Are you ready to head back to reality tomorrow?" Christian asks as we lay on the couch looking at the stars.
"No…" I sigh.
"Me neither" he agrees.
"Can we come out here again soon?" I ask.
"Anytime you want baby" he smiles. "I'm so glad you like it."
"I'm surprised we haven't seen more people out here" I recall only seeing a handful of boats in the last two days.
"It's one of the reasons I like coming out here so much, you can truly be alone with your thoughts without being interrupted" he kisses me gently on the cheek. "Come, let's go to bed."
"Yes…sir" I say quietly, my eyes falling to the floor as I hear his breath hitch at what I'm suggesting.
"Go to the great room and wait for me" he commands, his voice stern and full of authority.
"Yes sir" I agree before quickly making my way down the steps.
I take off the sundress I've been wearing since dinner and kneel on the floor in position waiting for Christian. I hear him come down the steps but he goes into the bedroom for several minutes before returning to the great room. He stands me up, pushing my legs apart with his feet before he steps out of the shorts. I can feel his eyes on me, looking my body over and I can feel the need for him growing. I gasp as his lips quickly latch onto my nipple, sucking it hard as his hand holds my wrists behind my back.
"Ohhhhhhhhhh" I moan as I feel something clipped to my nipple.
"Since you want to play here I had to improvise" he smirks just before latching onto my other nipple.
Looking down I realize what he was referring to…attached to my nipple is a wooden clothespin which is pinching my nipple harshly. The pinch is different than that of a nipple clamp; the clothespin lacks the metal teeth at nipple clamp has but the pinch is tighter since it cannot be adjusted. Just as my body adjusts to this, Christian attaches another clothespin to my other nipple. I take a couple deep breaths trying to force my body to relax. He moves behind me, his erection between my ass cheeks as his hands grip my hips tightly urging me to move against him.
"Are you wet?" Christian whispers in my ear.
"Yes sir" I moan.
"Show me" he moves my hand to my sex.
I hesitantly rub my fingers through my folds, the excitement coating my fingers before I bring my hand up to show Christian. I gasp as he takes my fingers into his mouth, licking and sucking the juices off of them before returning my hand to my sex.
"Play with yourself…don't come" he orders before settling on the couch in front of me.
I blush deeply but comply with his request, exploring my sex as he watches my every move. I can feel myself getting more turned on by the minute, not just from my actions but knowing the Christian is watching me right now.
"Don't stop….come here….I want you to suck me when you play with your pussy" he orders.
I awkwardly comply with his request, walking towards him with my fingers still on me as I drop to my knees in front of the couch. He lays his hand gently on my head, urging me towards his rock hard erection. He immediately pushes my head down, forcing me to take him in deep and he doesn't stop until he hits the back of my throat. I slowly breath through my nose, willing my body to relax as I try to fight off the gag reflex.
"Show me how wet you are" he orders as I swallow against him.
Blushing deeply I bring my hand from my sex up, again he immediately takes my fingers into his mouth licking and sucking them. I moan loudly around him as Christian sucks on my fingers increases my need even more.
"Put two of your fingers in that tight wet pussy" he orders.
"Hmmmmmmmmm" I moan as I do as he asks.
"That's it….Don't come….your orgasms belong to me" he says breathlessly.
Without warning he pushes my head down on him harshly, thrusting himself deep into my throat as I struggle with the sudden intrusion. He holds my head tight against him, his balls against my chin as I gag around him. My eyes tear as I struggle to relax my body, with my own fingers still inside of me I was not prepared for him to suddenly thrust into my mouth and it caught me off guard. He seems to be enjoying my struggle though because he is not letting me move my head back.
"Breath" he commands.
I take a deep breath through my nose and almost immediately relax on around him, letting him slide deeper into me. Instinctively I swallow around him; he groans in appreciate above me and I find my body relaxing even further knowing that I'm pleasing him. His hand relaxes on my head, allowing me to bob up and down against him.
"Play with your clit while you fuck that sweet pussy with your fingers" he requests.
I moan around him, knowing that the moment I touch my clit I will be dangerously close to the edge. His hand is firm on my head, guiding my movements now, reminding me of who is in charge as I reluctantly comply with his request. Almost immediately my body is on fire, burning with need and desire as even the slightest pressure on my clit nearly sends me over the edge. I've never been able to make myself come from masturbation but right now I don't know how much longer I can hold the orgasm back. Without warning he pulls my head back hard, so I'm looking at him while the tip of his erection is against my lips.
"Don't stop fucking yourself….come up here" he orders.
With my fingers still deep inside of me, I climb onto the couch straddling his lap.
"I want to see you make yourself come" he says.
"Ohhhhhhh" I moan as he takes the clothespins off my very sore nipples.
"Fuck your pussy the way you like me to fuck you" he commands.
"Hmmmmmmmmmm" I moan as desire takes over and all sense of embarrassment leaves.
I'm straddling him, his erection rubs against my hand each time I pull my fingers out of my throbbing sex. My eyes are closed but I can feel him watching my every move; his breathing is heavy like mine, his hands are next to him on the couch not touching me. As I plunge my fingers in and out of me hard, I find myself on the edge but it's not enough….I can't seem to find the release my body so desperately craves.
"Christian…." I beg.
"You look so beautiful right now…" he pulls me against him, sucking my nipple hard.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh" I moan loudly; his mouth on me pushing me further to the edge.
"Come Ana!" he commands as he bites my nipple hard.
"OHHHH!" I moan as I finally find my release but it's not nearly as enjoyable as when Christian makes me come. It's almost a disappointment as my body is still on the edge, still craving a release.
"You're so fucking hot when you come" he hand is on mine, guiding my fingers in and out of my sex.
"Please….sir….." I beg.
"Tell me what you need" he orders.
"You sir….please" I moan.
"Did you not enjoy that?" he asks.
"Yes….no…..sir…."I blush in embarrassment.
"Tell me" he says sternly.
"I need you….please I'm so close….I need more" I beg quietly.
"Get on the floor, on all fours" he says a moment later.
I quickly move myself to the floor as he said; once again I hear him moving throughout the cabin for several minutes before returning to me.
"Put your hands next to your ankles" he says.
I pause only for a moment which earns me a slap against my ass before I do as he asked, my head laying against the plush warm carpet. He ties my wrists to my ankles; I can tell he is using the tie from my silk robe on my one wrists but I don't know where the other tie came from.
"God you're so wet….I can tell how wet you are without even touching you" he moans behind me.
"Yes sir" I pant.
"I should punish you from trying to top from the bottom like that" he pauses. "But, I'm struggling because you were being honest. I've decided I will let you come again…"
"Thank you sir" I sigh in relief, knowing that I wouldn't be able to stay like this much longer.
"But only when I do" he says sternly. "And I think when we get home we will need to spend some extra time in the playroom this week reminding you of who is in charge."
"Yes sir" I moan as the thought of returning to the playroom excites me even more.
"Now quiet!" he slaps my ass just before plunging into me hard and deep.
I bite my tongue, struggling not to scream in relief as I finally feel him inside of me. He hands are all over me, holding my back down, gripping my hips tightly, grabbing my ass as he continues to fuck me hard. He slaps my ass several times before leaning over me, resting his hands next to my head pushing himself so deep into me that I move against the floor.
"You feel so good….so tight….so wet…." He whispers.
I whimper as his words push me closer to the edge; my hands grip my ankles tightly as I struggle to withhold the orgasm.
"Is this what you needed?" he nips my ear, thrusting deeper.
"Yes sir" I moan.
"I can't wait to get you home and take you into the playroom," he says.
He stays like this for several minutes, before moving back up grasping my hips and pulling me tight against him. He nearly withdrawals all the way before plunging back into me, his balls slapping my clit with each thrust. I'm struggling to hold the orgasm back as desire courses through my veins; the orgasm moments ago was nothing compare to what is going to come when Christian finds his own release.
"Oh God….Ana….So fucking hot….so tight…." He moans as his thrusts become more frantic.
"Hmmmmmm" I moan loudly, no longer able to control myself.
He slaps my ass but doesn't say anything as he breathing hitches and he grips me tighter.
"Come now ANA!" he screams as I feel him erupt inside me moments later.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I scream as the orgasm finally hits; this one is so much larger than the one moments ago and immediately I feel the relief I was needing.
He unties my wrists and ankles before slowly pulling out of my still throbbing sex. I immediately moan in disappointment at the sudden empty feeling.
"Come, clean me up" he sits on the couch.
I crawl over to him, taking his still hard erection into my mouth tasting the combination of our juices on him. He sits back on the couch, closing his eyes as he lets me set my own pace this time. As he begins to barely soften in my mouth I can feel the evidence of our act sliding down my thighs.
"I think you need a shower" he chuckles as I try to clench my thighs together.
After a long, hot, relaxing shower we make our way to the bed quickly falling asleep in each other's arms. When the morning sun peaks through the windows I am immediately reminded that this is our final day here and that after breakfast we will be heading back to reality. After a quick breakfast, Christian turns the boat around and we head back to the marina in silence. I think we are both disappointed that our peaceful weekend but as we dock the boat Christian promises to bring me back here soon.
Monday and Tuesday pass by quickly, Christian is busy at work most of the day and night working on some acquisition of a company in New York. He has told me a little about the company but I'm not familiar with them which isn't too surprising since our businesses are quiet opposite. He mentions the possibility of having to fly to New York in the next few weeks and asks for me to join him. As much as I would like to, I tell him that I will have to wait and see how things are at SIP as the time gets closer before I let him know.
It's Wednesday afternoon and I'm sitting in my office reviewing my calendar plotting out when several meetings are going to take place as well as some key releases this month that are expected to top the charts. It's only when I finally sit back and look at my calendar do I realize that my period is late…like over a week late. I've been on a birth control pill for over a year but it's the type of pill that only allows you to get your period once every three months; initially I started on it because I had pretty bad cramps when my period would start but then I just continued with it because it was much nicer only having to deal with it every couple of months. I stopped the pill last Saturday which meant I should have had my period by Monday or Tuesday the latest. It's now the following week and still nothing; I can't believe that I didn't realize it never started before now.
"Sawyer…I need to run to the store" I call him on my cell.
"I'll be down in a moment ma'am…I could pick something up for you if you would prefer" he says.
"NO!" I exclaim quickly. "I mean…I wouldn't mind a little fresh air."
Moments later Sawyer is at my door and I follow him down to the car. I give him directions to a drug store a few blocks away; there are ones closer but I don't want to take the risk of anyone from SIP or GEH seeing me or rather seeing what I'm buying.
"Sawyer….I know you need to come in with me but I have a favor to ask" I begin as Sawyer parks the car.
"Okay…." He pauses.
"I'm going to ask you to not tell Mr. Grey or Taylor what I'm going to purchase in the store" I take a deep breath. "I promise you I will tell Mr. Grey later but I need to get through the day without him knowing. Can you do that for me?"
"Of course Ana….is everything okay?" he asks.
"I don't know" I sigh.
Sawyer accompanies me into the store, following me as I slip into the feminine product aisle. If I wasn't so anxious I would probably laugh at how uncomfortable Sawyer looks right now, but instead I move to the end of the aisle where the pregnancy tests are. A glance at Sawyer confirms my thought; his face is now pale as surprise begins to take over. Thankfully he doesn't say anything; we pay for my purchase which I quickly stuff into my purse the moment we get into the car and head back to SIP.
"Ana….if you need anything" he says as I get off the elevator.
"Thank you Sawyer, I appreciate this" I reply as the doors close.