Chpt. 21: Christian's POV
"Take me home, make love to me," she says into my ear.
"Ana? Are you sure? I wasn't trying to…" I stutter; I don't want her thinking I only said those things to get into her panties tonight.
"I want you Christian, please take me home," she says kissing me deeply and rubbing herself against my erection that has been present almost all night after seeing her in this dress.
"Are you sure?" I ask again as we walk out of the club hand in hand.
She squeezes my hand tightly as she climbs in the car and I take a deep breath before following her in. I would be lying if I didn't say I was nervous; I want to make tonight special for her. I have never made love to a woman; it's always just been sex. I think with Ana it will be different; I never had an emotional connection to any of the other woman and the way I feel for Ana just blows my mind. I'm suddenly distracted from worrying as Ana pulls me into her and kisses me deeply. Her tongue seeks immediate entry to into my mouth which of course I give to her. My hands roam all over her body feeling her skin through the soft fabric of the dress. My hand is slowly pushing up her dress as Taylor clears his throat awkwardly indicating our arrival back at the penthouse.
We get out of the car giggling at the second time today Taylor has interrupted us because we were too busy to notice we returned to the penthouse. Taylor sees us to the elevator and then excuses himself saying he needs to get something out of the car but I think it is just an excuse to not ride in the elevator with us. I punch in the code to the penthouse and push Ana against the wall as soon as the doors close. She gasps as my lips crush against hers and I press my body firmly against her. I am overwhelmed with the level of trust she has in me; not only to tell me her story, to show me her scars but now to trust me enough to make love to her for the first time. I vow to make tonight as pleasurable as possible for her even though I know there will be some discomfort involved.
The elevator doors open and we walk into the foyer barely breaking our contact with one another. Finally I pull away, take her hand and lead her upstairs to my bedroom.
"Ana…we don't have to…if you're not sure," I say as we walk into the bedroom.
"I'm sure Christian, I want you," she says once again bringing my lips to hers and I feel the hunger in her kiss.
"If you want to stop at any time, just say so. I won't be mad and I will stop as soon as you say so," I reassure her as my hands pull her against my erection.
She doesn't say anything but kisses me deeply as her hand reaches between us and rubs my erection through my pants. I gasp into her mouth as the sudden movement, surprised at how bold she is becoming. I quickly find the zipper on the back of her dress, pulling it down before reaching in and grabbing her firm ass. I immediately appreciate the thong she is wearing as it gives me full access to her smooth firm ass as I pull her closer to me. Her hands fumble between us as she finally gets my pants unbuttoned and gently tugs them down. I pull her dress down and take in the full view of her beautiful undergarments when she steps out of her dress.
" .beautiful," I say kissing her after each word.
She is wearing a beautiful white lace push up bra that shows off her breasts perfectly; the thong is a wonderful match to the bra and I love that it covers so little as it is almost completely see through. I reach behind her, unclasping her bra and let it fall to the floor while I gently pinch her nipple as she moans into my mouth. I feel her grinding her sex against my erection and I nearly combust right there but have to remind myself that tonight is all about her. I pull away momentarily taking off my shirt, shoes and socks before returning to Ana who immediately pulls me closer to her. My hand finds its way between us and I gently rub her clit pleased to find that her underwear is almost soaked with her juices already. I gently pull her underwear off, pausing to kneel on the floor to take her shoes off. After taking off her shoes, I gently push her legs apart further and gently lick her sex. She moans quietly and I feel her move her hips closer to me inviting me in further. I gently grab her ass and bring her closer to my face; I run my tongue through her folds before sucking gently on her clit. She begins to moan loudly and her hips are wiggling trying to get more contact. I hold her firmly against me as I alternate between sucking and nipping her clit.
"Christian…..Please," she begs.
"What baby?" I ask, pulling her close to me preparing to bring her to orgasm as soon as she says the word. I love hearing her beg to come.
"I want you, I need you," she says breathless.
"Are you sure?" I ask pulling away from her clit and looking up at her.
She answers me by pulling me in and kissing me deeply as she pushes my underwear down. I take a deep breath before pulling her close to me; her sex is on my erection and I can feel the heat coming from her. I guide her over to the bed, where we both manage to climb up barely breaking contact with each other. I reach into my nightstand drawer and quickly put a condom on; we didn't discuss birth control and I doubt she is on any since she wasn't sexually active until tonight. She lies on her back with her knees bent and her legs slightly open guiding me up to her face so I am on top of her. She pulls my face down to hers and sucks on my bottom lip as her hands run up and down my ribs. Holding myself up by one arm, I grab her breast and pinch her nipples before lowering my hips to they meet hers. My erection is against her clit and I can feel how wet she is as she silently moves her hips up and down begging for more.
"Are you sure?" I ask one more time, giving her the chance to stop it before anything further happens.
"I'm sure Christian, I want you…tell me you want me as much as I want you?" she whispers tugging on my ear lobe with her teeth.
"Oh Ana, you have no idea how bad I want you. It's taking everything in me not slam into you right now," I say pinching her nipple hard as I rub my erection against her clit causing her to gasp.
"Please Christian," she begs again.
Ana moves her legs apart even further as her hips push up against mine. I capture her lips in mine as I guide my erection to her opening and gently push into her. Her hands are entangled in my hair, she pulls me closer so my lips are practically crushing her. I push into her further until I feel her barrier; this is the part I am most concerned about for Ana. I have heard it can be somewhat painful for women to lose their virginity but I want her to enjoy tonight.
"It might hurt but I will try to be gentle. If it does it shouldn't last," I say looking into her eyes.
"I'll be fine Christian, it's okay," she says as she reaches down and tries to pull me into her deeper.
I take a deep breath, grab her nipple pinching it to distract her as I push through her barrier in one swift move. I pause as I feel her tense up and whimper into my mouth. I don't move; I just continuing kissing her letting her body adjust to the new feeling. She is so incredibly tight and hot that I have to force myself to think about something else so I don't come right now.
"Are you okay?" I ask looking down at her; her eyes are shut but she opens them when she hears my voice.
"Yes…" she says unsure.
"I'm going to start moving now, if it hurts to much let me know," I say gently pulling out and pushing back into her.
I kiss her deeply, running my tongue along her lips seeking entry which she grants me after a few seconds of hesitation. As her tongue finds mine, I begin to feel her body relax and I begin to move a little faster. Her breathing hitches as she wraps her legs around my waist and I push in a little harder and a little deeper. She grabs hold of my ass pulling me deeper into her and I am finally completely inside of her as my balls smack against her ass.
"You feel so good Ana," I say into her ear.
"Don't stop," she begs moving her hips up and down.
I start moving faster, going in deep each time I pull out and I am rewarded with her moans. I am relieved that she is enjoying this; I have heard that many women do not achieve orgasm when they lose their virginity. She grips me tightly inside of her as I continue to move faster and push into her deeper. I can tell she is getting close; her hands are all over me, not knowing where to settle. I reach between us and pinch her nipple gently as I slam into her hard feeling my balls slap her ass again; she moans loudly in response to this. I move up so I am leaning against her clit and while staying deep inside of her I move around gently so I hit her clit each time.
"Oh God!" She yells clearly enjoying the new sensation.
"You like?" I say hitting her clit again.
"Yes…yes!" she exclaims as she pulls my lips to hers.
I alternate between pulling in and out of her with staying deep inside of her grinding against her clit bringing her closer and closer to an orgasm. Her walls grip me so tight I can barely move as I struggle not to come.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" she yells as I pinch her nipple again.
"Christian…please…" she begs breathlessly.
"What do you need baby?" I ask as I slam into her hard.
"OOOOOOOOHHHHHHH! I need to come…please," she begs.
Motivated by hearing her beg, I pick up the speed and pinch her nipples as I pound into her. I feel her body tensing and know that she is close. I pull out almost completely and slam into her hard pressing against her clit forcefully.
"Come baby," I tell her.
Almost immediately, she combusts around me as I continue to move in and out of her kissing her deeply as she rides out her first orgasm of the night. Hearing her breathing returning to normal, I gently pull out of her and turn her over. She clearly isn't sure what I am doing, but follows my lead turning over and getting up on all fours. I grab hold of her hips and without much warning I slam back into her where her sex immediately grabs me tightly.
"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" She screams in pleasure.
I wasn't sure if she would enjoy sex if it was a little rough but she seemed to get more turned on the harder I slammed into her. I reach around and rub her clit as I continue to move in and out of her deeply.
"Oh god! Don't stop! I'm so close again!" she begs as I pinch her clit hard.
I continue my attack on her sex and on her clit, alternating with pinching and rubbing as I move in and out of her. Her moans become louder the harder and deeper I go into her. Her walls tense around me again and I can feel she is on the edge; I am pleased that she is responding so much to me.
"Christian…." She whimpers. "Please…."
"Please….I'm so close," she begs again.
"Come with me Ana!" I say slamming into her a few more times as she orgasms around me which pushes me into my own orgasm.
I collapse on top of her as we both breathe heavily basking in our post orgasm bliss. I stay inside of her, every so often moving back and forth as my erection slowly fades and her walls stop gripping me. I reach up kiss her deeply trying to express my gratitude for her trust. She kisses me back with just as much passion and emotion in her kiss. I gently pull out of her and smile as she whimpers from the loss of contact before going to the bathroom and cleaning up. I bring back a cool washcloth for her and clean up, before climbing into bed with her to snuggle. We both quickly fall asleep, still both completely naked and exhausted from our long day today.
Anna's POV:
I wake at some point during the night feeling very hot. I look down and see Christian's leg wrapped around mine and his hand holding my breast. I laugh thinking that even in his sleep he seems to seek me out as we almost always end up sleeping very close to one another. I gently pull Christian off of me and quietly make my way to the bathroom. After using the facilities, I wash up and take a drink of cool water before returning to bed. I crawl back into bed trying to be gentle and not wake up Christian but quickly realize I already woke him as he pulls me closer to him. He is lying on his side and he pulls me so I am lying side by side next to him.
"I missed you," he says, pulling me so my body is touching is.
"I guess so," I giggle feeling his erection pushing against my sex.
"Well not just that way," he smiles down at me before kissing me deeply.
I feel my body immediately react to his actions as his hands move all over my body while he sucks on my lips. My nipples immediately harden and I can my juices begin to flow; I am so turned on by this man. I never thought sex would be enjoyable for me; that any man would want me after seeing my scars.
"If you're too sore…" he stops kissing me and looks at me.
"I'm not," I say, rubbing my sex against him to illustrate my point.
"Mmmmmmmmmmmm," He moans against me probably realizing how wet I am already for him.
He reaches between us and grabs my breast roughly as he continues to rub his erection between my folds. I move my leg up on his hip so he has better access to my sex; he grabs my ass and pushes me closer to his erection. This new position has him rubbing my opening every time he moves and I find myself pushing my hips down to meet his movements.
"Christian," I moan wanting more…needing to feel him inside of me again.
I push down hard and feel him slide into me slightly; I put my hand on his back and urge him to move closer as I again push down. He slides into me with ease and there is no discomfort like the first time. He kisses me deeply and doesn't move letting me adjust to him again. I gently move my hips back and forth as he groans into my mouth. He grabs my ass and moves me back and forth against him faster and harder. Every time he pulls me closer to him he is rubbing against my clit which is sending me closer to the edge.
"OHHHHHHHHHHH," I moan as he roughly pulls my ass into him.
"You feel so good," I say.
"You are so tight…the way you grip me….so good," Christian moans.
He pinches my nipples and continues to move my ass to meet his thrusts. He is in full control and I can feel that I'm right there. I don't know why but I find myself right on the brink of orgasm so often with Christian and I just need him to give me something more before I can come. Sometimes it's just his voice, other times it's an action but I just need something more. I love that Christian seems to know exactly what I want or what I need to come even when I don't.
"Christian…." I say as he slams me into him again.
"Let go Ana, I want to feel you come," he whispers into my ear which sets me off as the orgasm rips through me.
He continues to move me back and forth gently now riding out my orgasm before rolling us over so he is on top of me. He pulls out of me suddenly, reaches over to the nightstand pulling out a condom. I blush realizing that we were so caught up with each other that we didn't stop to get a condom.
"You're not on birth control I assume?" he asks.
"No," I blush. "But I think I need to be."
"Soon…you feel so good without anything between us," he whispers.
He giggles as he reaches down to position himself at my entrance. He holds himself there as he kisses me deeply; he slides into me fully as he moves my legs to his chest. In this position he is able to slide into me even deeper and I feel even fuller now than before. He holds my thighs and slowly begins moving in and out of me. He pulls out of me almost entirely before slowly pushing himself back into me until he is again fully inside of me. In this position I have little control over his movements as I find myself needing him to go faster and harder. The orgasm is slowly building but I know I will sit on the edge if he continues at this pace. I am surprised that my body responds the most when he is a little rough with me; I hadn't expected that given everything.
"Christian…I need…please," I beg shyly.
"What do you need Ana?" he asks smiling down at me; he knows exactly what I need but wants me to say it.
He again pulls out slowly and pushes himself back into me slowly as his fingers graze my clit.
"Please….harder Christian….like before," I beg shameless.
The orgasm is close but I can't come at the slow pace he is moving at.
"Tell me again," he orders pinching my clit. "Tell me what you want me to do."
As if to reiterate his point, he slowly pulls out and pushes back in one more time. He reaches forward pinching me nipple which pushes him deeper inside of me so he just barely puts pressure on my clit. The orgasm is just out of reach, and I'm desperate; if he wants me to say it I will. Just then he applies just enough pressure to my clit by leaning forward to kiss me.
"Oh!" I exclaim. "Please, harder, faster….Please make me come!"
With that, Christian's hands return to my thighs and he pulls out quickly before slamming into me deeply. That does it and the orgasm is finally within reach as he gives me what I needed. He continues at this pace for some time before sinking deeper into me to kiss me. At this angle he is fully inside of me, deeper than before and the pressure on my clit is intense.
"Oh god!" I exclaim as he pulls away momentarily.
He pulls out and slams into me deep again, capturing my mouth in his. This time he stays in me deeply and rotates his hips in small circles. Suddenly in addition to the pressure on my clit I feel him hitting a new spot inside of me which has me soaring.
"Oh My! Don't stop!" I yell in response to this new found feeling.
"Please don't stop!" I yell again as he pulls out suddenly.
I moan at him doing the opposite of what I needed, but just that quickly he slams back into me leaning forward to hit the same spot again. He moves his hips around faster and harder while staying deep inside of me.
"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH" I yell as he pinches my nipple hard.
"You are so hot and tight Ana," He whispers into my ear pushing into me even further which I didn't think was possible.
"Christian…." I beg but for what I'm not sure.
He pulls out of me and slams back into me several more times, each time hitting that spot inside of me which has me on the edge.
"Oh god!" I yell as his assault continues. "Don't stop!"
"Oh Please!" I beg again.
"Are you close Ana? Please tell me you're close?" He begs through gritted teeth as I feel him seem to grow more inside of me.
"Yes yes! I'm right there" I say.
He pulls out again, Slams into me hard pinching my nipple the moment he hits that spot inside of me which sends me over the edge.
"Christian!" I yell as I come around him.
"Ana!" He yells as he finds his own release.
He kisses me deeply before slowly pulling out; I whimper at the empty feeling. He quickly disposes of the condom before crawling back into bed with me. He pulls me close to him, my back to his front as holds me tightly against him.
"Christian?" I ask shyly.
"Hmmmm?" he yawns.
"Is it always like that?" I ask.
"What do you mean?" he asks, his voice full of concern as he rolls me over to face him.
"So….passionate?" I say searching for a better word but not finding one.
"I don't know about other couples but it has never been like this with any other women. I have never felt so connected to someone as I did with you tonight. It's like when I'm with you, I feel closer to you and that everything is complete" he says kissing me deeply.
"Did you enjoy tonight?" I ask blushing.
"Oh god yes!" he exclaims. "Tell me honestly, did you? I know you were in a little pain the first time…"
"It was slightly uncomfortable, but once my body got used to you I enjoyed it," I admitted my face getting even redder.
"Don't be embarrassed," he says kissing me again. "I want to be sure I am pleasing you; if I do something you don't like or just don't enjoy as much please tell me."
"I will, but I enjoyed tonight very much," I say kissing him.
He rolls onto his back, pulling me close to him before we both fall asleep again.