A/N: Sorry this took so long, life has been a struggle lately. This chapter is in Madara's POV and it's about 2 months later, so here's chappie 4 enjoy lovelies^_^

Warning: Explicit language and very very mild yaoi

( Journal entry)

Well, it took sometime but I FINALLY got Pein's friends to warm up to me. I understand completely why they took so long to trust me and now that I know them better I wouldn't expect anything less. They even told me how they each met Pein. They all care a lot for him and they wanted to make sure that I wasn't going to hurt him. I'm glad he has some good people in his life that he can count on to help and protect him. I can honestly say he handles himself WAY better then... then I did.

~~(Pein's House)~~

I knocked on his door and waited for him to answer. After awhile he came and opened the door.

" Hey Madara" he greeted

"Hey slow poke, you ready?" I asked

" Yea yea let's go" he said and punched my arm

I put his bag and the cooler I loaned to him in my trunk, got in, and started to drive. It'll take like 2 hours to get to the campsite but I know a shortcut that takes about an hour and 15 minutes. Not even 15 minutes in and I heard light snoring next to me. I turned to the side and looked at him and he was asleep. "Cute" I chuckled. When we got there I took the tent out and pitched it as well as dug a fire pit and collected firewood. By the time I finished collecting firewood, I came back to see Pein just waking up.

"Hey 'Dara are we there yet?" he asked getting out of the car

"Yea Sleeping Beauty," I chuckled "We've been here for a little more than an hour"

"Oh that long" he said rubbing his eyes

My eyes widened then I looked at the sticks I was holding "Yup" I said walking to the fire pit 'Why is he so cute? If I didn't know better I would think he was doing this to me on purpose!' I thought to myself as I dropped the firewood. " Well I think we should get to sleep so we can get our day started bright and early tomorrow." I advised as I grabbed the sleeping bags and handed one to Pein. He didn't say anything he just nodded sleepily, grabbed a sleeping bag, and went in the tent. Once he got situated I climbed in, laid down, and went to sleep.

~~(The Next Day at night)~~

We had just got back to camp after an extensive hike and changed into more comfortable clothes. Once we got comfortable I took out the cooler and fixed us some sandwiches.

"Hey Pein time to eat, come on." I said. He sat down and I handed him a sandwich and a soda. I lit the fire in the fire pit, got a sandwich and soda for myself and sat down.

"Thanks 'Dara" he said before he took a huge bite of the sandwich

"No problem" I stated

" Hey Mada-kun did you bring the stuff for the thing you were telling me about?" He asked

"The s'mores?" I offered

"Yea those" he said

"Yea I brought them I can make them now if you want" I prompted

"Would you?" he asked with a sparkle in his eyes

"Yea" I chuckled

I got up and got a couple of sticks to roast the marshmallows then sat back down. I ran through how to make s'mores and moved everything closer;We talked, laughed, and ate around the fire. I laughed so hard at one of the jokes we were telling that I fell off of the log that I was sitting on.

"Damn" he laughed

"Oh shut up" I joked as I got up and sat back down

Pein got another marshmallow and roasted it. It had gotten really gooey on the inside somehow and when he tried to put in his mouth, he missed. He stuck his toungue out to get it off but his toungue was too short. I licked my thumb and rubbed the marshmallow off his face. The whole time I was doing that I stared into his eyes and inching closer, once the marshmallow was gone I closed the distance and kissed him. It was so amazing. It was like I had gotten struck by lightning all reason and logic had been thrown out of the window. But things like this can't last forever, I was so entranced in the kiss that I didn't realize Pein was trying to push me away and it made my brain flick into panic mode. I got up quickly, put some distance between us, and turned away from him.

"I uh... I um... I-I'm g-gonna run to the bathroom." I stuttered out and fled out into the woods.

"What the absolute fuck is wrong I with me? Why did I fucking do that? What the fuck came over me? I can't fucking believe I haven't fucking learned my mother fucking lesson. How could I be so fucking stupid!?" I growled as I punched a tree. The last punch broke through the tree and broke my hand. I grit my teeth and pulled my fist out of the tree. I sat on the bank of the stream and began taking the splilters out of my hand and cleaning it. When I finished, I stood up and took a deep breath. ' I have just ruined one of the best friendships I have ever had and even a few others in the process. Kami why am I so stupid?' I thought as I got up. I don't know how long I had been out at the stream but when I got back Pein put all of the food away and put out the fire. I went to the car and pulled out the first aid kit that I kept in the car, wrapped my hand, and went to bed. As I fell asleep my thoughts were racing but one thought kept making itself known. ' You have made a terrible mistake.'

A/N: Hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I did writing it. I hope you guys are excited about the next chapter it's going to be good. Read and Review ^_^ Thank you!