A/N:Thank you so much for the reviews, guys. I know I made you go out of your way for this chapter, but I promise it's worth it :) Also, from here I will give you a warning, There will be some sexual encounters in this chapter. And to any younger readers, I want to warn you. This is a fanfiction about teenagers but for adults. Today is the day that I change the rating to M.
We arrived at the beach, and I had nothing but anxiety. Live anxiety living in my stomach. Leah was grinning from ear to ear, wearing a fitted hoodie and some skinny jeans with some bright reds vans. It was dark, the only light source being the fire from the beach, and the moonlight.
Just seeing the moon's reflection on the water made me feel uneasy. I couldn't help but scold myself. This is the last thing I should be doing. I should be home. Mourning Carmen. But I knew Carmen would hate the idea of me missing a party.
"Hey! Leah!" I heard a guys voice call her over. I could see his silhouette running towards us.
"Embry!" she shouted in his direction. "Bella, I'll have to introduce you to everyone. They'll love you. Trust me."
Leah introduced me to a few people While walking down to the bonfire. They seemed pretty nice. Apparently Leah hadn't seen most of them in a few days and was missing them. Her, and just a bunch of guys. I wanted to be skeptical. But they were all very respectful towards her. Like a sister.
From across the fire I spotted Jacob. He didn't notice me at first. He was talking to Sam. Leah had already pointed him out as an Ex Boyfriend. She seemed very affected by him. I'll have to get the story later. Right now I was completely absorbed by Jake. He's gotten so handsome. He was irresistible to me. I caught myself fantasizing. And realizing. If he had came over and asked me to leave everything I'd just be unable to say no. I find myself constantly bashful.
His eyes finally caught me ogling. He smiled. An easy smile. I felt my heart get warm. Like the cracks where it had been broken heated up and soldered together, making my cold metallic heart become one again.
I was so dazed by him. I don't even know what he said to me. He walked over and grabbed my hand. It was warm. Warmth being something that I was just beginning to get used to.
"Come with me." I think was all he said. And next thing I know we're sitting next to each other in the backseat of his car.
When I realized where I had gotten myself I felt a small shadow of shame. I've never been like this before. This wasn't me.
"Jacob, how old are you?" I figured it'd be best to know how old he was if I was going to be lusting after him like this. Please don't be 15. Please be 16. I chanted in my head. I don't think I'll ever get over the shame of lusting after a 15 year old.
He grinned. "I'm 16, Bella." We made ourselves comfortable in the back of his car. He saw me admiring it. "I built this car myself, you know."
"Really? That's awesome. I don't have any special abilities. But I did learn in boot camp I have the ability to drown in the same body of water twice in one night. " I said with a chuckle.
His eyebrows pulled together and he made this incredulous face, "Bella, how in the world could you manage that?" He said with concern.
"Well, I drowned the one time, and I was experiencing some pretty severe hypothermia. One of the side effects of hypothermia just so happened to be 'poor decision making'...which ultimately led to me getting back into the water and drowning again." I tried to say it lightheartedly. Like this was a funny story.
His concern didn't fade, "Does Charlie know about this?"
"No, he doesn't. He doesn't know a lot of things about my time in boot camp. Don't say anything to him. It'll just make him worry. He doesn't understand how capable I am." I said quietly.
"The Bella I know couldn't take ten steps without eating the ground."He said with a laugh. His hand began to travel to my forearm. Touching me casually.
"I see bits of that Bella in myself still." His hand traveled down to my knee. "Especially when I stare in the mirror. " He began tracing upwards, up my thigh. Beginning to make me weak. This is it. This is my kryptonite. "But after these last few months... I know I'm different." I finished, trying to keep my voice even. I'm such a freak.
"I know what you mean, I don't know if you can tell, but I've definitely changed." His hand lightly tracing up and down my thigh as he spoke. Like I lost all control I too began touching him. I felt his muscley arms under my fingertips. His skin was hot as hell. Temperature wise.
"Trust me," I said. "I've definitely noticed."
I breathed deeply. I know I had some stupid, dazed look in my eyes. I just knew it.
Finally Jake cracked the egg "Bella, I want to kiss you." And before I knew it I crashed my lips against his, I lost all inhibitions.
This was nothing like kissing Edward. I couldn't tell if I liked it or not. Kissing Edward was like kissing a cold statue. And kissing Jacob was something completely different. I felt him all around me. So hot. Addictingly hot. So natural. So dangerous.
With Edward each kiss felt practiced. With Jacob I felt free. Like my life wasn't in danger.
"This feels so right, Bella." He said reading my mind. And I felt myself melt next to him. My hands getting tangled in his hair. His hands were traveling around my body. Finally making it to the end of my shirt. His hands grazed softly over my skin underneath my shirt. I felt his fingertips snake around to my back.
"Is this okay?" He said, while I was trying to figure out what he was asking. I nodded. Everything is okay. He unclipped my bra and his hands slowly grazed until he held both of my breasts in his hands. His thumbs grazing my nipples lightly. I whimpered softly against his lips.
This is so different, and so addictive.
"Can I...see them?" He asked cautiously through feverish kisses. I pulled my hands away from my hair and down to cup his face. I pulled away from the kiss. Suddenly feeling self conscious.
"I've never…"I trailed off. Trying to think what I was trying to say. His head turned to the side.
"You've never?" He questioned. "The leech? And you? I just assumed." I flinched at the word he used. Leech? If only he knew how accurate that was.
I laughed softly, "I've never heard him called a leech before. But no. We've only kissed."
He shook his head and his thumb grazed my nipple again causing a weak noise escape my lips. "So what you're telling me, as that he never got to hold these?"
My staggered breath was let out while I shook my head. His hands escaped my shirt quickly and grabbed both of my hands in his. He looked at me softly in the eyes. "Bella, if you let me, I want to show you a good time. I didn't realize how…"he trailed off.
My face reddened and I turned my face away. "Inexperienced I am?" I said full of shame.
"No," he said softly. Moving his hands, cupping my face and caressing it softly. "Please don't look that way. That's not what I meant at all."
I sighed in embarrassment, trying not to meet his eyes now, realizing how embarrassed I felt. "What did you mean?"
"Ughhh." He said. "You just deserve to be shown how beautiful you are."
"Oh, please."
"No, I'm serious." he said immediately. "Bella, if you let me, please, let me be that man."
I finally looked into his eyes, and he had this sincere, yet pleading look on his face. "I don't expect anything, no pressure."
I bit my lip and I nodded.
"Yes?" he questioned. And I nodded again.
(A/N: now would be a good stop to read if you don't want to read any lemony goodness.)
He smiled this sweet, casual smile. And he came in for a soft kiss. I wasn't sure what he was planning. The backseat of his car wasn't exactly the most functional place. And there was a part of me that knew I should feel ashamed. But here I was. With a guy that thought I was beautiful. And someone that has known me for so long. Someone that I trust.
The kiss was soft. And delicate. But hot, and passionate, like an explosion. He began to trail kisses down to my neck. And I felt a few nibbles near my clavicle.
This was so new. I felt myself melting under his kiss, His hands coming back around to my breasts. Pinching my nipples softly. Playing with them.
"Can you…" I started.
He stopped, "hmm?"
"Bite me harder?"
"Oh, Bella." He moaned. And I felt his teeth sink into me and lips sucking slightly at my skin. A cry escaped my lips.
"Too hard?" He said worriedly.
"No, harder." I said quietly. And he bit me harder. And I was already beginning to feel the energy build up inside me. I was feeling overwhelmed at the amount of stimulation. I've never been like this before.
He continuously played with my nipples between his pointer and thumb. I began wondering where he learned to do this. Who taught him how to tease a woman like this?
Finally his hands lift up my shirt. Revealing my naked breasts to him. He began trailing kisses down to them. I felt the butterflies turn into fireworks in my stomach. I built up the bravery to completely lift up my shirt and bra to grant him access. Not yet brave enough to take them completely off.
"Bella, you are so beautiful." He said. And his lips met my nipple and began kissing and tugging at it with his lips.
I felt flushed in my face. And the moaning was completely involuntary. With his lips doing most of the work, his hands were free to do so much more. They began searching. Just tracing the sides of my body. Beginning at my waist and trailing down the sides of my thighs. My hands grabbed a handful of his hair as he began to undo my jeans, and careful went underneath my underwear. My heart pounded, half in excitement, half with a little bit of fear. No one has ever touched me here. His hand went farther south, and snuck on finger in between my never-been-touched pandora's box.
I gasped. He stopped.
"Everything okay?" he said concerned.
"Jacob…" I tried to form sentences.
"Bella?"
My chest heaved, and my heart was beating like a hammer. "Don't... Stop." I managed to get out.
Jacob smiled coyly. His finger began tracing it slowly. "How do you feel about me going down there?"
"What do you mean?" I said in between rough breaths.
He flicked my hard nipple with his tongue, I tried to suppress my moan.
"I mean do that, except to your pussy."
"Jacob… I never-"
"I know, Bells, I told you, I just want to show you a good time."
"Okay." I said. And his mouth went over my breasts again. His hand was removed from my pants and he began taking my pants off of me. I then kicked off my shoes to speed up the process. Soon the bottom half of me was uncovered, and his hands began by grazing the inside of my thigh. I switched my position there in the back seat to make more room for him to do his thing. He began kissing his was up my thigh. The anticipation was building inside of me. He finally reached where he needed to be, and his tongue lightly flicked my flesh around my clit.
He paused, "Don't be afraid to stop me, and don't be afraid to tell me when something feels good." and he continued without waiting for a response from me at all. I cried out softly as he began to pick up the rhythm. He was able to reach his arms to hold my breasts and play with my nipples. I could feel the endorphins rushing through my brain. It was not long before I found myself going somewhere I've never been taken before.
"Jake...Jacob…" I cried out.
I heard him practically growl against me, and I was gone. I felt myself release and I cried out his name one more time. My hands grabbed a fistful of his hair and pulled lightly on it and felt myself thrust against his mouth, he was loving it, responding with me while he ate me out. I felt it come to an end and my body went limp, I felt my skin hum, i felt my lips tingle. Jake got up from me and began to collect himself more.
(A/N: For those that did want to read le lemon: Now would be a good time to continue reading on. )
"Jake, feel my lips." I told him, and without words he kissed them in a gentle gesture.
"Can you feel them tingle? My whole body is humming." I told him.
"So I take it you had a good time, " he said with a laugh.
I half smile, "Hand me my pants." and he does. And I begin very clumsily putting my clothes back on.
"Jake, that was amazing. I've never felt like that before." I finished with my pants and began lacing up my shoes.
"If you ever want to do this again, you know how to find me."
I blush slightly, "Again?"
"Of course, you're going to be home for a few days, aren't you?" He said with a small edge of concern.
I remembered the vacation that I promised to take myself on. "I mean, at least a week."
With no warning, suddenly Jacob stiffened his whole body. He put his nose in the air like he was detecting something.
"Jake what is it?"
His hand dug into his pants pocket and grabbed out his car keys and shoved them into my hand.
"Bella, get out of here." he commanded me. "These are the keys to the car, just go to Charlie's and I'll call you later."
"What?" and then I felt it too. There's here. Something… not human. "Jake how -" I began to ask him how he could possibly know.
"Bella, you need to leave. Trust me." He opened the car door and ran out towards the bonfire. I rushed after him.
"Jake I can't leave with you. Without Leah!?" I said hurriedly.
"Leah will be fine, now please get in the car and go." he walked towards me trying to push me back towards the car.
"No Jake, you get in the car." I said grabbing him to come with me.
"Bella!" He sighed loudly.
"Jacob Black!"
"Bella get in the goddamn car!"
And then there they were in our view and we both went silent. Just their silhouettes, not recognizable. But at least 20 of them, walking towards us from afar. We both saw them and turned to each other.
"The guys told me never to shift on the first date." He began taking off his clothes quickly.
"Jake! What are you doing?" I said confusedly. "Just get in the car, we'll get away from them!"
And before my eyes Jacob transformed into a gigantic wolf. A werewolf.
Needless to say I was stunned, I let out a scream and noticed everyone at the bonfire also changing. Jacob ran away from me towards his...pack? Pack I guess is the correct word. Because he's a WEREWOLF for Christ's sake.
I ran towards the parking lot again, trying to find Leah…
A/N: Wasn't that such a fun chapter? I'm working on the next one now! Super excited to keep going. Sorry for the few month hiatus, I went through a pretty bad break up and lost a lot of my motivation. But I'm back for a little while now. I can't wait to hear how you feel about this one! Please R & R! I'd love to hear from you!